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2004 16 July :: 7.26am
The alarm clock's going off, but you're not waking up.
This isn't happening.
This isn't happening.
It is.
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2004 15 July :: 11.04pm
Stop it.
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2004 15 July :: 5.01pm
I'm.
Falling...
down.
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2004 15 July :: 12.55pm
Stars.
"It's like when you stare straight at them, they get brighter. Kinda like people." -her
"Write about it." -me
"I will, as soon as I figure it out." -her
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2004 15 July :: 12.52pm
You've got a good head on your shoulders, kid.
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2004 13 July :: 2.17pm
:: Music: Bright Eyes - Exaltation on a Cool, Kitchen Floor
Don't look for yourself. You won't find anything.
It's ok to be lost. Sometimes it's better than being found.
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2004 11 July :: 2.51pm
just to let you all know, i have a cell phone that you all can get a hold of me with. the number is (616-706-1859) but always call me at home first and if im not there then call my cell. bye bye all.
Bradley
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2004 10 July :: 6.17pm
How can you all like such a terrible person?
Fools.
Do not ask me who. If I wanted you to know I'd tell you.
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2004 10 July :: 1.02pm
:: Music: Radio Vago - Shudder
So I cut you.
"I'm weak."
"Stacy, you're not weak. Mentally, you are one of the strongest people in our grade. Seriously. And you have an amazing outlook on life."
I'm glad someone noticed.
Today was the worst day of work so far. The boss was in my row a lot, and he yelled at me once. I found out I get so paranoid to the point of almost crying when people watch me. Kinda like in school when a teacher watches me take a test, and I forget everything.
At least I don't work tomorrow. Hopefully I can see some people tonight. In other words, Joe. Hehe.
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2004 9 July :: 7.38pm
The Get Up Kids - I'll catch you
Can you sleep as the sound hits your ears?
One at a time. An unspoken balance here.
Unabridged for so many years.
That I should stare at recievers.
To recieve her.
Isn't fair.
Don't worry, I'll catch you.
Don't worry, I'll catch you.
Don't ever worry.
Read more..
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2004 9 July :: 6.03pm
:: Music: The Get Up Kids - I'll Catch You
Today was one of those days that wasn't worth getting up for.
Ah well.
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2004 8 July :: 4.41pm
Perfect example of "we'll keep in touch."
Failed.
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2004 7 July :: 2.18pm
as you people should know, beaver is not going on the trip this weekend, but if your going i have to know very soon. me and chris will be giving rides and i will talking to other people about giving rides as well. but anyway, call me or leave a comment or something to let me know that your coming. and if you cant stay the night then chris can bring you home later on friday. i figured we would leave friday morning around 12-1 p.m. and we would get there and pay for our camp site and everything for the weekend and set everything up. and then we would go to the beach and walk around the town and everything. and i figured we would go to the beach all 3 days we were there, so if your coming make sure you bring what money you can. gas money wont be too much of an issue if we can get more people, it would be probley $5 for both ways (per person). but if your interested make sure you give me a call (696- 4494) and we can talk about getting you there and prices. and remember, even if you have shitty parents and they wont let you stay, you can still come. just call me. later
Bradley
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2004 5 July :: 7.21am
He says he can see the pain and anguish in my eyes. I believe him, because I know that look.
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2004 3 July :: 10.32pm
Something new.
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2004 3 July :: 8.15pm
I miss.
I read this entire journal today. It interested me in a way I cannot explain. It was like my entire year was being thrown in my face. All the happy expierences and all the things that never turned out. All the emotions. All the hate. Everything just combined.
Frustration. Once again.
I made all my entries public. No more hiding. Slowly I'm letting people in. Maybe at the end of this all there will be no more secrets.
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2004 2 July :: 11.38am
:: Music: Sugarcult - [untitled]
The dryer woke me up twice.
And the answering machine kept me awake.
My alarm clock didn't even get a chance.
*shakes head*
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2004 1 July :: 1.00pm
:: Music: Kill Hannah - Welcome to Chicago Motherfucker
I slept in.
I'm so.. frustrated.
With everything.
You make me come
You make me complete
You make me completely miserable : Lit - Miserable
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2004 30 June :: 1.46pm
The 9th and 10th of July which is next weekend there will be somewhat of a small road trip to GrandHaven. if your interested talk to me or Justin BeVier. we will be going to the beach first of all, after that we will be staying the night probably friday and saturday night at a nearby campground. both days will be spent walking around town and at the beach. if your parents think you need supervision then my cousin lives a mile from the beach and can be said to be watching us. but if you have any questions just contact me here (#696-4494) or talk to me if you see me online. and im telling you all now so your parents have time to make decisions and for you to ask them. bye bye everyone.
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2004 30 June :: 10.38am
:: Music: Elvis - Kentucky Rain
yo people, i finally have the internet again. im living with kelly now, everythings going good. my hair is growing back, very slowly.i got my car running and in my name completely so its all good. and work is going alright. im thinking about starting an airsoft kind of thing within the group. me and jay are making games to play. i got 4 pistols and a shotgun. but anyway, im hoping to get my car stereo installed today. well its odd that my woohu account still works. but oh well. well im leaving, later kids.
Bradley
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