THEhairybeast
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2004 30 September :: 3.59pm
:: Mood: sad
:: Music: thursday -- standing on the edge of summer
everythings fallin apart*__
im fuckin tired of this shit. like every fuckin time im finally ok were "cleared" some asshole dyfs worker shows up. and if they fuckin come to my school again and i end up cryin i swear to god im done. ill fuckin kill her and get it the fuck over with. my fuckin dad is bitchin about how we dont have money when..uhhh who stole from him?? .. deff her.. and whos livin here for free? uhh deff her again. so wow, hmm how is making her leave not the solution?? .. shes the fuckin one who causes shit, shes why dyfs is comin here still .. shes why were broke now.. yeahh umm, that definitely seems clear as fuckin hell. or is it just me? fuckin do somethin about it dont sit here complainin to me and cancelin my shit bc you have problems with money now bc of her. get her the fuck out, its not that hard. god damn. your first fuckin sign to make her move should have been when i faught her. when she brought jay here you should have ended it. wtf. like he brought anything good. yeah right. you fuckin kid yourself so many times a day it aint even funny. fuckin tired of shit anymore ughh. yeah lets see .. he cant 'afford' to give me 1O$ a week for lunch .. and now i cant have a party. wow i get to turn 16 and not even have a party. everything is so fuckin gay anymore. all fuckin week bullshit bullshit bullshit. wtf. can it just stop for once. i cant fuckin handle this. i got the nick bs to start off with, then gettin sick and fuckin gay ass teachers. this dyke. my dads faggot ass. other bs that i cant talk about. fuck this man i swear. im sick of havin BULLSHIT to deal with. get the fuck outta here. and i couldnt be more right.. how much of this bs would be gone if she were to be cut out of the picture? .. i can pretty much figure it out.. thatd deff be like all of it. then id just have normal bs that all ppl deal with. like guys and friends and school. thats regular. but this dyfs shit ugh. and bein broke. wtf..since when? ...... SINCE SHE FUCKIN ROBBED YOUR ASS. WTH HOW IS THAT NOT ENOUGH FOR YOU TO KICK HER OUT? WTF..IS SHE GONNA HAVE TO KILL ME OR SOMETHIN FOR YOU TO BE LIKE.. oh shes fucked up..get out.. your not fuckin dumb .... your so blind and you refuse to fuckin see it. wtfe im done.
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THEhairybeast
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2004 28 September :: 5.51pm
:: Mood: sick and angry/sad
:: Music: dashboard
yea ur right, bs does come in layers anymore. like its its job
idk
paybacks are a bitch? ..
seriously dude, dont lie to me bc im not fuckin kiddin about any of the shit i said last nite. i will go through with any if not all of it if i have to. if shit happens, i will. even if i dont want to...
later
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2004 25 September :: 4.16pm
:: Mood: ugh
:: Music: sams singin on the phone..backstreet boys
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nigger
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2004 23 September :: 8.56pm
:: Mood: creative
:: Music: thursday -- marches and maneuvers
feel like updatin.
keep fighting! keep marching! .. well both go down like toy soldiers.
ok hmm.. i think i can safely say that im temporarily in a better mood compared to the one i was in when i last updated. so yeahh lol. its w.e i guess. i still think about that bs but its not all up in my head all day. hahah. wooo. idk. i just got home. anddd im bored but im not. hell yeah, im singin my little heart out to this thursday haha. =) ahh my dog keeps lickin me like he hasnt seen me for weeks. lol. freakk. anddd were praayyyiinnnn. these are the symptoms of lettting goo of our hopeee. hehe. ok well idk what im doin so fuck the update. idk what to say at all. ahwell.
laterr
[ damn, think this is the shortest update in a whiiile. ]
its all in your goodbyes
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THEhairybeast
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2004 21 September :: 2.58pm
:: Mood: sad
:: Music: thursday -- war all the time
idk w.e's on my mind.
i dont know. yesterday was a gay day. and last nite was realllllll frustrating and sad and all this gay ass shit. but its w.e. i was fine when i went to bed. and i think i woke up fine too. but as soon as my bus driver missed my stop and i had to walk to the bus i got pissed off. and ive been pissed off and sad like all day. and i seriously dont know why. i mean yeah bullshit happend last nite but all of it got fixed and everything is fine. and i want to talk about it but then again i dont want to get people involved bc its not their business. yea, i asked some people for advice but still. thats between me and them. it doesnt concern anyone else. but ill say whats on my mind. if you know what im talkin about then ok. if not, oh well. im sure you can catch on its not that hard but if not, its no big deal.
ok so here goes...
well if you ever read this i know how you say that people have you in their journals and shit even tho your not in their lives. so i hope you dont say that about this. and im pretty sure you know this basically, but i still wanna say it. its botherin me so much today. even if things are 'fixed' or w.e you wanna call it. idk how many times im gonna have to tell you that i care about you alot. and everytime we fix fights or shit like that i care about you more because we got through that stuff. and thats a good feeling, working through things. its an accomplishment. but weve been gettin into it alot lately and every time i tell you i care about it all. i really do. and this last time seriously went wrong. i dont think ive ever been like that towards you before. and yea i get what you were doin but then again i dont. you goin would be doin that to him but itd be doin it to me more. ok hes ur best friend, but its my birthday. and it was especially worse because weve always talked about it even makin plans if you could say that and you just go and change your mind. out of nowhere. adn think about it hun itd be dickin me over more if you didnt show up to my one party the one that weve been anticipating and all just bc youd be givin up on him for a day. you should go to see me not stay home to see him. im sorry. i know you dont want to argue and neither do i, i hate arguin with my friends. and yea we figured it out. but its still botherin me thatd you do that at all. yea, you misunderstood things but you still said it. it was like you let me down for an hour there. because i seriously realllly reallly realllyy wanted you to go and its not fair that you could so easily say no all of the sudden one night. i dont know. ill just put the convo in here.
Causeway2nowhere (9:58:29 PM): erics not ivited to your party?
VoicE x unhEard (9:59:00 PM): not my choice
VoicE x unhEard (9:59:00 PM): sams.
