THEhairybeast
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2004 20 July :: 12.16am
:: Mood: yeahhhh
:: Music: RPM
change of plan*
NO DRINKIN OR SMOKIN AT THE PARTY CUS I CHANGED MY MIND << THERES YOUR REASON WHY RIGHT THERE SO DONT ASK ME WHY ..
IF YOU GOT A PROBLEM WITH IT THEN DONT COME.. OR COME.. BUT YOU PULL OUT THE SHIT AND ERIC SEES YOU .. HA HAVE FUN ..
LATER <3
its all in your goodbyes
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THEhairybeast
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2004 17 July :: 2.26pm
:: Mood: busy
:: Music: led zeppelin
party infO*
ok THERES ONE PARTY NOW..
PARTY IS FOR SAMS BDAY SO BRING HER A PRESENT..
mmmkAyYy.. paRty infO* ____
juLy 24th -- my house
**[ whitehorse pike, next to motion enterprise.. like 2 minutes from hammonton high .. call if you dont already know where it is >> [ 7 0 4 3 2 4 6 ] or if your parents need to talk to my dad lol ]
party starts at [ 6|6:3o ] .. buut since theres a pool for you guys to ride if your gonna do that come around like.. [3|3:3o] so your not ridin durin the party.. nahh meann
**[ if you wanna come early to help around and shit like that.. its cool.. just let me know.. or if you have to come early cus you can only get a ride by a certain time.. thats cool too you just gotta let me know .. so far i already said that jackie and danielle are ok to come early bc they offered .. and nick if hes still comin cus he asked lol ]
its just like last time.. anyone and everyone can stay for the nite.. if you didnt last time let me just say.. we DONT sleep so dont worry about gettin t bagged or shit like that.. and if your cool enough and you do somehow fall asleep and they try.. i wont let them.. but if your not cool.. then ha.. watch your forehead.. =)
** [ if your parents need to make sure that its ok with my parent* .. then they can call to "verify" .. lol. if you need me to get my dad to say that it will be boys downstairs girls upstairs or shit let me know so i can tell him.. lol ]
theres gonna be food soda music people .. movies .. its all good.. this is part of my present to sam so you guys HAVE to show and make it the shit.. ok? =)..
everyone bring people and music and w.e you want.. if you got any questions IM me.. or call -- you know the digits
hmm i think thats it..
i guess thats it..
IM me if you got questions. ..
Silenced x Kid -- 7043246
or call..idc ..
<3
its all in your goodbyes
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THEhairybeast
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2004 17 July :: 1.48am
:: Mood: tired as shiiiiitttt
:: Music: marvin gaye -- heard it through the grapevine =)
basically craig..
ill tell you about summer school later.. but im goin to bed now.. im extra extra tired.. i just wanted to put this convo in here so i can X out.. its with craig .. "birthday boy" haha.. this kids gettin older.. waHoo haha.. look at these wise words he speaks. .. >>
l40BelowSummerI (11:46:58 PM): im not going to be allowed to sleep over again...
Silenced x Kid (11:47:16 PM): why not
l40BelowSummerI (11:47:25 PM): bc my parents wont trust me
Silenced x Kid (11:47:44 PM): tell them theres no bangable girls
l40BelowSummerI (11:47:48 PM): ha
l40BelowSummerI (11:47:52 PM): what if there is
Silenced x Kid (11:47:57 PM): what dont they trust you about?
l40BelowSummerI (11:48:09 PM): i guess that
l40BelowSummerI (11:48:16 PM): i dont know
Silenced x Kid (11:48:17 PM): man thats not cool
Silenced x Kid (11:48:18 PM): lol
Silenced x Kid (11:49:03 PM): tell them its guys downstairs and girls upstairs
l40BelowSummerI (11:49:09 PM): haha
l40BelowSummerI (11:49:27 PM): i wouldnt want to sleep over anyway
l40BelowSummerI (11:49:30 PM): i have to sleep...
