Live. Laugh. Love.

6 spoke up | speak the unspoken

:: 2006 18 September :: 10.09am

i really hate stupid college girls.

just like i hated stupid high school girls.

god dont be in school if you're an idiot.

bigwilly

:: 2006 13 September :: 1.44pm

:: 2006 11 September :: 11.44am

it's 9/11

and i just kind of wish i had been older when it happened because i really want to do soemthing....as
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and any way some people here (at college) are SO STUPID but i

yess

oh and i seriously love this new going out all the time lifestyle that roman and i have created.

6 spoke up | speak the unspoken

tails

:: 2006 9 September :: 1.38am
:: Music: Gone Going - Black Eyed Peas

Down And Out
When we give up and fall down
When we run out and give up
Everything ends up with us giving up?
Everything Ends up...UP
so thats a plus right?

I think so. Everything we do ends up being a positive statement on our record. Which we all seem so god damn concerned with. I think we all should just slow down a little bit. like me as well hardcore. Everyone is trying to accomplish things that they dont really want to. just because they feel like they are running out of time to do so. TAKE YOUR FUCKING TIME. we are going to be around for a LEAST another 60 years. so lets fucking use that time to take things slow and do what we want. dont work too hard. and dont spend too much time day dreaming. but do make time for laying in the grass and pretending the clouds are still magical. hug the warm air and play in the snow after dancing in the rain. just have fun. Slow down. and shut up most of all lol. *hugs* just something to think about.

:: 2006 6 September :: 11.28am

so i had my first class just a minute ago and the professor is really nice and funny. and it all seems okay. it just pisses me off that so many of these kids don't have jobs.

lazy asses. ugh

runningfreak

:: 2006 4 September :: 1.11am
:: Mood: tired

I am so proud of Pete...

We had two shows this weekend. One on Saturday and the one on Sunday. Saturday Pete and I took home a 2nd in Pole Bending, a 3rd in Speed and Action, and Texas Flag, and three 4th's for Keyhole, Cloverleaf, and Down and Back. Pete was ready to run too. I hadnt ridden him Monday or Tuesday and when I did ride he just wanted to go but I didnt let him and he got pissed. Although my legs got pretty banged up from hitting barrels and such.

Today we kicked ass. I expected him to be tired and sore from the day before but he had twice the energy and it was phenomanal. We we DQed from 3 classes but rocked in the Relay Race with Chrissy and we took 1st. Then I took a 2nd in Speed and Action and a 2nd in Down and Back.

But unfortutley my shins and knees are really banged up and bruised and they are swollen and hurt alot. In two days I got a total of 8 ribbons and Pete is still ready to do it again.

And I am terribly upset but dont know how to express it just yet.

Shea- I need to talk to you. Really bad.

9 spoke up | speak the unspoken

:: 2006 23 August :: 6.44pm

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE DOES SOMEONE WANT MY CAT

HIS NAME IS ELVIS . HE IS BEAUTIFUL AND FUN AND FULL OF LIFE AND WONDERFUL AND I CAN'T TAKE CARE OF HIM AT MY APARTMENT WITH WORKING AND SCHOOL AND I DONT WANT HIM TO BE TRAPPED IN AN APT. AND MY PARENTS DONT WANT HIM

PLEASE SOMEONE WHO WILL BE A GOOD KITTY PARENT.

PLEASE
2315809564 IF YOU WANT TO...

liz

:: 2006 22 August :: 12.59pm

"i chimed in with a havent you people ever heard of closing the god damned door."
yeah a sense of poise and rationalitiy would be fantastic these days.
fuck
i havent posted in a grip
just chilling waiting aroudn for jes jes to get here because we are going to look at apartments.
iam moving out of the one I am currently in because well that is the right decision.
ray and I arent breaking up we just arent living together anymore.
because face it living together and working together are kind of a lot of each other.
we are still just kids and we need some space from each other.
outside of that work is awesome because I love being a csm
im a bitch so its the perfect job for me.
and i have been hanging out with matt and katie and loving every minutes of it.
peace out

bigwilly

:: 2006 20 August :: 6.28pm

http://beefstew.ytmnd.com/

shea

:: 2006 20 August :: 5.04pm

Packing up for college is very tireing yet exciting all at the same time! I am moving into my dorm in on wednesday!

