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2004 1 June :: 11.25pm
:: Mood: discontent
:: Music: MiniDisc Mix
Congratulations. List of recet events.
+I got straight A's for the last semester
-Sieg and I are over, I will never be able to hear his soothing voice again
+I'm starting to go to a womens' Gym
+I'm revamping my journal again, this time completely, with a new Icon and everything, even if it takes a whiel to get the flim developed and edited
-I'm too lazy/busy.. kinda.. to post the rest.. if there is any..
and you will always have my heart
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2004 25 May :: 7.38pm
:: Mood: cheerful
:: Music: Sieg's wonderful voice
Bweeee
I am no longer single! ^^ Anyway.. Sieg asked me out last night, so yeah.. It was so... I can't even think of words to describe it.
And so Jose has the hotts for me, and so he's giving me free CDs, music sheets and intrument repairs and crap. But.. He's a litttle.. No, a LOT out there.. And not in the good way.. >.>;;;;;;;
So I told that to Sieg and he said I should slap him and I asked him why, so then we got in a little tug of war of words in why he said that and eventually he said, 'Because I love you..!'
It really made my day. ^_____^
Yeah, and it made up for when I smashed my fingers while going to slap a double three in cards during fifth period.
His mom walked in while we were talking.... Ehh... Not good..
>.>;;
and you will always have my heart
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2004 23 May :: 7.24pm
:: Mood: Like this: >_<*****
:: Music: Me eating.
ARGHH!!
I go out of the room for FOUR MINUTES and he goes and signs on, talks and then signs back off!!! Ahhhh... I already tride to call.. It's risky, but I might try again, for I am Sieg deprived. ;-;
Quiz:
hug from behind - you like to feel what the other
person is feeling and see things how they see
them. you tend to be serious and emotional.
What Sign of Affection Are You?
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and you will always have my heart
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2004 23 May :: 12.23pm
:: Mood: Bubbly, but still kinda lonely and hungry.. x-X;;
:: Music: Dashboard Confessional - If You Can't Let It Be, Might As Well Make It Bleed[On loop ]
More quizes and missing Sieg.. Oh.. Wait.. is that good news I hear??
Yes.. I think it is..
This morning an extremly generous Gaian who gets her kicks out of giving people heart attacks, sold me an OMG Hat, for a mere 22.6k! I'm so happy! *huggles OMG Hat* Now I have about 200g from cruising around for a little while. And soon I'm going to actually buy some clothes for my avii, for she barely has any clothes, just mostly acessories. *sweat*
I'll keep the three or four quizes until the end of my post..
Lovesick stuff down on the next line, scroll past or deal.
*Sigh* I really hope he had a good day yesterday, since he was out of it before.. I kinda still am.. But I was really, really, really out of it yesterday.. I miss his voice..
I got around 8ish hours of sleep this morning, I also hope he got as much.. Poor dear needs to get s'more sleep..
I never got to take a bath or watch Romeo and Juliet... I suppose I'll go take it now.. As I need one.. Then I'll pop in the movie if my love isn't online yet.
Oh here are some Lyrics to a few songs that I really like but don't know who their by or what they're called:
"As cliche as it may sound, I'd like to raise another round.. And if your bottle's empty just help yourslef to mine. Thank you for your time, and here's to life."
"You can't ride it.. Took forever. Go as far as you can see, but don't give up on me.. You can't drive it, do whatever makes you free. But don't give up on me.."
Argh.. Shit. Litteraly! >_< I have to go scoop dog feces before I can take my shower.. Oh joy.. ¬_¬*;;
But here, I leave you with some quizes.
How random are you?
this quiz was made by alanna
You're Captain Jack Sparrow: smart, savvy, a demon with the eyeliner and the best damn pirate we've ever seen. And only a litte crazy. Savvy?Which POTC character are you?
this quiz was made by alanna
Jolly good, wot! Anyone for tennis? That'll be ten ponies, guv. You're the epitome of everything that is english. Yey :) Hoist that Union Jack!
How British are you?
this quiz was made by alanna
and you will always have my heart
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2004 23 May :: 2.40am
:: Mood: tired, still lonely
:: Music: Coheed and Cambia - A Favor House Atlantic
though I shant get angry.
Because the computer isn't in his room yet, so he probably wasn't able to get on some how. I haven't talked to him all day.. I really hope he's on when I wake up, that would be so great.
So yeah.. I went swimming, then I layed in the sun and was just there for like 3 hours, though I wasn't really much in the sun waiting for someone to call, I didn't get a tan because I was blindingly white, but maybe now I'm not AS white.
Even to just a simple 'good night' to me would be more than enough to satisfy my crave to hear my loved one's voice again.
Though it's only around 11:40 where he is..
But I've been waiting about 4+ hours, and I need a little sleep.
