lifted

lifted

:: 2007 15 April :: 7.42 pm

so the American government won't allow me to apply for permanent residencey for Lunga even if I wanted to because it doesn't recognize same sex marriages under the immigration act.

Fuck you U.S.A fuck you very much I'm moving to Canada

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:: 2007 14 April :: 7.58 am

I love your soft,hardcore,tenderloving soul

I get back to the states Sunday may 27th at 6:55a.m.Woopty doo doo

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:: 2007 8 March :: 5.17 pm

Negative
went and got tested for HIV yesterday.It was nervewrecking.Thought I was gonna pass out.It doesn't matter if you know you are negative it's still scary as hell.I was negative,thank you

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:: 2007 16 February :: 5.54 pm

tapdanceoveryourheart
one day somebody's gonna tap dance over your heart.make it richochet with their own wretched beat.and glean some form of pleasure from the way your face twists in pain.

I hope that somebody's me

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:: 2007 7 February :: 6.47 pm

it's been almost seven months since we started dating.wow

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:: 2007 25 January :: 8.14 am

I feel so incredibly cut off from the world right now

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:: 2007 14 January :: 10.36 am
:: Music: book:Wasted by Marya Hornbacher

Love ridden, I've looked at you
With the focus I gave to my birthday candles
I've wished on the lidded blue flames
Under your brow
And baby, I wished for you
Nobody sees when you are lying in your bed
And I wanna crawl in with you
But I cry instead
I want your warmth, but it will only make
Me colder when it's over
So I can't tonight, baby
No, not "baby" anymore - if I need you
I'll just use your simple name
Only kisses on the cheek from now on
And in a little while, we'll only have to wave
My hand won't hold you down no more
The path is clear to follow through
I stood too long in the way of the door
And now I'm giving up on you
No, not "baby" anymore - if I need you
I'll just use your simple name
Only kisses on the cheek from now on
And in a little while, we'll only have to wave
No, not "baby" anymore - if I need you
I'll just use your simple name
Only kisses on the cheek from now on
And in a little while, we'll only have to wave

this song sorta kinda came into my head when my friend was telling me about some shit she went through with her ex-girlfriend.Reminded me of the shit I went throught with my ex...

everybody wants something from a black woman.

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:: 2007 12 January :: 9.50 am
:: Music: movie:Kung Fu Hustle is AWESOME!!!!

I'm so high up in the sky with love right now

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:: 2007 8 January :: 3.44 pm

it's good to be in love,it really does suit me...

I gave up Londy for good.There's realy no point in trying to deny ssomething that you want the most.

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:: 2006 29 December :: 10.44 am
:: Music: book:Catch-22

treat others as you would like to be treated stupid
some people need to get bitch slapped back to their senses and be reminded that they are 21fucking years old and need to grow the fuck up and learn human interaction

namely my ex

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:: 2006 23 December :: 10.00 am

Feliz Navidad
Feliz Navidad
Feliz Navidad
Prospero a�o y Felicidad

I want to wish you a Merry Christmas
I want to wish you a Merry Christmas
I want to wish you a Merry Christmas
From the bottom of my heart

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:: 2006 21 December :: 9.09 am

"And people in pain will do painful things

People in pain do painful things"

I get so stupid when it comes to londy.I can't get her out of my system.And Lunga's figured that out

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:: 2006 19 December :: 12.59 pm

I'm supposed to be spending Christmas with my girlfriend in the Village but I have no money.You read right.The Village.No running water etc.I(We) don't have the money to get there however.It's funny how all I need is 20bucks,which is like nothing for me in the states,but here it can get so much(a whole week of groceries and cigarettes) but I don't have it now.I really don't want to spend Christmas alone so I'm hoping that my sister is able to deposit 20bucks into my account for me.

I miss Londy.I can't help it.I miss her a lot.

My friend Cassandra is coming to visit me in May.I'm sooo excited that I can't wait for it to get here.It's gonna be awesome I can't wait to show her all the awesome places.

I'm sooo bored and can't wait for the semester to begin again.

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:: 2006 15 December :: 9.22 am

There's a party tomorrow hosted by the Gay and Lesbian Network at the Kismet Hotel tomorrow.I don't know if I want to go or not.I don't think Lunga wants to go because she's still feeling a little sore about the whole Londy thing.ya.I'm trying.I really honestly don't have that strong of a romantic feeling for Londy anymore but I can't lie and say I don't still have feelings.She's so fine.mmmm.And she has this preppy Kanye West style of dressing that just makes me...let me stop

I'm spending christmas with Lunga,her Mom,her sister,and her sister's two kids who for some reason are dying to meet me.I even spoke to them on the phone.They are sweet.One is 14 and the other is 16.Her sister invited me.That was before Lunga did but it's still nice to know that her sister likes me enough to be willing to have me at such a family affair.

I would honestly write in here more often if there was really anything interesting happening in my life but unfortunately there isn't.

As Alyson would say, "peace and chicken grease."

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