VoicE x unhEard (9:59:05 PM): all i said
VoicE x unhEard (9:59:06 PM): is
Causeway2nowhere (9:59:09 PM): im not goin if he dosent
VoicE x unhEard (9:59:15 PM): wow
VoicE x unhEard (9:59:16 PM): ok
Causeway2nowhere (9:59:20 PM): thats beat
Causeway2nowhere (9:59:26 PM): im not gonna go if he wont be there
VoicE x unhEard (9:59:41 PM): idc
VoicE x unhEard (9:59:42 PM): its w.e
Causeway2nowhere (9:59:43 PM): its cause of him i went the first time and met everyone so why go without him the second time
Causeway2nowhere (9:59:53 PM): ok you dc
VoicE x unhEard (10:00:22 PM): yeahhhhh i had a feeling this would happen sooo w.e
Causeway2nowhere (10:00:34 PM): ok vEE
VoicE x unhEard (10:00:55 PM): w.e
Causeway2nowhere (10:00:59 PM): im sorry but it would be beat
VoicE x unhEard (10:01:23 PM): w.e nick
Causeway2nowhere (10:01:27 PM): ugh
VoicE x unhEard (10:59:06 PM): ur seriously not goin?
Causeway2nowhere (10:59:15 PM): if eric dosent no
Causeway2nowhere (10:59:25 PM): but since there together again maybe he will and ill go then too
VoicE x unhEard (10:59:55 PM): umm if you couldnt manage to go without him then fuck it
VoicE x unhEard (10:59:56 PM): idc
VoicE x unhEard (10:59:57 PM): thats bs
VoicE x unhEard (11:00:03 PM): you should be goin for me not for fuckin eric
Causeway2nowhere (11:00:06 PM): w.e vEE
VoicE x unhEard (11:00:08 PM): nahh
Causeway2nowhere (11:00:13 PM): vEE wtf
VoicE x unhEard (11:00:15 PM): you cant say im wrong
VoicE x unhEard (11:00:16 PM): tahts bs
VoicE x unhEard (11:00:20 PM): i wanted you to fuckin go and shit
VoicE x unhEard (11:00:31 PM): and now you got this bs reason
VoicE x unhEard (11:00:32 PM): wow
VoicE x unhEard (11:00:32 PM): wtf
VoicE x unhEard (11:00:35 PM): thats fucked up
Causeway2nowhere (11:00:36 PM): it would be beat of me to dick him over knowing hes the reason i met you the first time
VoicE x unhEard (11:00:45 PM): you go no matter who will or wotn be there cus UR MY FRIEND
VoicE x unhEard (11:00:49 PM): but w.e
Causeway2nowhere (11:00:55 PM): and erics my boy
VoicE x unhEard (11:00:55 PM): i guess we see things different
VoicE x unhEard (11:00:56 PM): ly
VoicE x unhEard (11:00:58 PM): yehahh w.e
VoicE x unhEard (11:00:59 PM): idc
VoicE x unhEard (11:01:06 PM): you cant go anywehre without him?
VoicE x unhEard (11:01:08 PM): thats fuckin BULLSHIT
Causeway2nowhere (11:01:16 PM): wouldnt it be beat if you dicked sam over to go to a party that she was the reason you went in the first place
Causeway2nowhere (11:01:17 PM): yea
Causeway2nowhere (11:01:26 PM): no i can go places without him
Causeway2nowhere (11:01:48 PM): its just beat that he aint invited and i go knowing that it was him who got us met and shit
VoicE x unhEard (11:01:59 PM): HOW THE FUCK ARE YOU DICKIN HIM OVER? ITS A PARTY....
VoicE x unhEard (11:02:03 PM): ur not his only friend
VoicE x unhEard (11:02:11 PM): im sure he can find somethi nto do with someone
Causeway2nowhere (11:02:25 PM): its still dicken him over im his boy
VoicE x unhEard (11:02:47 PM): umm not if she didnt want to go
VoicE x unhEard (11:02:55 PM): its not like eric wants to go
Causeway2nowhere (11:03:00 PM): he does
Causeway2nowhere (11:03:11 PM): he jsut was uninvited
Causeway2nowhere (11:03:17 PM): cause he wouldnt be hangout with sam
VoicE x unhEard (11:03:28 PM): no he wants
VoicE x unhEard (11:03:29 PM): wasnt*
VoicE x unhEard (11:03:35 PM): he wasnt uninvited bc they talked about it
Causeway2nowhere (11:03:48 PM): well thatas what i was told
Causeway2nowhere (11:03:50 PM): but whats it matter
Causeway2nowhere (11:03:53 PM): im goin now so yea
VoicE x unhEard (11:03:57 PM): eric fuckin said that he dindt want to go bc we arent friends
VoicE x unhEard (11:04:12 PM): no bc ur goin cus erics goin not bc you want to
Causeway2nowhere (11:04:26 PM): no vEE i want to go
Causeway2nowhere (11:04:32 PM): i wanted to go even if eric didnt
Causeway2nowhere (11:04:36 PM): i just thought it would be beat
Causeway2nowhere (11:04:42 PM): so id sacrafice not goin
VoicE x unhEard (11:04:45 PM): yeah sure
Causeway2nowhere (11:04:46 PM): i wanan go either way you that
Causeway2nowhere (11:04:50 PM): i love your paries
VoicE x unhEard (11:04:50 PM): ok wow
Causeway2nowhere (11:04:57 PM): i just thought it would be beat to dick him over
VoicE x unhEard (11:05:31 PM): ITS NOT DICKIN HIM OVER HE CAN FIND SHIT TO DO AND HE DOESNT WANT TO FUCKIN GO HE SAID IT HIMSELF.
VoicE x unhEard (11:05:34 PM): so how is it dickin him over?
VoicE x unhEard (11:05:37 PM): huh?
VoicE x unhEard (11:05:41 PM): you deff can go without him
VoicE x unhEard (11:05:44 PM): but w.e
VoicE x unhEard (11:05:53 PM): if it was enough to make you decide NOT to
VoicE x unhEard (11:05:54 PM): thenn
VoicE x unhEard (11:05:55 PM): forget it
VoicE x unhEard (11:05:57 PM): thats fucked up
Causeway2nowhere (11:06:06 PM): whatever vEE
Causeway2nowhere (11:06:11 PM): you obviously dont understand
VoicE x unhEard (11:06:15 PM): no you fuckin know i want you there
VoicE x unhEard (11:06:17 PM): no i deff do
Causeway2nowhere (11:06:18 PM): from what he told me he was uninvited
VoicE x unhEard (11:06:28 PM): ur makin a dumb ass excuse so eric wont be home alone and you partyin
VoicE x unhEard (11:06:29 PM): or w.e
Causeway2nowhere (11:06:33 PM): so yea him uninvited and me going would be dickin him over
VoicE x unhEard (11:06:39 PM): no he deff wasnt.
