Just a fool in the rain

Just a fool in the rain

:: 2002 2 July :: 5.23pm

*Do you have a tattoo or want one? Not yet ;0)
*Where do you shop at the most? umm I suppose either PacSun or Express cuz I have credit cards 2 both ;0P
*What color is your hair? black.
*What color are your eyes? brown cuz i'm full of shit heh.
*How tall are you? 4'11" shut up.
*Do you smoke? Nope. Never have, never will.
*Do your friends smoke? some but most don't.
*Do you do drugs? Nope nope nope!
*Who are your closest friends? The notorious 8 heh. Kevin, Izzy, Brighton, Jenn, Betty, Steph, Nadie, & Chris
*Who are your friends? The A list people heh. NOT Annie <3
*Do you like Bath & Body Works? my express credit card works there too! heh.
*Is your hair short or long? long
*Do you like to shop? If money grew on trees I'd shop EVERYDAY!
*What sports do you play? Uhh.. I played soccer 4 a hell of a long time & a billion other sports..
*What turns you off? heh. too many things.. dumb people. excuse me.. ignorant people (but what is ignorance.. ick. don't get me started.. god Vivi Stop it!) yeah. heh.
*How many phones do you have in your house? uhh. 4 & 3 cell phones.
*How many TV's do you have in your house? 2
*What's your favorite foods? Pizza, Tacos, Anything Latin, Pop tarts
*Do you look like anyone famous? umm nope
*Do you wish to be like your parents? not really.. well i duno
*What cologne should a hot guy wear? one that doesn't smell like ass :0)
*How many hours per day do you spend talking on the phone? heh. too many :0)
*Do you have your own phone line? umm yeah.
*Have you ever kissed someone of the opposite sex? yeps
*What are your favorite shoes? my kickass purple converses :0)*What's your favorite soda? Cherry Coke or Dr.Pepper
*Who is the coolest person in the world? right now Troy :0) heh.
*Do you think you're weird or funny? Weird. but weird can be funny tooo heh.
*What would you prefer Thong or Bikini? are we talkin bout bathing suits or underware?? thongs 4 undies & bikini 4 bathing suit.. i don't like my gludius maximus heh.
*Who is the hottest girl/guy in your school? Jeff Borsos <3 hehe I think i'm guna get my ass kicked 4 that one ;0)
*What's your worst memory in the past 5 years? ick. lets not go there.
*What is your favorite fast food restaurant? Checkers or Taco Bell
*What are you addicted to? my journal lol wow i'm a loser.
*Do you like jewelry? spiffy bracelets that Sara makes <3
*Who has it easier, boys or girls? boys
*Would you rather be short or tall? short <3
*Do you like to dance? umm depends what kinda dancing..
*What's your least favorite subject in school? umm all of them? lol
*What's your favorite subject in school? band?
*Do you have a Playstation or Nintendo 64? yep
*If so, what are your favorite Playstation or Nintendo games? Super Mario Brothers anything heh.
*Do you sleep a lot? now i do heh.
*Are you a night person? yepp
*Are you a morning person? nooo
*Whats your favorite TV station? I like the Disney Channel ;0P and TLC Trading Spaces rox heh.
*Do you shave? yes yes
*How often do you shower? umm everyday lol
*Do you get along with your parents? i guess
*What room do you spend the most time in? computer room
*How many rooms does your house have? bedrooms? or rooms??
*What do you wanna be when you�re out of school? a professional nothing heh. that makes lots of money :0)
*Are you ticklish? o boy..
*What are you wearing right now? jeans & a Save the planet Grand Canyon T-shirt heh.
*Do you go to church? not since I've been confirmed
*What color tooth brush do you use? purple
*How many times a day do you brush your teeth? twice
*Who is your favorite cartoon character? umm... I don't know.
*Do you have a job? Vivi work?!?
*What's your favorite fruit? mangos & apples
*What's your favorite veggies? Spinich like popeye :0)
*What's your favorite candy? CAANNDDIIIEEE!! heh like Atman ;0P umm Twizzlers!!
*Are you momma's little angel? nah. thats Vinh
*Do you wear body spray? eh sometimes
*Do you wear a watch? nope only during standardized tests
*Did/Do you have braces? nope. never :0)
*Are you tired? uh huh
*Do you have freckles?no but i want some
