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2003 2 March :: 8.01 pm
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Quiz
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2003 2 March :: 7.30 pm
:: Mood: content
:: Music: 50 Cent- In Da Club
Today, the weekend
Damnit another weekend to fly by. It seemed long I guess? Oh weeelll, I've gotten the hard parts over so far, confrences, l.a. paper, us history hw and quiz, us history map...The worst is probably yet to come..damnit lol.
I cant wait till we go to Flordia, It will be awesome. Some of us get to go to Cancun..*cough cough* Julie... How I despise you..yes admire you so... LOL i HOPE spring break wont be like all the other spring breaks...were my parents drag us everywhere and to flea markets...which I dont really mind too much about flea markets kick ass....I shall tell you about my last spring break-
Got sick while we were on the plane..came down with the stomach flu the whole time I was there. So at the flea market I had to sit in the car for the rest of it because I got dehidrated and started feeling sick and dizzy. While my family was out having fun and eating at the Emril Lagasse restaurant in Orlando at Universal Studios I sat in our hotel...BUT our hotel was like a delux with a living room and like a juicebar and master bedroom with 2 closits and a beautiful 3rd floor view and 2 tvs. We're talking like a grand a night hotel room that we got for basicly 300$ FOSho! They screwed up our rooms and we had to wait awhile at check in so they gave us a room upgrade..the juice bar had everything....even GUMMY BEARS....and condoms LOL. My favorite thing was the terrycloth bathrobe that they had freshly clean and hanging in the closit..i took it and wore it the whole time we were there. After we left we found out we could have taken anything from the juice bar and wouldnt have gotten charged for it...that means i could have taken the damn gummy bears and THE BATHROBE! DAMNIT I WANTED THAT BATHROBE IT WAS SO DAMN AWESOME..but i was in the hotelroom with my ears like burning and with a fever...but I still enjoyed my time there...
Although when I got back at school my nose was sunburn and Joe Martain called me rudolph for like a week...damn him...
I hope this spring break will rock socks! We rented a 2 bedroom condo with a living room, 2 bedroom, 2 bathroom,kitchen, belcany/deck, poolside and beach front access. IT should rock..i'm hoping for hot guys.
Guess who else is staying like by the same condo we are? Mrs. Amy Banfield..our lovely science teachers sister in law and her husband...interresttinggg..... For those of you who are my Valley View posse...Mrs. Banfields sister in law is Mrs. Thenis or Mrs. Penis as she was called... lol
I best be leaving ...I gotta take a showwa!!
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2003 1 March :: 8.01 pm
:: Mood: Silly
:: Music: Innocent- Our Lady Peace
Today woo... I have to pee so bad.
Today was actually pretty boring. I tried to finish my cloning essay but I still have 2 paragraphs to do then I have to type up a bibliography! No biggy, wont take me that long to do. Other than that I have no homework. I have to pee really bad. lol I plan to start going tanning this week! WEEE!! TAN TAN!! I wont look like a white trash salad anymore..god i have to pee...EEEEEEEEE! I wanna go to champion on tuesday or whatever days i donno yet but i'll go to champion thats fosho! I have to pee... ok ok ok i'll pee soon lol. Today was gay then...really gay..... ... .. ... ... I'm tired must sleep soon. Pee Time
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2003 28 February :: 7.10 pm
:: Mood: Ok
:: Music: The Anthem- GC
Today.
BRB real quick gotta go the bathroom lol...
AND I'M BACK!
Well today we got out of school @10:40 which rocked. When i got home my mom asked me if I wanted to go shopping. This came as a shock to me. OK so we went to rivertown and I saw little dudderar (Aly)lol and I wondered if Julie was there....lol But ne ways i got some shorts and althetic pants from DEB and a skirt and tank tops with some cute sandals from Old Navy. Like right in the middle of check out at deb my mom acted all irritated that i was buying stuff...what a bitch...if she didnt want me to buy stuff she shouldnt have offered to take me.
Anyways whatever.
I figured i'd do a little moments thing.
Wearing: Gap zip up hoodie and velor AE pj bottoms.
Eating: nothin
Drinking: My Diet Coke from McD's
Thinking: Aww look at the kitty sleep.
Playlist:
Evenescene- Bring me to life
Dishwalla- somewhere in the middle
Good charlotte- the antthem
3 doors down- When i'm gone
Ja Rule&Ashanti-Mesmorized.
the end lol
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2003 26 February :: 1.36 pm
:: Mood: aggravated
:: Music: none
Ugh..
