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2003 3 November :: 12.42am
:: Mood: agrivated
:: Music: "i hate everything about you"
i hate people
halloween was actually pretty nice. i was a greaser..i thought it was a pretty cool outfit and all. i didnt get shit for candy. kelly, neilee and myself decided to go to the kent theatre since everyone else decided to go to joslyns..i didnt really get that. but anyway after that neilee, kelly, jake, and me went back to neilee's then jake left. i really enjoyed getting to spend so much time with kelly. i ended up staying saturday night there as well. i hope kelly and neilee ejoyed having me be with them as much as i did..meh oh well..i came home today at around 11:30 or so in the morning. justin perry moved in..but for only a little while, maybe a couple weeks or so im not sure. gah..my sister has been a real bitch lately..i swear im going to fucking beat her one of these times..if any of you only knew how fucked up she is. grr im gonna forget about her now. i think this whole fighting thing is a bunch of bullshit. i said one little fucking thing and now its this huge issue..if you blame this all on me you can fuck yourself. i never asked for anyones opinion on this so you cant say that i was trying to start a fight. i put shit in my journal for one purpose..so that my "friends" know whats going on and whats on my mind. if i say something that pisses you off then tell me or talk to me about it. dont be an idiot and cause a whole bunch of shit on woohu, there's no need for it. im sick of all the assumptions that im not happy and that kellys not happy being with me. thats all a bunch of bullshit. i think me and kelly's happiness are our concern and only our concern. so if you would like to say something to me, say it to me, not woohu. goodnight
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2003 31 October :: 1.39am
:: Mood: very tired
:: Music: j.c. - ring of fire
I....LOVE....KELLY, whoever thinks otherwise can kiss my ass
wow..that last entry definately wasnt supposed to start all this. but yeah thank you for helpin out jake..and joe..seriously you should keep your mouth shut and watch what you say. you never know where your words might lead you. and all this is between me and joe, no one else. and dustin..man you for sure need to stay the hell out of this. you dont need to be saying shit about jake. so you keep your ass out of this. me and kelly are very happy together, im keeping my mouth shut about alot of shit because kate's my friend and i dont want to ruin our friendship over stupid shit. anyway im done with all this, if you have something to say to me then say it to my face..any of you.. oon another note today was umm yeah...nate, justin, joey, and chris all came over and we had a little x-box party which was awesome. we never went to chuckie cheeses cuz yeah davids dad had a little problem with nate's driving but im not going to go into detail. anyway me, nate, joey, justin and ben all went to the liquid room to hang out. that was relaxing but yeah we just got back a little while ago. anyway..im really really tired and i have to get up in 4 hours..so im going to bed. goodnight to all who care.
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2003 29 October :: 10.35pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: skid row - big guns
back seat rodeo
hurray, today was very good. well most of it anyway. for school its the worst day of the week (weight training conditioning) but yeah i had an interview today at KFC. im pretty confident in getting the job. if i dont ill just set the building on fire=) kelly, neilee, and dustin all stayed after with me..i was really happy that they stayed with me cuz i had to stay after. on our way to KFC we met up with jake. then we all went there and then ate at burger king. then we went to neilee's which was fun..it always is. but yeah there's no denying it anymore...i love kelly. its not one of those little "bye love you" kind of thing. its a little more serious than that. according to joe im jealous of him and kate...its kind of sad that he thinks that. i would give joe much advice but im gonna sit back and let him find everything out on his own. anyway me and kelly actually got time to be alone today, it was great.. quality time actually getting to lay with her in peace. i loved every second of it. and nothing happened so if your sick little minds are thinking that your wrong. i think im going to chuckie cheeses tomorrow for davids birthday. i hope that all works out. im listening to skid row right now...they kick so much ass for an 80's hair band. i just ate a shit load of chocolate ice cream, im gonna go puke now....jk..anyway im going nighty night. goodnight all.
