Perks
So, im driving through town and i had my window down music banging enjoying the weather on my way home. These two girls waving signs about a car wash are standing on the side of the road. As i drive by one girl screams "come to our car wash its fun yay!!!" i just wave. The other girl then screams "we only accept hot guys anyway so you should go!". No honestly this dosent bother me because they were like what 12? Plus they are stupid little church group kids. But, it made me think about how little attention we pay to the feelings of others. It's so easy to just dish out a random insult on a whim without any regard what so ever towards the persons feelings. This is something we should all give a little more thought to, and ill be the first to admit that i do it all the time. I just hand them out like nothing at all, im sorry and i just realized this. I'm done with that, because something so minuite can really affect a person if they dont know the whole context of what your saying. So im sorry, and we should all thingk about this.


P.S. those girls were either A) blind and couldnt see how hot i was OR B) blinded by my magnificent hair and couldnt see how hot i really was.

Its Only 26 You Should Be Able To Do It.
Heres a list of songs from my favorite bands A-Z. You should try doing this with your favorite bands its really fun and shows you how well you know your own favorites. Post them here kids lets see how well we know our music. can you complete the table? i did bitches HA!

Name A Song for Each Letter:

A - Arinette by Bright Eyes
B - Bug Bytes by Alien Ant Farm
C - Carve Your Heart Out by Dashboard Confessional
D - Debate Exposes Doubt by Death Cab For Cutie
E - Extraordinary Girl by Green Day
F - Flustered/Hey Tomcat! by Death Cab For Cutie
G -Give Me One Good Reason by Blink 182
H - Harold Weathervein by Cursive
I - Is This Thing On by Less Than Jake
J - Jamie by Weezer
K - Keep On The Sunny Side by The Whites
L - Long Time Gone by The Dixie Chicks
M - Michael by Franz Ferdinand
N - No Good Deed by Cast Of Wicked
O - One-Eighty By Summer by Taking Back Sunday
P - Padriac My Prince by Bright Eyes
Q - Quarter Moon by Cheryl Wheeler
R - Rocks Tonic Juice Magic by Saves The Day
S - Ship Wreck by The Good Life
T - This Ruined Puzzle by Dashboard Confessional
U - Untitled by Dashboard Confessional
V - Violence by Blink 182
W - Wish by Alien Ant Farm
X - X&Y by Cold Play
Y - You Will? by Bright Eyes
Z - Zolar Czakl by Uncle Meat

Padriac My Prince
lets say you tried so hard to fly for so long and everytime something happen like once you got your ass blasted by a plane the other the wings just didnt work, you cant get enough air. fuck any reason. wouldnt you just give up after years of repeated failure. everyday a new failure. and worse someone riding your ass about that failure or making your think something you did right was a failure. would you just give up? (too stacy: your right i need that door so fucking bad... and now im giving it my all at the expense of anything or anyone i have to...and why do you keep bailing?)

WTF???
ok your going to love this one. im sitting on the couch with one leg laying down and the other stuck up so that my chin can rest on it and im watching tv. dad comes in and i dont notice him cause my hair is covering one eye and the other is watching the tv. so he moves in closer and i ignore him. then he taps me on the arm and says. "what the fuck are you doing?" i say "watching tv" he says "ok lets try again, what were you doing?" ok here i just think to myself 'o god what the fuck am i going to say no matter what this is going to end wrong' but see i really didnt understand what it was that i was doing... at all i had no fucking clue what was going on. i say "watching tv" he throws his arms up and walks over to the door then turns and says "ok what the fuck were you doing answer me!" im like "i dont understand what you are talking about all i was doing was sitting here watching tv." he says "you had your fucking arm wrapped around your leg and your head pressed against your knee, what the fuck are you doing?" ok here my brain just stopped and im thinking to myself 'wait so the way im sitting is what i was doing?' so i say "all i was doing was watching tv i dont understand whats going on what are you asking, what was i doing?" so he says "you fuck" and then slams the door. somebody want to clue me in on what just happend and or what it was that i was actually doing?

Good Morning Fine Fellows
i havent posted in forever. im sorry. i havent had much positive social interaction in the past 9 days. my chest hurts and so does my brain. alot. i miss stacy, hope you remember my name stacy. and kate and dustin and the others our there. call me you fucks. anyway to the real point of the post..

If you watched the movie Garden State, and you UNDERSTOOD and ENJOYED the absoulte beauty of the movie(meaning you got the point and smiled through most of it). comment on this post telling me if you did or didnt.

EDIT: ok someone brought it to my attention about this movie. i asked "did you like that movie?" "it was kinda boring and i didnt really understand it" "o well i loved it" (slightly whispered) "i guess you would have had to have a fucked up childhood or gone through something that terryfiing to understand and enjoy it" i just stopped and thought to myself. wow. i think that makes sense. you have to have gone through zacks life to understand the message and the simplicity of it all. the simple message is. life sucks and everything will cause you pain. but everything is beautiful as well. just enjoy life and make the kinds of decisions that make you feel good in the long run. life sucks and it hurts...alot. but i loved it and i know you understand it all.