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2004 14 June :: 1.12am
:: Mood: hyper
:: Music: Foolish --ashanti *old i knw*
Cant get no better than being here wif you..
Well lets see here, nothing really going on. got mah new livejournal perrtty. Very happy with mahself lol. Thans to steph n ash. <3.
Though i still luhv woohu..soo much. Mah background and everything there, is just AWESUM!!! wheeee hehe. =) I think ima keep woohu going too tho. Depends. We'll see =)
Got mah hair done today, its lovely. Well not really, well yea, i dont know, havent decided yet, i dont know bout th brown, but the highlights are cute. =p lol. Wanna see? Course course, everyone wants to see ugly ass meh *that ryhmed omg lol*
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Well time for bed, or mayb ill stay up n talk to britt whie she doesnt hate meh lol. I <3 u britty. Well nighty night every1.
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2004 13 June :: 2.37pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: everyb0dyz f0ol
clip my wings - with0ut y0u i cant fly
`last night me megan amber n miSsy went to tip of the park -- think thats what its called? its outside and theres bands movies f0od krazii people .. theze 3 kiddz gave amber a sign that said y0uve g0t gr8 ann arb0r b0obz - congragulations! s0o im lyyk why didnt i get one?! and then theyy gave me 3 =] -- l0l *
g0t h0me r0und 12iish - fell asleep round 1 .. nick called me r0und 1:3o s0 i w0ke up n talked t0 him .. we were both really tired n lyk fallin asleep .. l0l .. why didnt u open it?!! ommmg.. im g0nna kill muhself seriously im gonna kill myself NO i didnt jus sayy that .. oo god i wanna kill myself .. lma0 i l0ve y0u *!
i miss kaela =[
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2004 12 June :: 6.06pm
:: Mood: loved
:: Music: yesterday..
3 months.
seems like forever .
ive never felt this way before
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2004 11 June :: 1.16pm
*HUGS* TOTAL!
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Get hugs of your own
give me hugz babiiz =] commment n tell me how many u left
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2004 11 June :: 1.04pm
:: Mood: depressed
Brittany marie gamester i luhv u more than ive ever loved anyone ur the best friend that ive ever had i dont know wtf i would do without you plz dont leave meh, plz plz plz seirously you are mah life, NOBODY ELSE!! Your mah best friend, i dont knwo wtf to do i luhv u mroe than anything i cant live w/o you plz dont do this to meh i dont know wat to do, plz plz plz ='(
I need you in mah life, id ont give a fuck who i have to give up jus for you, i would give up anything and everyone and i will if you want plz jus dont fuckin leave meh, plz oh plz. Id be ntohing without you, plz. Omg ims orry im sooo soo srry plz plz plz dont fuckin leave meh!!!!! ='(
I take anything and everythign ive ever said bak jus plz dont fuckin leave meh britany marie gamester!!!!
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2004 10 June :: 10.55pm
:: Mood: uncomfortable
How could i live w/o you..?
Well today was, uhm shitty. mah 2 best friends gettin into a huge fight Wif meh stuck in the middle Oh well, it aint got shit to wif meh. let em argue. i aint stickin up for nobody
Brittany Marie, im soo srry for everything. I hate wat happened, and im soo sorry for not stickin up fo ryou 2 babii gurl. I really am truely sorry and i hope u can forgive meh i luhv u.
Ali jean im sorry to u 2. Im sorry that u went through all dis shit. And yeah i still luhv u more than anythin, but, its juss ur talkin shit bout britt, and dats uhm mah best friend, (one of) and u know how much she means to meh, i jus cant believe u would do dat to meh. But i still luv u and hope u dont hate meh.
And malissa babes, im really sorry for not talkin and for being a bitch and for everythin. I know im not surposed to be sorry but i still am and yeah i luv u soo much sweetheart. your the besterest. *mwuz*
<33 Jillane <33
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2004 10 June :: 10.05pm
:: Mood: dramatic
:: Music: M0vie - d0nn0 which 0ne
drama, drama, drama. ive been cryin alot lately, and i never cry.. ugh everything is just going wrong.
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2004 10 June :: 3.52pm
Fine fuck it, both of you go ahead n hate meh!! I didnt fuckin do anything, but go ahead n hate meh, ill jus fuckin leave!! ='(
I thought u were btoh mah best friends?! ='(
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2004 10 June :: 11.34am
:: Mood: exhausted
:: Music: Southside --sum1 n ashanti
Its all for yoo..all of it.