*Got my computer set
*Office supplies
*Bedding
*School supplies

I get to meet my roomate on tuesday and she seems nice:)

Well I bearly use this journal anymore the only reason that I do is to keep curtain people updated. Well I will talk to you later.

5 spoke up | speak the unspoken

:: 2006 20 August :: 1.54pm

okay so just a little update on my life

i wake up with roman
go to work
come home
do dishes, clean, maybe go for a run and get yelled at
make food
go to bed witih roman

never get on the internet

and go to the beach alot.

hooray

ookay so i went for a run the other day and this guy driving by yells at me "IF YOU DIDN'T EAT SO MUCH, YOU WOULDN'T HAVE TO JOG, BITCH!!!"

How fucking mean is that?

so then i cried and went home.
and i'll never run again (not really)

dickhead.

but in all seriousness, the thing that made me the most upset hearing that was that people can say stuff like that and honestly not feel bad.

take a look at yourself people. honestly.

:: 2006 20 August :: 1.34pm

bomb! this is the first time since moving i've been able to use my lap top. i found wireless at the hojo (howard johnson) hotel on 28th street, about 5 minutes from my house so awesome... yay.

um anyway, i gotta do some stuff so just wanted to say, hello woohu. and now good day.

ps. life is pretty good.

runningfreak

:: 2006 20 August :: 11.10am
:: Mood: irritated

I am irritated and I will be that way for a while

:: 2006 17 August :: 3.12pm

sooooo wow.

i still dont have any internet at the apartment... haven't been able to steal anyone's wireless. so now i'm at the wyoming library. which by the way is so cute. it has a little water fall thingy in it. has anyone ever been here? it's so cool. it must be brand new. it even has a little cafe in it. ahh it's so cute. but my main reason for being here is using the internet.

ughhhh money is stupid. i'm getting mad over it even though i really am fine. but whatever.

anyway. i'm still alive. and that's it. that's all you get.

3 spoke up | speak the unspoken

bigwilly

:: 2006 15 August :: 12.31pm

hmm reading other peoples problems on here really doesn't appeal me.. it's actually kind of depressing! stop crying, life isn't that bad.

jayzulla

:: 2006 11 August :: 1.35pm

party last friday went pretty well. however i do have to say lots of beer and drinking pool water (not on purpose) doesnt mix very well. shits been good, got the celica back, just cant ever sell it if i ever intended on it. dont have much else to say.

8 spoke up | speak the unspoken

:: 2006 10 August :: 2.15pm

sooooo i'm at the davenport library right now. i haven't been able to update in a long time.

i had the photoshoot thing at davenport today, hence why i'm here. i also got lost on the way here since i was coming from 28th street. yeah, that wasn't fun because i was alreayd stressed enough about this. but it ended up being a nice time.

i haven't been able to update like i said, but i ended up moving in on tuesday. roman actually came tuesday too because of work crap and he was just able to take the day off. so that was nice because then i didn't have to lift all the heavy stuff.

living on your own is weird. its nice being with roman but unpacking was stressful and annoying. and i miss my mom. lol i had to call her yesterday because i missed her.

we are finally almost totally unpacked and our apartment is SO CUTE. we have stuff hung up and our cute walls painted. ahh it looks so nice. there are ducks that are outside our balcony in the pond every day and it's just so adorable. i love our decorations and it's just so cool.

we went grocery shopping yesterday.... we found out that we wll be shopping at ALDIS from now on. it's so cheap. and they have good cereal so yeah lol.

i think tonight we'll finally go down the trail by our house. it's so cute. and we haven't had time because i keep having to get up early for things... yesterday was my makeover thing and today was the photoshoot.

jess was supposed to come over last night but hmmm dont really know what happened with that.

but beans was so great and helpful and packed everything in to her car and then tuesday night came over and helped us bring it upstairs . thanks beans i love you!

so yeah... living by all the busy streets is nice exccept for the stoplights. it's nice being like 5 minutes from the mall.

blah blah blah..... so i got the lettinga scholarship which means i have free school here at davenport but the thing is, i also receieved the Buger King scholarship which i applied for a long time ago. soooooooooo then when we got the check in the mail , i t was made out to davenport and not me, sooooooooooooo i'm waiting here for a woman to talk to about how i'm gonna get that money. because if it goes to the school it's pertty much pointless because my school is free anyway.

they were telling me i oculd use it on my books but i already got all my books cheap online so i only have one more book i need to get so i'm doing that with my 1000 dollars.

grr.

anyway. i guess i'm gonna mosy around the interent some more before i have to go... my wireless i guess can't find a connection to mooch off of yet while i'm out in the a[partment. hopefully i'll figure something out soon but for now i duno.

well, peace out.

jess

runningfreak

:: 2006 9 August :: 10.27pm
:: Mood: sore

Please...