*What are you thinking right now? uhh still thinking bout freckles heh and how i like red heads heh.
*Are you having fun?fun doing what?
*What is the best concert you have ever been to? ohhhh soo manyy good ones... Thrice/Face2Face/Movielife/Midtown, The Juliana Theory/Glassjaw/Piebald, Bush/Moby, Warped Tour 98-99-00
*Are you tired of filling this out yet? eh not really
*Rap or R&B? r&b
*Pop or Rock? rock
*Classical or Jazz? classical
*Hanson or Manson? haha manson i guess
*KoRn or 311? Korn 4 Troy :0)
*No Doubt or Garbage? no doubt
*Jewel or Fiona Apple? Fiona
*Offspring or Nine Inch Nails? old Offspring & NIN heh
*Sugar Ray or Tool? tool
*Backstreet Boys or 'N SYNC? Ick!
*What do you think about Boy Bands? some of them are pretty
*What do you think about Country? eww.
*What do you think about Heavy Metal? somes good
*What do you think about Rap? C-rap?? heh.
*What do you think about R & B? its okay.. kinda soothing i suppose
*Yes or No. Like 311? not particularly
*Yes or No. Like The Beatles? yes
*Yes or No. Like Silverchair? yes
*Yes or No. Like Janis Joplin? no
*Yes or No. Like Limp Bizkit? nope
*Yes or No. Like Deftones? YES!
*Yes or No. Like Radiohead? yes
*Yes or No. Like Everclear? yes
*Yes or No. Like Shaggy? no
*Yes or No. Like Pink Floyd? sometimes
*Yes or No. Like The Misfits? YES YES YES OI!!
*Yes or No. Like Less Than Jake? YESSSSS SKA KIDDIE!!*Yes or No. Like Matthew Sweet? no
*Yes or No. Like Crazy Town? no
*Yes or No. Like Tom Petty? yes
*Yes or No. Like Blink 182? no
*Yes or No. Like The Bloodhound Gang? no
*Yes or No. Like Our Lady Peace? yea
*Yes or No. Like Foo Fighters? YES!
*Yes or No. Like Godhead? who?
*Yes or No. Like Sublime? YES!
*Yes or No. Like Grateful Dead? yes
*Yes or No. Like Nada Surf? who?
*Yes or No. Like Marcy Playground? yes
*Yes or No. Like 2 Pac? no
*Yes or No. Like The Doors? yes
*Yes or No. Like Oasis? yes
*Yes or No. Like The Cure? YES! Old school emo! <- :0P new wave :0) heh
*Yes or No. Like Weezer? yes
*Yes or No. Like RATM? YES!
*Yes or No. Like Candlebox? yesyes
*Yes or No. Like Marilyn Manson? no
*Yes or No. Like Cold? ??
*Yes or No. Like Taproot? they're okay i guess
*Yes or No. Like Styxx? no
*Yes or No. Like Allister? YES!
*Yes or No. Like Modest Mouse? yes
*Yes or No. Like Static X? no
*Yes or No. Like Pearl Jam? YES!
*How many Cd's do you have? ehh i duno.. i don't believe in buying CDs anymore
*What Cd's are in your CD player? THe Juliana Theory (I burned it)
*Do you own videos of your favorite group? actualy yes heh.
*Do you record your favorite group when they're on tv? nope
*Are you obsessed with your favorite group/singer/band? I WORSHIP TJT!
*Are most of your friends music freaks? yea i guess
*What do you think of the girls and the whole teeny bopper thing? do what they want i dont care
*Have you ever paid for a pay-per-view? no
*Do you ever buy merchandise of your favorite group? YES! Merc rox!!
*What TV station is better...MTV or VH1? mtv 4 their reality shows but VH1 plays better music
*What is the worst CD you own? heh. I had a Spice Girls CD but an ex of mine made a CD person out of it heh.
*Mt. Dew or SURGE? ick.
*McDonalds or Burger King? burger king
*Coke or Pepsi? pepsi
*Rather marry the perfect lover or perfect friend? friend
*Sweet or sour? mixture
*Chocolate or vanilla? chocolate
*Tea or coffee? tea
*Sappy/action/comedy/horror? sappy
*Cats or dogs? cats
*Cooler Ranch or Nacho Cheese? nacho cheese
*Mud or Jello wrestling? mud
*With or without ice-cubes? with, always
*Milk/Dark/White/Chocolate? milk
*Shine or rain? i like raindrops now..
*Top or Bottom? heh. I suppose uh.. i don't know.. bottom seems like less work ;0P
*Favorite season? winter
*Strawberry or Cherry? strawberry
*Skiing or boarding? boarding
*Biking or blading? blading
*Cake or cookies? cake
*Cereal or toast? cereal
*Car or truck? car
*Night or day? night
*Gloves or mittens? mittens
*Pager or Cell phone? cell phone
*Bunk bed or water bed? water
*Chewing gum or hard candy? Chewing gum
*Motor boat or canoe? motor boat
*Lights on or off? off

I stole that from Heathers journal heh. bad Vivi..

