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thedarkerside

:: 2004 14 April :: 8.37pm

I read my whole woohu with a fine tooth comb...

I've been through a lot of shit that I've seem to have let get passed me. How? I don't know. Your guess is as best as mine.

I <3 Woohu..

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thedarkerside

:: 2004 14 April :: 4.19pm

I was takin some pics when i got home thought I'd add this one lol

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Today was good. Nothing really pissed me off other than I had to change my skirt becaue it was "TOO SHORT" goddddddd lol

Oh well, I dont feel like sayin ne thing else.

Later

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thedarkerside

:: 2004 13 April :: 8.56pm

Marlyn Manson- "Tainted Love"

Sometimes I feel I've got to
Run away I've got to
Get away
From the pain that you drive into the heart of me
The love we share
Seems to go nowhere
I've lost my lights
I toss and turn I can't sleep at night

Once I ran to you (I ran)
Now I'll run from you
This tainted love you've given
I give you all a boy could give you
Take my tears and that's not nearly all
Tainted love
Tainted love

Now I know I've got to
Run away I've got to
Get away
You don't really want any more from me
To make things right
You need someone to hold you tight
You think love is to pray
But I'm sorry I don't pray that way

Once I ran to you (I ran)
Now I'll run from you
This tainted love you've given
I give you all a boy could give you
Take my tears and that's not nearly all
Tainted love
Tainted love

Don't touch me please
I cannot stand the way you tease
I love you though you hurt me so
Now I'm going to pack my things and go
Touch me baby, tainted love
Touch me baby, tainted love
Touch me baby, tainted love

Once I ran to you (I ran)
Now I'll run from you
This tainted love you've given
I give you all a boy could give you
Take my tears and that's not nearly all
Tainted love
Tainted love
Tainted love

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thedarkerside

:: 2004 13 April :: 7.41pm

Redid my woohu :-) thought I'd keep it pretty since I payed $2 to keep it. Eh, lets just say I've grown attached to it and didn't want to get rid of it.

Today was ok, so was yesterday. It was cold out but I still wore a skirt. I got use to wearing them in Florida I don't want to go back to wearing jeans. :-/

8 more weeks. Tomorrow I'll figure out how many more days then make a countdown lol

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thedarkerside

:: 2004 12 April :: 6.11pm

Crazy BaBy101388: WHY WERNT U AT SCHOOL TODAY BITCH
Crazy BaBy101388: lol
beyerk690: did u miss me
Crazy BaBy101388: yeah i started to cry
Crazy BaBy101388: got the vapors
beyerk690: admit it u missed my hotness
Crazy BaBy101388: yeah I did. because your too sexy to go to school
Crazy BaBy101388: Everyone should want you
Crazy BaBy101388: I bet mrs finch even does
beyerk690: aha at least u admit it now
Crazy BaBy101388: and the point is that u cant see the sarcastic-ness in what i'm saying
Crazy BaBy101388: lol
Crazy BaBy101388: Fine kyle. You may be hot but I dont want you
Crazy BaBy101388: happy? lol
beyerk690: may be hot
beyerk690: wow
Crazy BaBy101388: not as in maybe, like u are hot
Crazy BaBy101388: but i dont want you
Crazy BaBy101388: because your like my grandpa
beyerk690: yeah ud o
Crazy BaBy101388: Kyle your like my grandpa
beyerk690: y'
Crazy BaBy101388: lol
Crazy BaBy101388: wait, your like Jesse. I dont want jesse
beyerk690: lol





lol omg

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thedarkerside

:: 2004 12 April :: 5.55pm

Well, First day back at school sucked ass lol.

Barnes kept rubbing his foot up my leg and thats not the first time he has done that it scares me. ejjjakllkd.

Gym was gay ultimatly concluding to the title of my "suck ass day". It was so fucking cold out. Terrriblleee. I hate running in the cold it makes me feel sick. My eyes watered and I got the sniffles. By the time we got in I "cried" off all my make up and and to redo it in the bathroom, then I had to run back to my locker in heels to get my sculpture for Design and I was late to there, but thank god Mrs.Kent didn't notice..hehehe.

I got home and took a good hour nap. I'll do the remainder of my homework when I get to school tomorrow morning. *yawns* School can suck my balls lol.


Oh whats this...Carinna might have a party in a few weeks...

Reasons to like Carinna and her house/family
- She is cool
- She is a awesome friend
- She is funny
- I love her
- Her parents are clueless
- Her dad looks like jack nickelson
- Ray has kick ass parties there which most of the time her friends get drunk.
- She has a scary old tv in her basement that makes me laugh
- Her dad (jack nickelson) makes good popcorn.
- They have a bonfire pit in their backyard
- Pizza rolls
- People clog their toilets during parties and then you see people come back from outside with a toilet paper roll..haha
- Did I mention that I love her?



haha

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rachelle

:: 2004 10 April :: 4.50pm

i like this song. garth brooks is an incredibly honorable man.

standing outside the fire

We call them cool
Those hearts that have no scars to show
The ones that never do let go
And risk the tables being turned

We call them fools
Who have to dance within the flame
Who chance the sorrow and the shame
That always comes with getting burned

But you've got to be tough when consumed by desire
'Cause it's not enough just to stand outside the fire

We call them strong
Those who can face this world alone
Who seem to get by on their own
Those who will never take the fall

We call them weak
Who are unable to resist
The slightest chance love might exist
And for that forsake it all

They're so hell-bent on giving ,walking a wire
Convinced it's not living if you stand outside the
fire