I am done. It was over a year and a half ago. Why cant you just let go. I know where it is going to go if I continue take your phone calls and when you stop in unexpectedly. It is nice to hear from you every now and a again but I dont want to talk to you all the time. I dont want to hang out with you or go fishing or go and grab a bite to eat because I dont feel the same way. Please let me go. I dont have the time to spend with you, I barely have the time to spend with the people I miss dearly.

Please let me go.

:: 2006 8 August :: 12.33am

slight change of plans ....

im moving in tomorrow

:: 2006 7 August :: 12.06pm

AHHHHHHH OH MY GAWDDDD

I LOVE MY APARTMENT

i love it!!! shannon and i went to see it this morning. it's all painted. i was so afraid that the colors would look bad and that i wouldn't like it but i seriously LOVE it!!! i love it.

the red walls in the living room the purple bedroom and green bathroom. yeah it sounds so scary but it is SOOOOO fricken cute. AHH i love it. i'm so excited. i wish i was moving today. it's so cute.

oh and we got a brand new refridgerator . it's stll in the packaging. brand new! and our air conditioner is right out of the box brand new with a remote. it's so neat. ahhh i'm just so excited i can hardly stand it.

wooo hoooooooooo . hanging out with dani and beans today, tomorrow have to finish painting the chairs with gramma that she's letting us use and then pack pack pack. wednesday i have my "Pamper and Indulge" Premier Salon apointment thing that i won and that after that i move in. so around 3 oclock in like two days.

hooray!!! so fricken excited am i.

3 spoke up | speak the unspoken

:: 2006 4 August :: 9.43pm

so stef and paul are getting married tomorrow.

tonight was the rehersal and i thought it went well and it should be relaly cool tomorrow.

OMG i can't wait to move in.... WEDNESDAY!!! YAY

i have to finish packing and everything. ahh it's hectic.

okay so thursday the 10th was gonna be my last day at the comstock menards and then i dont start at wyoming till monday BUT

this guy from Davenport called me today and he said that they had selected TWENTY out of the ONE HUNDRED FIFTY scholarship winners to come to a photo shoot and be featured in their 'best and brightest' section in the Admission Brochure. Or at least that is my understanding. Well, no, i am sure. IsNT THAT SO AWESOME so i'm gonna be in the little brochure about davenport that thousands of kids will recieve. how COOL!!!!!!! Also, I get a t-shirt or sweatshirt of my choice and a $25 or more gas card and lunch there. AHHH i'm so excited!!! it's on thursday

i was supposed to work a four hour shift and then go to the dentist but i called and cancelled the dentist appt. today and then i'm sure or at least semi sure i can get someone to cover the four hours on thurs. Otherwise seriously i just wont go to work and i'll just suffer a write up. or possibly a suspension cuz i dont know how many i have..... hmmm oh well!!

ahhh i can't wait

please leave me a note.

peace out

:: 2006 2 August :: 11.45pm

dear gunnie

i noticed.

:: 2006 1 August :: 10.20pm

So i guess the plan has changed. my dad was gonna be gone for a long time and wouldn't be able to bring the trailor and my parents wont let him drive the car and sooooooooooooooo

I'M MOVING IN ON WEDNESDAY instead. so now it's like 8 more days.... annnnndddd i'll be staying there by myself for 2 nights ahhh

but i think jess is staying the night. so yay

wooooow i can't wait!! hooray

:: 2006 31 July :: 9.39pm

I FUCKING HATE LIVING HERE.

also it'd be nice if my 'friends' that i ask if we could hang out all the time would maybe return the favor once in a year or something.

:: 2006 31 July :: 9.06pm

ugggggggggggggggggggggggggh

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