6 Songs | Sing for me...

plainmornings

:: 2002 1 July :: 11.26pm

Surak1987: EMO GIRL!
onelonelystarrrr: EMO BOY!!

onelonelystarrrr: sooo hows my emo boy?
Surak1987: kickass, but i have to sleep in like 10 minutes
onelonelystarrrr: aww y?
Surak1987: i have summerschool and have to get up at 6:30
onelonelystarrrr: ick. what class r u taking??
onelonelystarrrr: i'm sorry lol
Surak1987: calc
onelonelystarrrr: i took summer school last year
onelonelystarrrr: calc?
Surak1987: yeah
Surak1987: im a smart emo boy
onelonelystarrrr: calc as in calculus?
Surak1987: yes
onelonelystarrrr: holy shit.
onelonelystarrrr: and you're a sophomore?
Surak1987: yes
Surak1987: yes
onelonelystarrrr: grr. heh. i didn't know u could take calc over the summer
Surak1987: you can
onelonelystarrrr: geez
onelonelystarrrr: i like smart emo boys :0)

Sing for me...

plainmornings

:: 2002 1 July :: 2.18pm

okay. real entry time i suppose. Recap? yes.

Sat.- Woke up at a ridiculously early hour (9am.) and started to get ready for Stephi's (formal) bday party. Yeah. Stephi wanted me 2 wear my prom or band banquet dress but I didn't. I figured noone would get THAT dressed up so I settled for my homecoming dress. Simple yet elegant. Yes. Anyways.. driving in heels is a bitch.yes it is. I got to the party to find everyone crowded in the hallway of the banquet hall. I knew most of the people there cept 4 2 people i think. I walked up to one of the people who I didn't know and was like "Hi,I don't know you" The girl introduced herself as Stac e and I introduced myself as Vivi. yes. fun. heh. A second later I was like "wait..I know you, you're myhandsdown on woohu!" To which she responded " you're plainmornings!" yes. Sad but true. heh. The party was fun.. started off a little weird but between Sean's 16lbs of bubblegum and the helium we all had a good time. Ash & I walked barefoot through the diner to go buy a chocolate shake.. it was fun :0) So yes. that was the party. I then went home & had 2 go to a house warming party w/my parents. I ended up dipping out of there early w/Eddie & we went back 2 his house & watched 1/2 of Dogma. That was Sat.

Sun. The love of my life (one of the 8 heh.) Jenn came home!! She's been gone since uhh FOREVER!! yeah. So we decided 2 go 2 the Wellington mall. I wasn't really in the shopping mood soo it was more of me watching her shop. I had a grand total of $14. cash on me. Fun. Thanks to my parents' X-mas gift I fortuantely had a pacsun & express credit card and also my visa card. I decided that I didn't want to spend anything on my Visa cuz that'd b Europe money I was wasting soo I was pretty much limited to the other too. Jenn bought stuff from XXI and I got a pair of jeans & a tank top from express. We were walking around when I suddenly remembered reading in Ben's journal that Stac e worked in Hot Topic... I called Ben to confirm it and sure enough, as we walked through the little entrance thing guess who was standing there! That was cool.. I wana work @ Hot Topic or something like that.. laid back work environment. yeah. That was cool. Lots of stuff were buy 1 get one free so Jenn & I bought all matching stuff. That was the end of my $14. then we left. Yes..fun. I came home to only leave again. I had the officer dinner thing @ Nikkis house. I drove like a mad mofo! I left my house 10 to 6 and Nikki lives in Lake Worth which is like 40min away lol I was driving 90 down the turnpike & faster then i should have been on the other roads. Yeah.. crazy. The dinner was fun, Stoneman came.. she cut her hair short & it was okay. She didn't talk much but what did we expect. Yeah. Afterwards I got a call from Kev & Izzy & they wanted me 2 come over 2 Kev's 4 a movie sooo thats where I resided for the rest of the night. ohhh I met Mr.Wright last night! heh.