Causeway2nowhere (11:06:42 PM): no that he wont be home alone
VoicE x unhEard (11:06:47 PM): no it wouldnt if he doesnt want to go
Causeway2nowhere (11:06:48 PM): hes the reason i went the first time
VoicE x unhEard (11:06:57 PM): so what
Causeway2nowhere (11:06:59 PM): so why would i dick my boy over to go somewhere that hes been uninvited to
VoicE x unhEard (11:07:04 PM): is he the reason you went the 2nd time?
Causeway2nowhere (11:07:12 PM): bno
VoicE x unhEard (11:07:13 PM): hes not uninvited wtf
VoicE x unhEard (11:07:19 PM): ur reason is bs
Causeway2nowhere (11:07:19 PM): well he told me he was wtf
Causeway2nowhere (11:07:25 PM): whatever
Causeway2nowhere (11:07:31 PM): did i know your side of it before no
Causeway2nowhere (11:07:37 PM): if he dont wanan go its different
VoicE x unhEard (11:07:41 PM): ok and werent you willing to not go?
Causeway2nowhere (11:07:47 PM): but i was tld by him he was uninvited
Causeway2nowhere (11:07:59 PM): yea if he was uninvited i thought it would be fucked up
Causeway2nowhere (11:08:11 PM): cause i know if i was uninvited and he went id feel likei got dicked over
VoicE x unhEard (11:08:16 PM): did he say i uninvited him?
VoicE x unhEard (11:08:43 PM): its w.e you fuckin knew i wanted to go and you were still willing to not go
VoicE x unhEard (11:08:47 PM): either way
Causeway2nowhere (11:08:50 PM): he sayd sam didnt want hi mthere cause he wouldnt be with her the whole time
VoicE x unhEard (11:08:52 PM): you wouldnt "sacrfice" it
Causeway2nowhere (11:09:04 PM): w.e vEEE
VoicE x unhEard (11:09:07 PM): its my party wth
Causeway2nowhere (11:09:13 PM): i didnt wanan dick my boy over if he was uninvited
VoicE x unhEard (11:09:20 PM): nobody else can tell someone they cant come but me and you should be goin for me not other ppl
VoicE x unhEard (11:09:26 PM): and youd be dickin me over more
VoicE x unhEard (11:09:38 PM): so dont use dickin over
Causeway2nowhere (11:09:42 PM): ok vEE
VoicE x unhEard (11:09:50 PM): ok yeah im right.
VoicE x unhEard (11:09:53 PM): it dont make sense
VoicE x unhEard (11:09:58 PM): youd deff be dickin me over more
VoicE x unhEard (11:10:06 PM): if you ditched the party
Causeway2nowhere (11:10:24 PM): ok but erics my boy
VoicE x unhEard (11:10:28 PM): wow
VoicE x unhEard (11:10:29 PM): ok
VoicE x unhEard (11:10:30 PM): w.e
Causeway2nowhere (11:10:31 PM): im sorry but richy and eric are first
VoicE x unhEard (11:10:38 PM): dont bother then idc
Causeway2nowhere (11:10:44 PM): wtfe then vEE
Causeway2nowhere (11:10:47 PM): god damn
VoicE x unhEard (11:10:48 PM): ok and whos birthday?
VoicE x unhEard (11:10:50 PM): huh?
VoicE x unhEard (11:10:52 PM): whos?
Causeway2nowhere (11:11:02 PM): im tryin to not be a dick to my best friend andf you give me more bs ontop of the danielle shit
VoicE x unhEard (11:11:05 PM): itd be diff if it was there party and ur dickin them over to chill wiht me
Causeway2nowhere (11:11:06 PM): wit all this shit
VoicE x unhEard (11:11:10 PM): you see them all the time and one party
VoicE x unhEard (11:11:15 PM): you cant go to
VoicE x unhEard (11:11:16 PM): withouth them
VoicE x unhEard (11:11:17 PM): w.e
VoicE x unhEard (11:11:19 PM): and mine
Causeway2nowhere (11:11:22 PM): im goin so wtf vEE
VoicE x unhEard (11:11:22 PM): so w.e
VoicE x unhEard (11:11:28 PM): tahts not the point
Causeway2nowhere (11:11:28 PM): i do wanna go you knwo that shit
VoicE x unhEard (11:11:36 PM): thats not the point nick
VoicE x unhEard (11:11:42 PM): you were willing not to go
Causeway2nowhere (11:11:49 PM): your right
VoicE x unhEard (11:11:58 PM): ok then dont wtf me
Causeway2nowhere (11:11:59 PM): i was gonna not go even tho i wanted to
VoicE x unhEard (11:12:14 PM): even tho i wanted you to and even tho youd be goin for me not ur boy
Causeway2nowhere (11:12:16 PM): cause i didnt wanan dick my boy over cause i thought he was uninvite
Causeway2nowhere (11:12:22 PM): dbut of he dont wanan go its different
VoicE x unhEard (11:12:35 PM): and youd be dickin me over more by not goin then by goin and dickin over eric
VoicE x unhEard (11:12:45 PM): wya more
Causeway2nowhere (11:12:52 PM): it would be equal both ways
VoicE x unhEard (11:12:53 PM): its my birthday..once a year dude. you see eric almost every day
VoicE x unhEard (11:12:55 PM): no wya
VoicE x unhEard (11:12:57 PM): bullshit
Causeway2nowhere (11:13:00 PM): ok vEEE
VoicE x unhEard (11:13:01 PM): 16th bday...
VoicE x unhEard (11:13:05 PM): eric..
VoicE x unhEard (11:13:06 PM): ok
Causeway2nowhere (11:13:28 PM): wow vEE
Causeway2nowhere (11:13:51 PM): super unneccisary, its different if hwe dont wanan go but i didnt knkow that i thought he was uninvited
Causeway2nowhere (11:13:52 PM): so yea
VoicE x unhEard (11:13:58 PM): ur so worried about eric and them that your messin up everything else
VoicE x unhEard (11:14:05 PM): idc im tired of that its gay
VoicE x unhEard (11:14:06 PM): w.e
Causeway2nowhere (11:14:14 PM): ok vEE
Causeway2nowhere (11:14:26 PM): hes serious about bein dicked over and i am too
VoicE x unhEard (11:14:34 PM): ok then me to
Causeway2nowhere (11:14:35 PM): i know id be mad if i was uninvite =d and he went
VoicE x unhEard (11:14:38 PM): and youd be dicki me over more by not goin!
