:: 2006 1 April :: 1.15 am
:: Mood: not sleepy

Dedicated to: tomorrow is saturday. people come back. :) .
I've realized that I'm really not involved with current events. I never read the paper. I don't ever turn on a t.v. anymore. Even if I did, I would never watch the news. I'm on the internet alll the time, but I never go to a news page. I never engage in conversations about the world. I don't think I ever even hear about anything that's going on in the world... Or maybe I just subconciously block that out...

I really should keep up to date. Just because, it's good brain food. And it's good to know.

It'd be good to know what's going on in Korea. And what's going on, or not going on, in Iraq. And also, maybe, what's going on in America... afterall, I do live here. I bet I'm not mentioning another place in the world that has been headlining for a while and I just haven't realized.

In Ms. Trezpacz's class, we would learn so much about the world, and I would always hate it. And zone out. Now, I envy her a lot for being so smart. Not book smart, but just common sense smart. Just because she has the common sense and decency to forget about herself and focus on others more. I never really liked her that much because I thought she was too full of herself, knowing that everyone feared her, and those who didn't fear her admired her, and because she knew she knew so much. But now I really admire her. I guess it was me who was too full of myself to realize this about her. Atleast I didn't treat her like shit or anything, because than I would really despise myself.

Even though I regret being so out of date with everything going on, I know I won't start to keep up with the news. Sometimes, it's hard to break bad habits.

I think this is the most I've said or thought about current events... talking about how I don't think about them...

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