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2005 7 January :: 11.51am
:: Mood: Perdy good
:: Music: Elvis Presley - Money Honey
Lord, it won't be long
Well, things are looking up. Got some new furnature today. A new recliner and couch. Nates' mom dropped them off. I cleaned up and re-arranged the apartment. I finally get to be with my baaby today. I've been looking forward to today, lots. Get some people together and hang out. It shall be fun. But yeah, my car problem has been resolved, thanks to Chris and Nate. I guess I ran it completely dry of oil. But, I put some in it, and now everything is fine, so that makes me happy. Anyway, I'm happy, things are good, life's better. Later kids.
Bradalee
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2005 6 January :: 4.52pm
:: Music: Bright Eyes - Don't Know When But A Day Is Gonna Come
*sigh
Part of a song..
...so that is how I learned the lesson that everyone is alone.
And your eyes must do some raining if you are ever going to grow.
But, when crying don't help and you can't compose yourself it is best to compose a poem. An honest verse of longing or simple song of hope.
That is why I'm singing, baby don't worry. 'Cause now I got your back.
And every time you feel like crying, I'm gonna try and make you laugh.
And if I can't, if it just hurts too bad, then we will wait for it to pass. And I will keep you company through those days so long and black.
And we'll keep working on the problem, we know we'll never solve,
of love's uneven remainders. Our lives are fractions of a whole.
But, if the world could remain within a frame like a painting on a wall.
Then I think we would see the beauty. Then we would stand staring in awe, at our still lives posed, like a bowl of oranges. Like a story told by the fault lines and the soil.
Bright Eyes - Bowl Of Oranges
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2005 6 January :: 3.57pm
God.. I hate being so incredibly negative.
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2005 6 January :: 2.08am
God, I love you so much. Can't stop thinking about you, Angel.
Bradley
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2005 4 January :: 6.30pm
:: Music: Dresden Dolls - Slide
So.. in like every dream I have lately bread appears. And it's always really nice, soft, perfect bread. Why would I dream about bread? Honestly.. what the fuck?
Maybe there is some huge meaning behind it. Or I am just insane.
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2005 3 January :: 12.30am
:: Mood: Homely
:: Music: Mellow sounds of "fuck" from Scarface
I figured you will understand
Man, i didnt think there would be so many offers for me. i guess i have more friends than i thought. today Stacys G-Unit (grandma) brought me lots of grocries that she bought. im very proud to have a girlfriend that would do so much for me. she helped me with my money problem dealing with my car. now, she's replenishing me with everything she can. we have a microwave, dishes, and food now because of her. i love her very much. things are already starting to look up. and about my money...i dont know who did it, but, whoever did, i want nothing to do with him/her. the money's gone and there's nothing i can do about it.
Well im just sitting around here watching scarface. heh, i got my own little chair here with my necessities on my little night stand. i have my own room with a bed (also from G-Unit). i picked up some stuff from my old house. things are lookinng good around here. well, i thank you all for the help. i appreciate it all. goodbye kids.
Bradley
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2005 2 January :: 1.46pm
well, this apartment is about completely bare. tom and his assfuck family took everything..even the paper plates nate bought. its sad, we have a camping chair and a shitty recliner for furnature. everything is on the floor because we have no end tables or anything. stacy is going to help me out with house things. at least someone's willing. we have 3 cups 2 spoons, no plates or bowls..almost nothing. but yeah, this apartment is going to be a memory soon. me and nate have plans. if you want to be part of them, talk to me. but anyway, this is just the start to something great. minus some fuck STEALING a hundred bucks out of my fucking wallet. that still pisses me off. and i know it was one of my "friends" too. it disappeared at the new years party. its good to know i have friends who care. im almost ready to confront each of them. i dont know who took it. i just want it back. give it back and it wont be as bad. but if i find out whoever took it and didnt say shit to me...its fucking on. i really expect more from my friends. fuck it, ill find out. fess up now, before its too late.
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2005 2 January :: 1.00am
:: Mood: very fucking pissed
i will fucking kill you
Some mother fucker had the fucking nerve...to get into my fucking wallet and take a hundred fucking dollars out of it. now im completely fucking broke. tell me who the fuck did it, i will strangle the fuck out of them until they fucking die.
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2005 1 January :: 1.28pm
FUCK YOU TOMS FAMILY! FUCK YOU ALL!
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2005 1 January :: 12.42pm
:: Mood: in the dumps
Things are getting shitty..me and nate have one month to get our shit together. either we take over the lease..or we find a new place to live. its just me and nate now..we have to be in it together and for good. WE NEED ANOTHER ROOMATE. the rent would be 3 ways. we need someone who can hold their own and wont bail on us. if you want to get away from mommy and daddy, this is your opportunity. it probably wont come this easy again. this is a chance to be on your own and see what the real world is like. think about it.
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2004 31 December :: 12.27pm
:: Mood: Good
:: Music: Stealers Wheel - Stuck in the middle with you
chips and dip =)
Well, it's finally new years eve. party tonight, should be fun. no fucking drama this time lets hope. had the guys over last night, had some fun, watched some movies, ya know. everything's still good, so im a pretty happy guy right now. Stacy and I are great. today's going to be good.
Soon, i will be starting a poker night, once a week, all is welcome. not a party, its all about poker and money. bring $5 or $10 bucks and you'll be good for the entire night. we play nickles and dimes. chips will be used. so prepare for that, as soon as i get things set up ill give out more info.
Bradley
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2004 29 December :: 2.28am
Tears..
Like I've been waiting for, for so long.
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2004 29 December :: 1.42am
God, I love you so much.
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2004 28 December :: 10.53pm
I wish I could just understand.
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2004 28 December :: 2.48pm
just worked 6 hours...gotta work 6 more in about 2 1/2 hours...yay.
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2004 26 December :: 8.43pm
:: Music: Brand New - The No Seatbelt Song
And..
I love how you don't care.
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2004 26 December :: 6.11pm
:: Music: Bright Eyes - Sunrise, Sunset
I need you.
I'm not kidding.
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2004 22 December :: 7.28pm
:: Mood: accomplished
:: Music: Johnny Cash - I walk the line
Life's no game.
Work, work, work. The past 2 days i got let out early. starting next week. i will be working 2 shifts a day. so on tuesdays, im going to be working 11 hours. and on wednesdays, im going to be working 8 1/2 hours. and on the weekend im still not sure. probably 5 hours for weekends. thats a lot of fucking hours in one day. ive never worked 11 hours for a day. but yeah, this is going to go on for about a month because one of the employee's is getting surgery. i get paid in 2 weeks. the check should be rather large. i made $23 bucks in tips last night. i didnt collect tips from tonight because i didnt close. but ill probably pick it up tomorrow morning. going out with friends tomorrow so im gonna need money for that. once i get my first check, im going to start paying rent, so there's $175 gone right there. plus whatever other bills like phone and shit. plus, paying people back and all that other stuff. my mom is giving me $100 for christmas, and my dad's giving me a gift certificate for the mall, not sure how much for. but im going to use that money on stuff i need, such as clothes and whatever else. ill probably start saving money soon. once i get large amounts coming in. *sigh* life is good, things are going well. finally.
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2004 21 December :: 9.11am
:: Music: Rilo Kiley - Portions for Foxes
Just one more kiss.
The hardest part of my day is letting you leave.
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2004 20 December :: 6.10am
:: Mood: real content
:: Music: Elvis Presley - From a jack to a king
Nothing better
*sits back and relaxes as The King eases his troubles*
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