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2003 28 October :: 12.20am
:: Music: johnny cash - in the jailhouse now
I [heart] Kelly
Well today was pretty good, there suprisingly wasnt anything that didnt put me in a bad mood. i learned more johnny cash today, those songs are fun. I got 3 hours of sleep last night im kinda tired now...i think its time for beddy bed. look at my lame survey, its pretty..ok so its not so pretty, oh well. anywho, goodnight all.
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2003 26 October :: 10.34pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: johnny cash - flesh and blood
the words ive been longing to hear
*sigh* what a good weekend. i had a good time this weekend, the game was fun..well the park anyway. i got to hang out with everyone especially my love kelly. then i ended up going to jake's house after the game. we just sat around and talked and other little things making eachother constantly laugh. it was fun, then me and jake walked to cedar which was like 8 miles...that was the longest damn walk ive ever done..its crazy. then today i got up and got my shit together and jake got dropped off to church and i went to neilee's. i hung out with neilee and kelly for a bit then jake finally showed up then it was us again. its so crazy how perfect our relationships work out. me and jake are good friends and kelly and neilee are very close. and yeah its just really cool how that works out. all me and jake could talk about was our girls. the "right time" deal finally came, it was great. it took forever but it was well worth it. i think me and kelly are closer now..those three words arent so distant now which is so good for me. "andywho" as neilee would say. im home now..i just got back from neilee's a little while ago. me and ben were hanging out and watchin tv and whatnot. but yeah thats about it for now. ill talk to everyone tomorrow, farewell.
I hate school
gah..today has been shit. i was all hyper and shit until about 10 this morning then i tried to get those fucking tickets and the god damn website wasnt fuckin working..that royally pissed me off now i cant get the stupid tickets at all. and then weight training was a pain in the ass..i feel sick, i couldnt eat at lunch even though i was starving. poor kelly wasnt feeling good from the damn mile so that wasnt cool either, i hope she gets to feeling better. im in such a bitchy mood right now and i hate it. only one person can get me out of it but shes not here so ill just continue to be upset. i had to serve to fucking detentions today which was bullshit. annerino doubled the damn things. bah...im done now.
You can't make them wan't you, they're all just laughing
For some strange reason I can never tell when the right time is... Perhaps it's always been the right time and I just haven't noticed. I think the time is drawing nearer, *ponders* yup I think it's about time. I know none of you have no idea what I'm talking about, I don't expect you to. Buut yeah I have alot on my mind. I've had Kelly on my mind 24/7..I think i finally got what i wanted, everythings so much differant this time, it all feels so right. Well i think Ben Gebert is moving in with me..I'm not sure why but I suppose my sister is planning all this, I guess it'll be cool cause I'll have someone to talk to and whatnot. Friday is the last home game..I hope your all coming. The park, like usual? That aughta be fun. And I'm guessing I'm going to David's with Jay for the weekend..that should be fun as well. I wrote two songs in that past two days. I think I really need to learn how to make music for these kind of lyrics im writing. It's all very emo. I wrote another song that's like a Johnny Cash song..I did that intentionally cause i wanted to, It's neat but not the best. Things are slowly starting to look up for the group, I hope it all works out. Anyway, I think that's about it for now, farewell my friends (<3and love<3).
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2003 20 October :: 9.29pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: johnny cash - a boy named sue
*sigh*
ahh today was pretty good, i finally got to hang out with kelly. me kelly and neilee went to the park and whatnot after school with jay but he left us..then joey showed up blah blah blah then we ended up getting burger king and then at neilee's with jake. we mainly just sat around and stuff. we sat outside in our couples and watched the sunset. i thought it was beautiful..kelly wasnt too interested in watching it but i made her..meh..anyway thats my day..i think im going to paint one of my walls red within the next couple days. yay..kelly is living with neilee this winter, that means more kelly which is always good. buuut yeahh...i think im gonna go now cuz im bored and i really need to focus on eating these cheese nips right now...bye all.
