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:: 2003 30 January :: 12.18 pm

Yep, I'm bored and my homework is alread done...I wanna do something!! but what?...

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:: 2003 29 January :: 7.16 pm

just in time to ruin my day, i hate my life with her...

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:: 2003 29 January :: 3.32 pm

Today was good, hopefully my mom doesn't ruin it when she gets home. I'm gonna wear my weird shirt tommorrow, so anybody reading this: Don't be shocked..lol. I just realized how bad i'm gonna be when i start playing hockey again...i've practiced but i can't play for longer than an hour without my knee or foot hurting...i mean i'm 16, i shouldn't have a "bad knee" already. Maybe it still needs time. It's gonna very depressing if i start playing and can't be at the same level i always was at.
Stupid things i've done to make that a possibility:
-started a game with a 102.5 fever
-started a game with a sprained wrist
-continued a game for about 6 minutes after pulling a groin
-continued game after getting hit in throat with puck
-finished a game unknowlingly with a broken toe
-(biggest mistake ever)finished a game with a twisted knee and foot...yep that's right...both of my injuries that made me stop playing happened in the same game....

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:: 2003 28 January :: 3.34 pm

I have a much better day today, but then the second I get home my mother ruins it. It never ceases. She leaves work "sick" so she can be home when i get home to tell me that i can't use my computer past 6 because i was ungreatful to her during her super bowl party because i wanted to go to my dad's party and she wouldn't let me. I was looking foward to writing something good in here but i guess i just can't anymore...

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:: 2003 27 January :: 3.31 pm
:: Mood: The first part of this song basically describes my
:: Music: CSNY - Suite: Judy Blue Eyes

I had a terrible day today, i was still tired at 10, and by lunch i was starting to feel sick. I don't even remember what happened in 6th period today. I've realized lately that I'm only feeling good or having fun when I'm around friends, which isn't too often now that i have left IB...Back to that again...great. I don't have anything to care about either which is another bad feeling, and the only the thing I'm looking forward to in terms of any period of time is going to Sebring in March when i wont be around any friends which is strange. I'll try to stay on that topic, and i'll be happy. I hope the rest of these high school years go by quick, I don't have much reason to stay hear any longer, except for the few people that i'll miss, and i'm sure you all know who you are...

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:: 2003 26 January :: 10.55 pm
:: Mood: OWWW!!!!

i...hate...my...hallway...toe...in...mucho...pain...

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:: 2003 26 January :: 10.28 pm
:: Mood: fake happy? (if that makes sense)

tryin to be happy now that Tampa Bay won, even though i wish i was at my dad's, oh well. Congrats Tampa Bay, but don't think your gettin my love next year...GO MIAMI!

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:: 2003 26 January :: 5.03 pm
:: Mood: not good
:: Music: the joker

Has anyone seen that movie French Kiss? I love that movie so much and I don't really know why. It's a good movie but It's not like i'm into those love story things. Other than being able to watch that movie right now i feel like crap. Why? I have no idea. Maybe cause I have to stay at home all the time, and can't go to my dad's party cause it's not "his weekend". All that custody stuff is so stupid, my mom is gonna have a hard time when i'm gonna and she has nobody to push around. I should be happy, I mean I had fun last night but, whatever...

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:: 2003 26 January :: 12.10 am
:: Mood: tired

The party was alot of fun, saw alot of people and had a good time. kel got me to dance in front of people i dont know which is always hard to do, lol. I'm so tired so i'm gonna go to bed and get up early. bye!
TBOB

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:: 2003 25 January :: 4.37 pm
:: Mood: bored

yay, SATs round one is finished, now I gotta get ready for the party.

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:: 2003 24 January :: 8.06 pm
:: Mood: bored

being bored is terrible...i should do something...yea i'll look into that...doing stuff...ok

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:: 2003 23 January :: 9.46 pm
:: Mood: cold

actually it wasn't too bad, saw about 2 good bands and one great band, weren't that many as usual though. It was freezing and I was there alone so it wasn't as much fun as usual either but still not bad. Ok, now for the bad part: I have another cut on my middle finger of my left hand, for those of you who don't already know, this means no guitar til it heals or i can risk messing up my calus(sp?). That's really too bad since i was in the middle of learning a new song too...

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:: 2003 23 January :: 6.30 pm

im going to jazz on atlantic ave, possibly ill have fun, probably not...

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:: 2003 22 January :: 4.46 pm

I need more friends, I just "know" people...eh

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:: 2003 21 January :: 4.37 pm
:: Mood: uncomfortable

The fair was fun yesterday, went down with kelli, suki, molly, and megan, and met other people there. And of course i had to refuse on some of the rides that have made me throw up in the apst but i shouldve gone on anyway...after most people left will, alyssa, and I walked around the yesteryear village thing and watched some band play a very bad version of sweet home alabama. then while under 40 degrees we decided to go on mroe rides, smart, eh? so then i left got home around 9, overall it was lots of fun except getting smashed by megan and kel on the spinning thing, lol.

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