VoicE x unhEard (11:14:42 PM): how is it fuckin equal
VoicE x unhEard (11:14:47 PM): thats bs you see him all the fuckin time
Causeway2nowhere (11:14:58 PM): ok vEE
VoicE x unhEard (11:15:00 PM): and youd see him the next day
VoicE x unhEard (11:15:04 PM): so wtf is the difference
Causeway2nowhere (11:15:17 PM): whatever vEE your right just fuckin stop
Causeway2nowhere (11:15:19 PM): god damn
VoicE x unhEard (11:15:27 PM): no that pisses me off
Causeway2nowhere (11:15:29 PM): whatever you wanna hear
Causeway2nowhere (11:15:31 PM): your right
Causeway2nowhere (11:15:32 PM): im done
VoicE x unhEard (11:15:32 PM): no
Causeway2nowhere (11:15:34 PM): stop
Causeway2nowhere (11:15:47 PM): im not arguin wit you dude wth
VoicE x unhEard (11:15:50 PM): dont tell me im right just cus you tyink i wanna hear it
VoicE x unhEard (11:16:00 PM): fine
VoicE x unhEard (11:16:00 PM): dont
VoicE x unhEard (11:16:01 PM): idc
Causeway2nowhere (11:16:01 PM): no i said it cause im tired of arguin
VoicE x unhEard (11:16:08 PM): same difference
Causeway2nowhere (11:16:14 PM): no its not
VoicE x unhEard (11:16:18 PM): ok
VoicE x unhEard (11:16:21 PM): sure nick
Causeway2nowhere (11:16:24 PM): ok vEE im done
VoicE x unhEard (11:16:27 PM): yehah
VoicE x unhEard (11:16:29 PM): i got that
Causeway2nowhere (11:16:31 PM): are you tellin me to not go or what
VoicE x unhEard (11:17:08 PM): do waht you want. but im tellin you thats fuckin bs how youd not go bc of that when yousee him all the time and all that shit i said.
VoicE x unhEard (11:17:13 PM): you knwo i want you there
VoicE x unhEard (11:17:18 PM): ive told you that so many times
VoicE x unhEard (11:17:22 PM): and even if i havent
VoicE x unhEard (11:17:46 PM): ive been tryin to chill and theres a chance that will probably be the only time well end up goin through with
VoicE x unhEard (11:17:47 PM): so yeah
VoicE x unhEard (11:17:49 PM): blow that too
VoicE x unhEard (11:17:55 PM): just cus eric
VoicE x unhEard (11:17:59 PM): ur boy
VoicE x unhEard (11:18:05 PM): idc anymore
VoicE x unhEard (11:18:06 PM): its stupid
Causeway2nowhere (11:18:13 PM): yea
VoicE x unhEard (11:18:14 PM): ur right. im done too
Causeway2nowhere (11:18:22 PM): ok vEE
VoicE x unhEard (11:18:33 PM): yeah.
Causeway2nowhere (11:18:42 PM): ugh
VoicE x unhEard (11:18:48 PM): yeah ugh
Causeway2nowhere (11:18:56 PM): fuckin bs comes in layers anymore
Causeway2nowhere (11:19:01 PM): mad bullshit 24/7
VoicE x unhEard (11:19:04 PM): wow hahahaha
Causeway2nowhere (11:19:06 PM): from everyone
VoicE x unhEard (11:19:17 PM): its not bs i care about seeing you at the damn party
VoicE x unhEard (11:19:21 PM): dont even say i give you bs
Causeway2nowhere (11:19:39 PM): it was jsu tan uneeded argument
VoicE x unhEard (11:19:45 PM): no it pissed me off
Causeway2nowhere (11:19:48 PM): im not saying it was bs, we just could have not argued
VoicE x unhEard (11:19:48 PM): i argued
VoicE x unhEard (11:19:49 PM): ohwell
Causeway2nowhere (11:19:55 PM): yea vEE ohwell
VoicE x unhEard (11:19:57 PM): yeah well you said it the wrong way
VoicE x unhEard (11:19:58 PM): i guess
VoicE x unhEard (11:20:10 PM): yeah.
VoicE x unhEard (11:20:26 PM): im not bs its not even close to that
Causeway2nowhere (11:20:34 PM): i didnt say it was bs
Causeway2nowhere (11:20:39 PM): i said the argument wasnt needed
Causeway2nowhere (11:20:49 PM): i wasnt tryin to argue
Causeway2nowhere (11:20:52 PM): bottom fuckin line
VoicE x unhEard (11:20:52 PM): and who brought it?
Causeway2nowhere (11:20:56 PM): you
VoicE x unhEard (11:20:57 PM): me.
VoicE x unhEard (11:20:59 PM): exactly
VoicE x unhEard (11:21:00 PM): so im bs
VoicE x unhEard (11:21:03 PM): the*
Causeway2nowhere (11:21:06 PM): no the argument was
Causeway2nowhere (11:21:17 PM): w.e vEE twist what i fuckin say everyone else does
VoicE x unhEard (11:21:24 PM): no im not doin shit
Causeway2nowhere (11:21:44 PM): no your not
Causeway2nowhere (11:21:45 PM): wtf
Causeway2nowhere (11:21:48 PM): no
VoicE x unhEard (11:21:55 PM): your sayin bs comes in layers anymore.. and i bring you bs now? for example this unneeded arguement
Causeway2nowhere (11:21:57 PM): your not bs
VoicE x unhEard (11:22:02 PM): ok
Causeway2nowhere (11:22:09 PM): it was the fuckin argument
VoicE x unhEard (11:22:13 PM): ok
VoicE x unhEard (11:22:21 PM): i believe you
Causeway2nowhere (11:22:38 PM): ok
Causeway2nowhere (11:22:52 PM): let me jsut stop, cause shit dont coem out right obviously
VoicE x unhEard (11:23:24 PM): say what you want. you might just end up havin to explain it better
VoicE x unhEard (11:24:51 PM): i wanted to see you at the damn party and you tell me you wont go bc eric cant. and yeah i figured thatll be the next time i get to see you and we got shit to look forward at that thing dont we? all that wouldnt happen cus eric couldnt go. and i didnt uninvited him but im the one gettin all the "results". GAY.
VoicE x unhEard (11:25:04 PM): im not as pissd. so talk about it
VoicE x unhEard (11:25:08 PM): im not goin to bed liek this
Causeway2nowhere (11:25:35 PM): well if i woulda known he just didnt wanan go then it owuld be different, but he told me you two didnt want him there
Causeway2nowhere (11:25:40 PM): and i thought it was beat
Causeway2nowhere (11:25:52 PM): your right it was beat toward you too, i didnt think about that im sorry
VoicE x unhEard (11:26:14 PM): well i never said anything. sam did. and i would be the one who gets the shitty end of the deal.