Standing outside the fire
Standing outside the fire
Life is not tried, it is merely survived
If you're standing outside the fire

There's this love that is burning
Deep in my soul
Constantly yearning to get out of control
Wanting to fly higher and higher
I can't abide
Standing outside the fire

Standing outside the fire
Standing outside the fire
Life is not tried, it is merely survived
If you're standing outside the fire

Standing outside the fire
Standing outside the fire
Life is not tried, it is merely survived
If you're standing outside the fire

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thedarkerside

:: 2004 9 April :: 9.11pm

another pic

Amus...(me)

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thedarkerside

:: 2004 9 April :: 8.26pm

LMAO picturessss
click on the titles below


GANSTA AMY GUNNA POP A CAP IN YOUR ASS



No u didnt! (me)


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thedarkerside

:: 2004 7 April :: 8.54pm

Whatt? lol
Crazy BaBy101388: jesssseeeeeeee
ABU31689: yes
Crazy BaBy101388: whatup
Crazy BaBy101388: bitch
Crazy BaBy101388: I'm still in florida
ABU31689: this is jesses dad
Crazy BaBy101388: no it isnt
Crazy BaBy101388: lol or is it
ABU31689: he will be back later
Crazy BaBy101388: okay.
ABU31689: does jesse do drugs?
Crazy BaBy101388: No jesse is as pure as it gets. He doesn't like to touch girls all he does is devote himself to Spiderman
ABU31689: spiderman?
Crazy BaBy101388: yep
ABU31689: whast that?
Crazy BaBy101388: u know Spider Man
ABU31689: what is it
Crazy BaBy101388: a movie
Crazy BaBy101388: and a fictional character
Crazy BaBy101388: who shoots webs out of his wrists
ABU31689: ok
Crazy BaBy101388: when is jesse going to be back because we have some important business to catch up on
ABU31689: sunday
ABU31689: do u want me to get him
Crazy BaBy101388: sure
Crazy BaBy101388: if he is avalible
ABU31689: just a minute
Crazy BaBy101388: thank you




I bet Jesse is playin a trick on me lol

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thedarkerside

:: 2004 7 April :: 8.16pm


Clothes n shit



me, miror shot lmao


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thedarkerside

:: 2004 6 April :: 9.05pm

wow cool. no one was online when i came on. and I just farted in a room full of people


I'm tryin not to laugh lol

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thedarkerside

:: 2004 6 April :: 8.09pm

I have to pee lol I should have before I left the condo.

Today I went to the beach and got my tan on. Then I took a shower... that was my day.. lol

Tomorrow I think were going to the mall.

Carinna I got your present lastnight tell me if u wanna know what it is or if u want it to be a surprise lol

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thedarkerside

:: 2004 4 April :: 8.21pm

internet cafe again.

I haven't bought anything new..yet. Tomorrow..I think we're just going to go to the beach and tan for the whole day most likely then drive down the road to clearwater beach area and go out to eat and to surf shops and what not. Then wednesday its supose to rain so we're driving over to Tyrone Square Mall so I'll probably spend the rest of my money there.


I love it here. I layed out today and got my tan on... I look alittle tanner. Its just so hot out its hard to sit out so long. I'll bake in the sun tomorrow.

Many hot guys around here Carinna lol, next year if u come with me we will have alot of fun cuz i dont think my sister is going to go it would just be like me u and my mom n dad maybe? Then they wont be assholes because ur there lol


TOO MUCH FUN! I DONT EVER WANT TO LEAVE!!!

oh and I took some pics on the digital, I'll try to put em on here in the next couple of days, depends on when I can get back here

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thedarkerside

:: 2004 3 April :: 7.54pm
:: Music: Usher- Yeahhh

O M G
OMG I got to Florida yesterday and it has been so nice to not be in Michigan. I only have an hr to be in here I think Ash is going to pay for us again to go in longer. I hate my dad hes such a prick.

We did some mad shopping today and I left one store to go to another to buy a skirt that was cheap so I did and since I was alone this mexican guy was like "My friend wants your number" and Im like.. "Uhhh...N0OOOO" lol then it was like the whole mexican and black steriotype hes like "Why u gotta be like that" he said it just the way it sounds Im like jesus I'm a minor.. DAMNIT I didnt say that but I wish I would have eiether that or told him I was a man lol!!!! Then we went grocery shopping and there were hot bagger guys there and this one guy was so checkin me out lol.. maybe I think? I didn't know I was so hot.

Now my dads being a prick because asshole ashley told my mom that the guy hit on me cuz i told her then my mom told my dad now my das like u quit dressing like that go put on some pants I'm like holy shit go smoke or something ugh. I hate parents I'm fuckin 15 going to be 16 in like 7 months lol come on!

Here are some things I bought....

New purse- white leather with pink interior and stitching
New high heels- pink stellettos with sequins butterfly on them too cute for words
New Skirt- its got a cute cut to it and its striped with green pink and white
Pink trucker hat- by david and goliath, its light n hot pink and says "my boyfriend said to be more affectionate so I got 2 of them"
Green n White trucker hat- self explainitory
Black Sandals- huge chunk heels by ELLE Girl
Purse- Kindof like olive green with pink n palmtree interior
Sandals- tanish thongs with beads on the thong part
Pink earings
Pink necklace
New black tank top
new bikini- its like brown with light blue hibiscus flowers on it!

thats it so far..its only day two holy shit

I'm out for the night!

LATER!

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