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2003 19 July :: 9.24 pm
:: Mood: silllllyyy
:: Music: Linkin Park- Easier To Run
Ok...
OK! So i changed the background again. I promise this will be the last time. lol I dled more brushes for psp and i was inspired to make another background and it turned out better than my other bg.
Jesse and I are gunna get presents for dannies bday. lol I'm gettin her the Black Eyed Peas cd and jesses going to get her a 100 pack of pencils (inside joke) and we're going to combine our presents together and say its from "Jesse & amy" lol. Jesses great. lol funny kid.
I made up a new word today. Biznotch. Yeah...my usual Bizotch with an N added in it. Thus creating the awesome word..."Biznotch". it has flava to it dont you think? lol
When I turn 18 i'm going to change my last name to Biznotch. lol that would be funny. Everyone would like writing my last name...."Amy Biznotch" i love it.
Aries still in Colorado. Boo ya. No actually I take back that boo ya cuz i'm saddened that shes gone. I have no one to be anti-social with. That really blows too. blows big biznotches. lol
I must go....
I have a date with my diet coke...
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2003 19 July :: 1.07 am
:: Mood: Awake
:: Music: The Used- Buried myself alive
Just got done watching 10 things i hate about you
Almost always pick the best time
to drop the worst lines
almost made me cry again this time
another false alarm
red flashing lights
well this time i'm not going to watch myself die
i think i made a game to play your game and let myself cry
buried myself alive on the inside
so i could shut you out
let you go away for a long
timmmmmmmmme
i guess its ok i puked the day away
i guess its better you trapped yourself in your own way
and if you want me back
your gonna have to ask
nicer than thatttttt
My foot on your neck
I finally have you
Right where I want you
Right were I want you
Right were i want youuuuuuuuuuu
Right where I want youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
- The Used.
Arie called me on her moms cell from Colorado. It was nice to hear from her. I miss her alot. and thats the truth. Lets take a walk down memory lane.
6th grade..someone ims me. Arie. We didnt know who we were talking to we just talked...i dont remember about what though. After awhile we met eachother at school. And thats how it got started. I really got to know her pretty good and we've been through the same things mentally atleast and we like the same kind of music. I think I have found a friend who can be there.....forever. No matter what....even though we have our own problems and there has been some periods of time where we havent gotten to talk to eachother but we still have a connection. I truely love that girl as a friend. I wish more people could see what shes all about. Theres a side of her that I dont think she lets out much but she wants to......Shes a great friend. Someone who you dont want to let slip away. She truely doesnt know how much she has to offer. Shes great.
-random burst of singing- "This is the last sooonnnggg"-AAR-Last Song
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2003 18 July :: 9.22 pm
:: Mood: Amazed
:: Music: none
Ahh...
If I add anything more to my background..it might explode. I love it. FINALLY- SOMETHING INTERPRETIVE. Just sit and stare at everything in it and try to figure out what it could mean.
I love my little woohu! gimma a hug! lol
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2003 18 July :: 5.42 pm
:: Mood: Hungry
:: Music: Weezer-The Sweater song
I've come unddoonnnneeee
EEEK! I AM SO ready for school to start. I couldnt go campin w/ dannie but thats ok We will hang out before school starts probably. Get the whole gang over to hang and watch movies.
-sings randomly-WATCH IT UNRAVEL I'LL SOOONNN BE NAKEEDD
I love weezer.
I was talking to Micaela O'hara about the slide show on hyperstudio that i made of mr.crosby. That thing almost made me pee my pants. Well it starts out with mr crosby yelling "PUSH EQUALS OR I SHOOT YOU!" then he pulls out a gun and has a ski mask on and then he goes and smokes a ciggarette and starts on fire then ends up as a pile of ashes ... .I hope it saved to my school file!!!!
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2003 17 July :: 7.05 pm
:: Mood: tired-crappy
:: Music: Smile Empty Soul- Bottom of a bottle
Today
Its pretty shitty looking out. It made me wanna take a nap. I almost fell asleep but I didnt want to miss my internet time. I think I'm keeping my journal like this for now. I like it. It has character.
Bordom strikes me. So does lack of self confidence. I will find a solution to this soon...hopefully :-/
Night.
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2003 17 July :: 3.24 pm
:: Mood: ok
:: Music: Watchin peoples court
Woohooo!!
Tomorrow I'm possibly leaving to go to Dannies cottage with Steph and maybe some other people. We're still trying to get Jesse to go but we dont know if he can yet..
It might just be steph and I with dannie. Other than that david, jeff, and jimmy might go.
I hope its gunna be fun!!
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2003 16 July :: 7.35 pm
:: Mood: full!
:: Music: AAR-Last song and now..Weezer-The Sweater Song
Today.
I got to know him one year. We got really close and it was great. We use to make eachother laugh so hard we'd almost pee our pants. I think I almost did once. I'd cry becasue I'd laugh so hard. Those times were so great. I havent laughed that hard since 5th grade. 5th grade was the funniest year I've ever experienced in my life. Every fucking day...it was hillarious because of the guys I hung out with. It was so god damn hilarious. I saw him today and it made me feel different...He was a good friend. I've missed him.
I think I need to lay off with the whole plasma ray thing LMAO Kyle went back to calling me a crackhead just like the good old days lol
I think I'm excited for school.
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2003 16 July :: 2.36 am
:: Mood: ok
:: Music: AAR- Last song
This is the last songggg
I have alot of thinkin to do. I wish the keyboard didnt sound so loud when i typed.
I long for back to school shopping. I'm ready to take this bull on by the horns.
Its like starting over again.