Silenced x Kid (11:49:35 PM): its not taht big of a deal.. we had fun..we dont even sleep
Silenced x Kid (11:49:40 PM): ...ok i guess
Silenced x Kid (11:49:42 PM): idc
l40BelowSummerI (11:49:56 PM): its not like a i have a girl there anyway
l40BelowSummerI (11:49:59 PM): so itd be poibntless
Silenced x Kid (11:50:08 PM): no ..
Silenced x Kid (11:50:11 PM): nvm
l40BelowSummerI (11:50:16 PM): id just end up fallin asleep and gettin t-bagged
l40BelowSummerI (11:50:19 PM): haha
Silenced x Kid (11:50:31 PM): no only ritz has balls enough to do that to ppl and hes not goin
l40BelowSummerI (11:50:38 PM): why not?
l40BelowSummerI (11:50:42 PM): tyrone would
Silenced x Kid (11:50:45 PM): hes leavin for indiana
Silenced x Kid (11:50:50 PM): tyrone falls asleep first
l40BelowSummerI (11:50:57 PM): ha
l40BelowSummerI (11:51:13 PM): hes probably pissed that tweet got with jess
Silenced x Kid (11:51:27 PM): who?
l40BelowSummerI (11:52:10 PM): mike
Silenced x Kid (11:52:28 PM): idk..but hes goin to indiana on the 22nd so he wont be here for either
l40BelowSummerI (11:52:39 PM): oo
Silenced x Kid (11:53:14 PM): yea
l40BelowSummerI (11:54:33 PM): i saw mike at the mall
Silenced x Kid (11:54:38 PM): ritz?
l40BelowSummerI (11:54:43 PM): no reagan
Silenced x Kid (11:54:48 PM): oh
l40BelowSummerI (11:55:02 PM): the security/cop guy was writing him up or somethin
Silenced x Kid (11:55:10 PM): niiice
Silenced x Kid (11:55:13 PM): whend you go there
l40BelowSummerI (11:55:17 PM): tonight
l40BelowSummerI (11:55:19 PM): it was mad gay
Silenced x Kid (11:55:21 PM): oh i see
Silenced x Kid (11:55:27 PM): which?
l40BelowSummerI (11:55:34 PM): mall
Silenced x Kid (11:55:38 PM): yeah
l40BelowSummerI (11:55:46 PM): i was supposde to go to kims party after but joe wasnt allowed
l40BelowSummerI (11:55:52 PM): so now im here
Silenced x Kid (11:55:58 PM): i thought her party was the 31st
l40BelowSummerI (11:56:14 PM): thats a big party
l40BelowSummerI (11:56:17 PM): this was like 10 people
l40BelowSummerI (11:56:22 PM): lol
Silenced x Kid (11:56:23 PM): oh
Silenced x Kid (11:56:26 PM): thats not a party
Silenced x Kid (11:56:28 PM): lol
l40BelowSummerI (11:56:30 PM): it was a "get-together"
Silenced x Kid (11:56:32 PM): yeahh
Silenced x Kid (11:56:32 PM): haha
l40BelowSummerI (11:56:51 PM): ashley called me
l40BelowSummerI (11:56:55 PM): and when i said i couldnt go
l40BelowSummerI (11:57:07 PM): she got mad
l40BelowSummerI (11:57:12 PM): and got all pissy
l40BelowSummerI (11:57:17 PM): im like wtg
Silenced x Kid (11:57:30 PM): wtf*?
l40BelowSummerI (11:57:39 PM): what the gay
Silenced x Kid (11:57:42 PM): oh
Silenced x Kid (11:57:42 PM): lol
Silenced x Kid (11:58:10 PM): "happy birthday mother fucker" <--sam
l40BelowSummerI (11:58:29 PM): mother fucker?
Silenced x Kid (11:58:37 PM): yeah thats what she said..
