:: 2006 9 August :: 4.39 am
:: Mood: :O

Dedicated to: familiararityrairiaktir
i decided this is where i belong. this summer is a lot about where i belong, where i should be, where i'm not, where i want to be, where i need to be.

i have 15 days until i get on my long long plane ride home. but regardless, the 15 days are a lot longerrrrrrrrrrrr than that plane ride. i have been here for a long time. so long, i even have credit at a store. i also know how to ride the subways without the map. i know what t.v. shows are popular. and what's happening in every single one of them.

my mom leaves tomorrow, and it seems like she's been here for 2 days. so, maybe, the next one-five will go by quicklyyylallalayalaya.

i miss a lot of people and a lot of places, but i think by now, i'm just numb and that missing feeling is just something comfortable i'm used to feeling and something i don't actually know the meaning to anymore.

tata.

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