Jenny Jones is about to do makeovers Schweet. I love watching make overs.
Guess what? I have to pee lol omg its weird as soon as i get on the computer i have to pee.
i'm out
gunna pee
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2003 14 July :: 2.17 am
:: Mood: Cold
:: Music: none
pEE
PEEEEEEEEEEE YET AGAIN I HAVE TO PEEEEE!
Its freaky in the house without parents. Whos going to protect ya from the boogie man ya know? lol It is scary though. My house gets dark. I hate darkness. I'm taking full advantage of my freedom. I havent cleaned all day...and I slept the day away. But it was sunday and like nothing was on tv. Atleast tomorrow I'll have some stuff to watch like game shows, TLC, and soap operas lol.
Well hows everyones summer? Mines ok. I just wish it wasnt going by so fast. I'm getting use to this whole sleeping thing. And not GOING TO SCHOOL. Umm..nothing is really new with me. I'm probably going to go see a movie with Arie and Zach if he goes at all. Its either Pirates of the Caribbean or Charlies angels. I dont know both seem like good movies but Pirates of the Caribbean has Orlando Bloom in it. -Droolss- LOTR lol I love that movie
I better go. Its like the crack of dawn!
Goodmorning!! lol
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2003 12 July :: 6.56 pm
:: Mood: Bloated lol
:: Music: 12 Stones- Broken
If you want to destroy my sweatterrrrr (whoa whoa whoa).. Hold it steady as I walk away.. (As I walk awayyy!) Watch me unravel.. I'll soon be nakedddd.. (Laying on the floor) Lying on the floor, I've
lol
Smile and the world smiles with you; Fart and you stand alone.- Arie Chanz
-beewww- lol
You havent experienced a Quiznos sub..until you have..experienced a Quiznos sub...lol droolllss...its not better than olgas though. http://www.oglaskitchen.com
I'm bored. um... less than 15 hrs until my parents leave. thank god ..there will be peace for once. and i get their bed XD finally...the comfy bed will be minnnnneeeee bwhahahahahahaaa! Rusty and I will rule the house.
i'm out .
rusty is my kitty by the way lol. We call him Rusty Nail..or as refured to by Kayla...Steve lol
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2003 11 July :: 8.19 pm
:: Mood: none
:: Music: none
eh..
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2003 10 July :: 7.35 pm
:: Mood: feh..
:: Music: none
Eh.
I'm bored. I dont want to go to school.
Feh.
I'm sick of everything but I dont know what everything is.
People need to update more. I dont have anyones journal to read. My parents are leaving sunday. Thank god. I cant wait for them to leave.
I'm out
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2003 9 July :: 7.34 pm
:: Mood: confused
:: Music: 3rd Eye Blind- Thanks A lot
I WASNT INVITED!
Today was boring.
I made enchilladas...greatness..eh? Yeah.. They were good but incredibly filling.
I think my mom doesnt have blood or organs...shes totally only filled with bull shit.
I dont know where I stand with some of my "friends".. I guess I'm just confused about it all...maybe the decision I made was good...for me.. I need to hang out with Carinna more. She gets me....shes a great person and I can say I've never been mad at her before. Shes honest with me and shes just fun to chill with.
Camping with arie was cool and I cant stress that enough. Not only did i get to get out of the house, I got to hang out with Arie more which is always good. We need to do some more mingling and we need to be anti-social together while I watch her play FFX!
x DrAGoNregina x: you fruity fruit fruit
What kind of normal person would want to watch other people play FFX? That would be me...its great...and now thats all I think about.
i'm out
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2003 6 July :: 7.56 pm
:: Mood: Tired
:: Music: none
I use to have night terrors when I was little
I had a long nap when I got home from going up to traverse city with Arie-Chanz. I had a great time. and managed to loose some of my ghostly appearence. That nap felt soo good...I feel like I'm still high. lol.
I had a dream that I was hanging out with Snoop Dogg on the 2nd level of Valley View playground. lol omg I always have dreams about Valley View. Creeepppyy. I do love that playground though lol.
Its official.. SoBe is officially my favorite drink ever.. Well it comes in 3rd place to ice water and diet coke. Then comes the Strawberry banana SoBe.
I'm out I'm exhausted.
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2003 3 July :: 2.03 pm
:: Mood: I have to pee
:: Music: Meow Mix Comercial
I have to PEE
Sorry Arie, I changed the background lol..I still love u.
UT OH 2 HOURS TILL I GO TO ARIES... I HAVE TO TAKE A SHOWER!
I will be gone Thursday-Sunday. On a mysterious journey with Arie Lynn Reath Chanz. We will be sleeping in a tent and having sex and staring contests with the blinds. This by far, will be the best trip every. Maybe even better than last summers? HOW DARE I SAY THAT ...nothing can beat last summers with the peanutbutter and the eyebrow movements!!!! I'm sorry I even said that this could be better. But oh it will.. Hot guys underneath the fireworks like last time.
Amy: "Hot guys to our left!!"
Jessie:-looks and there are little kids playing in the sand- "AMY! YOU CHILD MOLLESTER!"
Amy: "NOOO! YOUR OTHER LEFT!!!"
-everyone looks-
lol good times.
And there was the tubing
Arie: "I'm going to flip us."
Amy:-gasps- "DONT YOU DAREEEE" lol
As aries riding on the back of the wave runner watching me on the tube she can hear me faintly screaming "Arrrieeee" lol
CANT WAIT TO LEAVE!
BUT I MUST GO!
TAKE A SHOWER!! WISH ME FUN!!
LOL I have to stalk kyle on the online web cams at excelleration now..TTYL!
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