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2008 13 January :: 11.11pm
Just breath.
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2008 2 January :: 9.44pm
P.S. HAPPY NEW YEAR.
Resolutions:
- Exercise!
- Eat healthy!
- SAVE MONEY!
- Graduate :D
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2008 2 January :: 9.43pm
And you stole her every dream and you crushed her plans.
I was going through pictures and I came across one of me and Kyle. And several others of just Kyle. It made me sad, and just completly reminded me of everything.
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2007 30 December :: 8.22pm
Fuck you. I hope you know your a really shitty best friend.
After all I've done for you. And Ive always fucking been there for you.
You don't even call me on my birthday. You ditch me on it because your "grounded" but you go out anyways.
I spent 50 bucks on your fuckin tattoo and bought you a new bong for your birthday and christmas.
And then you screw up the one time we actually make plans. If I hadnt gone to your house I would have been fucking waiting for you all morning. And I had to pay your dad fuckin 20 bucks just to go pick your lazy ass up.
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2007 24 December :: 1.23pm
:: Mood: anxious
X-mas EVE!
Merry Christmas! And Have A Happy New Year!
nothing to report today, except for i cleaned all day LIKE EVERY OTHER FUCKING DAY. ugh.
and the baby is moving ALOT. it's so uncomfortable, i want to cry sometimes, shes to big to be squirming around lol.. but i guess it's a matter of time!?!?!??!
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2007 23 December :: 10.11pm
Better off on my own.
I don't think I can do this.
I really really don't.
I'm not ready for it, and I think I need to fight my own battles first, before I can give him everything he deserves. It's only fair.
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2007 23 December :: 11.11am
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December 23rd
I haven't been able to sleep great lately.. i'm 37+weeks and the baby was in head down position, now she's breech i think because my sides are wider due to her turning .. i hope she goes back to where she was it was so odd for her to change so late in pregnancy!?
i just hope everythings alright.. i'm getting nervous and excited lol
it shouldn't be to much longer, because i'm due January 9th anyways, so anywhere from now til then or sometime after Elise Renee Rogers will arrive to a Washington County Hospital near YOU! LOL.
other than being 9 months, i haven't been up to diddly squat, just cleaning and re-arranging and putting things up and getting things ready for Christmas on tuesday.. I'M GEEKED. i act like a little girl still when it comes to the holidays :)
i'm lonely sometimes, i never really do anything but inside stuff that needs done to the apartment, we still have no luck on finding a place to move into yet.. but we didn't give up searching.
i wish i had more friends, or atleast i wish some people would come around more.. i never see anyone, and i don't know if it's them or me?
i don't mind doing stuff but i grew up alot over the past couple of years, and matured WAY MORE than i was 10 months ago, life isn't all about getting drunk and finding some way to be high or have a good time.
i have more going on in my life now than i ever did.. and it's a GREAT change for me.
probably after the baby i might have a drink or 2 but not til i know i'm ready, and i don't think thats right after she comes.. so i'll wait alittle bit, but i know i need something lol i've been stressed out for MONTHS.
sometimes i get help with things and other times i don't. Me and lance are doing fine we get along and there's days when we don't but that isn't abnormal because everyone bickers and argues sometimes, i feel a relationship isn't a healthy one without it, because then you'd be quiet all the time and some things would never be expressed and just kept in to dwell on.. we get bored though due to nothing in PA is fun lol!! but were in love and it makes me happy; he makes me smile everyday and every hour.
he's truly my bestfriend.
Jena should be coming back soon, it's almost january!! i hope me and her hang out more when she comes home.. when we were younger we were tight as a noose lol. so i hope to get that back or atleast some awesome new memories n shit :)
well that's it for today i gotta get dressed and the laundry loaded up, going to the laundry mat, WOOOOO!
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2007 19 December :: 10.20pm
I la la love you
I got the sniffles :(
Last day of school tommorow, then its winter break :)
I've got ass loads of homework though :(
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2007 16 December :: 8.03pm
It's muh birthday!
It was alright, I didn't get to see Kevin as much as I wanted :(
Kisa slept over last night and we made up a whole dance to I like big butts. And it's so good! Then my family came over for lunch and that was nice and then I went to Kyles and smoked a joint with him then I went to Kevins for an hour and then back to Kyles. Then my dad and Teresa took me out for dinner.
I got lots of messages on facebook from people at work wishing me a happy birthday lol
Tianna didnt call me or anything. And we were supposed to go to a rave on friday night and she couldnt cause she was grounded. So I was like okay fine. And I was online talking to her brother tonight and I asked what she was doing and he said walking around moping and i was like why and he said cause she stayed out all night last night and I was so pissed because obviously if she could go out last night her dad would have let her go to the rave friday night. And plus he knows were best friends and its my birthday. So im hella pissed.
So much for being my best friend.
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2007 9 December :: 9.36pm
[6 days] - Till muh birthday :)
I'm not excited for anything.
I decorated my christmas tree and house. And I put up a little mini christmas tree in my house. Its nice.
Uhh I don't know what to say about my boy. I don't know what to think or how to feel.
I want to drop out of school and do home schooling again.
I will providing I can still grad at esquimalt.
And the I'll work full time, or close to it.
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2007 7 December :: 10.49am
I live with such a lazy fat ass slob (aka jodi)
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2007 1 December :: 7.15pm
Argh!
I fucking miss my boy :(
&& it snowed!
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2007 22 November :: 11.08pm
It's to late.
I really fucking wish I knew what I wanted.
But I DON'T FUCKING KNOW.
And I'm a fucking bitch for screwing with peoples heads.
FUCK? I thought this was everything I ever wanted... so why don't I want it?
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2007 20 November :: 8.18pm
I really want to make things right.
And I'm sorry for a lot of the things i've done and said.
And I'm sorry for a lot of things. But hopefully I can be forgiven.
And hopefully I can make things right.
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2007 19 November :: 11.45pm
I guess I'll have to settle for a few brief moments and watch it all dissolve into a single second.
I don't know what I want.
I am not happy.
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