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2006 20 February :: 10.12pm
dont be disapointed =P
smoked
left gereds and went home
alaina came and got meeeeee
so we drove around..
i figured id just stay at her houseeee
smoked
we got lost in pittsburgh, HAH!
went out to eat
got high
got high
got drunk
smoked alil more
danced and acted goofy.
went to bed
yep yep i loved every second of it too! :):)
i need you
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2006 18 February :: 1.41pm
fuckkk
yeah i'm pretty messed up right now; you know how it is on a saturday nites :). so yeah i'm having fun!! thats all i been doing is having fun or atleast trying to. last nite we went all nite cosmo bowling and then went back to gered and got high. and i went home at 5:45am LMFAO. yeah it was crazzzyyy
.. he doesn't really love me.
atleast he hasn't been acting like it.
:(
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2006 17 February :: 5.42pm
:: Mood: cheerful
:: Music: Sarah Beth- Rascal Flatts
Yesterday we had a 1/2 day of school. I came home around 11:30am and helped my mom clean our house. Then I got a shower and went to Amy's. She was having a get together with just a few close friends for her birthday, which is on Monday. So Kristen, Randi, Jena, Amy and I had a pretty good time.
Today was senior skip day, so I stayed home from school, and I had the best day that I've had in a while. I had a long talk with someone, that was very much needed. It was nice.
Randi, Jena, & I might go out tonight. Maybe bowling or something. We're not too sure yet. Tomorrow I have Bridal Shower to go to, and I'm not too excited about that. I'll update some other time.
I love you.
Becky.
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2006 15 February :: 12.55pm
:: Mood: bitchy
:: Music: i'll make the music.
back in the day.
remember in kindergarten, where it would be your 1st day and
you would meet someone new and ten minutes later you would `
be playing like you were best friends.. because back then you
didn't have to pretend to be anyone but yourself.
now it's just a fucking role.
fuckers.
_______no school still sick_______ sucks dick!
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2006 14 February :: 6.02pm
:: Mood: awful
sick of this
the weekend was alright, just like it always is, me and stacey went out gered to hang out with everyone. so it was fun. except for the fact gered was being alittle like grump =P. then sunday i started to get sick and monday was worse so i went to the hospital; they don't know whats wrong.. but i had to get blood taken and IVs and they told me my heart pulse is faint.. so it sucks real bad. i feel like shit and i just want to get better! i just need to take it easy.. wow what a valentines day! not like i have a valentine anyways. just another day.
but to everyone and their lovers HAPPY V-DAY!. <3
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2006 11 February :: 1.29pm
JUST GOT HOME.
blahhh
i was at gered lastnite and we just hung out some some people and didnt go to sleep til bout 3:30am LOL. so yeah we both slept til bout 12:30pm. but yeah it was a cool nite.. nothing exciting really
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2006 9 February :: 9.55pm
blah
TODAY was such a fuckkked up day; like seriously.. it feels like everything is going down hill.. just like before.. OH YIPPY YAY! fucking sucks!! arg. anyways ya i've been being a real big bitch lately to like everyone.. mom, sister, friends... i feel so bad buti am sorry.. i don't know whats comeing over me. gosh!! i'm such a wench LOL. but ya tomorrow Lais comin to get me after school; then were drivin around chillin and saturday is drinkin nite.. every sat is! lol. but yeah wooo go me. cause i'm a loser! =D..
VALENTINES DAY CAN KISS MY MUTHAFUCKINN ASSSSSSSS!!!
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2006 9 February :: 6.46pm
:: Mood: blah
:: Music: Tonight I Wanna Cry- Keith Urban
I really don't ever feel updating anymore. I'm hardly ever on the computer, I always have an away message up on aim, and that's it.
So I guess alot has been going on. Numerous amounts of homework both in school and the class that I'm taking for the dual enrollment program. People that I were friends with before are no longer my friends, "friends" talking shit behind my back, and of course, the biggest thing-- me getting pissed off at everything and everyone. I don't even care anymore though. I just really don't care. I have my boyfriend, and that's all that I need.
The other night I was going to go shopping with Kristen & Randi, but that fell through. Then I was going to go shopping with Amy, but that fell through too. Then Jena and I were supposed to go but she wasn't able to get a car. So Sam asked me to go to Rite Aid tonight, and I went, and picked up a few things, then I went home. I was only out for about 45 minutes- big deal? Not really. Jena just called me though, and asked me to go to Rite Aid, but since I already went, I really don't feel like it. Not to mention, my mom hates when I go places. She says that I run to much. I disagree, but whatever. Her house, her rules I guess.
Becky.
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2006 8 February :: 11.05pm
:: Mood: cold
...
school was gay... my crazy friend ron told me a TERRIFYING COMMENT! HE WANTS TO GET A ROOM TOGETHER WITH ALL OF OUR 11TH PD CLASS OUTSIDE OF SCHOOL.. i said why so we can kill each other? and hes like no so i can rape someone *stops and looks at me while smiling*. i said WTF DID U SAY!?!
dude.. forrealll wtf? scary as shit
then i went with stacee today and just chilled for a bit. had fun!
and now i'm home tired as fuckkkk. talking to the greatest people ever!! isaiah, stevie, stacee, jena... oh and ya mark is talking to me again he said hes sorry for givin me the cold shoulder and he feels like an asshole..
^ya he stopped talkin to me for like 6 months. wtf.
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2006 7 February :: 9.43pm
:: Mood: crazy
:: Music: No doubt - foxy foxy
WEEEEE!!
No school.