Silenced x Kid (11:58:38 PM): lol
l40BelowSummerI (11:58:47 PM): tell her she better watch out or ill get her mom
Silenced x Kid (11:59:00 PM): ok..hold on...shes tellin me a story
l40BelowSummerI (11:59:06 PM): ha
Silenced x Kid (11:59:31 PM): she laughed
Silenced x Kid (11:59:31 PM): lol
Silenced x Kid (11:59:33 PM): and my step mom said
Silenced x Kid (11:59:37 PM): "thats dirrrtyy"
Silenced x Kid (11:59:37 PM): haha
Silenced x Kid (11:59:43 PM): "your a funny biotch"
l40BelowSummerI (11:59:46 PM): haha
Silenced x Kid (12:00:31 AM): lol
l40BelowSummerI (12:00:43 AM): isnt she the one that likes slipknot?
Silenced x Kid (12:00:51 AM): stfu
l40BelowSummerI (12:01:09 AM): ha
l40BelowSummerI (12:01:22 AM): i love her
Silenced x Kid (12:01:37 AM): well you can pimp her next weekend;-)
l40BelowSummerI (12:01:45 AM): ah
l40BelowSummerI (12:01:50 AM): i take it back
Silenced x Kid (12:01:55 AM): ok good
Silenced x Kid (12:02:11 AM): dude
Silenced x Kid (12:02:17 AM): she called sam last nite and started talkin to her
l40BelowSummerI (12:02:27 AM): haha
Silenced x Kid (12:02:28 AM): two times
Silenced x Kid (12:02:38 AM): dont talk to her or shell find your number on my phone and call you
l40BelowSummerI (12:03:33 AM): haha
Silenced x Kid (12:03:42 AM): im serious
l40BelowSummerI (12:03:43 AM): why did she call her?
Silenced x Kid (12:03:44 AM): she calls eric too
Silenced x Kid (12:03:48 AM): to talk
Silenced x Kid (12:03:58 AM): she was like "hey whts up..:-)"
l40BelowSummerI (12:04:02 AM): haha
Silenced x Kid (12:04:23 AM): thats why erics mom doesnt like her.. cus she calls there
Silenced x Kid (12:04:25 AM): shes a freka
Silenced x Kid (12:04:27 AM): freaK*
l40BelowSummerI (12:04:48 AM): haha
Silenced x Kid (12:05:47 AM): yes
Silenced x Kid (12:07:47 AM): not cool
Silenced x Kid (12:08:07 AM): kate cant go to the party cus shes got a baby shower or sum shit..so ants not gonna go either..
Silenced x Kid (12:08:09 AM): mann
l40BelowSummerI (12:08:21 AM): hes not goin?
l40BelowSummerI (12:08:29 AM): im not going to know anyone
Silenced x Kid (12:08:32 AM): yes you are
Silenced x Kid (12:08:34 AM): tweets goin
Silenced x Kid (12:08:36 AM): jay brown
Silenced x Kid (12:08:37 AM): hmm
Silenced x Kid (12:08:38 AM): tyrone
Silenced x Kid (12:08:41 AM): sam
Silenced x Kid (12:08:46 AM): me..
Silenced x Kid (12:08:47 AM): haha
Silenced x Kid (12:08:58 AM): nickoli
Silenced x Kid (12:09:09 AM): bob dole
Silenced x Kid (12:09:11 AM): your good
l40BelowSummerI (12:10:18 AM): but they all haev girls
Silenced x Kid (12:10:22 AM): noo
Silenced x Kid (12:10:30 AM): nick doesnt
l40BelowSummerI (12:10:37 AM): he has you
l40BelowSummerI (12:10:38 AM): haha
Silenced x Kid (12:10:41 AM): JAY FUCKIN BROWN
Silenced x Kid (12:10:43 AM): DEFF DONT
l40BelowSummerI (12:10:47 AM): hes jewish
Silenced x Kid (12:10:48 AM): what no
l40BelowSummerI (12:10:52 AM): h.o im about to passout
Silenced x Kid (12:10:52 AM): i dont have a girl
Silenced x Kid (12:13:14 AM): today was "your day" and i had your food:-)
l40BelowSummerI (12:13:23 AM): taco bell?