Causeway2nowhere (11:26:27 PM): well did i know it was jsut sam
Causeway2nowhere (11:26:27 PM): no
VoicE x unhEard (11:26:42 PM): i said it was.
VoicE x unhEard (11:26:49 PM): and you still said you wouldnt go
VoicE x unhEard (11:27:19 PM): Causeway2nowhere (9:58:29 PM): erics not ivited to your party?
VoicE x unhEard (9:59:00 PM): not my choice
VoicE x unhEard (9:59:00 PM): sams.
VoicE x unhEard (11:27:27 PM): Causeway2nowhere (9:59:09 PM): im not goin if he dosent
Causeway2nowhere (11:27:57 PM): ok i didnt read that before i typed
Causeway2nowhere (11:28:01 PM): i just typed it
Causeway2nowhere (11:28:04 PM): and never looked
Causeway2nowhere (11:28:05 PM): my bad
Causeway2nowhere (11:28:10 PM): god damn i do fuck up
VoicE x unhEard (11:28:17 PM): you fuck up?
VoicE x unhEard (11:28:23 PM): whys that
Causeway2nowhere (11:28:31 PM): i didnt read it
Causeway2nowhere (11:28:34 PM): damn
Causeway2nowhere (11:28:40 PM): i want to go weither way
Causeway2nowhere (11:28:44 PM): so wth
Causeway2nowhere (11:28:47 PM): you know i do too
VoicE x unhEard (11:28:56 PM): do i?
Causeway2nowhere (11:29:01 PM): you fuckin shoudl
Causeway2nowhere (11:29:07 PM): after tlkin yesterday
VoicE x unhEard (11:29:12 PM): exactly
VoicE x unhEard (11:29:23 PM): and then tonite you said that no problem.
Causeway2nowhere (11:29:58 PM): cause i thout it was fucked up i know it would be to me if it was the other way around
VoicE x unhEard (11:30:19 PM): i know. but its fucked up to me too..
Causeway2nowhere (11:30:21 PM): i just didnt think that far into it to realize i was dickin you over too
VoicE x unhEard (11:30:28 PM): ok.
VoicE x unhEard (11:31:08 PM): :-\
Causeway2nowhere (11:31:12 PM): srry
VoicE x unhEard (11:31:30 PM): you made me cry.
Causeway2nowhere (11:31:42 PM): well vEE im sorry kid
Causeway2nowhere (11:31:45 PM): i do feel bad
Causeway2nowhere (11:31:50 PM): i am sorry
Causeway2nowhere (11:32:01 PM): i just didnt think it out ccompletely
VoicE x unhEard (11:32:04 PM): cus i really wanted you to go and last week they all were sayin that youd end up not goin cus of eric and shit.
VoicE x unhEard (11:33:01 PM): and i said that if you did that i wouldnt talk to you bc its fucked up. i cant control that eric does or doesnt go. idc who goes to my parties as long as the ppl i do want are there. ppl should know that by now. and i didnt want to have to do what i said id do.
Causeway2nowhere (11:33:26 PM): well vEE im srry
VoicE x unhEard (11:33:40 PM): yeah i know you are.
VoicE x unhEard (11:33:54 PM): but now you know how bad i want you there like seriously
VoicE x unhEard (11:33:55 PM): idk why
VoicE x unhEard (11:33:59 PM): even if we dont do nothin
VoicE x unhEard (11:34:00 PM): idc
VoicE x unhEard (11:34:04 PM): i just wanna see you
Causeway2nowhere (11:35:18 PM): were gonna tleast cuddle
Causeway2nowhere (11:35:22 PM): lol
Causeway2nowhere (11:35:29 PM): ive wanted to do that with you for like ever
VoicE x unhEard (11:35:41 PM): why
Causeway2nowhere (11:36:41 PM): cause i love to cuddle
Causeway2nowhere (11:36:45 PM): its what i do when i like someone
Causeway2nowhere (11:36:52 PM): i thought it would be awsome
VoicE x unhEard (11:37:01 PM): ok haha
VoicE x unhEard (11:37:09 PM): well i want to
VoicE x unhEard (11:37:15 PM): so we will
Causeway2nowhere (11:37:43 PM): lol ok
Causeway2nowhere (11:41:23 PM): under blankets?
Causeway2nowhere (11:43:45 PM): ok
VoicE x unhEard (11:44:52 PM): yeah. sorry sam was talkin to me on the phone
Causeway2nowhere (11:44:58 PM): ok
VoicE x unhEard (11:45:07 PM): yeah who cuddles without blankets
VoicE x unhEard (11:45:09 PM): thats cheap
VoicE x unhEard (11:45:10 PM): lol
Causeway2nowhere (11:45:53 PM): lol
Causeway2nowhere (11:45:54 PM): deff
theres more but its all normal after that. no arguin about that shit or nothin. idk its solved yea, but its making me sad still. i couldnt stop thinkin about it all day today. its just so not fair.. =\
i really dont know anymore.
im gonna go nap. laterr
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2004 18 September :: 9.39am
:: Mood: tired..
:: Music: fall out boy -- =)
uhm..idk..its w.e
hm, its maddd early but im too sore to fall back asleep and sams asleep so ill just update cus its better then watchin the britney spears marathon. lol. im at sams.. so YEAH theres tv ..hehe =)
ook i dont fuckin remember what the last thing i updated about was so.. bare with me.. ill just uh. update about yesterday.
