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2006 17 January :: 4.57pm
:: Mood: Painful
Well, my back isn't getting any better, if anything, it's getting worse. I might have to get a skin graph and some surgery done. we're suing the insurance company and the city of fort myers.. I had a meeting this morning with a lady from the insurance company and we talked about what happened and everything. I wish we could just get this all over with. This incident might just make me rich though. Last night I was really, really fucked up, i had to take these pills and i was puking and i couldnt even walk. I woke up this morning not able to walk or move really. I hope to god I get better soon.
On another note, I guess we're moving to Tennessee in a week or so. I don't really want to but that's what we're doing anyways. Yesterday we just got brand new 4-wheelers and im getting one once we move.
I guess that's about it for now. later.
Brad
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2006 17 January :: 1.59pm
:: Music: Bob Dylan - Blowing in the Wind
Everything reminds me of you.
Days like today are hard.
I hate memories.
Some times I wish they could all just go away.
Yeah, it's better to have loved and lost or whatever the fuck.
But, it's not easier. And I miss you every day and think about you every day. I just want you back. To this day I'd still take you back.
And that is pathetic and sad.
It wasn't like that for a while and now it is again.
I'm trying to be strong. Sometimes it works other times it just does't.
I wish I could throw all of what I remember in your face so you could miss me like I miss you. Did you just forget? Does it just not matter to you? Did it ever matter? I have a million questions that I'll never know the answer to.
I just want it to be over with.
When will it all be over with?
Nevermind. It makes no difference.
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2006 17 January :: 1.26pm
That's what I want.
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2006 17 January :: 12.57pm
I love YOU freezing rain.
Having the day off is nice, but I am awfully bored. It's quite all right though, I'll take a day of boredom to have a three day week.
When will we sing a new song, a new song? We're all asking the same damn question, POD. You suck and all your music sounds the same.
Bah. I can't wait for this year to be over. One more semester. I can't believe it. I'm a senior! Crazy. I really wish I could figure out what I am doing after High School though.
I'll get it.
Econ better be my only class with exams this week or I'm gonna have to kill a bitch.
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2006 16 January :: 1.00am
:: Music: Pink Floyd - Hey You
I have decided that Big Nasty is easily the coolest person on this earth.
I mean he fucking turned his room mates room into a bike course and has bike races. How does that not make you cool? I want to live with that kid for the rest of my life. Not because I have some crush on him or any shit like that, I just love to hear him talk, haha.
Anyway, this weekend was awesome, yet incredibly lame at the same time.
The laser light show was cool.
I am sick and I need sleep. I hope it's not the plague.
I miss you, Ashley! Get better soon, my dear.
Night assholes.
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2006 14 January :: 1.12pm
:: Music: Pink Floyd
Nothing interesting.
I'm going to Spring Hill. So, let me know if you're going and if you know anyone else that is. It doesn't really matter, I'm just curious.
Anyway.. I am excited for the laser light show tonight. I've never been to one, I hope it's cool.
Edit>> If you got senior pictures, I'd like one pleeeaassee. Even if we're not like really good friends. People tend to forget to give me a picture. *angry face
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2006 13 January :: 10.07pm
Tonight was fun.
I hung out with Sammie, Leah, and Courtany. We met up with a bunch of random guys I didn't know. It was pretty damn awkward, because they were all churchy and the girls there like hated us. But, Tim was cool. Like.. yeah.. I want to get to know Tim.. hahaha. Yeah.. let's just leave it at that. Ok, he's SEXY. I said it. There.
Anyway, I like hanging out with old friends and getting to know new people. It's so crazy how I seem to make new friends every week. I love it. I'm sad that it wasn't like this sooner.
Mishy.. it BETTER have been me. Cross your fingers for me, ahaha. Maybe we can watch Batman Begins and HIYA sometime. :)
Tomorrow is gonna be fun.
I really need to figure myself out.
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2006 12 January :: 8.25pm
:: Mood: annoyed
Read
http://www.nbc-2.com/articles/readarticle.asp?articleid=5490&z=3&p=
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2006 12 January :: 3.42pm
Blah, blah, BLAH.
Wow. Talk about egos.
You all need to get over yourselves. Honestly.
It's all highschool politics. Nothing's ever fair.
And that is that.
As for you. I can name at least ten people better than you right off the top of my head. You suck. But, just keep kissing up and being fake, it's cool.
It's so nice outside today. It's like spring.. but, I'm trying not to get too excited. It's supposed to snow Saturday.. :(
I can't wait for this weekend.
Pink Floyd and Big Nasty's. Can't get much better than that, haha.