I kinda cleaned off my desk too.. It won't last very long though.. c_c;;;
and you will always have my heart
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2004 22 May :: 10.22pm
:: Mood: lonely, kinda hungry
:: Music: I'm singing a Flaming Lips song to my self
I think it's called "Do You Realize?"
Ugh.. I miss him.. ._. A lot.
I have such a lack of things to do that I'm counting the minutes he's been gone since I last talked to him. >_<
42 minutes.
I'm kinda tired... I have no idea what happened to my favorite hair tie.. x-X
I have 50˘ left in my lunch account for school.. So.. I better bring in money..
I finally ripped off the wrist band from the ice skating rink from a few weeks ago that I had kept on. I thought it might get stuck in the pool filter, so I had to remove it my self.
Alas, when will my love return to me??
Mmm... I'm going to watch Romeo and Juliet, gansta stylin', yo. X3
But before that I'm going to wash my face..
and you will always have my heart
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2004 22 May :: 4.17pm
:: Mood: lonely
A few quizes and guy talk.
You're an Etch-a-Sketch!! You're the creative,
artsy type who doesn't need to actually utilize
a single muscle group in order to have fun.
Doesn't matter though, you're still cool.
What childhood toy from the 80s are you?
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You have a surprise kiss! Your partner is always
pleasantly pleased to have you jump outta no
where to dote them with a fun peck on the cheek
or more passionate embrace. super markets and
work places are your favorite places to attack
your loved one with all your love =p
What kind of kiss are you?
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ROMANTIC ONE. The really most most most important
for you is that she/he is romantic. You love it
to get love letters, red roses and be in a
romantic atmosphere. He/She must make you think
that you are the most beautiful of all. When
he/she is romantic she/he has you got in his
hands. When he/she tells you all that he/she
feels for you ,you are devoted to him/her. At
this point you are easy to be tempt. Your heart
is soft and pure and you would never cheat as
long as you love your partner. But if he cheats
you, you are not hiding your feelings and show
how much she/he hurt you because you trusted in
him/her and never thought he/she could do this
to you.PLEASE VOTE, I want to know what you
think about my quiz, I worked hard on it.You
can always message me or tell me how I can
improve that quiz. Ill sure write back.
~THE big LOVE TEST!! What do you need? With PICS! For girls and boys!~
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Yeah.. I've pretty much done absolutly nothing productive today, I couldn't get my mind off of Sieg for barely a few moments. He was online for, like, a few minutes, then he had to go. I think he was going off with his family to a cabin place.. He had to go to help chop wood and stuff. Reow. ^-~
I miss hearing his voice.. I called him on my cell a few times before, but this morning I got a mic hooked up to my computer so I didn't have to go outside to talk to him, but, alas.. He's away. ;-;
I want to go swimming.. It will give me something to do at least.. But I'd have to clean it first.. And since it's only around 1pm where he is then I might take my cell phone outside so I can hear it if he calls me. But I still need to do something about those long silences. I really love it when he sounds excited or happy about something, it just makes me feel so good. Oh and when he says romantic things.. I just melt and can't say anything. Though I really, really want to make him feel as good as he makes me feel, but sometimes I'm at a loss for words.
Well I'm going to go swimming now..
and you will always have my heart
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2004 22 May :: 2.23am
:: Mood: tired, though very happy
:: Music: Non-Stop Rock on MTV
^_^
Sieg's so nice. I really wish we lived closer to each other.
I have to clear all this stuff off of my bed so I can lay down.. I'm getting tired since I'm not talking to him anymore.. But we seem to come to silent spots occasionally. But it's okay, because even the more quiet moments I can hear him laugh once and awhile, which is, like is voice, very calming.
He lives so far away though.. >.<;;;
I really love him, he's really sweet.
I just can't stop thinking about him.. A lot of things remind me of him.. Like the Linkin Park music video that just came on.
My stomach is kind of hurting.. I'll probably go to sleep listening to the videos or Modest Mouse or something.. Maybe The Postal Service.. They have some nice relaxing songs.
and you will always have my heart
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2004 20 May :: 7.58am
:: Mood: mellow
It's getting late, I have to get ready.. O-o;;
I'm going to summarize this as not to bore you.
Tuesday: Met a guy, talked, had fun.
Wedesday: Talked more, in his case, literally.
Thursday [today, so far]: School trip, I don't want to go so I'm going to school just for first period yearbook signing then at 10:30 I'm going back home. I have my own pool so I can swim any time I damn well please. XD
and you will always have my heart
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2004 17 May :: 9.29am
:: Mood: content
:: Music: Classmates cheering for slime dodgeball
Meh..
Travis got a haircut! >_< It is scurry, you can see his eyebrows!
I've already gotten three donations from people on Gaia, one being my friend, Yue Ying. And then another from my new friend, Peripie. But I gave her the same amount so it was just for the fun of it.
The banner to her thread is on the front page of my quest thread.
http://milo.gaiaonline.com/forum/viewtopic.php?t=2197182&postdays=0&postorder=asc&start=0
and you will always have my heart
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