yesterday:
hm so i probably got up and got ready.. all that. i keep wakin up 1O min before my bus shows up so im so fuckin lucky that i make it in time. im like IN THE MIRROR still and i see the little tart cart stopped pickin up the kid next door so i gotta jet down the stairs lol. it fuckin sucks. but its w.e i havent missed it yet so ill keep doin what i always do. thats pretty nifty tho that i get up brush my teeth pee get dressed and all that shit in 1O mother fuckin minutes. haha. the other day i didnt even have my shoes on and i saw her pull up i was like ahhh FUCKKKERRR but she waited so i got lucky as fuckin hell. haha. so hmm, i got in and went to my locker and sam comes up and tells me erics not in cus he threw up twice. so she stuck with us in the morning. we walked over to craigs locker..orr in the AREA of his locker cus i dont fuckin know which one it is exactly. and a bunch of people started comin up. but of course craig and paolo and all were the last ones lol. uhh idk at like 58 i remember i left and i had to runnnn. everyone "dispersed' haha yess, nice word 8). lets see. i dont remember 1st pd. but i thought jackie wasnt in school but then she came in. didnt look too happy so i just didnt bother her with any bs. then me and her walked to my locker. kind of. her lockers before mine so she left me a little bit before i actually got there. but w.e the whole idea..yeahh anyway haha. nobody will get what im talkin about so dont bother. lol. hr.. gay. mrs isbill tried yellin at me for movin my seat sayin she cant take attendence.. uhhhh she fuckin KNOWS who i am and she doesnt even call my name she just marks it down. so yeahhh me movin my seat to where i WAS sitting isnt gonna mess up her whole fuckin takin role 'routine'. but w.e that was gay.. 2nd pd, took that test. (psychology). at first i thought it was noo books i was like..ahh shiit..deff gonna fail. lol. but hes cool he let us use everything we had. i think i did good, well..how couldnt i? lol ahwell. 3rd pd, math, alllwayyyys gay. we had a test. EASY as mother fuckin hell. so thats cool. but i feel like a retard with the shit we do. ughh its so gayy. !! 4th, isbill again. man wtf she was gay as hell yesterday!.. she wouldnt let me go to the fuckin waterfountain! its like RIGHT AROUND the corner. would take me less then a minute. i dont even need a pass for that shit. but i wanted to wet my hand bc i had sharpie on me and it was like all over. and she kept sayin no. so i was like w.e ill be back in less then a minute and walked out. she tried to run and stop me hahaha. fuck her man. then someone had to open the door for the ppl outside so when they came out i ran back in the class and he "wrote me down".. w.e idc i needed a drink. i was coughin real bad.. hahahaha. shes dumb shed be like.. NO.. then wont say nothin. ill get away with it. and if not. uhh FUCK HER DETENTIONS. what are they gonna do give me ISS for leaving to go get a drink bc i needed one?.. ohwell its w.e. ill just get her jumped. haha. oook 5thh.. shit..oo yeah biology. we didnt do nothin. or did we?.. oh yeah nah we did review sheets and gave out books. 6th, ehh. it was OK. i think? i dont remember. 7th was cool. did jackie come? yeahh she did. me and her didnt feel good so we just went to lunch. and then i was gonna be unprepared be i was feelin better so i just got dressed and we did push ups. uh i thought we were runnin the mile?.. guess not. lol. ohwell push ups are easier. then me and sam just stayed in our gym clothes bc its the cool thing to do. haha. nah it was just easier. went outside and w.e to the buses. that freak lady kept kickin us out or w.e off w.e you wanna call it. so after standin around me and sam and everyone left. i went to sams. we got here and chilled a little. then went for a bike ride up to the dot shop. got drinks. aha. we rode all the way up there for gusslers or w.e theyre called. haha yess. came back and then zack and them came up and we talked and bullshitted for a whiile. then went for a walk. got back and ended up goin to jackies. bc we needed a ride to waterford nite. it was funny in the car with her and joe. ah i love them lol. we dropped off joe at waterford nite then went and got danielle. then FINALLY got dropped off at waterford nite lol. uh saw a lot of ppl. alot of bullshit happend. everyone was cryin. ahh crazy. not my place to get into any of that shit so lets just say it was .. a big..mess. lol wow thats not a real good word but..yeah. thats all i can think of. ended up gettin a ride from duffy and he already had tyrone and petros in the car so that was fun. haha. chilled at danielles. met her brother rob. ahah hes funnyyyy lol. went to bed at like.. uh, who knows. but laattttte. got up madd early and got dropped off here. like 8 ish. yeahh earrlly. lol. so now im here on the phone with my daddy =). ha how gay of me. ooo yeah saw THAT KID nick at waterford nite. actually said hi. oo im proud. haha. nick lol. not gona read this but w.e .. i still love you. =). craig. hahaha i called you like 5 times. i love youuuuuuu haha. im gonna call more indeed. you know you love campin.
ook i gotta gooo. idk what else to say.
i want grilled cheese =). mmm
<333
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2004 13 September :: 4.04pm
:: Mood: idk
:: Music: thursday --
somethin out of mike and danielles journals.
here. do this..please.
[1] Who are you?
[2] Are we friends?
[3] When and how did we meet?
[4] How have I affected you?
[5] What do you think of me?
[6] What's the fondest memory you have of me?
[7] How long do you think we will be friends?
[8] Do you love me?
[9] Do you have a crush on me?
[10] Would you kiss me?
[11] Would you hug me?
[12] Physically, what stands out?
[13] Emotionally, what stands out?
[14] Do you wish I was cooler?
[15] Girls, would we date? Guys, would we be good friends?
[16] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
[17] Am I loveable?
[18] How long have you known me?
[19] Describe me in one word.
[20] What was your first impression?
[21] Do you still think that way about me now?
[22] What do you think my weakness is?
[23] Do you think I'll get married?
[24] What makes me happy?
[25] What makes me sad?
[26] What reminds you of me?
[27] If you could give me anything what would it be?
[29] How well do you know me?
[29] When's the last time you saw me?
[30] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
[31] Do you think I could kill someone?
[32] Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you?
thank you.
lets see..uhmm some ppl are deff bein gay anymore. just plain GAY and not caring and shit. and yesterday nite was so gay. but its w.e it got fixed for the most part. the part i actually cared to fix. everything else remains fuckin retarded. sooo w.e.
ohwell tho, right?