Silenced x Kid (12:13:26 AM): yess
l40BelowSummerI (12:13:29 AM): niice
l40BelowSummerI (12:13:42 AM): i had bacon pizza
Silenced x Kid (12:13:49 AM): i know.. my dad was like what do you want.. and i said.. hmm.. TACO BELL.. haha
Silenced x Kid (12:13:50 AM): niice
Silenced x Kid (12:13:52 AM): is that good?
l40BelowSummerI (12:13:59 AM): you never had it?
Silenced x Kid (12:14:25 AM): lets see.. ive had.. pepperoni.. pineapple.. plain.. sausage.. brocolli.. no bacon..
Silenced x Kid (12:14:33 AM): buffalo
l40BelowSummerI (12:14:45 AM): pineapple is good
Silenced x Kid (12:14:53 AM): yeah man.. papa johns..mmmmm
l40BelowSummerI (12:14:57 AM): and so is brocolli with no sauce
Silenced x Kid (12:15:04 AM): yeah
Silenced x Kid (12:15:08 AM): your extra cool
Silenced x Kid (12:15:09 AM): haha
Silenced x Kid (12:15:17 AM): this food seroiusly..mm
Silenced x Kid (12:15:19 AM): i want pizza
l40BelowSummerI (12:15:24 AM): haha
Silenced x Kid (12:16:00 AM): and pizza hut personal pan pizzas
Silenced x Kid (12:16:04 AM): pizza is soo good
Silenced x Kid (12:16:05 AM): ahh
l40BelowSummerI (12:16:15 AM): pizza hut is the best pizza ever
l40BelowSummerI (12:16:22 AM): besides little ceasars
l40BelowSummerI (12:16:26 AM): but theyre gone
Silenced x Kid (12:16:27 AM): i forget.. i havent had it in soo long
Silenced x Kid (12:16:35 AM): are they?
Silenced x Kid (12:16:37 AM): idk
Silenced x Kid (12:16:37 AM): lol
Silenced x Kid (12:17:50 AM): i think papa johns is better..but i could be wrong cus its seriously been like years since ive had pizza hut
l40BelowSummerI (12:18:02 AM): yeah your wrong
Silenced x Kid (12:18:04 AM): i think katies comin to this party
l40BelowSummerI (12:18:09 AM): she lies
Silenced x Kid (12:18:10 AM): maybe
Silenced x Kid (12:18:11 AM): haha
Silenced x Kid (12:18:14 AM): oh yeahhh
Silenced x Kid (12:18:15 AM): hahah
Silenced x Kid (12:18:51 AM): well idk i told her and then somehow i was tellin her how its my present for sam and she wa slike aww tahts sweet .. .then she asked questions like she was interested so
Silenced x Kid (12:18:51 AM): haha
Silenced x Kid (12:19:05 AM): idc if she goes..cus thatd mean susan urwin or w.e.. ew
l40BelowSummerI (12:20:26 AM): lol
Silenced x Kid (12:20:58 AM): who decides to have a party a week before it
Silenced x Kid (12:20:59 AM): hahahaha
l40BelowSummerI (12:21:44 AM): yeah
l40BelowSummerI (12:21:48 AM): who does such a thing
Silenced x Kid (12:21:52 AM): faggots
Silenced x Kid (12:22:05 AM): yeah but WHO does that and pulls it off
Silenced x Kid (12:22:09 AM): haha
l40BelowSummerI (12:22:13 AM): you
Silenced x Kid (12:22:14 AM): im gayyy
Silenced x Kid (12:22:18 AM): yeah right
Silenced x Kid (12:22:29 AM): this has to work cus jons wastin his vaca for it
l40BelowSummerI (12:23:00 AM): ooo wel
Silenced x Kid (12:23:45 AM): yea
l40BelowSummerI (12:26:46 AM): chocolate milk and brownie bites
l40BelowSummerI (12:26:48 AM): siick
Silenced x Kid (12:27:15 AM): thats too much chocolate
l40BelowSummerI (12:27:22 AM): i love chocolate
Silenced x Kid (12:27:49 AM): i know but.. you need MILK for brownies..cus it gets all stuck
Silenced x Kid (12:27:50 AM): haha
l40BelowSummerI (12:27:58 AM): chocolate milk!
