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2008 5 March :: 2.59pm
Do this with me;
This shouldn't hurt so much :(
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2008 2 March :: 10.12pm
I miss you,
So I guess me and Kevin are over.
He misses Alicia and they kissed last night apparently.
Theres a lot to explain but I just dont have the energy.
As he walked away I was like "Is it really that easy to just walk away from me..." and he replied with "Yeah, it is that easy"
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2008 29 February :: 6.56pm
Lifes waiting to begin,
Ugh... I want to update but theres really nothing to say.
Me and Kevin are at a stand still, I'm not sure what to do.
All I can do is hope.
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2008 21 February :: 5.13pm
...I'll be okay... yeah right.
I'm a mess and I can't help it.
There is so much I want to say.
FUCK.
I fucking hate myself.
No wonder I'm not worth it, I never have been and never will be.
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2008 21 February :: 5.11pm
We use to love one another;;
& this is all my fault.
I'd give anything to have it all back.
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2008 16 February :: 8.44pm
Nothing else matters;
I wish I could say something like "I hope you know what your losing" or something a long the lines of that, but I know he really isnt losing anything thats worth actually fighting for.
I'm sick of this. Once again and more than likely not the last time, I feel as if nothing is worth putting effort into, my heart aches and I'm overwhelmed with emotion, none of which to say the least are even remotly good.
I've given up. This feeling totally out weighs any joys a relationship could possibly produce no matter how short or long it lasts.
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2008 15 February :: 2.54pm
& the hardest part is letting go;;
Ugh I feel like shit.
Fuck Kevin. I wish we never started dating.
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2008 9 February :: 5.08pm
Smashed up my sanity.
Fuck I am so over this whole situation! FACK FACK FACK
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2008 8 February :: 1.48am
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend, somewhere along in the bitterness.
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2008 5 February :: 4.28pm
& when I press the keys, it all gets reversed.
I broke up with Kevin. Which I feel really bad about. But I need to get over this shit first.
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2008 4 February :: 10.16pm
Well this hurts me more than I can stand to say.
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2008 4 February :: 10.15pm
Today me & Kevin came home and Jack Daniels was trapped in between the screen door and front door, and theres not much space in between so he was side ways meowing so loud and then once I opened the door he booked it and came around and came in the back door because he was afraid of the front.
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2008 30 January :: 10.34pm
Weak & Powerless;
So spreading my aunts ashes was really sad but it went well.
I got my N :D Its so awesome!
And Im looking into buying a new car soon, I'm going to look at one on saturday with my uncle.
Other than that next semester starts feb. 4th.
After I get my new car I think I might volunteer at the spca
And I might join kickboxing :)
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2008 20 January :: 1.04pm
Baby is this love for real.
Were spreading my aunts ashes on the 26th.
I go for my N on the 28th. =D
And I really hope I get it
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2008 15 January :: 12.33am
I have lost myself again.
Im pretty sick of life. And trying.
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