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2004 12 September :: 2.31pm
:: Mood: yeahhhhhh
:: Music: tbs
bullshit.. like always
well yeah i went to the fun fest at school yesterday. its w.e shit happend and yeah. it was fuckin gay. i dont even care anymore. hm it ended up bein me jackie sam mike wilcox bobdole sam katelynn zach billy jaimie his bro this kid edgar eggy..wtfe. and more little kids. carmen and chuck on and off. more off then on. uh we just ran around and shit. did w.e watched them ppl sing and dance got food yeah. eventually we made our way over to the sumo thing and wilcox and bobdole went against eachother then sam and sam did. haha. now THAT was funny. then mike was like..come on go on the slide with me or w.e so me and him went over there. and sam and everyone came runnin up. we got inline behind a bunch of little niglets. ahwell idc if thats mean i deff dont care right now. we were waitin then we realized they were just fuckin going back on after they were done. so we just cut inline and all went up. sam and sam went and then me and mike. i hurt my boob. wow. yeah it hurt ohwell. then we went over to this mic. oh somehwere in there we were on the steps infront of the lunch room lookin for danielle and i wanted ice cream from the machine but hte doors were locked and luckuily someone came out and i ran in and the fuckin lunchroom was locked. so i let everyone in and jackie found one of the side doors was open. but the ice cream machien was out of order. so we all got drinks. we were walkin down the hall and yeah did shit w.e w.e. mike accidently hit josh in it and josh threw his fuckin yoohoo at him. haha. mike was like..aww shiit. dude.. then we bullshitted and yeah. some time sam bobdole and katelynn got picked up then all the little kids left so me sam mike jackie all walked up to the library. talked for at least a half hour. then at 1O to 6 the dude said it was closin so we left. danielle was right there so we met up. me her and mike walked up to the park and sam and jackie went in and used the phone or w.e we chilled at regional. then went to the soccer field and saw joe and nick. then there were 2 buses. so we went on the one that was kind of behind trees. and i was in the drivers seat tryin to get the lights on and shit. then we got off and jackie got a pic comin off and danielle said she wantead one of me in the seat and shit. so she took it and all and i was gettin up and blew the horn and we all jetted hahahahah. it was funny as hell. and fun. uh we got to jackies and danielle was like oh shit wheres my bookbag so we had to go back to the park. me and mike raced. then all the little kids came up. oh yeah before the park we stopped at chucks bc i wanted that musketeer bar he owes me. but he wasnt home. then when we were leavin regional to go back to jackies chucks sister rides up and says chucks home so we go to his house and he has no candy at all. SON OF A BITCH. we were sittin there and like ALL of them were starin at us..wow guys way to make us feel welcome. but i liked there dogs. the ones outfront at least. then we walked up to jackies and as soon as we sat down mikes mom came. we all said hi and he left. then we called home. my dad didnt answer so sam just said go home with her. we chilled in jackies room and talked and what not. then jesse and her mom came at like 8:3O or w.e cus we had to be gone by then lol went back to her house. did w.e didnt really find food but we were hungry. watched the perfect score went to bed around 12:3O -1. had to leave early like 9 cus my dad was pickin me up on his way home from work. got here and yeah. shit today was gay..... too gay. and idc if you didnt mean it the way i saw it you made me cry. so w.e.. for now..fuck it. and i dont do nothin for you? dude w.e i do the same thing for you as you do for me. LISTEN. wtf can we do? just bc the shit you have to hear isnt as serious as the shit i hear from you..doesnt mean you do more. and besides you dont even fuckin tell me everything so how the fuck am i supposed to do anything for you? thats not my fault. but w.e im sorry i care about you. its not like i tell you everything bc i expect you to have the answers. half the time i just tell you to tell you. so yeahh that hurt bc you know i fuckin tell you everything and you say that. if you think of it as shit to do for each other then wow. i didnt make you do shit so it was just as much your choice to listen as it was mine to tell you. tahts fuckin bs w.e
cross my heart and hope to
im lyin just to keep you here..
its all in your goodbyes
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2004 9 September :: 3.06pm
:: Mood: frustrated
:: Music: saves the day--
uh, school?
yea im startin to get tired of having a journal. well not so much about having it but about having to update it and what not. and im not in the mood to sit here and blab on about what ive been up to. so if anybody reads my journal, sorry. even if i did, it wouldnt be much so its not that big of a difference. weve been in school since tuesday, duh. its now thursday. so yeah. for the record my lunch is gay x infinity. except for today but thats only bc jackie and danielle joined me. and got people to come sit with me and mike. andd bc my good fellow anthony finally came. lol. im sure that it was just a day thing tho. so heres the schedule -- enjoy!
1st - mrs richards aka ROSEANNE .. f11O
with jackie, tom, steve. idk who else i forget.
hr - mrs isabell a1OO
with ang and ant and of course my buddy mrs isbill.
2nd - mr shaw. psychology.. a1O6. oOo thats a far walk..
nobody i like is in there..
3rd - mr williams. retard math
jason brown and the rest are freshmen.
4th - back to mrs isbillinaa!! italian
that fuckin class omg its already fun haha. shes got like all the kids who gave her shit last year.. yess. me will jerell danielle tara steve gina brittany green ashley raaanndaay colleen.. well colin but she says coal-lean. haha
5th - mrs tagmire. biology.
im gettin that switched to lunch. but theres like becca and ang and hilary.
6th - english. HATE IT. mrs takemoto. lol
me jackie steve justin a few other ppl..
7th - lunch.. GAYYYY. gettin it switched to bio.
8th - mr bates. gym..yes im going this year i cant cut theres nowhere to go. and no reason cus its gonna be fun. lol
me jackie sam jess lutz JESUS uhh.. whoever else and then gianna melissa. melissas w.e but gianna. man she already said shit to sam. haha. what a geek. =)
my bus is fuckin retarded. mini bus outfront.. WHAT IS THAT?!?!. ughh. ohwell everyday ill go out to the usual 'spot' then run around the school to the front entrance where my bus is. gay but w.e..thats it. im done. later.
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2004 5 September :: 1.13am
:: Mood: sneezing my ass off
:: Music: none im about to go to bed.
past few days..
well where we last left off, jesse and his dad were driving up saturday from carolina and jesse was getting dropped off and my dad was taking custody. my step mom was getting a restraining order on her and yeah. thats the details of that. let me update about my last few days and when i get to saturday we can delve into that subject. lol.
thursday:
well wednesday night i went to bed around 8 and slept until 1:3Oam. i stayed up and around 11 we left to drive to washington dc for the day. it was a pretty long ride. the thing is there were like 5 fuckin accidents or traffic jams and it took longer then it was supposed to. and i think we were on the interstate in delaware or w.e and there was this pt cruiser. and it said on the back "GEEKS ON CALL" and it had a number. so you know when you see a car or truck with like something interesting wrote on it you wanna see whos drivin it, right? well we pull up next to it to see and its an actual geek!! omg i was laughin my ass off. cus he looked over and my dad was like.. ohh shiit hahahaha. and he like pushed up his glasses and started noddin in approval soo fuckin proud to be in his geek mobile. lol. so after that we thought we lost him. well he started followin us and switchin lanes to pull up next to us to see me. fuckin dumbass. haha. so i couldnt look bc it was too funny i was laughin x 2. lol. so i finally looked when he wasl ike a lane over but still aligned with us. so i waved and he all smiled like =D and waved all hard back. haha. it was great. my dad kept sayin 'THE GEEKSTERRR'. hes silly. hmm, well taht was the highlite of the drive down. when we got there we couldnt find anything so this navy dude let us follow him in. when we got there we still couldnt find anythign so we came across the capital. found a parking spot and angie had to pee. so we go up and the porter potties on the lawn are locked. the tour sign said the tours were over at 3:3O and it waslike 4:3O. so we go into the federal botanical garden and use the bathroom. then we leave. WE WENT ALL THAT WAY TO TAKE A PISS. we drove around for madd long to find things. but all we found was the capital building and the washington monument. and the jfk memorial. what a waste. all i wanted to see was lincoln and if possible the whitehouse. but notta. neither. pshht. then we drove back and idk which state we were in but we stopped at a rest place and got food. as soon as we sit down to eat like 239847982q728 black ppl come runnin in and get in line for chicken. it was nuts. there was like nobody there. then all of the sudden you look and a big crowd of niggas is comin in from every door. and there were like 6 doors. just crazy how it was out of nowhere. they just popped up. then i go to the bathroom and i get back and they drank all my soda. so i go and refill it. i put it on the table. and were waitin for angie to finish her ice cream that she bitched about so we can leave and she throws it out. and i put my soda on the table so i could put somethin in my pocket and i go to grab it and she fuckin takes it and starts walkin out. fuckin dike. so yeahh i got pissed. then i slept the rest of the way. we got home and i talked to a few ppl but it was gay. danielle is like the only one who listened. i was tellin nick the geek thing and he pretty much was like.. yeah lol. make a chat. thats all he seems to ask me lately. and craig, hes like. sorrrry i g2g i miiight be back on. then he came back and when he left i was in the middle of tellin it and he didnt even say .. ok finish or anything. he was just like yoo whats up. but ohwell. hmm what else. well im sure it was madd late by then so i prob went to bed shortly after. so nothing else.