Now- boredom kills. I leave in 4 days for Europe and personally.. I don't really wana go :0( I'm guna miss everyone.. bleh. yeah so I'm guna go watch TV or something. later alligators <3

1 Song | Sing for me...

plainmornings

:: 2002 1 July :: 2.22am

ShadowCowX: do you have a boyfriend?
onelonelystarrrr: not currently
onelonelystarrrr: looking heh.
ShadowCowX: well... you've found Mister Wright!
ShadowCowX: that's me
ShadowCowX: Troy Wright

5 Songs | Sing for me...

plainmornings

:: 2002 30 June :: 1.43am

Surak1987: my name means "Leader of Many, son of Johan"
onelonelystarrrr: okay heh. good night, sweet dreams, blah blah blah <3
onelonelystarrrr: nite emo boy <3<3
Surak1987: byes
Surak1987: nite emo girl

8 Songs | Sing for me...

plainmornings

:: 2002 29 June :: 5.55pm

onelonelystarrrr: well hey there emo boy :0)
Surak1987: hello there emo girl

S0ciAlDelUsIOn: but i gtg take a dump, clean my room, shower, etc. so ill see you soon my love!
S0ciAlDelUsIOn: <3 bye

Sing for me...

plainmornings

:: 2002 29 June :: 2.16am

onelonelystarrrr: <3
THo uG HTFuLLGuY: :-D
THo uG HTFuLLGuY: how ar eyoiu
onelonelystarrrr: okay
onelonelystarrrr: met an emo boy :0)
onelonelystarrrr: i'm all happy
onelonelystarrrr: he knew who i was & i had no idea who he was
THo uG HTFuLLGuY: cool
onelonelystarrrr: yeahh
onelonelystarrrr: he goes 2 ATL apparently
THo uG HTFuLLGuY: how old
onelonelystarrrr: and he thinks i'm cute sooo
onelonelystarrrr: a year younger then us
THo uG HTFuLLGuY: i have to make sure hes good enough for you first.;-)
onelonelystarrrr: aww
onelonelystarrrr: hes an IB kid.. how bad could he be lol
THo uG HTFuLLGuY: sounds harmless..
onelonelystarrrr: lol
onelonelystarrrr: my emo boy
onelonelystarrrr: well
onelonelystarrrr: might be emo boy lol
THo uG HTFuLLGuY: good luck with him.
onelonelystarrrr: lol thanx
onelonelystarrrr: have fun on ur vacation :0)

onelonelystarrrr: when do u get back?
THo uG HTFuLLGuY: um
THo uG HTFuLLGuY: the 7th ithink
onelonelystarrrr: i'm gone by then :-(
onelonelystarrrr: i leave the 5th
THo uG HTFuLLGuY: were to
onelonelystarrrr: Greece & Italy 4 a month
THo uG HTFuLLGuY: sounds interesting.
onelonelystarrrr: ehh
THo uG HTFuLLGuY: your pretty.
onelonelystarrrr: thank you <3 you're pretty tooo

4 Songs | Sing for me...

plainmornings

:: 2002 29 June :: 12.34am

palendrome
or not. AMANAPLANACANALPANAMA. yes. a palindrome. Sushi was good. Saw Betty's eyelids ( if u have no idea what i'm talking bout then uhhh.. mayb i'll talk boutit l8tr) They were okay. She looks soo different but if shes happy then thats what matters. There were a bunch of us. Bunches of oats. Or not. lol Mike & Traven came by 2 say hi which was really cool of them. during dinner i wrote Tristan & Sam notes on the check things it was fun. They were all calling me Stevie. So yes. I am now Stevie and Sam (Pendragon) is now Annie. Don't ask. Anyways. Afterwards every1 walked 2 the movie theatre but Sam drove me, Dave, Alex & Tristan. It was fun. There were sooooo many little teeny bopper kids there. Middle school kiddies ick. Boca ehh. yeah. Well. We went to see About a boy. It was such a great movie... Hugh Grant was a cynical bastard heh. I liked it. Everyone did. Yes. Afterwards we went outside & I saw everyone crowding around some kid w/a skateboard. I came over and the kid was like "hey, you're the H2O girl(referring to my pink H2O shirt)" to which I replied "do I know you??" yeah. Mass confusion for about 5min. The kid was then introduced as Max who went to Atlantic. Go figure, he goes 2 my school & yet I still have no idea who the kid is lol. Well yeah. He wanted 2 write me down in his "family" but I wouldn't tell him my name. I was referred to as "Stevie" heh. Right. Sooo i mention something bout *emo* and the kid replies "i like emo" to which i'm like OMG AN EMO BOY!! heh. that suddenly caught my attention cuz I have been on the ultimate search for an emo boy! The kid was introduced as Max. I proceeded to tell him that I now owned him and he was my emo boy. Yes. I am talking to him online now courtesy of Donald. Hes my emo boy :0) yes I am nothing buy a third mistress to him. I think i'm guna go cry and kill myself now. Very emo. Bleh.

