Stuff I Did
Okay. so just some stuff that happen to me over the last couple days and junk. well sunday i called in sick to work cause, well i didnt want to go. it was only a 2 hour shift and i dont think any of the elderly church goers died waiting for their fucking big montanas super sized curly fry and a diet soda (like i fucking care what kinda soda you want, when you come in to the store do you not see a huge fucking machine that says self serve center. and its all soda "mmhmm i wonder what kinda soda i want, i better tell matt at the register cause if i dont the machine behind me where i get my own soda wont know what i want..." fucking retards) andway so then i come home to a nice sleep for no school monday. i had to go all lllllll lll lll the way back down to GR i mean its like the other fucking side of the world....i had to get my purse back (messenger bag, urban travel pack, satchel, whatever you want to call it. HEY LOOK A PIC OF IT!!!)
as if you've never seen it on me in the hall.... and if you dont look at me, do it more, im pretty hott. yeah i put an extra t. cause well i like it that way.

so i get my purse back at morningstar and i stay long enough to buy and irish car bomb (fantastic drink, like sex with mints in it) and guess whats playing over the speakers? thats right stray light run. i was like singing out loud everyone around me is like. "who the fuck is this?" im like "thuggie g how you not be knowing up on my stray?" they was then all like up in my grill with this shit "o im sorry homes i back up off and get up on that cd". so yeah things went from there. and i went home and stopped on the way to get taco bell. Grilled Stuft Burrito. no fiesta extra baja...and a small Mt. Dew. on the way home some chick cuts in front of me i pretend to beep my horn cause you all know i dont have a fucking horn curtosey of joey domina you bastard lol i still love you. so i get home and then i sleep. tuesday comes. 2 hr. delays are useless. wednesday comes. NO FUCKING SCHOOLLLLL YEAH BITCH. wait back to tuesday. dad was a dick over me not scooping the cat poopy hes crazy. back to wednesday. i go into work to get my paycheck and the bitch says to me, as i walk in the door. "feeling better today matthew?" im like (to self) "when did i feel bad...o shit sunday" (to the bitch) "yes im still a little quesy, bad fish we think" (the bitch bought it HAHA) she hands me my check and im off. i come home dads all like "blah blah im sorry im crazy blah blah blah im a bad father" im like "yes, yes you are" hes off doing shit hes gone till saturday !!!!!!!!!!!!!! so anyway i just got done watching some crazy ass movie called The Forgotten. its good i liked it. didnt think it was going to be about aliens though. seriously that was a big fucking twist in the plot (realize i just ruined it for anyone who hasnt seen it) but yeah it was really good. well im winding down from a taxing day of sitting on my ass so ill see all of you later *hugs for all*

ALive
Hey so yeah i got not to much to say. i watched a bunch of movies with brad and jay and nate last night we had lots of fun and i fell asleep on my cell phone and i guess like i called like 8 people lol sorry liz, sorry dad, sorry mary, sorry jake, lol. anyway i just wanted to let you all know that im bored and i had fun last night *hugs and love*

This Is Not The Question I Was Going To Post
I Fucking Hate noses They Are So Fucking Ugly And Stupid And Ruin Faces. When Im Rich And Famous I'll Get Plastic Surgery And Have My Nose Removed.

Lyrics To The Afore Mentioned Song
This Makes Me Feel Something Along The Lines OF love...I Guess Thats The Feeling In The Pit Of Your Stomach.

There is a man holding a megaphone, so he must have been the voice of God. The bystanders claimed they saw angels flying up and down the block. Well, they must have been attached to wires. I'd seen one laying in the lawn with a broken arm, so I called 911. Well that is one less founded opinion. One more cause for a dispute. So the street filled, like a basin, up with cameras and their crews and they washed away the rumors leaving just the concrete truth. It was a spectacle. No, I-I mean a miracle. So then I fell like that girl from a balance beam. A gymnasium of eyes were all holding on to me. I lifted one foot to cross the other and I felt myself slipping. It was a small mistake. Sometimes that is all it takes.

Now I'm staring at my wrist, hoping that the time is right. When the planets will align. There will be no planets to align. Just the carcass of the sun and those little painted marbles spinning senseless through an endless black sky. [and so it never started and it will never stop just like I am and you are] It was in a foreign hotel's bathtub I baptized myself in change. And one by one I drowned all of the people I had been. I emerged to find the parallels were fewer. I was cleansed. I looked in the mirror and someone new was there. But, I was as helpless as a chess piece when I was lifted up by someone's hand and delivered from the corner my enemies had got me in. But in all of my salvation I still felt imprisoned inside that holding cell that is myself.

So I wait for the day when I'll hear the key as it turns in the lock and the guard will say to me, Oh my patient prisoner you have waited for this day and finally you are free! You are free! You are freezing. Now I'm staring at the sun, waiting for it to explode. Because a day is gonna come, don't know when but it will come and we'll finally know the way out of here. And I will throw away this wrinkled map and my chart of stars and compass, cracked. And I'll climb that tree all wet with sap to avoid the hungry beasts below. I'll cut out my love's tongue and sing of a graveyard gray and a garden green and then we won't have to worry no more. No we won't ever wonder again about how this song or story ends about how this song and story will end.

ME BEING HOTT
Am I Hott Or Is It Just Me?

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stacy rocks my fucking socks. she has showed me to so many new bands and styles of music. she is like my god. she is my god. i love you stacy *dreams* looking forward to the summer memories we've yet to make. *hugs* see you later o and by the way....I'm tired of hearing all the sappy love songs on the radio.....

Fuck?
Why does everyone use the net like a fucking weapon? convo save files and shit like that and hacking and stealing....it hurts alot. saving convos and then using them as blackmail or just threating people or just waving them around like fucking flags...it hurts....why do people do it?

COUGH
omfg you guys i cant beilive im in the lie berry i mean its like a dream i cant beilive its really happening omg is that sam coming up behind me i think it is o wait dilly boy is next to me and that searh girl is on the comp next to me and then that one jessica girl is being her self on another comp and it makes me feel really seprerated from her i cant beilive it at all. wait this is a completly useless entry so ill change the subject to how much i love all these people. *hugs* i really do love all you guys so much hugs for all the above mentioned around me and all those i ever see. so anyway im typing with all the

Well, Im in Busen again...it seems like this is the only class that no body is really paying any attention in anything anyone is saying so i feel free to comment in my journal. but my neck hurts i think i slept on it wrong lol thats random i know. well anyway this class is rather boring and i really feel like throwing up i want some postal service lol. whats going on? anything happening with anyone after school anytime this week? im totally looking to make plans but not tonight and not wed. well hook me up with a line if you wanna hang or something and well just tell me how to beat the bordem of busen...

School
Hey, everybody. I'm in school like im sure all of you are and im dieing inside like all of you are as well. i hat this place so much and it makes me sick. or maybe im hungry *thinks* i dont know, either way my stomach is making a feeling that isnt normal. sooooo somethings wrong lol. well im in busen's listening to people talk about people and pretending to care. well i gotta go now afroe busen bites my head off cause he hates me soooo much.