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fallenfaces

:: 2005 19 April :: 3.19pm

I'm sorry too.
Thanks for apologizing.

Load my gun


fallenfaces

:: 2005 19 April :: 5.59am
:: Music: Johnny Cash

I love you.
It was 4 months yesterday. :)
He got his truck.
I don't have to depend on other people to see him anymore. And I don't get to listen to bitching, yay.
We can finally be together, alone a lot more. Which will be very nice.
I met his family. They were really cool. I'll slowly get comfortable with all of them.
Every day he doesn't work he'll get to see me. Well.. I can hope, heh.
We're not fighting.
Everything is good.
Things are looking up.

Load my gun


fallenfaces

:: 2005 10 April :: 3.33pm
:: Music: The Shins

Can't get enough.
I miss you.

I always miss you.


anachronism

:: 2005 7 April :: 10.52am
:: Music: The Shins - Weird Divide

It's fucking cold as fuck.
It's my birthday.
Everyone wish me a Happy Birthday and pretend you knew.
Now!

11 bullets | Load my gun


anachronism

:: 2005 3 April :: 1.02pm
:: Music: The Postal Service

Break is good. I haven't had a day go by sitting my ass at home, like I usually do.
Sin City was awesome.
Seeing Brad is awesome.
I am awesome.

That's about it.

Load my gun


anachronism

:: 2005 1 April :: 12.43pm

Well, fuck me.
KATE or MATT
Call me at my house phone if you get online (and leave a God damn message).
696-0331

4 bullets | Load my gun


anachronism

:: 2005 20 March :: 6.23pm

Pathetic. You are truly pathetic.
I'm not gonna say I am surprised, because I'm not.
And I'm not going to say I am mad, because I'm not.
You think you have me with chat logs? Hah. You can edit those so easily. You act like they mean something. I can tell you right now that I remember every one of those conversations. The main idea of them that is. And I know what I said, and what you said. And what you posted are totally different from those. And you can send them the originals? Go right ahead, you can edit those too.
By posting this you just show how terribly desperate you are to get my friends on your side. Guess what? If they are mad, it will wear off. They can either believe what I say or what you say. Either way it won't make them like you. Every day is a new drama for you. You're jealous of everyone and you'll stop at nothing to get people to believe you. But, if people do believe you. Fine. I can live with it. It's just you causing more uneeded drama. Nothing new.

I am actually really glad this all happend, because now I don't have to hate you out of nowhere. I have an excuse. Thank you.

Gossip won't win you friends or make you less hurt. Remember that.
Oh, and he'll never love you.

[Edit: Any comment you make will be deleted. I'm trying to ignore your existance]

7 bullets | Load my gun


fallenfaces

:: 2005 14 March :: 8.10pm
:: Music: Bright Eyes

A good woman will pick you apart.
A box full of suggestions for your possible heart.
But, you may be offended and you may be afraid.
But, don't walk away, don't walk away.


fallenfaces

:: 2005 12 March :: 12.47pm
:: Music: Brand New - The Boy Who Blocked His Own Shot

Just wanted to be missed.
Every picture you paint, I will paint myself out.


anachronism

:: 2005 12 March :: 10.18am
:: Mood: accomplished
:: Music: Against Me! - Cavalier Eternal

"Hey, come in and camp for like a minute!"
Last night was a lot of fun. No fights, no one being an asshole to anyone. Just good conversation, laughing, music, and yahtzee in a coffee shop, hah.

Thanks guys.

2 bullets | Load my gun


anachronism

:: 2005 11 March :: 3.58pm

Against Me! - Unsubstantiated Rumors...
Well, do you to want to talk about it?
Do you think you'd understand?
How things can get so fucked up with such good, such good, intentions.

If roofs turn to sky,
held by the gravity of nothing,
an ironic and literal making of a bed.

You can walk away,
but there is a reason to stay.
They make bad jokes, it's okay not to laugh.
For every push foward, you get the same fucking push back.

You have nowhere to go, so you found someplace.
You have nothing to say, you start lying.
What the fuck were you thinking?
I'm not sorry.
I'd do it all again.

Now with all the lines so burred between hate, love, and revenge are just dead feelings.


fallenfaces

:: 2005 8 March :: 6.31am
:: Music: Does He Love You? - Rilo Kiley

*siiiiigh*
What's the worst that I can say?
Things are better if I stay.
So long, and goodnight.
So long, and goodnight.


fallenfaces

:: 2005 1 March :: 9.52am
:: Music: Switchfoot - You

Shut up!


Jesus H Christ.


fallenfaces

:: 2005 28 February :: 7.48pm

I love you, I love you, I love you.


fallenfaces

:: 2005 27 February :: 2.13pm
:: Music: Thursday

I'm calling your name, hoping for something to wash these dreams of you away.


anachronism

:: 2005 27 February :: 1.47pm
:: Music: Thursday

Well, that was a fucking terrible weekend.


fallenfaces

:: 2005 21 February :: 8.35pm

Darling..
Two months last Friday.


fallenfaces

:: 2005 14 February :: 7.01pm
:: Mood: content
:: Music: Elvis Presley - So Glad You're Mine

I love you, Bradley Gerret Blair.
Hold me close, hold me tight
Make me thrill with delight
Let me know where I stand from the start
I want you, I need you, I-I love you
With all my heart

Ev'ry time that you're near
All my cares disappear
Darlin', you're all that I'm livin' for
I want you, I need you, I-I love you
More and more

I thought I could live without romance
Until you came to me
But now I know
That I will go on
Lovin' you eternally

Won't you please be my own
Never leave me alone
'Cause I die ev'ry time we're apart
I want you, I need you, I-I love you
With all my heart

Well, I thought I could live without romance
Until you came to me
But now I know
That I-I-I will go
On Lovin' you eternally

Won't you please be my own
Never leave me alone
'Cause I die ev'ry time we're apart
I want you, I need you, I-I love you
With all my heart


I Want You, I Need You, I Love You By: Elvis Presley


fallenfaces

:: 2005 31 January :: 7.17pm
:: Music: My Chemical Romance

So, go on live your life, but I miss you more than I did yesterday.


fallenfaces

:: 2005 26 January :: 7.35pm

I was so fucking wrong.
"Talking online really isn't good for us."
"But, if we couldn't we'd grow apart from not talking."

Yup.


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