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2005 27 October :: 10.19am
:: Mood: crappy
Jim called me at 2 in the morning, saying that he was sorry. This time I said that it wasn't okay. He was like well, I just stopped smoking that's why I'm grouchy. I still didn't say it was okay. But we talked for a few minutes then I had to go because Gabby woke up screaming. Shes sick. Okay, well I guess I'm going over Jims later today.. I'll update later. <3
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2005 26 October :: 9.52pm
:: Mood: confused
It started out as a great day.. Jim called me at 5:30 or so in the morning, and we talked for like an hour. Then I got ready for school, school was okay. I went to work right after school. I tried and tried to call Jim to make sure I could still come over his house. Jeff answered each time, and each time he wasn't there. (I got off work early) I even rented a movie at Giant Eagle for us to watch.. I ended up going with Kelly and Krysta to Krystas house until I got ahold of Jim. Alaina and Bill came, we were all hanging out and Jim calls. He tells me that he just started watching a movie over Brandons, to come over "later" so I told him that I couldn't because I had to be home at 10:30-11:00. We kinda argued, it was mostly him yelling at me and me trying to defend myself. I started crying and he hung up on me. I fucking cried in front of everyone for like 5 minutes. He always does this to me. Why do I even try anymore? It's like he does it on purpose to see how long I'll take it. I just don't understand, how can he make me cry so much all the time.. I think he likes to do it, maybe it makes him feel good. Why else would he blow me off all the time.
..why do I care so much.
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2005 25 October :: 11.49pm
:: Mood: sleepy
ummmMm
Riding on this satellite
Sun faded and sweaty, but that's alright
Cause I'm still alive
Always stranded in this memory
Your mouth is wide open
You can't scream
Oh you can't scream
And don't take my picture down
And don't erase everything that we had
Don't think I let you down
And I might be gone, we'll meet again
Can't find you, so I'll call your name
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2005 25 October :: 9.33am
:: Mood: busy
So today I woke up at 7:13. (I usually leave at 7:10!) SO I got up real fast, put clothes on, makeup, and brushed my teeth. I ran out the door and I noticed that it was STILL SNOWING!! So I was going up the hill and it was freezing. BLAH.
I feel and look like crap, it's hat day today, so I'm wearing Jim's hat.
Yesterday after school [the note being passed around about me, Jim and Jess.. lots of drama with that.] I went to Jims. We had the best time. We just talked, layed in his bed and talked, I looked up in his attic.. it's really scary up there. There is a table up there with a half empty Dr. Pepper can.. but no one ever goes up there. SO I got home around 6:00, then just chilled out went online for a bit, spent some time with Gab.
I have to leave early [2:00] to take Gab to her Dr. Apt in Washington. I think Jim is going to go with me. I'm scared to drive on bad roads!
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2005 24 October :: 10.46pm
doo woop
nohing to new and exciting here, just got home from chillaxin with mark and his friend mike.. i had a nice time.. i just feel bad cause my mark got unexpected news bout a friend of his that died..:( i feel so bad.
and gosh do i wish it was friday.. im sick of going to school already lol.
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2005 23 October :: 8.13pm
:: Mood: cheerful
It was a great weekend.. starting with Friday.
8th period on Friday someone was like "Jena, you have to read this note." So I read it, and it's this note that was found on the ground about how this girl is totally in love with Jim. LMAO. Make me laugh! So everyone read it (before I got it) and everyone was laughing their asses off also. Friday night Becky and I went to a haunted house, it was okay, not as good as we had hoped.. but we did have fun. (love you BECKY!)
Saturday morning was PowderPuff practice, after that Randi, Becky and I stopped at McDonalds to get something to eat. I dropped Becky off at her house, then went to Jims. (We mostly stayed in his bed!) haha. I got there about noon, then left at 3:00 to go to work. After work I just went home and went to sleep.
Today was the PowderPuff game against the Juniors. WE KICKED THEIR ASSES! hahaha. 12-0. Seniors=undefeted. Hell yes. After the game me, Becky, Randi, Sam, Jason, Nick, and Zack went to eat at Kings. Then we decided not to eat there, left and went to Pizza Hut. Then we went to Wal*Mart, messed around then went home. I got home around 7:00.
Yeah, it was a great weekend!
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2005 23 October :: 1.09pm
:: Mood: bored
whoa
stupid bitches just can't seem to keep there mouths shut
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2005 17 October :: 5.53pm
:: Mood: content
I am online.. at my house!
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2005 15 October :: 2.14am
:: Music: lalalala
blah today sucks ass. but when doesn't it?
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2005 13 October :: 12.58pm
Okay, last night was Powder Puff practice last night, Becky and I went.. good times.
After that I went over Jims house for a little bit.. then I stopped at GE to get bread and milk. I got home about 9:30.
Today is PSSA tutoring again.. gayyyy. I'm taking Roxy and Merry home, and Krysta and I have to work on our projects for English. GAyyyyy. But anyways.. the internet will be hooked up on Monday for my new computer. I'm so excited!
k, see ya!
Jena
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2005 12 October :: 10.55pm
:: Mood: stressed
im so fucking stresed.. i thought my aunt and cuz would be cool livin here.. but things never go as they seem.. im so sick of it.. so fuckign stressful.. i cant deal with the drama.
i just cant..
..plus i miss all my friends from bentworth
i have no job, im poor. heh
i dont do anything right
ifuckup
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2005 12 October :: 12.03pm
:: Mood: amused
lmao.. freshmen make me laugh.
especially when they think that I care that they talk about me.
ahahaha. hahaha. haha.
I love it.
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2005 11 October :: 9.54am
Your Birthdate: January 27
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Your birth on the 27th day of the month (9 energy) adds a tone of selflessness and humanitarianism to your life path.
Certainly, you are one who can work very well with people, but at the same time you need a good bit of time to be by yourself to rest and meditate.
There is a very humanistic and philanthropic approach in most of things that you do.
This birthday helps you be broadminded, tolerant, generous and very cooperative.
You are the type of person who uses persuasion rather than force to achieve your ends.
You tend to be very sensitive to others' needs and feelings, and you able to give much in the way of friendship without expecting a lot in return.
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2005 10 October :: 11.31am
I bought a computer.
It's a 2005, HP.. I got a 17" monitor.. I'm calling to connect the internet today.
I'll update more later.
<33333
Lots of drama with Jim and I last night.
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2005 9 October :: 11.19pm
:: Mood: crappy
:: Music: Cradle of filth - nymphetamine
long tiring day
Well today i did absolutly nothing, i basically bummed it out all day.. i was supposed to go with my friend but things came up. so its ok, i talked to steph today, and of course the only reason why she hasnt called is cause she has been busy.. with her new bf.. and thats ok i mean w/e but i got to chit chat with her so its all good. ALSO i talked to jack, fuuuuck him hes like 'wanna hang out' im like 'no, u left me high and dry at that party (lastweekend) when i was puking and u didnt even care u went and got ur pp sucked' so no fuck all that. anyways.. i have school tomorrow, buttttt who has skewl on COLUMBUS DAY?! fucking ringgold.. them pussy batards. UGH so yeah im not really having a wonderous day as planned, i dont feel good neither so yeah.. but im jetting so later.
Do you know
The story from the start
And do you know me
Like you've always told me
Do you see the whispers in my heart against your kindness
My eternal blindness
Do you see...
yourxsoxspecial
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