Oh, and you're a bitch. =)
And JA Titan can go to hell! Actually.. I kind've enjoy it.. *winks
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2006 12 January :: 6.39am
:: Music: Ani Difranco - Not a Pretty Girl
Sorry.
I'm not a kitten stuck up a tree somewhere.
Don't you think every kitten figures out how to get down whether or not you ever show up?
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2006 11 January :: 9.05pm
Only new classes:
1) Communications-Young
[Fuck yeah. Seeing his perdy face bright and early will make me get up every morning, for sure.]
2)Wars-Hazel
Let me know if you're in either.
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2006 11 January :: 3.15pm
You're not funny, you're just an asshole.
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2006 9 January :: 10.54pm
So today I got to drive the new mustang, it was pretty sweet. My uncle said that he's gonna trade it in for a GT which will be even better.
Tomorrow morning we leave for Clearwater to start the 3 day boat trip, just me Chad and Jason, should be fun.
I guess in a year we're going to move to Tennessee, it's going to be real cheap living and im going to be doing a lot of traveling. I'll be doing construction with Chad. I guess im not doing the bartending after all. We have new plans, better one's. But there's a lot of money to be made and a lot of things to do.
Well, not that anyone cares, but, i shall update with recent news soon enough.
Brad
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2006 8 January :: 9.37pm
It's all in good fun, kids.
Read more..
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2006 8 January :: 9.19pm
:: Mood: something like happiness
:: Music: Elvis - I got a woman
long ass day
Made it to Florida, got into a small accident..but i'm alive. The house is really nice. It's big and new, I like it. I'll take some pictures soon and post them for all of you to see.
It still hasn't sunk in that I live here now, but it will soon enough.
Tuesday we're going to take the boat from st. petersburg to here. It's going to be a 3 day trip. I'm sure we'll see some dolphins and shit.(mom helped with that sentence =)
Anywho, later.
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2006 6 January :: 10.49pm
Tired.
I love this.
He's making me realize that I am not perfect and I have to get over myself. I mean.. like, I can't just dish things out and not take them back. He doesn't just let me say what I want and then be all sweet back. He's blunt. He's honest. He's militant. And I like it. I don't need some fake ass, lovey dovey attitude.
And it's not like he's an asshole to me. It's not that at all. He just isn't fake and doesn't let me get away with being a bitch without him being a dick back. It just works and I like it.
I don't care if I sound crazy. I am very lippy and I need someone to let me know it.
Goodnight.
I can't wait for tomorrow.
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2006 6 January :: 1.08pm
:: Mood: unsure
:: Music: silence
The end.
Well, the day has come. It's a lonely day, it's a sad day..for some. But, I'm leaving for Florida tomorrow morning. With all of my stuff, I'll be gone for good. It's been fun everyone, I guess you'll see me again someday.
Anyway, to make this short and sweet, I'll miss you all. Goodbye.
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2006 5 January :: 9.42pm
Devin asked me out and...
I said no.
Now, don't get any ideas. It was handled well and I had my reasons. I told him we need to hang out a few more times and when he knows, and I mean really knows, he can ask me in person.
I want things to go right with all of this.
And I want to be entirely honest with him.
He completely understood and thought it was for the best.
He said he didn't even want to ask me this way, he just felt like he had to and couldn't wait.
I understand completely, because I feel like I want to be with him as well. But, I know it's not smart for either of us right now.
We'll see what happens.
He's so great and I want things to go perfectly and to last. I don't want some lame one month thing.
So, in the end handling it how I did was a very good idea.
I don't want to lose this kid and I won't. Whether we date or stay friends, I want him there. And he will be.
With all that said, goodnight.
I am so glad tomorrow is Friday.
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2006 4 January :: 9.11pm
Hah.
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Devin: You hate me apparently..
Stacy: I didn't say that!
Devin: Stacy: Ew, no I hate you!
Stacy: Hahaha.
Devin: Got you there!
Stacy: Yeah, pretty much.
Hahaha.
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2006 4 January :: 3.26pm
Awe, Mikey (Brad's cousin) got me a printer for Christmas! He ordered one offline and got it sent to my house (it's a Canon and it's so nice!) I got home and there was this huge box on my bed, haha.
It's such a thoughtful gift. He knows I want to be a photographer and I take most of my pictures digitally so he wanted to get me a nice printer for making a portfolio (to eventually get a job in the photography field). I can't wait to use it.
I am just so excited. Thanks Mikey! It's nice to know at least one person from that family doesn't hate me.
I love how unselfish some people are. He doesn't even want anything back, except some of the pictures I've taken. :)
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