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2003 21 September :: 12.13pm
:: Mood: somewhat....depressed.
:: Music: msi - do unto others
whats this feeling?
hiii, well last night was some night. jennay had her little party and i guess it turned out pretty well. i had fun, i got to hang out with kelly and i enjoyed it. hopefully im not the only one who did..anyway, last night was suupper cold trying to sleep. i wasnt terribly tired but it was still cold as fuck. i miss everyone. i hate when i spent so much time with my friends that when i leave i get really depressed cuz i didnt want it to end..thats kind of how i am now, and i feel like shit. i think im going to have to have a party very soon. and im not going to refuse people to come. if i do have one we will have lots of area to run around in and a corn field to play in plus we have a huge fire pit so that'll work too. hopefully it will turn out as good as im hoping. but yeah im glad i wasnt sad or anything durin our gathering. well thats pretty much it. ill see you all later.
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2003 19 September :: 9.58pm
:: Mood: achy
:: Music: thursday- cross out the eyes
heeello, well today has been a pretty good day. today at school was a regular day i guess. after school i went to kelly's and we hung out for a bit and watched most of lotr, we had to leave before it was over. we had hungry howies..it was deeelicious. anyway i came home and i sat my ass on this computer and messed with shit. im so bored and achy today blahh..anywho jenny's party thing is tomorrow i guess....IM SORRY YOU CANT GO KATE!! i feel bad for kateness....well im gonna go now, nighty night all.
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2003 17 September :: 7.08pm
:: Music: blink - rock show
woo. im such a loved little boy..by most anyway.
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2003 17 September :: 6.34pm
:: Music: tbs- bike scene
ahh chris's damn father kicked me out of his house. i was there alone and he said hes been ripped off too many times to let me stay there..i was pissed. anywho im slowly getting back into a better mood. im listening to the used to make more happy thoughts inside my messed up little head. im still bored but im always that way so its nothing new. *sigh* well im off to talk to my buddies that still like me. goodbye.
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2003 17 September :: 4.36pm
wooo im bored. im sitting here at chris's alone with nothing to do but chat online and whatnot. i figured i should update since i have nothing better to do. i love my new hat..i hope all you do too. i should have figured tony was gonna have a problem with it cuz im sure he wanted a cool one and i got one first..thats how he is. "its too long" thats his problem with it. anyway i dont really care about that. i guess justins mad at me now or some shit, he acts friendly when im around and then says he was pissed at me behind my back, whatever i dont care. having a half day is fun.. especially when you have nothing to do the whole day. i wish i had someone to hang out with right now..the guys wont be back till around seven. i finally made a song..its almost decent too. aanyway i cant think of anything else to talk about so yeah ill update later. farewell all.
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2003 14 September :: 12.20pm
:: Mood: mwuah
orange duck weener
hello all, well its noon and i just got home. last night me and joe kinda stayed the night at neilee's house cuz i dunno. i didnt really have a ride home so thats somewhat my excuse. and drinking 2 red bulls and taking those energy pills kind of kept me awake so it was sort of hard to sleep. homecoming was alright i guess. nothing real special happened. it was good to see everyone together for once...besides school.well it was in school but you all know what i mean. joe bought me some burger king, joe rules. im all full now. i was starving the whole night and this morning..my stomach was groweling the whole time. aaanyway i guess all and all i had a pretty good night. well i will see you all later, bye bye.
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2003 10 September :: 8.40pm
:: Music: ted nugent- cat scratch fever
hello all, my week has been alright so far i suppose. i went to the movies with jenny and saw jeepers kreepers 2 and dickie roberts, they were pretty good. me and nate went out today. right now we're starting to get serious about getting an apartment together. i think that would be great moving out and living on my own. but yeah me and stacey arent together right now. i think i needed some time alone or whatever i dunno i dont really wanna talk about it so yeah. aaanywho im really bored and tired and hungry so yeah ill make a better update some other time...for those of you who actually care enough to read this stupid journal.
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2003 7 September :: 9.47pm
:: Music: blink- m&m's
pizza pizza
hey all, i have an interview at hungry howies tomorrow!! w00t im finally gona get my ass a job. i went to the movies today for fun and saw jeepers creepers 2, it was pretty cool i guess. but yeah im all happy now. i have to stay after school to wait until 4 or so for my little interview. and im goin all out this week for the little dress up things everyday. but yeah im gonna jet now cuz i need more food. farewell all.
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2003 4 September :: 7.53pm
:: Music: the used- bulimic
hurry, i love joe. he mentioned this new internet service and since i dont have aol i decided to give the guy that runs the service a call. it was simple and fast to get this. he talked me through how to connect and everything and now im here online. im happy now cuz i wont get d/c all the damn time. well anyway im just telling all you people for some lame reason im unsure of. but i must be going now, see you all tomorrow.