Bradley
Bradley almost cried watching a johnny cash video...
that music video is so fucking depressing...
weekend = decent. i went to some haunted stables thing with joey and justin friday to scare some people, that was pretty fun. then yesterday i went to the movies with joey, justin, david, and his girl. we went and saw texas chainsaw massacre. it was pretty good, i was stuck next to mindy..she was all freakin out during the whole movie she was so scared. it was odd. anyway we burnt a couch last night, that was pretty fun. then we all pulled a prank on the pizza delivery lady..ill tell whoever wants to know about it some time. i dont feel like putting it all on woohu cuz im lazy. but yeah today i woke up and ate some pizza for breakfast, people came over, left, and then i finally got a ride home. and now im here lonely cuz i didnt get to see my kelly this whole weekend. it makes me sad. but i think thats it for now, goodbye all.
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2003 15 October :: 4.32pm
:: Mood: sore
:: Music: thursday - asleep in the chapel
do you hear the church bells ringing? they ring for you..
hey all, sorry so long. i havent had time lately. well yeah ill start with the weekend. i went to james's little fire gethering which was pretty fun most of the time. i wanted kelly there but there wasnt much i could do about that. anyway i cant really remember everything i did this weekend. i know justin came over and he stayed a couple days. i guess im gonna talk to my mom about him moving here for a little bit. yesterday was pretty nice. i went with kelly, neilee, dustin, kate, and james to walk around town since it was a half day. then jate and james left us cuz they suck and then yeah dustin left too. then it was me kelly and neilee and we went to burger king for food and then off to greatday for no reason. then we went back to neilees and i ended up staying the night there cuz i had no way to get home and neilee's mom didnt wanna take me so yeah. i felt like shit today, i had to wear the same clothes (which was disgusting) and go without any cleaness...i feel so scrubby. anyway my day kinda sucked. i was tired and sore the whole day. weight training was rough like every other wednesday...i hate it. but i think thats about it for an update for now..unless i get bored later or something. well..ill see you all later. bye.
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2003 11 October :: 7.16pm
:: Mood: b o r d e d e d
:: Music: blink 182 - feeling this
justins a homo!! =)
la la la, im at davids right now and im bored, theres nothing to do at all. justins bein a panzy and he doesnt want to go to james's house tonight. i miss kelly..alot, i havent talked to her all day. i woke up today and me dustin and jake all were made a big nice breakfast. then i was brought home and i ended up getting picked up by nate. me, nate, chris, amanda, justin, mindy, david and jay all went to the wall and ate lots of chinese food. it was great, i didnt have to pay so it was even better. anyway justins wants my wang and umm justin said hes finally coming out of the closet. but yeah i must go because i wanna, bye bye everyone.
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2003 9 October :: 9.32pm
:: Mood: pretty happy
:: Music: nirvana - rape me
i got my pictures from my party and whatnot. they're all pretty good. 4 god damn pictures were wasted on my fucking computer screen...god thats stupid. anyway, now i have pics of everyone..i guess ill bring them to school tomorrow. i also got new shoe laces, they're black with silver stars..they're pretty cool i guess. tomorrow is jake's party and yeah im going with kelly to that so thats cool. i hope the party goes well. saturday theres a little couple thing for the movies. i really really hope kelly can go, otherwise ill be sad...very sad. *wonders how tomorrow will be* hmm. *wonders if it'll be the right time for bradley as well*...i dont expect any of you to know what im talking about but yeah..do da do...i want some candy dammit. i love you all! well almost all of you. of course there are a select few that cant rot in hell, but other than that..i love you all! im expecting some i love you's back!..actually alot. if your not my enemy then its directed towards you. goodnight all
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2003 8 October :: 10.28pm
:: Mood: GRR
:: Music: brad's song - erika's a dirty cunt
i love my song...its a nice tune
weeell today has definately had its ups and downs...this whole thing between stacy and kelly is really stupid..these two should not be fighting..especially over stacy hating jake. but anyway they best get over this be friends again dammit. i also hate how no one fucking comments in my god damn journal...you all are making me think no one reads this shit. god...certain people can put like "i have to fart.." and they'll fucking get like 10 comments but me...i can spill my heart out and no one will say shit..its really getting on my nerves..maybe no one cares enough..i guess so. once and a while i do get comments and that makes me happy but still...its a damn rarity..but onto other things..i guess im going to jake's party friday. i dont really like the reason for this party but im just going to swallow it and just go and be with kelly. thats all that matters to me at this point. hmm...*thinks about not updating woohu anymore* wonder if anyone would give a shit. i guess ill find out..but yes, KELLY, STACY, you two best stop this bickering because its not cool. and thats all i have to say for this once again worthless update.