Well, Dat was an interestin b day. Didnt really do much. Hung out at home all day. Then went shoppin n dinner wif Jelly. [mah step dad] The one person that i hate more than any1. Comes home early, and takes meh out. weird.. =D
Talked to the wonderful Brittany Marie like all day 2. It was nice to talk wif her again I miss her, n' all we used to say n do. Also talked wif mah babii Ali jean!! dat was fun. And funny lol. *ur still preganet* heh I luhv them both soo much. <3. Also found out sum sad stuff that chelsie thought buot meh..=( im sorry
Well thats it. For now. I finally got mah gansta pix [by da way, we knw its not really gansta lol] on here [lmfa0 arial n tiff *fifi*] Wanna see it. I knew u did =p [dont mind josh w's finga in da pix lol.]
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2004 10 June :: 10.35am
:: Mood: happy
Happy b day to meh!!
NwVolleyballa: happy b-day
painted mote: HAPPY BIRTHDAY
Nw BizAller 20: HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
BecKy DaWn 2: happy birthday jillian:-D
SHOTglassvodka: awww happy birthday!
x0 obsession: HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
xXSnGirlXx: Happy Birthday!!
Chasesbay1718: HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!
SuN 2BaBE: happy birthday my darling!:-D
KiwiShake: wait happy b-day i love u
BlondieC x: HAPPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
RachL00: Happy b day skank!!!8-)
SwEeTsUgAkIsEz:HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY JILLANE
15 YEARS OLD WOOHOO, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH BABES!
Lower Core: happy bday beautiful babbiii girly
gLor c H ee R: Jillian Elizabeth Dahms i hope you have/Are having the bes birthday ever! Happy big 1-3
i luhv alla mah frienz, thanx to
every1 who made mah b day special. It means
a whole lot to meh, thank u all soo much!!
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2004 9 June :: 11.29am
:: Mood: drained
:: Music: `*piecez 0f mee
You know me better than i ever knew my self -*
Im s0 tired i wanna stay in the fcukin bed forever ..
Laurie PiCked me up.. n went to the m0viez..met brett,paul, grace, j0sh, n megan saw harry p0tter 3 -- reallie LONG n kinda b0ring =/
then megan left n the rest 0f us went bak 2 amber'z .. watched Monster again <-- krazii m0vie ! then went t0 sleep..
Waz lazy m0st the dayy -- then me n amber finally g0t up n went bike ridin -- i havnt rid a bike since i was lyk 8 .. n this guy was stalkin uS - l0l n then brett n paul came 0ver & we went bak to their h0use.. played f0otball g0 l0ng g0 l0ng - i am l0ng ... l0l .. a TENT !! .. n we played 0n bretts drumz -- can i bang on ur drumz? -- l0l .. n t hen we went n got Ice cream i g0t amber wild =] .. we g0t a sundae with everythin NON ch0clate 0n it - l0l eww... n we g0t piXxy stix .. lets g0 up there.. naw.. and hav sex.. OKAY! lol went home round 12iish
Went t0 sch0ol w/ amber.. that was reallie fun saw al0tta ppl i really miSsed .. after sch0ol me amber n sully went 2 bretts 2 swim.. amber leeft lyk 5 minutes after n then we all went n g0t ice cream again =] -- kan i bring the br0om -- kan i eat this t0mat0e-- l0l.. sully fed me ch0clate icce cream l0l thn my mom picked me up n we came hoome
sat a round all day =] lol then maddy came over n she was bein a real bitch n sayin abuncha shit 2 nick =/ ..
.. t0day is jillyz bday so im gonna go over there later on =]
I get s0 scared
that 0ne dayy y0ur
g0nna wake up
`nd reliSe wat ive
always knew -
y0ur way t0o
g0od 4 me `
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2004 9 June :: 12.33am
:: Mood: pleased
YaYaYaY!!
Its mah b day everyone!! =)
--Tho im only 15 its one big step to 16 lol
Guess wat everyone? i got a better b day present den you!!
..I get to see mah babii Brittany *mwuz* hehe.
<33 Jillane <33
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2004 9 June :: 12.26am
happy `15th birthday jillane elizabeth dahms..
y0ur 0lder then me n0w =/ .. i l0ve y0ou s0 much babii d0ll !!
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2004 8 June :: 6.10pm
:: Mood: happy
The two most impostant things in mah life rite here..
Thats mah best friend Brittany Marie *damn gansta* Gamester!! lol
And thats mah other best friend Ali Jean Maloney!!
I luhv y0o both more than anything in the world!! Dont ever forget dat!! *mwuz*
When I was running out of faith...
You still believed in me and never let me fall
And the times I lost my way...
You're the one who held me up and brought me through it all
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2004 8 June :: 5.58pm
KrAzEd BlOnDiE69: IM GONNA STAB U WITH A SPOON!!!!!
BaBii roO 2 9: IM GONNA DROWN U IN D ATOILET!!
KrAzEd BlOnDiE69: OOOO YA WELL IM GONNA STRANGLE U WITH A SOCK!
<3. memories.
i know now
i will never
find someone like y0u
so promise me
we will never let go
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