:: 2006 28 March :: 1.10 am
:: Mood: my body is sore

Dedicated to: blue sheets
So I think that t.v. knows me. And my shows know when to be on because they know when I'll be watching and when I have returned to the t.v. life. Today, all day, I watched Gaunlet II till the finale and caught up. It was a pretty good challenge, I have to say. It seemed really long. And I don't think the producers succeeded as much as they thought they would with changing the voting system. I thought it was brilliant how Derrick got kicked off one challenge before the last. Brilliant but sad. Sucks for Jillian too. And this must be the first challenge in history to end with a "forfeit". How do you spell forfeit?

Also.. I got to watch 8th & Ocean and Real World Key West since I've been home. Too bad I can't watch t.v. at school because I'd probably love to shamefully watch 8th & Ocean. And Key West seems ok... I'm not sure yet though... I don't know... I need to watch more...

I've been working on my chess set but not as much as I should be. But I realized that, it's physically impossible to work alll day with only a few short breaks. My hands are ridiculously sore. My right thumb, has no feeling. My back, is just plain mean and won't let me sit in one position for more than 8 seconds. Even my arms are hurting because they're connected to my hand muscles. I can't even push myself because, or else, I will die.

My brother is going to korea on thursday. He found out today that he's leaving Thursday. He's supposed to be gone for a month, or maybe a year. I'm jealous and can't stop having dreams about shopping in korea.

I want to do yoga. I must get these kinks out. Pronto!

I miss certain people a lot. ............

What do you guys think about in your free time? When you daydream... or drift off from watching t.v.? Or, when you're trying to fall asleep.. or when you're driving. What is your first thought when you wake up in the morning? Do you think it's weird if your first thought is about a specific person? What does that mean... is that good?
I've realized that whenever I daydream... it's usually always about a person. Not one specific person, but always A person. It's never about something going on in the world... or work I have to do... or summer plans... it's, about a person and stuff involving that person. I don't know what this means. Maybe it doesn' t mean anything and it's normal and I've been looking at brown cardboard for too long. Last week Elisa had to pluck a peice of cardboard out of my hair. I had actually started to grow cardboard...

Gosh! I just remembered! I have to go back to school to water my eggling! Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

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