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2006 22 September :: 12.47 pm
:: Mood: blank
Dedicated to: husbands
School is ok but now I am so used to being around people all the time, that when I'm not around even one human being, I get lonely and upset. I used to love being alone and independent but I think I'm losing all that because I'm getting so used to affection now. Even when I'm in my single by myself and I can hear people in FC's and ERW's room, it's still nice. But when it's quiet, it's bad.
I'm getting too used to this and longing for a special someone too much. I was never like this. And never intended to be. But now I think I am. And it sucks. And it is scary.
It's also making me turn to drugs.
Tahahahaha!
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