Yeah.. I got a 85% on my US History test and I'll probably get extra credit on my notebooks...my mom said that I can go to cedar pointe now. She acts like I should take it as a big privilage...she shoudnt have threatned to take it away..I have to spend most of my afternoon in my moms class room...she yells at her kids in her rooom likes she does us... I dont understand why she needs that feeling of empowerment over people like that. I have a headach. I'm not exactly thrilled to be here right now. I endured all that yelling and crying lastngiht for nothing....basiclsy nothing...that makes me mad. I cant just emotionally break down just for fun...it hurts and i'm stilll pissed.
Today in the morning I started to cry. I signaled to the bathroom because I didnt want to make a dramatic scean. I cant believe I did it...but it felt soo good to cry...I'm tired of having to hold it in so people think that I am happy when I'm not. My eyes were blood shot for the rest of the day..I can still feel them burning.I'm online right now and my moms acting like she doesnt care...so what? am i ungrouned? All that yelling at me...verbal abuse...I hate people yelling at me and treating me like i'm stupid and acting like I cant cry...I hate it...I'm pissed...this will be another scar. Scars heal but they never go away..thats exactly how I look at this...but I dont think I'll forgive her...I'm always going to be short with her...the less she knows the better.
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2003 26 February :: 6.38 am
:: Mood: depressed
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The dragon reers its ugly head once again....
Grounded. I’ve been grounded like a 17 year old who got caught in the house smoking pot…how does that even relate to a C-. U.S. history, C-. I started off bad in the class. I can raise it, its no big deal! Try telling that to my mom. She went ballistic. She tried to make me feel like I was stupid. I’m not. Grounded of the internet, grounded from volley ball games, grounded from any after school activities, grounded from dances, grounded from the lock in, grounded off phone, grounded from seeing friends or going to their houses….Grounded from Cedar Pointe. Shes also going to request a weekly progress report from Dekraker, wow..trying to make me feel more stupid now?
The one thing I’ve been waiting for since elementary school..seeing the “big kids” go to Cedar Point with all their friends..taken away….My mom went wayyyyy out of line this time. I’m not talking much to her at the moment but if she doesn’t have me go to Cedar Point….she can plan on me never talking to her. I spent most of the night pissed and crying. Filled with rage as I threw stuff across my room. My eyes still burn….I’m so pissed. Forgive me god, I hate my mom. Theses are not just words…they are absorbed emotions and feelings of hate. She really did it this time…
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2003 24 February :: 6.52 pm
:: Music: Anthem-Good charlotte
Things..
Things these days are Ok I guess. I have so much homework tonight. So much..so frustrating. I have to finish my essay and like a jazillion entrys in my notebook...its going to be a loonggg night.
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2003 23 February :: 7.08 pm
:: Mood: Content
:: Music: none
And then there was light...
Ahhh yes..today is Sunday once again. I hate Sundays..the fear of Monday is always there. Actually I dont mind going to school its the whole waking up part.
Today...well...I tried to finish every bit of my U.S. History extra credit..still not done..i'll finish tomorrow. I also have to finish my notebook...then in L.A. I have a cloning debate essay I have to work on....then a slidshow in science and a science project due soon...I think thats all I have to worry about for now. That and conferences. I will probably get my ass wooped. One C i think..thats it.. No big deal..but I know my mom will ground me off the internet. US History isnt my class mkkay.
Dinner was gross...I hate food at the moment lol. But we have a bazillion of subway stamps...free subs yay.
I think someone may like me...but i dont like this person in return..this person confuses me. Sorry no hard feelings. I could be wrong though maybe they dont like me.
Dear lord...hot guys lol
I have the best fantasys...lol you cant even imagin...
*Drool* Damn hes so fioonee...
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2003 21 February :: 2.42 pm
:: Mood: Hot lol
:: Music: nothin
4 day weekend for Amay.
I stayed home today again.. I feel sick..achy. I could probably get worse if i did go to school..everyone is sick. I got an email today and it confused me but made me smile...theresa you must tell me your insite on it...:-D. he is fiooneee...but the guy who i want to mold into someone but cant you know? I hope he matures soon lol. I've been going crazy I havent seen a certain someone in a longggg time...Note to self: Must see soon. lol. I'm going to go ..my moms going to be calling soon.. If we had a damn emmerson as seen on Tv switch board I wouldnt have to be getting off. GRRRRRRRRRRRRRR lol.
Peace..
Oh yeah... New picture at the top. New Song. Its a temp song i think until i decide on a cooler one lol.
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2003 20 February :: 11.47 am
I'm going to remodel my journal soon.
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2003 20 February :: 11.04 am
:: Mood: Sick
The scent of cherries reminds me of my kiddy lip gloss
I stayed home today because I didnt feel good. I think i caught someones cold. It feels good to stay home though. I NEED to catch on on some sleep. Yeah...my day has been boring so I'll write about yesterday
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Yesterday was just another day like always nothing really that funny. Kennen pushed me in the snow on the way home...that ahole lol. He killed spoon (inside joke.haha Jesse)and that was about it....
