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2004 15 September :: 8.27am
:: Mood: pretty good
:: Music: NWA - Fuck tha Police
commin straight out the underground
yo there people. just sittin here at school. yesterday we had band practice...which wasnt going so well but then later that day robby and randy were there and i was about to go home when they asked if i wanted to come play with them. this is the whole metro boys thing i talked about a while back. so i might play drums or bass for the band. im hopefully gonna play drums. robby will teach me a few things so ill be even better. but i think things are really going well for me and bands. but thats my news everyone. well i best be going, later.
bradley
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2004 13 September :: 6.06pm
:: Music: Rage - bomb track
read my writing on the wall, no one's here to catch me, when i fall
well today me phil and kevin had a small band practice. me and kevin figured out how to play killing in the name by rage against the machine. and its pretty bad ass. we pretty much have the whole song down. but yet chris still has no idea because he's never at practice. but we're gonna start practicing every tuesday and thursday. so hopefully everyone else in the band can learn to work around that schedule. anyway..lately ive been concerned only with the band and drawing. thats about it. but there you have it. later
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2004 12 September :: 4.12pm
:: Music: Bright Eyes - Haligh, Haligh, A Lie, Haligh
I was watching stand up on comedy central and this guy said somethig that sparked my attention. I didn't think it was funny, I thought it was logical..
He talked about how humans are the only creatures aware of their death, so something like heaven and a God had to be created so we wouldn't all be afraid to die. So humans would just look at it as another life. When really we just die.
I don't know .. I've always looked at it as if we'd just die, and that'd be it.
But I talk about religion far too much, so I'll end this.
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2004 5 September :: 5.38pm
:: Mood: hung over
:: Music: morris day and the time - jungle love
i think i wanna know ya (know ya)
well, we start school after tomorrow...i have to say im somewhat excited. i cant wait to get to see everyone daily again. i went school clothes shopping yesterday with stacy, perry, and dustin. i had fun...minus perry and dustin being kind of annoying at times. but i got a decent amount of clothes that should last me a while. and i got some cool new kicks. *sigh* last night me and perry went to mike's house for a party. i had a lot of fun. i was pretty fucked up...but i wont discuss that on here. but i did feel like shit when i woke up today. im getting better but im upset now that i cant get a hair cut today. hopefully i can keep my money long enough to get one soon. but anyway, this is all just whats been happening lately. lots of fun. later cats.
Bradley
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2004 5 September :: 10.19am
:: Music: The Postal Service - The District Sleeps Alone Tonight
Survey.. all the cool kids were doing it.
Read more..
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2004 2 September :: 2.58pm
:: Music: Saves the Day
Fuck you.
I hate being like this.
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2004 1 September :: 11.10pm
*sigh* hello people. im kinda lookin forward to school...i miss you all. i hope this school year goes well, my classes are shit. i have to get two of them changed...stupid fucks running the school dont pay attention to your past to make your new schedule. but anyway..things are going alright for me. i really need to get my shit together...i need to get a job and pay for my car insurance and start thinking about what im gonna do after school and for any unexpected suprises. but anyway, i must be going....later people.
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2004 29 August :: 8.23pm
Not to sound like a depressed fuck or anything, but..
This all hurts far too much.
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2004 29 August :: 6.32pm
:: Music: The Cure - Last Dance [*]
I won't ever forget the sound of your voice.
"I don't deserve that."
I know.
You deserve so much more.
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2004 28 August :: 11.12am
:: Music: Rilo Kiley - Spectacular Views
"It was an unrealistic night. Like being high or intoxicated, but we didn't drink or smoke at all."
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2004 28 August :: 11.08am
"Stacy is so tough acting, but we both know she's not. That's not an insult."
True.
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2004 26 August :: 1.12pm
:: Mood: doing alright
:: Music: sublime - what i got (repeat)
chug joe chug!!!
hurray i get to go school shopping soon, my mom is going to send me bunches of money for school shopping. i figure i best use ALL of it for clothes and stuff that i need. total within the next week ill be getting about $470 dollars from her. about 80 of it is going on breaks for my peice of shit car. then im going to the mall for clothes, and i want people to go with me or something. so if your interested, tell me if you wanna go. no date is set yet so yeah ill figure that all out once i get the money. couple nights ago me, jay, kevin, jimi, and joe all hung out at jimi's and never went to sleep. we were having some fun that night, especially joe heheh. but anyway, if anyone wants a ride to lisa's party saturday, call me or something. but anyway, see ya later peoples.
p.s. I WANT TO DIEEEEE!!! MY LIFE IS SO HORRIBLE!!!IM SO LONELY!!! thats for you stacy! =P lovies bub
Bradley
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2004 25 August :: 1.44pm
:: Music: The Smashing Pumpkins - Galapogos
I'd have to say walking in the cemetary at night, alone, has been one of the best moments in my life.
I'd love to live in a graveyard. A house right in the middle, surrounded by grave stones.
Yesterday, I was talking about how I want to die. I'd want to die in a cemetary and have someone find me there. Dead.
You may think it's strange, but death fascinates me.
I love photoshop..
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Man.. I'm a twisted fuck. *grins
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2004 24 August :: 12.20pm
:: Music: Kill Hannah - Boys and Girls
I feel this great, great pressure coming down on me. It's just constantly coming down on me. Crushing me.
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2004 21 August :: 3.17pm
You're weak, but not giving in.
And you'll fight it, you'll go out fighting all of them.
Rilo Kiley - A Better Son/Daughter
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2004 20 August :: 8.56pm
I made a list to prove to someone that I was a bad person.
I didn't realize how much I haven't been thinking until now.
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2004 20 August :: 8.21pm
And it didn't mean anything to you.
As if I wasn't messed up enough.
I blame myself.
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2004 19 August :: 1.18pm
There's one thing I can do nothing about.
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2004 17 August :: 2.44pm
warped tour was AWESOME! i got my shoe signed by taking back sunday. and i got yellowcards signatures on a poster. i bought an atticus zip-up hoodie and a tbs shirt. i got a bunch of smaple cds and stickers as well. my nose is all sunburnt but oh well, it was well worth it. tbs in concert was great, i had to save stacy from the crazy moshers. i had her on my shoulders to get some better pictures from above. i got a few good pics of them. plus i took pics of them signing stuff. i really had alot of fun. it was hard to rock out without sleeping for like over a day and a half. but everything went well. and craming into my car with 5 people and sleeping was hard. we almost didnt make it back home, out of 5 people we only could get like $1.70, we even had to use pennies. but chris got his mom to let us use $5 bucks for gas with her credit card. but now im completely broke...i have nothing. i need to find another job, i cant live much longer without any money.but anyway, im leaving. leave me a comment or something.
Brad
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2004 13 August :: 1.13am
:: Music: Elvis - treat me like a fool
well, warped tour is this sunday. so far its looking like i dont have anyone to go with me. if you want to go and you have some money for and ticket and whatnot which are $35. i really dont wanna go alone. so yeah, if your interested call me or post or something! lately..friends are falling apart..that or being stolen in a way. i dunno, i just know im not the only one who feels this way. hopefully things get better. until then, see ya people.
Brad.
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