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2005 25 January :: 3.59pm
:: Music: Dresden Dolls - Good Day
Picked up the pieces from my broken ego.
That was the best compliment I have ever received from a teacher. My day was going pretty shitty until then. I wrote a paper, and he said it was the best paper he has ever read, he never expected something from a class like this, it blew his mind, and it's audition material. And so much more.
I don't know..it just made me happy.
I didn't think I even did the assignment right and it was perfect, heh.
Ok, I sound like I'm bragging, I'm not. It's just..he's like a friend to me, so what he thinks means a lot more than other teachers.
Anyway, today was pretty shitty. People are stupid. But, I did get to talk to Brad for like.. 13 minutes, felt like seconds. *sigh* Either way, it was nice.
Yeah, I'll get to my homework now and stop wasting your time.
[Lisa: Let me know about seeing Brad on Thursday.]
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2005 24 January :: 9.00am
Moon boots, moon boots, boots of the moon!
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2005 23 January :: 8.04pm
For some reason.. I don't like what I'm hearing.
I need to talk to you.
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2005 22 January :: 1.06pm
:: Music: Bright Eyes
Man, I love that boy. Hehe.
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2005 19 January :: 3.54pm
You just can't relax,
and you can't rely..
on anyone, for anything.
So, you make your complaints,
and all everyone's let you down.
You just can't ever win.
Convinced there's a war on.
It's always everybody versus you.
Convinced that your critics are watching.
And you've always got something,
you've always got something to prove.
So tie the noose.
And raise the cross.
The martyr's arrived.
A desperate plea for sympathy,
it's all you'll need.
A laundry list of problems
doesn't make you interesting.
And never getting help doesn't make you brave.
Not listening to reason doesn't mean that you have faith.
Your just cutting off your nose, to spite your face.
So tie the noose.
And raise the cross.
The martyr's arrived.
A desperate plea for sympathy,
it's all you'll need.
And you want it all.
You want it, you want it all,
You want it, you want it all,
You want it, you want it all,
You want it, you want it all,
You want it, you want it all,
You want it, you want it all,
You want it, you want it all,
You want it, you want it all,
You want it, you want it all,
You want it, you want it all.
-Straylight Run - Sympathy for the Martyr
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2005 18 January :: 6.37pm
Bleh..
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2005 18 January :: 6.30am
:: Music: Death Cab for Cutie - Passenger Seat
:)
One month today.
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2005 17 January :: 7.50pm
Poor Jay..
It's ok, you're not alone.
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2005 17 January :: 5.27pm
I need you.
"There was a whole page of it, and one line was bad enough."
If it makes it any better.. I didn't mean it. I was just mad.
*sigh*
I feel like.. things are changing. I hope to God they aren't. I need this more than anything. Without it.. I'm dead.
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2005 16 January :: 10.47am
:: Music: Dresden Dolls - Missed me
Half hoping.
I'm better now.
You have this unpleasant chip on your shoulder, which is very unattractive.
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2005 14 January :: 3.40pm
"There will always be ten more people better than me."
"And there will always be ten more people better than them."
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2005 12 January :: 8.04pm
:: Music: Bright Eyes - The Invisible Gardener
I hate when I am falling apart and there is no one to keep me together.
I don't care if you call me emo. I don't care if you think I whine. I don't care if you think I am depressed. I just don't care.
I am so used to all of this. I don't want to be.
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2005 10 January :: 8.50pm
:: Music: Johnny Cash - The First Time Ever I Saw Your Face
I'm not strong enough..
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2005 10 January :: 12.42am
:: Mood: not too bad
:: Music: My Chemical Romance - I'm not ok (i promise)
hard days rock'n, better slip off my shoes.
today has been quite the long boring day. ive been sitting in this chair since i got up. was online for a little bit. otherwise havent been able to get on for about 9 1/2 hours...-.-.
i want to sell my laptop, its not a wonderful computer. but it has a disc and floppy drive. it runs fine, nothing wrong with it. its not like brand new, but i just never use it. so if you or anyone you know is interested, let me know. as for my car, i guess im either going to sell parts off or just the whole car. ill need help finding buyers for parts, hopefully stacys dad will help me with that. but yeah, i need to do everything i can to get enough money for a new car. plus ill need money for rent for a while and other shit.
have fun taters, goodnight.
Bradalee
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2005 9 January :: 9.09pm
:: Music: The Cure - Lost
I can't find myself, I got lost..in someone else.
If I felt any stronger I feel like I'd just die.
Words do no justice. I can't even explain it, so I won't try.
I need you. So fucking badly.
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2005 9 January :: 12.37am
Some lyrics I relate with greatly.
Again I Go Unnoticed
Read more..
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2005 9 January :: 12.00am
:: Music: The Used - Cut Up Angels
I want to give you whatever you need. What is it you need? Is it within me?
I wish I could make things better. Instead I just sit there and watch everything get worse. I don't help, even if I know I could. I don't say anything. Even though I know it would fix things.
I don't know what's wrong with me.
If I'm so scared, none of this makes sense.
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2005 8 January :: 10.59pm
Well, I'm selling my car.
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2005 7 January :: 11.50pm
Friends only from now on.
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2005 7 January :: 1.26pm
FUCK! forget what i said about my fucking car. its fucked, im fucked. the car is dead. i dont have the fucking money to fix it..i dont have the knowledge to know what the fuck is wrong with it. i dont know what im going to do. im in desperate need.
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