:: 2006 17 September :: 9.53 pm
:: Mood: mfff

Dedicated to: laying low
Remember when we were younger and we'd have "late nights" which meant staying at your friends house till 11pm watching t.v. gossiping and other stupid things. Remember when we thought 20 was So old. Remember when we thought about who we'd go to prom with. Remember when we had more money because we didn't have to spend it on alcohol.

Remember when life was simpler. things were easier. people were less judgemental. Remember when it didn't matter.

Today was a bad day. But it was a good day too. I hit a low that I had never hit before. And that I can only hit once. And since it only happens once.. it hit HARD. But then it made me realize who was important. And what was important. I've never lived a day like today. I didn't do much.. woke up, did some work, hung out with ben, went to the library, ate, i don't know stuff like that. But it was still the craziest day of my life.. and it all went on inside my head.

I probably sound crazy, but that's because I am. Providence is being Providence. But I think after today.. it might get a little different for me because of how I'm going to choose to live it and who I'm going to live it with.

I know this is confusing, but that's because it is confusing and there's no way around confusion.

Graphic design is very tedious. And demanding. I have to do 500 thumbnails for my form and communication workshop class. And 20 pages of thumbanils for my form and communication lecture class. And tomorrow I have my first day of typography. Should be interesting...

My dorm is really cold all the time. So I'll be bundled up inside and then go outside and just strip down.

I have to go! Love.

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