Bradley
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2003 1 September :: 7.08pm
:: Mood: borededed
:: Music: the used - blue and yellow
rip my heart out
so yeah my weekend was pretty good. friday or maybe it was thursday..whatever, i went to the football game for about 20 minutes or so then my best buddies jay and nate came to my rescue to un-bore me. i was happy. we went to GR and drove around for a bit and then got into an 18 or older concert with the almighty joyride. they kicked major ass. the other two bands were pretty good..i got like 2 cds of the one band and about 5 of the other band. too bad joyride wasnt giving cds away. well i got myself a new guitar. i bought it from justins dad for 15 bucks. it had shit for strings and the little peice holding the strings in place were missing so after i picked it up i went to guitar center and spent 10 bucks and i got brand new strings, that little peice and the guitar re-strung. i think i got pretty hooked up for 10 bucks. anyway after me jay and nates little escapade i went to sleep and then the next day i was supposed to go camping or something of that nature but never did. stacey came over and stayed the weekend and we just hung out and everything. i didnt really do much but yeah that about everything. anyway farewell all!
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2003 25 August :: 3.24pm
well today was the first day of school and it was great. i had a pretty good time. im looking foward to the rest of the year. i accidently thought i had a lunch so i ended up going to both lunches, david did the same thing heh. but yeah i think my worst class is weight training...that class is gonna blow. i hate mr. busen. tony is in 3 of my classes, i guess it gives me someone to talk to and whatnot. i think i have a pretty cool schedule. katie, chris, tony, jeff, michelle, umm emily and i think there might be one im forgetting..but yeah they are all in my 6th hour and that rules. and plus we all have hazel which rules cuz hazels a pimp. well i had fun seeing everyone again, im glad we have all year for it. anyway im off. see yall
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2003 24 August :: 10.06pm
:: Mood: excited
:: Music: the used - burried myself alive
goodbye to you, goodbye to you! your taking up my time
well today is the last day before school..im excited. its my senior year and im pretty sure i actually get to graduate. its so crazy to think...its my last year of school...all these years and for what? this? getting out of school after so much pain, learning, new experiences, fun and good times? so much has happened and im thinking this year will be my best of all years. it came so soon. everyone always told me that if they could redo highschool and do better and actually done something that they would. i fear that i have had a bad highschool life. i didnt try hard enough...i should have tried harder to get better grades. what they all say is true. highschool comes and highschool goes..just like that, before your eyes. then you sit back and think about all the things that has happened, its so fucking crazy. anyway im sure you all have been dreading this day..the night before the first day of school. im actually really looking forward to it. i got some good classes and alot of my friends are in my classes..that makes me happy. i get justin and stacey in one class which is pretty rad cuz i usually never have my friends in my classes. and i have other people in other classes but yeah. i hope you all like my semi new look this year. its more clean and nice looking. not preppy but just i really like it. i think you all will too. and my new trend!! you'll all see! the belt buckle will become a big thing and anyone whos says it already has been or whatever is a fucking liar and should be shot for doubting me. but yeah im gonna be the one to start it if it happens. i got my new one which is rad as hell and you'll all think its pretty cool. well folks..im off to fall asleep to freddy vs. jason cuz i feel like watching it again. ill see you all tomorrow, goodnight.
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2003 23 August :: 1.57pm
hello folks, im at my cousins right now spending my last weekend here cept for sunday. hopefully sunday i get to spend some time with stacey, oh thats right none of you know. well just so you all know, me and stacey are together. im sure some of you arent too happy about it but oh well thats not my problem. and hopefully most of you are happy for me. i finally found a girl so you bastards better love it! heh just playin. anyway guess what pimp ass daddy got freddy vs. jason?! thats right you guessed it, ME!!! if you havent seen it or whatever you can come over and watch it, give me cds to make you a copy or just waste your money in the theatres, but yeah whatever. anyway im gonna jet, goodbye all, see you all monday.
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2003 16 August :: 11.06pm
:: Music: the used - the taste of ink
"Faggots!!"
dun dun dun, im bored, i got my schedule and its ok..
BMMT III - Hansen
Comp/Lit - Stark
Algebra - Taylor
Weight Training - Busen
Intro to Draw/Design - Dufty
Sculpture/Ceramics - Hazel
i hope i have fun in these classes..anywho i left out something in my last entry about me nate and davids night out...the funniest part! ok so we were looking for a place to go right? so we're driving and we see this club, Ramones...so we pull in the drive way, get out and start walking for the entrance. so there we are walking and two guys come out just before we get there. and i noticed something...they looked umm not straight. ok so we kept going and i was in front and i looked in the door before nate and david got there. so i look in there and i notice something...there is not one female in the whole joint. so i think to myself..hmm whats that all about. so then it hit me. we were 2 steps away from going through the entrance of a fucking gay bar! i was like woah you guys wait a sec. and they were wondering what was going on and i was like...there isnt any females...and so i tell them to keep walking. and then they realize what i realized and start laughing and shit and whatnot and those two guys that walked out are like watching us try and lok through the window and so after that we started walking back to the car...FAST. and one of the guys was like checking me out and shit and i was like...eww..so we like sped outta that biotch. and all three of us are like laughing our asses off and yeah it was funny. just thought i might share that bit of lovely information with everyone. hope you got a kick out of that. do do do, im trying to think of something to do. lately ive been talking to stacey knapp alot. we're getting to be good friends, its cool. we had the possibility of going to the beach today but her mom kinda fucked that up. oh well..maybe some other time. anyway im gonna go now and stuff my face with ramon noodles. farewell all!
