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2003 13 April :: 12.43 pm
:: Mood: bored
gotta love woohu comment fights...hehe:
http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php/78117/
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2003 12 April :: 6.34 pm
I got a guitar
On a Christmas day
I dreamed that Jimmy Page
Would come to Santa Monica
And teach me to play
...or Boynton Beach...
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2003 12 April :: 9.50 am
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: Beautiful - Snoop Dogg (Megan's fav song)
add "coughy" to my mood....Last night was really cool, the dance show was much better than I thought it would be, and the ghetto dancing was really funny. It wasn't hard to tell that Kelli really wanted to be up there, but it'll be much better next year with her in it. Jackie did really well, got to say hi afterwards. Went to Chili's, and at Chili's my current disturbing phone message, ;-), was made. Ate some Chili's and got to see Megan's cat spazzing out on itself. I finally left just after 11, got home to check my mail and fell asleep at the computer...yay. Woke up at about 12:15 and went to bed. Now I have to get ready to go to Mark's for my guitar lesson....I'm in trouble though, i didnt practice any of the stuff he gave me since the first week after my last lesson and now its been 3 weeks.
Going to Wellington Mall afterwards since I've never been there. I have little money but i might as well check it out..
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2003 10 April :: 9.50 pm
:: Mood: sick
Argh..i dont want to be sick. I'm also really hyper which is weird. In this current state i wouldn't go to school tomorrow, i better get better and fast...too much to look foward to tomorrow to be sick. Anyhow, I've been finally getting around to looking for the pants that i want. I've settled on Levi's 646 (70's style, small flare), 684's have wayn too much of a flare...too "novelty". Cant find em in red tho, might have to bleach and then dye them. 100 bucks, ill have that by the end of the school year...
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2003 10 April :: 2.32 pm
:: Mood: miserable
I have a computer/internet at my Dad's now...New email is TBOBLP@JUNO.COM
I wasn't at school today because i sick again, since around 2nd period yesterday. Even if i was feeling ok i wouldn't have gone because i couldn't do ANY work last night, i could barely talk. Tried to English work this morning but i couldnt so now im trying again. Good thing i didnt miss anything really important today, just a french quiz. I hate being sick and i know the second im better ill have to do english (which wont make me feel much better). Ok, well I'll be online later to update on whether or not im feeling good/going to school tomorrow.
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2003 7 April :: 4.24 pm
At home, getting some stuff, looks like I'm going to have a computer at my dad's house now, or soon. Today was borrring. French was just one lnog lecture, APUSH-the test that wouldnt end...english-boring ol AP stuff. But then I got to bust out my mechanical skills (lol, yea right) and jump-start Kelli's car. Me and christian went to Checkers for some food, and I'm trying to get back to reading Brave New World (I get distracted so easily). Didn't get to see Dickey Betts cause my Dad had to go to Miami, so I watched a Rollnig Stones dvd (I'm sorry but Mick Jagger is very scary and he needs to stop TRYING to dance, its just wrong). Sunday I was home all day.
Ok..this was making me laugh all through APUSH, dont think anybody will really get it though: "Don't ever go to a Billy Squire or Journey concert. Ever. Just don't." and "Gun not to be used for contemplation."
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2003 30 March :: 1.01 pm
:: Mood: angry
I'm starting to get really sick of people not telling me what is wrong with them, but taking it out on me. There's no way i can help if I don't know whats wrong. One of my VERY good friends who moved to Ohio about a year and a half ago wont even talk to me online, and we talk ALL THE TIME. When she signs on she usually IMs me in less than a minute. Now for the past three days we've managed to not talk at all and she wont tell me why. It really makes mad, i'm starting to get really furious and its not very fun knowing someone is trying to push you away. I wanted to be happy today, but it seems everything is pissing me off. I'm gonna try and call later, maybe she'll talk then. But I just need to talk in general or I'm gonna go crazy. Gonna try and listen to music to take my mind off of it.
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2003 29 March :: 10.31 pm
Looks like my cousin Danie invited me to go to the Warped Tour with her, some of her friends and her sister. She wants to me try and invite other people too, so if anybody is interested just let me know, she'll be buying the tickets pretty soon. The date for the show is July 26, Pompano Beach Ampitheatre.
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2003 29 March :: 4.41 pm
http://story.news.yahoo.com/news?tmpl=story&u=/030328/168/3nh9m.html
A picture of my uncle on yahoo.com, he is in southern Iraq now, as the caption says, and it also says his name is Paul (which is true), but he goes by his middle name Tim. He is the one on the right.
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2003 29 March :: 2.22 pm
:: Mood: angry
My car sucks
I hate my car so much. It blew up...again. And this time it cracked the radiator. So i was sittin at checkers for an hour and a half waitin for help. Looks I'll be gettin a new car pretty soon (more like hopefully...). Now I can't do anything tonight, or the rest of the weekend for that matter that involves driving. I wanted to go bowling, but now i guess i can't. well I'll be home and bored if anyone feels like talking.