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plainmornings

:: 2002 28 June :: 5.42pm

wow i'm bored. bored bored bored. I'm goin out 4 sushi 2nite w/the whole wide world heh. Actually bout 20 of us. We're goin2 all u can eat sushi then 2 the mooovies! Mr.Deeds I believe @ 9:25 or somethin. yeah. umm Tristan & Sam r coming :0) yay and Canadian Dave yay & everyone heh. Princess Leah tooo! anyways. I was going to wear these pimping 70s leggings and a skirt & of course my purple converses but i'm not thinking so now. choices choices... i need an emo boy. I (heart) emo boys heh. You know.. lots of people hate emo for the wrong reasons... yeah. Have I mentioned i'm bored??

Sing for me...

plainmornings

:: 2002 24 June :: 12.44pm

hmm I suck @ stalking, don't I Andy?? heh. its all good.. i'll send u the hamburger thing :0)

2 Songs | Sing for me...

plainmornings

:: 2002 23 June :: 3.16am

3:16am - just returned from the most INCREDIBLE drum corp. event! Went up 2 Orlando w/Whigham, Demony, Matt, Chris & Ross 2 c the International Summer Music Games. The corps that attended were The Teal Sound(Atlantic Beach, FL), The Orlando Magic (Orlando,Fl), Kiwanis Kavaliers (Canada), Spirit (Jacksonville, Alabama), Carolina Crown (South Carolina), The Cadets, The Cavaliers (Rosemont, Illinois), The Blue Devils ( Cali) When we got up to Orlando it was raining like crazy so we stopped off @ the Dollar Tree to get some ponchos (good move lol) When we got to the Citrus Bowl stadium it was packed... Chief was soo excited it was funny.. it was like letting a kid out in a candy store.. he spent $70 in under 15min heh. I bought a Blue Devils Tee and a compilation Tee. I ended up seeing everyone and their mother up there lol.. I ran into Jeff Patterson & Caroline Bloom and found out that Eric (Jeff's little brother) was in the Kiwanis Kaviliers (VERY COOL!!!) Soo our seats were off of the 35 yard line.. not too bad...

The Teal Sound started it off.. they uh.. well they sucked lol The Orlando Magic did a surprisingly GREAT job (scored like 75pts!) That was division 2 i think... Division 1
Kiwanis Kaviliers- 6th (over all they did really good. Scored pretty high & I got to see Eric in the pit!!!)
5th - i wana say Carolina Crown..but i'm not positive..
4th- Spirit
3rd - Blue Devils (this was very disappointing... they just didn't have the general effect that the other two had.. o well)
2nd - The Cadets (lots of energy.. a real crowd pleaser)
1st - The Cavaliers (WOW. INCREDIBLE!!! Their general effects were incredible!!!

Well. I'm goin 2 bed but i'll write more in detail tomorrow.. I gota remember 2 write bout the Southfork people and the Cavalier people...

