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2004 1 June :: 6.51pm
The dishsoap smelled good for some reason today...
Glad I'm not in the discusion on gays with my mom upstairs.... There's nothing wrong with gay people.. They shouldn't even be called gay they should be called a human being just like every single one of us. Gay guys are hot...sometimes. My mom can be so ignorant and plus I think she's a racist. What a bitch...
Exam day 2...I think I'll do better than I did today...:-/
I only have a couple more pages, as I said before, in my notebook. I used up 2 lastnight just regualar writing and getting started on a new poem. I can't wait until summer has officially started so I can get started sitting outside and writing...I hope there aren't a lot of bees out though..if so I'll have to write inside then.. lol
later
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2004 1 June :: 12.43pm
:: Mood: aggravated
I think I fucked up.
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2004 31 May :: 8.18pm
Wow how many times am I going to update today? Who knows.
3 days...only 3 more fucking days. Not even really... I get out at 11 I think..by the time I get home on the bus more like 11:30 grr..
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2004 31 May :: 4.23pm
:: Music: Sevendust-Seasons
Erg.
She is the epitome of everything I hate....
Pray for me. I have to ride the bus tomorrow, oh and for my math exam. I'm deathly afraid..of both lol
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2004 31 May :: 2.42pm
Reading other people's xangas makes me realize that I have no life. People are all haging out and having fun already.... I wish I could cure my antisocial ways... hmm.
It's almost 3pm and it is Monday. This scares me. I studied for 2 hours lastnight and I know that I need to study more but I keep putting it off. Maybe I'll go do that as soon as I get off of here. I think I only have 2 exams tomorrow... Spanish & Math. I'm just pretty nervous I guess. Ergh...
I have like 6 full pages left in my notebook. I need to finish that notebook up so I can buy a new one next weekend. Then I won't have school anymore and it will be a relief... Then I can finally write. I know I'm going to need it.. I don't know I just don't see this summer as being fun anymore... I know I want it to be great but I don't think I'm capable of doing that.
Eh, I better go. My sister is circling the computer to talk to her online friends -rolls eyes-
later
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2004 30 May :: 10.38am
Hmm..
Abercrombie- $49.50
Hollister- $29.50
Same fucking skirt I tell ya...
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2004 30 May :: 10.06am
:: Music: VH1-Best week ever
Ergh..
I'm not evene going to try to get out of going to this wedding shower...I'll just take a shower and go.. It's only like 3 hours so whatever.
Tonight I probably won't come online. I'm going to be studying for math..starting at chapter 7. I have atleast 5 or more chapters to go through so I'll probaby be up late or continue it on monday. I'm nervous but I just want school to be over wtih. I think I have to ride the damn bus Tuesday and possibly the rest of the school days because my sister FIANLLY got a job. Wow..
I'm out. I should take a shower or think about taking a shower for a half hour or so lol..
later
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2004 29 May :: 7.50pm
Yes Jay Z, I do agree with you. You are indeed the best mother fucking rapper alive...
Sevendust-
Do you Feel Like the walls come down
everwhere you stand?
Fill the void
And escape the world with something
Everytime.....Everytime
Everytime.....Everytime
Everytime the truth gets broken
I'm the one to fix it
All the hate don't mean shit
If you're not here to spit it
The fear that haunts us all
The beginning of the end of the end
The season is way too cold
Will we last another year another year
You kill yourself
Everyday you turn away
Suffocate.....Seperate
To face it all
Would you save us from ourselves
Save us from ourselves
Everytime the truth gets broken
I'm the one to fix it
All the hate don't mean shit
If you're not here to spit it
The fear that haunts us all
The beginning of the end of the end
The season is way too cold
Will we last another year another year
Everytime the truth gets broken
broken....broken
broken....broken
Everytime.....Everytime
Everytime.....Everytime
The fear that haunts us all
The beginning (of the end)
The season is way too cold
Will we last another year
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2004 29 May :: 11.06am
Wow..when is my sister going to grow up. I'm guessing around mid thirties...
I can not wait until summer. As soon as school is out it will be phase one of rebuliding myself...mentally, physically, emotionally. It's just something that needs to be done and I've always just put it aside so why not do it now?
I'm also going to be redoing my room which will take probably forever since I have so much shit but I'll be happy when its done. I'm going for a pretty pink sparkly royalty type of theme lol Hey I can't help it..that is my sanctuary..it needs to be glamorous. I want to find art to hang in my room. I forget where I was but I saw this painting of a Vogue magazine cover from the early 70s maybe..hm. I think I'm going to get a hot pink satin bedspread at Pottery Barn. Sexxxyy oh yeah lol. Carinna, you're coming over to help me paint when that time comes. I'm going to be painting my funature too..not sure what color yet. light pink..probably Colors will probably be like light pink, dark pink. silver, black..I'm not sure... It's not going to look kidish it will be...Hot. lol Trust me.
Today I plan to spend doing nothing since it's my last day of freedom. Tomorrow I'm going to try to get out of a wedding shower so I can make Sunday and Monday my study days.
Later
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2004 28 May :: 9.42pm
hehe fire at my house tonight..it's a neighborhood thing..
I'm only in to eat my pizza real quick and to watch alittle friday night stand up
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2004 28 May :: 7.23pm
| A | Appealing | | M | Mesmerizing | | Y | Yum |
Name Acronym Generator
From Go-Quiz.com
haha hmm...
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2004 28 May :: 7.18pm
:: Music: Seether f. Amy Lee- Broken
Eh, I don't know if I want to do anything this weekend....There could be alot of hanging out this summer.. I'm avoiding studying...I need to though.
My mom is being a bitch as usual. Sometime's I want to know what she thinks just so I can know why she has a huge ego...fucker.
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2004 28 May :: 4.04pm
:: Music: Velvet Revolver- Slither
Another thought
I stumbled upon the band Velvet Revolver and liked their music video for Slither...felt bad for thinking the blonde guitarist and lead singer was hot because they are probably in their 40s. It was like I was trying to look at porn, looking around my room to see if anyone was looking..that's how I felt lol.
So I downloaded the song..... lol
Also saw the video for Broken of the Punisher soundtrack. Good music video Seether and Amy Lee make a good mix. Seether is hot in a dirty band playing at a local club way..hmm. mmm
Well, today all I accomplished was the cleaning of my room. I should vaccum...eh later. Maybe tomorrow..or maybe I'll wait till Monday.
I ABSOLUTELY HAVE to study thou sometime within this period of 4 days..
Later
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2004 27 May :: 10.55pm
Graduation was gay. I have a headache.. I saw kyle. He gave me the claw.
Boring..
later.
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2004 27 May :: 3.32pm
ERgh...
Graduation night...I still don't want to go. We're (Mom, Dad, Me) meeting up with my Gparents from Battle Creek at Logan's. I still haven't decided if I like that place or not yet...heh..
I'll probably find Carinna and go sit with her family to be honest with you lol. God I hate my grandparents...especially when they arent't giving me money. I need shopping money..Maybe I'll bring that up. "heyyyy granddmmaaa I don't have any money to buy clothes.. I had to wear the same pair of underwear for 4 days in a row.." That might work but I'd start gagging at the thought of me sinking down that low in personal hygine lol Even just for a joke...
Anyways, I should get going I have to help Ash get ready or get myself ready....
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