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I think i'm starting to like someone who maybe i'm not supose to. Maybe i just like the idea of it. The idea of that maybe he likes me too..hes taken though..by a friend..
Theres still only one person who can manage to make me squeel out of excitement. I dont think i'll ever be dont liking him. Hes the only person who knows who I am and likes me for that. I have a feeling...may be he likes me too? When hes around me with his friends he acts different..not in a bad way..he just acts like he has to impress me some how..I'm already impressed *drools* lol.
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2003 18 February :: 7.32 pm
:: Mood: Confoozed
:: Music: none
Today..Today..psh..
Yes today was just another day. Krystal seems to always get upset and down alittle into second hour. Everyone complains about it. I'm actually interesting on what shes feeling..I know how she feels.. If i wasnt able to hold it together or try to think positive i'd be exactly how she is. I know theres something wrong i just wish she would talk to me about it..or atleast talk to someone so i'd know everything is ok. Some people have given up on her...just waiting for her to get through whatever she's dealing with. It may not be the biggest thing in the whole wide world but I know how she feels..and my problems sometimes feel that way too..I want to know whats wrong but if she doesnt want to tell then i will respect that...we all have our issues..dont hate appreciate. And i now offically dont believe in the saying "Things could be 10 times worse" Sure they could be..but whatever your going through now hurts and you just cant stop what and how you are feeling...think about it until you understand.
I donno I hate the bus. Especially the immature guys on the bus who sexually harass you and slip date rape into your oxygen. They have like....special powers like harry potter. The bus totally sucks..If they ask me one more fuckin question i will slap them lol. I get frustrated easily. If people havent notice.. and dont take my silence as rudeness...I have trouble finding words in certain amouts of time in front of people. 3 MORE DAYS. I cant wait till the weekend so I can sleep in once again. I hate waking up.
Be patient people. There are problems that will be worse later on than just middle school trama
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2003 17 February :: 6.44 pm
:: Music: None
Today....
Today was boring. Dannie when home sick poor dannie. Theresa wasnt here today either..poor theresa.. Eh. Tonight isnt my online night but my mom and dad are at H&R Block..thats never good...something to do with loans i think? I have no clue. Its nothing too serious i dont think..Yesh so I had carinna ride da bus home with me and we went to champion. Of course kennen sexually harrassed carinna on the bus. I knew it was going to happen..I should have warned her. Then we went to Lindseys vball game.I saw emily there. Her hair was super cute she will have to show me how to do it some time lol. I should have tried out for volleyball! I WISH I WOULD HAVE!! oo back to champion... No one was there except for Abu, Zach Eldgrige(sry i know i probably slottered the last name), and David Engmark. NO OTHER NORTH PEOPLE.. i know carinna was disapointed lol. jk...Yeah school sucked as usual blah blah blah and I make some DAMN GOOD GRILLED CHEESE TOO! mm....DR.PEPPER!
i G2G
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2003 15 February :: 11.05 pm
:: Mood: SHOPPING DEPRIVED
:: Music: Mall music
HOLY FUDGE!...SOMEONE CALL 911 AMYS HAVIN A STROKE!
Ok...it was weird...something just hit me..like *BOOOM!* AMERICAN EAGLE HAS NEW CLOTHES IN...SHEELY JUST WENT SHOPPING TODAY FOR THE 100000 TIME THIS WEEK...AND SHE STILL HAS 200$ LEFT AT AE.. HOLY FUDGE! I'D DIE IF I HAD 200$ AT AE..DO YOU REALIZE HOW MUCH I COULD BUY WITH THAT ESPECIALLY WITH ALL THE SALES GOIN ON UP IN HEERRRE. SERIOUSLY...I NEED SHOPPING RIGHT NOW RIGHT HERE...NO MONEY.. I AM BROKE...MY MOM WOULDNT GIVE ME MONEY IF HER LIFE DEPENDED ON IT...I THINK I'M GOING TO DIE FROM LACK OF SHOPPING...SOMEONE PLEASE SLAP ME IN THE FACE WITH A FRESH STACK OF BENJAMINS! BREATHE AMY BREATHE.....I CAN NOT STRESS HOW MUCH SHOPPING MEANS TO ME....HOLY FUDGE...CANT...FEEL...RIGHT ....ARM...HAVING ....STROKE.......MUST....SMELL...THE...FREASH ....SCENT...OF...MONEY...
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2003 15 February :: 10.56 pm
I wish i had some money...got dammit the shopping is tempting me again.
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