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plainmornings

:: 2002 21 June :: 11.26pm

Last day of orchestra camp :0( It was pretty laid back today. I was really sad.. dressed all nice 4 the final concert :0) Well... we had a plesant surprise this morning.. Mike & Traven rode the late train (they normally come on the earlier train) and came & sat w/us.. that was fun. I was messing w/Traven's CD player & taking pictures of everyone. When we got 2 the train station in WPB Ms.Fitz, Mr.Simmons & Kim were waiting there 4 us... they were going to drive us across the street so we wouldn't get wet.. that was really cool. Mr.Simmons took Eric,Max, and Chyna in his little BMW and the rest of us folled Ms.Fitz and Kim out to the other parking lot where Kim told the girls to go w/her. Somewhere Mike got mixed in2 the girls group so I ended up in Ms.Fitz's CRV w/Traven & John & Mike,Jenna, Eva and Leandra went w/Kim in her Mercedes. When we got situated in the car, Traven turned to me and mentioned something about Mike asking Jenna to the movies tonight. At that point i was like WOW.. REWIND!!! Mike told me like a gazillion times that he dind't like Jenna and now he was askin her out?!? heh. Right. Rehearsal went really well this morning.. Mr.Capote let us out 15min early for lunch which was pretty cool i suppose. After lunch, we went 2 practice our sextet then rehearsed w/the orcehstra a bit more. After that we just hung out outside 4 a while. During that time Mike asked Jenna 2 go 2 the movies that night like Traven had earlier told me. That was really cool cept Jenna didn't wana go alone & was saying that if i didn't go then she wouldnt either. At that point Mike approached me and was like "ur goin 2 the movies right?" to which I responded "I duno" right. Well.. I ended up getting conned into going lol Kevin came 2 watch the concert which was really cool.. He was originally guna take me home but we switched our plans up there. After the concert Jenna's mom took us to Panera Bread 4 dinner (which was incredibly nice of her) and then picked up Jenna's friend Brittany. We all chilled @ Jenna's house 4 an hour or so then went 2 meet Traven & Mike @ the movies. When we got there, Mike & Traven had already bought mine & Jenna's tickets but unfortuately they had no idea Brittany was coming so we had no idea what to do (the movie had sold out) sooo Jenna, Mike & Brittany went to buy another ticket and she'd just sneak in and Traven & I went 2 find seats. 5 seats together in a sold out movie 5min b4 it starts.. NOT easy! lol we ended up in the very first row and I ended up having to sit there while Traven went to get the rest of them. We saw The Bourne Identity. It was a pretty good movie cept me being a spaz I totally flipped out when someone got shot or like the music changed or whatever.. I'd basically screech and turn & bury my head in Traven's shoulder and in turn he'd then jump at my jumpiness and then proceed to laugh at me. After the movie Traven was like "are you like that at all movies?" to which I just smiled and didn't answer. We stood outside the theatre and laughed bout it a bit. Traven's a really cool guy... I had a good time tonight. I'm only sorry to see him leaving so soon :0( hes got like exactly 2 weeks left here in Boca :0( wow that sux:0( :0( :0( Yeah well we talked 4 a bit then they had 2 go.. it was soo cute Mike gave Jenna a hug & i was all like awww hehe. yeah. We didn't wait too long then we left. Now i'm talking 2 Jenna & all my Blue Ridge buddies who have just returned. I was surprisingly not that sad that I didn't get to go... first step to healing huh? o well. I do miss it greatly though. All together a VERY good night <3

oh. Jason has a new girlfriend... another surprising thing... I really don't give a damn lol

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plainmornings

:: 2002 20 June :: 7.42pm

I must not 4get to call Mike & Traven @ 10:10:10pm heh. ehh i'm guna b @ Kev's house.. how not to forget.. hmm..

Okay. It is now 11:30pm and I am editing this entry. I will now proceed to tell u bout the crazy lady that was laying in the middle of the train tracks... well.. like normal we walked the kids from the school of the arts over 2 the train station.. when we walked over there I saw a lady standing on the train tracks.. nothing seemed weird till I got closer and saw that her shoes were off. She wore really dark sunglasses and looked as if she was sleep-standing.. also she was not wearing any shoes.. her sandals were kicked in 2 different directions. anyways Eva and I went 2 use the restroom & when we returned we saw her laying down in the middle of the track. Seconds later, a tri-rail personel person came out and must have told her 2 get off of the tracks. She then went and started speaking vulgarly to some lady and later went and sat on some cart thing. The police ended up coming and she tried 2 make a run 4 the train but the train personel had already called the train driver and told him not to open the doors till they gave him clearance. The police escorted her away.. it was kinda sad.. I mean if she really wanted 2 kill herself that bad she could of at least found the right tracks lol she was laying on the wrong tracks.. she was laying on the northbound tracks and the train was in actuality going southbound sooo. yeah.

Now my night. Izzy picked me up & we went 2 Kev's. I being sick didn't feel like changing so I just wore pajama pants & a t-shirt.. We played 4 rounds of Scattagories of which I came in 2nd all 4 rounds to Kevin. Afterwards Izzy wnated 2 go 2 Boomers to which I protested. The guys unforuntately won but I got Amanda 2 go put on pajama pants too so that was cool. We went 2 Boomers and of course I had to see everyone in the world that I knew... not cool. I saw Candian Dave though which was pretty rad :0) After the guys were kicked out (closing time) we went 2 Fridays & had a realy really really crappy waitress named Robin. Izzy & Kev were like drooling cuz she was realy hot. I refused to give her more then i had to cuz she was crappy and my food took soo long. urghh. I got really pissed at Izzy on the way home and yelled at him. I almost feel bad. nah. wow i'm a bitch. o well.

