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2011 26 July :: 7.14am
Greg: "Apparently German’s are crazy hard workers" Hollie: "Yeah, well it makes sense, like look at the Nazi's"
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2011 9 June :: 8.24pm
Shit my mom says...
Only 1 lady at the blood clinc is able to find my veins because they're so deep. So my mom asked for her name, she said her name was Jennifer but that there were 3 people there with the same name. So mom said "Oh we'll just ask for the Jen that goes deep." I just face palmed and started laughing, the lady went red but laughed as well, then mom realized what she had said. LOL MOM
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2011 3 June :: 10.01pm
Hollie - Hmmm...whats a bride mean in english ( cook, helper or friend )
Greg - Heres a hint for you....your really good at it.
Hollie - must be helper
Greg - *smacks face* yes hollie...your a good helper....
Hollie then goes to the next question.
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2011 30 May :: 10.39pm
Hollie: "Hey Jodi, where did mom put her airhorn?" Jodi: "I dunno... *long pause* *LOLOLOLOL no way dude that would be sooooo mean"
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2011 23 May :: 9.47am
Every step I take I am further from where I want to be. I'm always running from things I can't see.
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2011 1 May :: 1.55pm
Shit my dad says...
Dad: "Jeez you're a night owl" Hollie: "Sure am. Just got in from the gym" Dad: "Wow, I just got up from the couch"
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2011 15 February :: 10.43pm
Sweat baby sweat...
Speaking of flu shots, I do believe I would benefit from one next year!
Working with kids is killing me.
This is the 3rd time I've been sick this year alone!
I've had Norwalk, the flu and now whatever it is I have now... half the symptoms fall under cold category and half under flu.
Either way I can't stand it.
I don't like flu shots, I've never had one... I'm more of a "let it run its course" kinda person.
I don't even like taking medication unless its really necessary...
But given that I've been so sick so often and I work with kids I think getting a flu shot and getting sick once is better than constantly.
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i was going to tell you this tonight
i was driving home from dropping alex off at work.. and there's these three stupid police cycleists on the road
it was super annoying! I mean they piss me off already.. but make them cops.
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2011 10 February :: 10.01pm
In every dream you're my guiding light.
Happy with the way things have been the past few days... at least for the most part :)
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2011 7 February :: 1.05pm
Shit my mom says.
My mom was sitting there watching the tv listings channel for like 10 minutes, finally I said "are you going to just watch the tv listings?"
And she was like "oh did it change!? I thought it was just a commercial".
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2011 7 February :: 12.26am
I should start a blog about "shit my mom says"...
She was talking to my about the new guy my sister has been seeing and she said
"apparently he's a chef! and not the kind at Mcdonalds"
... I just looked at her and laughed and said
"wow we must be poor if you think people who flip crappy burgers at Mcdonalds are chefs..."
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2011 6 February :: 2.45am
Reading through my past entries really makes me think... as always... I need to update more!
It's really nice to be able to spill everything and no that no one in my life can read it. It's also really nice to look back and see how things have changed for me, and how different I used to be.
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2011 6 February :: 2.29am
There is a wound that's always bleeding.
There is a road I'm always walking.
And I know you'll never return to this place .
Been dealing with a lot lately.
Trying to move forward with my life, trying to change things, make things happen. New year, new me right? Maybe it was the new year or maybe it was the signifigance I put on turning 20? Whatever the reason... in most ways I've been doing really well.. working on my fitness, got a new job in September that I love, quit the overnight job that I had been working since October (that I hated!) took up yoga again, and pole dancing again :) Been making more of an effort to establish myself, figure myself out and discover more about myself. All in all those things are going fairly well.
I have realized a lot in the past two months, and I have changed a lot. I'm trying to let go of a lot of agression and sadness that i've harboured. I'm trying to see things in a new light, and making an honest effort to look at the positive aspects of things... its definately not an easy thing for me but I am trying. I'm also realizing to appreciate and accept myself. I realize these changes don't just happen over night, and that there will be setbacks along the way.
This isn't all coming out the way I want, it seems sort of scatterbrained in a sense... could be because its almost 3am and I'm pretty tired or that im just so eager to write that everything is just kinda pouring out.
The only way to end this, that best describes where I am currently at and completely contradicts half of what I said... but for all the right reasons, is this...
A memory that could hold me back.
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2010 9 December :: 1.08pm
How I long to be found. The grass grew high, I laid down. Now I'm waiting for a hand. To life me up, help me stand.
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2010 19 November :: 6.23am
I love my mom...
*Mom helping me with flash cards* Hollie: "I don't know, what is it?" Mom: "Joint. And not the kind you smoke!" haha thanks mom
Just walked into her moms room to find her sitting with the window open listening to the firetrucks...
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2010 16 November :: 8.45pm
:: Mood: angry
rant...
JUST RANTING AND PUTTING IT OUT THERE! --I hate when a certain someone plays the "Worlds GREATEST Dad" role, when you only show your kid off for show if you're going somewhere or have company.. And usually when its your turn to spend time with her, you don't spend any time with her what-so-ever.. the girlfriend has her the majority of the time for various reasons such as work or you're sleeping, then when the gf isn't there you call me acting like a lunatic because you can't "handle" her, whats there to handle? shes your daughter too!! Doesn't give you an excuse to be mean to her either! she tells people!!! but boy oh boy, when an event comes up and you need to play house and dress up you're the first flipping person to fight for her, aren't ya? Then I get shit thrown in my face when your mad because I left your stupid ass and you chose not to see her, you rather of went to the bar and did whatever else you were doing, when I know, you know and the good Lord knows I tried to set up visitations but you chose other shit AND people know I tried!.. EVEN WHEN WE WERE TOGETHER YOU SAT YOUR ASS.. ON MY COUCH, EATING ALLLLLL MY FOOD AND PLAYED VIDEO GAMES THE WHOLE TIME, had to beg you to cut the grass or do something around the house or PAY ATTENTION TO OUR DAUGHTER! when you played Call of Duty or whatever it was you would freak out if she got in front of the freaking tv!.......But yeah! had to beg you to please make an effort so everyone in my family or friends wouldn't think you were a bum! and it took a year and a half to get you too work including when we first met! note you hated to shower too, had to beg that freaking shit too. AND LETS BUST OUT the fact you had stank ass women, playing phone games on MY PHONE THAT I PAYED FOR, monthly. get your funky A$$ outta here, I am heated!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! oh and THANKS FOR LETTING MY DAUGHTER GO TO YOUR GIRLFRIENDS MOTHERS HOUSE FOR THANKSGIVING THIS YEAR! even though you'll be working! what the hell is the point? she should be with ME if you gotta work!!! can I get a DUH? lmao. ugh.
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