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2003 28 March :: 8.00 pm
:: Music: Beatles - LetIt Be
that's d-e-B-t! DEBT!...Nobody is talking to me it seems, today i saw three people who didn't even say hi to me today who normally do, even online i IMed someone to have them say "don't feel like talkin" but they stayed online for almost an hour talking to other people. Once again I find myself wishing life were simpler for everybody. If anybody has any tips on how I can become more complex I'd love them. Everybody telling me I can;t relate annoys me, but it annoys me even more that i truly can't relate to much. I have this strong need to be defined by others. I also have the need to be having fun constantly which I'm also trying to shake. Seeing my cousins makes me miss Tim even more, but my care package is on the way. I feel sorry for anyone who has personal connections to the war, I now know how it feels to have such connections and it hurts to think that I'm taking life for granted while he's voer there fighting to preserve it. I hate ignorance but I wish i could be ignorant to things around me, I'd have mroe friends (not that im complaining) and itd be easier to go through times like this. Good thing I have some friends who do care...
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2003 27 March :: 4.20 pm
:: Mood: good
I know I said I'm in a good mood but there is something I have to say first: I am completely sick of people with false views who only take a stand on something because it's what everyone else is doing, it's everywhere and it only just offended me for the first time yesterday with some stupid kid being so completely ignorant it made me just yell at someone I've never even met or seen before. I shouldn;t have done it, luckily only a few people saw me, but it is my nature to get very very furious when I'm mad. I want this war to be over so I no longer have to be offended by ignorance regarding it....Now for the good:
Went bowling yesterday, however on the way to picking up sheila from her school my car started smoking like crazy. Apparently a hose connecting my engine coolant broke off leaving me to overheat. So I'm sitting in the Lake Worth parking lot for like 20 minutes, getting laughed at by everyone, but we did make it to bowling. I lost the first game, with Sheila thinking she's all big and bad, but of course i won the second game, and was on track to having a great third game but our time ran out. That third game was really strange cause Rose was almost beating me, and that's just eerie. Sheila was doing pretty badly but it's ok, cause we all had fun. Got ym car fixed last night, and now I'm at my Mother's house because my uncle John, is in town with his family, thought id stop by and say hi. Tomorrow i'm bringing my old computer to my dad's house...yay. oh, and get this...I haven't watched coverage of the war since Monday morning! lol, yea I'm a dork
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2003 24 March :: 8.05 pm
:: Mood: sad, angry, scared
More happy news: One of my Uncle's friends was killed in the helicopter crash last week that killed 4 marines. They were in the same unit and he was the pilot. My Uncle's wife talks with his wife too and says she is absolutely devistated as one would imagine. That couldve just as easily been Tim flying the helicopter since he is too a pilot.
"I can't believe the news today
Oh, I can't close my eyes
And make it go away
How long...
How long must we sing this song?"
~Sunday Bloody Sunday - U2
Rose and I both chose to send letters to soldiers through that orginization i posted about. We both chose to write to two, and hers are both in the same company and one of mine is in that company, so we are gonig to try and have our letters be combined into a discussin sort of thing. This is gonig to help me get through this war alot better, and emailing, sending stuff to my uncle as well. I almost cried today knowing that it couldve just as easily been my uncle on that helicopter. And also because I know that by sending these packages and letters I'll be helping out, and doing what I can. Sadness and joy at the same time, I hope this week treats me well because I'm not feelnig great. Except I'm planning a bowling thing with friends Rose, Sheila and maybe Jessica. Maybe that'll help, cause we haven't done anything together in a while. I'm going back to my Dad's house tonight, and It's gonna be harder to stay occupied and not watch war coverage. I'm proud to say I didn't watch any today or yesterday. Ok, I'm gonna go start my eltters to the soldiers now..bye
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2003 24 March :: 11.23 am
:: Mood: exhausted
I'm so tired right now, like you wouldn't believe. I woke up at about 7:40, and couldn't go back to sleep so I just went skating from 9:15-11, and there's no way in the world I'm goin back to play hockey later...lol. I really shouldnt have done that tho, cause now I've left myself open for another boring day...oh well
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2003 23 March :: 6.51 pm
:: Mood: tiiiiired
:: Music: well..im singing hooked on a feeling for some reason
Tomorrow I'm going to skatezone from 1-3 to go skating, maybe play hockey after wards. probsbly not though. If anyone is interested in coming just call or somethin. I'm so tired right now, and I really wanted to do something today but I didn't cause I'm a pretty boring person, lol. applied to another place, orange julius..lol. anyhow, im bored, ao ill go in my room now, bye
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