Tomorrow is the last day of orchestra camp.. i'm surprisingly really sad... I'll miss those little shits :0( Izzy & Kev r coming up 2 watch the concert. Fun. yeah. thats it good night <3

2 Songs | Sing for me...

plainmornings

:: 2002 20 June :: 6.39pm

Day 4 Session 2 Orchestra camp: Today had to be the best day outa the past two weeks.. unfortunately Leah's last day was yesterday but today was really fun. I was kinda feeling blue this morning cuz my Princess Leah wasn't here but also kinda excited. There was no theory this morning so i was all happy thinking that we'd get to rehearse more but to my bitter disappointment, Mr.Capote spent like an hour on tuning and when we were allf inally in tune it was snack time. Fun. I swear, that man only asks me to play when i'm supposed to be leaving or settin up snack or lunch or something ::grr:: This morning on the train Jenna told me that she was all excited cuz her fortune/horoscope thing told her that she was going to meet a shy guy and they'd engage in some flirtatious activity or something... sooo the morning break consisted of all of us walking around asking ALL the guys if they considered themselves "shy" heh. Noone admitted to being shy sooo maybe her guy wasn't meant to be a music man heh. Lunch was fun, I took Connor's soccer ball & he taught me how to "pump" it up... quite suggestive lol Jenna and I then decided to go outside and kick around the soccer ball. We asked Connor to go too and he was all like "no, not till u tell me why you're asking everyone if they're shy or not..." To that I told him no that I wouldn't tell him. He came w/us anyways lol Jenna & I were standing there talking about him while I was purposely kicking the ball not into the goal soo he'd go and get it & we could talk. Jenna was deciding between Mike & Connor "aka" 15min & 45min (Jack Frost got mixed in there some how..) anyways.. pooor Connor.. had NO idea what we were talking about lol hes sooo cute .. makes me wish I was 13 or 14 so I could go out w/him heh. The whole recreation time we had after lunch was spent talking 2 Jenna and Connor... he really opened up to us and told us some really personal stuff... can you imagine, a kid that cute has NEVER had a girlfriend?!? damn. now i REALLY wish i was 13 heh. bleh. Soooo next best thing, I'm tryin 2 set up Jenna & Connor cuz shes a cute gurl and deserves and equally cute boy heh. After lunch/recreation us 6 woodwinders (heh) went to practice our sextet. (actually a bassoon,clarinet,flute trio but yeah.) Mr.Simmons listened to us and told us taht it was good and would definately be good 4 the concert yay! We spent a while in there.. till break time.. at break time, Jenna, Connor & I continued our conversation and discovered the poor kid didn't have an email address so I'm MAKING him go get one and yeah. You know, Connor's not even his real name.. it's William. SUCH a PREP name!!! William Connor Beck. heh. sounds like royalty :0) He lives on Singer Island & tried 2 convince me hes not rich.. puh leese heh. well.. we went back in & I got his # & told him that I'd call him everyday till the end of his life until he made an aol account. I gave him mine & Jenna's info (phone #s, email, sns etc.) andd I guess we'll just hafta c.. unfortunately today was his last day & he left 15min early :0( really sad. I'll miss him 2morrow :0( OHhh crappers. I left stuff out lol while we were sittin on the bleachers the people started coming in and Connor said something bout Traven being Bi! Way weird.. I mean Traven was telling me some prety crazy stuff bout his family but thhis kinda blew my mind... Sooo as he was walking by I beckoned him over & asked him to which he smiled and responded "yeah i'm bi" I was like. woah. Later on he told me he was joking but I duno... I hope hes not gay... that would be sooo unfortunate.. I mean don't get me wrong now.. I have NOTHING against gay people @ all but that'd be such a waste of a cute guy lol put it this way.. i'm just jealous the gay men don't want me. heh. Seriously though.. I duno w/Traven sometimes I exist 2 him & sometimes I don't.. don't really know what 2 think. I think he likes Ben & Noah more then me which makes me think again.. lol I think we're supposed 2 hang out sometime so I'll find out soon enough. Too bad he lives in Jacksonville :0( Yeah. So ehhh I don't feel like typing anymore but I'll return later 2 tell of the crazy lady laying on the rail road tracks.. that was quite amusing and all the kids were all mesmerized by it. weird. I'm goin over 2 Kevin's 2nite 2 hang out w/Kev,Iz & Tyler. Should be fun.. I'll write l8tr.