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2003 15 August :: 6.01am
:: Mood: depressed
:: Music: the used-just a little
Lay me down to sleep
hi all, today i went to the liquid room with nate and david. i had some fun. we didnt really do much there but just chill and talk to people. i talked to this sara girl more than anyone. she was someone new, she was really cool. me and nate were playing pool and i was beating him, then sara wanted to be on my team so we could beat nate together so yeah nate ended up beating us..heh it was still fun. the first time we went to the liquid room today we had joslyn or however you spell the bitches name. anyway we had to drop her off at 10:30 and that sucked cuz we didnt want to leave. so we went back cuz we werent finished hanging out there. anyway we were watching this movie called pie...it was really fucked up. there wasnt alot of people there really. mainly cuz no band was playing but its all good. me and nate are gonna start going there more often. sara said to come back soon. shes got a boyfriend though, i dont think i could ever go out with her anyway cuz shes too guy friendly, she got her nipples peirced like the night before, i wanna get my nipples peirced bad. shes 18 and graduated. but yeah i think its really cool there. . i think im gonna fall asleep to a movie in a couple minutes after i get some food in me. well ill see you all later. and justin and whoever it may concern, lets start planning this camping trip real soon if its gonna happen!!!! goodnight cedar buddies.
Bradley
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2003 13 August :: 8.14am
hey all..sorry so long. jay and nate are crashed in my living room right now and i dont feel like sleeping. its 8 in the morning and i havent even thought of sleeping. we were out last night and shit happened blah blah blah, but anyway im really bored and i have all of the sudden gotten terribly depressed...i feel like killing myself its so bad. i dont know whats going on but i just have this terrible feeling coming across me and i dont really feel right..i need someone to talk to right now but no ones on or anything..nate was telling me and jay is old experiences with his last couple of girlfriends..hes a really good story teller. but anyway im gonna go now, bye all.
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2003 3 August :: 4.16pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: tbs - you're so last summer
dont get jealous
hello all, i had an ok weekend. i got a shitload of movies while i was at my cousins. i got about 26 new movies on vcd. heres my list.
league of extroadinary gentlemen
bad boys 2
pirates of the carribean
dare devil
the new guy
the sum of all fears
o' brother where art thou
windtalkers
road to perdition
rollerball
fight club
the hot chick
the core
cradle to the grave
corky romano
final destination 2
from hell
gladiator
the hulk
how high
wrong turn
orange county
jason x
darkness falls
i hope you all like my little list of movies. i can make more copies that will play on dvd players. most of them are great quality the others are good but not perfect. the newest movies have a great picture. im really glad they do too cuz they are the best. anyway i plan to spend most of my time watching all the ones i havent seen. but yeah nothing has really happened lately. ill talk to you all later. see ya
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2003 30 July :: 8.04pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: blink - dick lips
bugs
well, today ive been outside most of the day cleaning my car. it was really dirty but we have this cleaner that cleans fuckin everything. all the leather and dashboard and everything looks all newish. i didnt know cars back in 1988 had power windows and shit. but yeah i was gonna wash the outside but the car wont start because the battery like comletely died on the thing and im stuck with a semi open window so if it rains it might get a little wet in there. well cleaning that car and getting yelled at by jason for staying on the computer till 7:30 in the morning are pretty much all ive done today. tomorrow im going to my cousin mikes house and ill be staying there till probly sunday. well its time for me to blast off to infinity and beyond! farewell citizens!
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2003 28 July :: 6.52pm
:: Music: blink- m&m's
so how are my favorite friends doing? im doing alright i guess. i tried killing some fucking bats today with my bb gun. i couldnt find the little fuck heads. oh well ill wait till its almost dark out, when they all start flying out. ill shoot them on take off! bastards. anyway ive been chatting again..thats how bored i am. today i had to clean the fucking semi and trim all around the house and shit. lucky brie saw me without a shirt. haha oooo what a sight, she was all smiling and stuff. i was like alriiiight! heh but yeah my arms are sore from holding that stupid weed whacker and blower. there was a guy on one of those flying contraptions outside and i tried shooting him with my bb gun. haha i dunno if i hit him or not though. oh well, it would be funny if i did. grr i cant wait until blinks next album comes out. im so getting it. then ill have all 7 cds. there is one cd that has like 13 live songs or whatever on it, a little tribute to blink thing. i have to get that too. but otherwise i have every cd. i learned rollercoaster, everytime i look for you, josie, and part of pathetic within this week. now i can pretty much just listen to the songs and learn how to play them by ear. anyway im gonna go now. goodbye all.
Bradley
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2003 26 July :: 2.58pm
I WANT YOU ALL TO TAKE THIS, I WANNA KNOW WHAT YOU ALL THINK
What do you really think of me?
HERE'S THE LINK FOR THE RESULTS
http://www.blunttruthgame.com/showratings.cfm?uid=302475
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