Brad
EVERYONE READ!!!!!
TO LET YOU ALL KNOW..AND HOPEFULLY MRS. PUTT READS THIS.. TONY AND ERIKA HAVE HAD SEX. THIS IS NO RUMOR, TONY HAS TOLD ME THIS TO MY FACE. IM SURE HE'LL REGRET IT NOW..THAT PEICE OF SHIT. MRS PUTT THINKS HES AN ANGEL BUT HES NO BETTER THAN I WAS IN MY PAST...i was just letting everyone know that tony's a worthless pile of donkey shit and needs to be revealed for a backstabbing peice of erika's rotting cunt. =)
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2003 8 October :: 5.57pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: blink 182- the party song
take off your pants!
well today was pretty good. if i would have had kelly here today it would have been one great day! hopefully tomorrow is as good. i miss my kelly, lots! oh im in such a cheerful mood right about now. *daydreams*...i love my friends. today i was stuck at school so i went with chris and finally got a ride home. aah yeah. im kinda bored and stuff right now, i tried on some girls pants today. i was in second hour and they were just layin on the desk..so i took them and put em on over my pants..it was quite interesting.. justin and josh found it amusing as well. but yeah a lady bug landed on my crotch today..it was odd, but very funny. aanywho im gonna goo noww..bye bye all
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2003 7 October :: 7.42pm
:: Mood: cranky
:: Music: thursday - for the workforce, drowning
blah
gahh..todays been so lonesome..i didnt have kelly to be with today at school..wasnt cool. anyway, i called her when i got home to make sure everything was alright..then i went to sleep watching my blink dvd. i woke up not too long ago and i got online after i made myself some foood. this was pretty much a worthless update...i have nothing of any interest to talk about. sorry people.
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2003 6 October :: 10.13pm
:: Mood: decently happy
:: Music: thursday - M. Shepard
"damn! we're in a tight spot"
updating this stupid thing is becoming habbit now..im sure barely no one reads this stupid journal. anyway i feel alot better about things now. i talked to kelly alot today..we got threw a few things and hopfully it'll bring alot of good to our relationship. i started talking to jake, he seems like a cool guy..i have nothing against him..i did have a little jealousy issue but thats taken care of now..i know i have no threats. but anyway things are going good i guess. im watching o brother where art thou again...for the second time today. i cant help but love this movie. ive been trying to learn some bluegrass but its so damn hard. well..me and kelly have been together for just over two weeks..it seems like its been so much longer..hmm...oh well, i need to find plans for this weekend..if anyones having a party or something tell me!! i need plans..in a couple weeks we're painting our kitchen red.. i talked to my mom and i might be painting one of my walls red, that'd be rad as hell. what do you all think about me dying my hair black and then dying the tips of my bangs red?? i think it'd look pretty cool but i dunno. anyway gimme some input on that. goodnight all.
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2003 6 October :: 5.44pm
:: Music: thursday - signals over the air
falling....in love?
iiiim back to writing songs...i wrote one today but its not done yet...i need to figure out whats chorus and shit cuz i mainly just wrote shit down and make it something. anyway today wasnt that great..i was kind of hyper 5th and 6th hour..then it disappeared after school i guess..i dont know why. me and josh gates are gonna start gettin a little more serious about making a band soon. we're gonna start getting together and doin shit. aaanyway im bored and i miss my kelly..im gonna go and find something to do. bye bye