Still pain.
Went with Alaina.
Got fuccckkkedd up.
ate at long john silvers.
came home.
did english.
Aim.
now bed.
nite!!
We're knocked down and getting up
We try to fight it, the agony and ecstasy
and Its painful but it's worth it
'Cause you're so foxy and I think you're kinda good for me
oh You're so foxy
Mental earthquakes, conversation mistakes
and My army of words
I can't believe you're crawling back for more out of desire
Destiny or chemicals, emotions are susceptible
And you I can't resist
I can't seem to walk away from this
So show me how much you can take, are you in or out?
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2006 6 February :: 10.48pm
:: Mood: pissy
:: Music: coheed & cambria - welcome home
2-6-06
absent x dreams: earlier u told me u were done with me..
LiLJy18: because you had given up
LiLJy18: but now your back
absent x dreams: yeah im back
LiLJy18: i noticed
LiLJy18: what is it you want
LiLJy18: and i dont meen from me
LiLJy18: what do you want out of your life
LiLJy18: out of this world
LiLJy18: this simple exsistence
absent x dreams: i want to succeed
what the hell am i supposed to say
then he went rambling on about what i want in life and what i succeeded and what didn't i succeed and why.. i dunno fucking retarded so i gave him answers but obviously it wasn't good enough cause he asked "isnt everything you failed on worth more then the things you gained"... umm ?!?!?!?! *grrr* so i asked him to tell me why hes asking me these things and i got the response..
LiLJy18: maybe one day youll understand and i wont have to
LiLJy18: and if you dont
LiLJy18: then such is life
..blah BASTARD..
anyways...
today was my first day back at the hellhole since lastweek i only went thursday lmao.. i got used to a vacation hehe. but i did have a 2 hr delay wooo but only got a half hour of sleep outta it.. arg!! but yea..... and also tonite i poured out my heart to isaiah.
i wonder sometimes how he feels; and is it the same way?
i don't know what i would do without him seriously..
i'd give up everything just to stand beside him
gosh am i a loser? errrr
love you.
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2006 5 February :: 2.44pm
:: Mood: HUNGRY, rawr
:: Music: HERE WE GO STEELERS, HERE WE GOOOO..PITTSBURGHS GOING TO THE SUPERBOWL..
Saturday Nites=<3<3
just got home alittle bit ago, figured i would update lol.
lastnite i went with this girl stacee to the mall and wal*mart and she dropped me off at home bout 6:00pm. and as i got in the door Gered calls and i seen on caller id that he called like 9 times.. lmfao. and he was like 'WHERE R U?' im like 'uhh home?!' and hes like ' WELLLL WERE COMING TO KIDNAP YOU RIGHT NOW SO GET OUTSIDE!' and i said 'welp.. i'm not ready i look like shit aha' and hes like 'yaaa ok, whatever!! get outside!' so ya i went to his house to drink and plus it was Fat E's birthday ... well all got trashed outta our minds and were being so fucking goofy it wasn't even funny.. well it was funny LOL!. Gered got sick bout 2am so he passed out in the bathroom and paul left so it was Stevie (girl), Derek, Fat e, and I. we were all in Dereks room smoking, drinkin, talkin and what not. and then i woke up at 7am and was like 'whoaaaa im sleeping by derek and stevie and fat e is on the floor by me' lmfao IT WAS INSANE! everyone was layin on each other AND STEVIE HOGGED THE BLANKETS! lmfao. (love u girl) but yea my nite was pretty amazing.
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2006 3 February :: 9.35pm
:: Mood: IN PAIN!
...
Yeah...i only went to school 1 day this week; and that was thursday =P..
damn kidney infection..=(
i swear i'm falling apart!! seriously what's next. errr
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2006 2 February :: 3.54pm
:: Mood: WOWZERS
:: Music: IM IN LUV WIT A STRIPPPPPPPPERRR
!!!!!!!!!!!!
today was my first day back to school since last friday; lol.. whoa crazy.. i would have never thought in a million years anyone would miss me.. but they did.. hehe!! and my day went okay and got even better when my good ol friend autumn told me that she SWEARS ON HER LIFE THOUGHT SHE SEEN JORDAN! (my ex bestfriend) my mouth dropped and she said hes gettin enrolled.. she described him to me.. and it fits the figure! OMFG IM SO HAPPY even though we havent talked.. i miss him and hes still my buddy..always and forever <3.. but yea that was my highlight. YaY. but yeah lastnite i got my nails done and went to my aunts and to the mall and what not so it was cool.. nothing to exciting except me tormenting my friend gump; hes such a cry baby. LOL!!
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2006 2 February :: 5.36am
:: Mood: cold
:: Music: I Wish You Were Here- Incubus
It's February 2nd already. Valentine's Day is coming up. It will be a year since my grandmother passed away; and I miss her like crazy. Nobody has any clue how much I miss her, and think about her. It's been 4 months since my grandfather passed away. [Different sides of the family. Dad's mom; but Mom's dad.] I miss him too. It's awkward without them being here.
Anyways, on a brighter note. There is one good thing about Valentine's Day. Actually having a boyfriend. But I have no clue what to get him. I'm on a budget of like $40-50. What a cheap girlfriend.
EDIT--[5:10pm]
We got report cards today. I have six A's and one B. Not too bad; atleast I made the honor roll. I got the B in Accounting, which kept me from making high honors. Blah.
I don't have much to update about, but I was bored; and just felt like saying something. I guess I'll go work on my homework for Medical Terminology. It takes forever to do.
Becky.
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