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plainmornings

:: 2002 18 June :: 8.03pm

Juliana Theory = AMAZING!!!! Last night was one of the best i've ever had.. Danielle (thrubeingcool) gave me a ride along w/Marc & Alyson.. we got to the Culture Room & there musta been like 300 people there! The lines were soooo long but Danielle and Marc assured me that they had Eric holding their place in line. To our disappointment Eric was WAY back.. by the Underground.. as far back as he was, there were proly still 100 people behind us. I kinda felt out of place considering I didn't know all of them too well so I just sat there till I heard someone call my name.. I turned around to see Kenny Chang and Bernice (who i didn't know at the time) waving at me. I walked over and was like "what are you doing here?!?" To which Bernice introduced herself and answered "I dragged him" They stood in line w/me and we talked... the line was not moving AT ALL by 7:30 (supposedly when the doors were supposed to open...) I was standing in line talking to Kenny and Bernice when I saw Jamie and a friend walking towards me.. it was nice seeing him and his friend was Keith, a very cool kid :0) Well... we were standing there when I saw someone that I didn't want to see so we picked up and left walking towards the front of the line. I was frantically looking around for Sara and Abby & Drew & Devin and instead saw Keith and Jamie waving at me. We kinda stood along the sidewalk and eventually merged into the line. I was told that the people who had tickets were against the wall whereas the non ticket people (like myself) were to be on the outside. Unfortunately my informer was mistakened and I had managed to be in the middle of the ticket line and some big bald guy was screaming "tickets on the left, cash on the wall.. if you're not on the wall go to the back of the line" I was like OH SHIT!! HOw the hell am i guna get on that wall! Right then I saw Keith and he gave me a piece of his wall which I was very greatful for. I was all the way in front and the lines were barely moving.. We were impatiently waiting outside when some1 said "shit.. Piebald's starting!" Everyone was suddenly pissed off bout missing Piebald.. grrr. Finally after a billion years we saw the door & the ticket thing.. When we finally got up there they stopped us cuz they had 2 "count the heads" the girl in front of me (who was later introduced as Layla) was FREAKING out cuz she was there 2 c Pieblad and we had almost missed their whole set waiting in line. The guy finally came out and told the ticket guy to admit 7 more people (JUST 7!!!) Luckily I was 1 of those 7... there were about 200 still in line waiting for tickets so the venue decided 2 put on 2 shows that night but the 2nd show wouldn't start till 12:30am .. bummer.. We got into the show (Me, kenny & Bernice) and saw Sara, Abby, Devin, Ely & Bobby sitting on the wall.. We sat there 4 a bit till the security guy made us go in. The place was soooo crowded! Sara & Abby managed to get us up closer 2 the stage but unfortunately right next 2 the mosh pit.. The suicide crew was there and they were really pissing off a lota people during Glassjaw. Thankfully lots of people were there 2 c Glassjaw soo when their set ended like EVERYONE in front left soo that gave us the oppurtunity to weasel our way up front. We (me, kenny & Bernice.. we lost the rest..) were going against traffic up 2 the stage when i found myself in the arms of some really sweaty kid... I had fallen backwards and not even realized it.. He saved my life <- to which i am most thankful for <3 Anyways. Despite the people everywhere I managed to get a spot right up front, right in the center! Just me & the wall baby!! heh. It took a really long time 4 them 2 set up but it was one of the most amazing shows ever... I WORSHIP THE JULIANA THEORY!!! Sooo I was very excited... They were sooo good & the played Into the Dark in the dark and it was just sooo incredibly amazing! Wow... unfortunately Danielle and Marc and them didn't get in so Kenny gave me a ride home which was cool... I have reached *emo* ecstasy.... That show was more exhilarting then almost anyother I have attended... if not more 2 look forward to... GET UP KIDS NEXT WEEEEKKK!!!! June 25th... another day of *Emo* exhilaration.. I love going to shows. Only there do I feel free...

Today I saw something in some1 I'd never noticed before... definate possibility :0) <3<3

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