friday:
idk got up around 1O:3O - 11 and got a shower. i would have been up around 9:3O and shit but my step mom decided to get a fuckin shower as i was gettin up. so i slept more. fuck her shes fuckin gay. yea and her leavin finally i guess thats down the fuckin drain. but any fuckin way..idk got up got ready and all. called danielle like 8 times. no answer. so i go to her house and ring the doorbell and my dad honks the horn. and after like 1O minutes i ring it one more time and she opens the door. she was sleepin haha. so she hauled ass and got ready and we called jackie but her mom was being gay. so she couldnt go =\. danielle had to get her purse from her mom so we went to wawa. got that and ice. and headed down. the ride was ok. listend to good music and idk. got there and went to the beach. we found baby clams!! haha. we were collecting them and what not. and we put a bunch in the cooler with ice. and when we got home they were all frozen and opened up. hm but anywho, we went in the water and all that good stuff. we had a plan to dig a hole where the water stopped coming up and put all the clams we found in it bc there were millions but the water came up and danielle ended up loosin her lip ring. so we were siftin threw the sand lookin for it. then we gave up. idk we prob chilled more and stuff. my sister was being gay and pissin my dad off. she ran all the way to the boardwalk and he had to chase her. and if youve been to north wildwood you know the fuckin beach is madd far from the boards. especially spencer ave. but she runs all the way up there then back. so he got pissed off bc she ran away when he said come here. then we were writin shit in the sand. and these kids were starin at us. i had an orange bathing suit and danielle a blue one. youll see why thats relevant soon. but so we do w.e and take angie in the water and stuff. then were walkin back and see when we started writin in the sand eveyrone else did. so we were readin everyone elses and the two kids that were starin [ ugly geeks, mind you ] had wrote. "GIRL IN BLUE IS HOT WILL FUCK HER" or something. hahaha. and danielle was reading them outloud and she got to taht and was like "girl in blu...okkaaayyy" lol. it was funny. oooo yeah i forgot. when we first got there before we went to the beach we went to the bathroom. and when we were walkin back these kids i guess were tryin to "drop a line" and they said "heyy, you lke tatoos" hahaha. what a pick up line that is. lol. its like ''yea i got a tatoo where youd LOVEE to see;)" haha. hmm so after the beach angie threw a fit and danielle had to carry her. we finally got back to the car and my aunt stacy was there outside and she told my dad that my uncle tommy was home. so we got ready at the car then went out back. saw gabby, their pink and black spotted pig. she got so bigg. haha. and my uncle tommys hair got longg. theyre all still funny as hell. i love them. after a little bit me and danielle hit the boards. haha. we basically went in all the cool stores and looked and walked up as far as we could then turned around. made a friend at the pizza place. and the uhh.. i forget the name. but some place we were lookin at gages and shit and both guys behind the counter came up and started talkin to danielle. lol. shes just so hott. haha. after about 2 hours we walked back and wound up chillin at the murphs and watchin pleasantville<3. gooood moovie. i like it =). then around 12 we left. got home and bullshitted on the computer. did whatever. then went to bed around 4:3O.
saturday or today w.e:
we were gonna get up at like 1O or so, so i set the alarm. but i just ended up hittin snooze for an hour then shuttin it off. so we slept till like 2:3O. we went to the laundry mat and learned how to do a load in them complicated ones. ha. then jackie came over. we chilled and stuff then got ready. jesse was supposed to come up and be at our house by 4. and my step mom was supposed to be at work by 1:3O but she called out sick [ sick my ass, shes out right now. fuckin liar ] and jesse's dad called when we were in wildwood and said nvm he worked things out. hes gonna put him in a facility. soo w.e. i was lookin forward to seein jesse and stuff and meetin his dad but its w.e. so after waitin till like 6 we decided to go to the marlton carnival thing. i usually go with sam so we can party boy ppl but. well shes not around and yeah. idk if that would have happend. but i still had fun. we sang nsync in the car to my dad and all haha. danielles beast at that. got there andd road a few rides. danced on stage with the mummers. we were standin there and i was watchin them and i got the feelin so i just walked up there and joined in. then jackie did. and danielle was laughin. but she ended up joining in as well. we had fun. lol. the 2 guys with feathers on there costumes kept smackin us in the face with theyre feathers. haha. and this one lady was all over bumpin into everyone but shed just keep goin. haha. ran into some ppl we knew. after that we went to wendys. there was a hot guy behind the counter.. yessss. and a tommy lee jones lookin dude at the register named angelo. jackie and my dad got into a debate over gayness. haha. it was funny bc they were all gettin into it and stuff. so i called a time out and it dyed down and we left. its all good lol it was entertaining. sang backstreet boys on the way home. dropped jackie off. then ran back to my house to get danielles stuff. dropped her off. came back home. and here i am. im rather tired now tho, so im off to bed.
school in 2 days. woo. if i had new stuff like at least shoes and a pair of jeans id be more happy. but i dont. might go tomorrow but who knows. danielle and jackie kick ass. tonite and yesterday was fun. and washington dc is so weird. theres so many pedestrians. and everything is nice. like the things on the highway that are usually metal. the guard rails. theyre stone. so, rich of them. and the signs are different colors in them other states. nj is green. theres are brown. oh yeahhh i saw real live super troopers!! yessss. haha. so cool. =)
ok, im done. laterr
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