l40BelowSummerI (12:28:00 AM): its milk
l40BelowSummerI (12:28:01 AM): but better
Silenced x Kid (12:28:41 AM): yeah but.. it doesnt rinse allt he brownies away..the chocolate on chocolate works together to kill you
Silenced x Kid (12:28:42 AM): all**
Silenced x Kid (12:28:45 AM): the**
Silenced x Kid (12:28:45 AM): wtf
l40BelowSummerI (12:29:06 AM): no it works fine bitch
Silenced x Kid (12:29:21 AM): i want sex
l40BelowSummerI (12:29:27 AM): haha
Silenced x Kid (12:29:42 AM): no haha's
l40BelowSummerI (12:29:42 AM): let do it
Silenced x Kid (12:29:43 AM): i want sex
Silenced x Kid (12:30:02 AM): oh no
Silenced x Kid (12:30:04 AM): your takin
Silenced x Kid (12:30:06 AM): taken*
l40BelowSummerI (12:30:14 AM): by who?
Silenced x Kid (12:30:19 AM): im gonna have the sex with billy joel
Silenced x Kid (12:30:24 AM): brittany
l40BelowSummerI (12:30:29 AM): what!
Silenced x Kid (12:30:31 AM): youve made promises already haha
l40BelowSummerI (12:30:31 AM): she dumped me
Silenced x Kid (12:30:36 AM): yes but
Silenced x Kid (12:30:40 AM): that doesnt mean you cant sex it up
l40BelowSummerI (12:30:55 AM): yeah but i can have sex with whoever i want
Silenced x Kid (12:30:55 AM): haha
Silenced x Kid (12:31:05 AM): its gotta be mutual or its rape
Silenced x Kid (12:31:11 AM): well idc
Silenced x Kid (12:31:13 AM): i just want sex
l40BelowSummerI (12:31:20 AM): where did that come from?
Silenced x Kid (12:31:20 AM): opposite sex sex
Silenced x Kid (12:31:38 AM): my brain to the keyboard to your IM:-)
Silenced x Kid (12:33:17 AM): wow i seriously do
Silenced x Kid (12:33:20 AM): haha
l40BelowSummerI (12:33:33 AM): horny bastard
Silenced x Kid (12:33:42 AM): um
Silenced x Kid (12:33:46 AM): thatd be horny bitch
Silenced x Kid (12:34:03 AM): do do do do
Silenced x Kid (12:34:07 AM): nickelback:-)
Silenced x Kid (12:34:18 AM): hes ugly
Silenced x Kid (12:34:21 AM): id bang him
l40BelowSummerI (12:34:48 AM): ha
l40BelowSummerI (12:35:12 AM): how do you know tweet?
Silenced x Kid (12:35:19 AM): hm
Silenced x Kid (12:35:27 AM): ive known him.. since sam and tom
Silenced x Kid (12:35:30 AM): so
Silenced x Kid (12:35:32 AM): ii forget
l40BelowSummerI (12:35:32 AM): o
Silenced x Kid (12:35:35 AM): i think tom?
Silenced x Kid (12:35:36 AM): or ant
Silenced x Kid (12:35:41 AM): or no!
Silenced x Kid (12:35:43 AM): i got it
Silenced x Kid (12:35:58 AM): brittany and laura were fightin with us and she tried sickin him on us..and me and sam ended up bein cool with him
l40BelowSummerI (12:36:11 AM): lol
Silenced x Kid (12:36:27 AM): yea
Silenced x Kid (12:36:29 AM): h
Silenced x Kid (12:37:44 AM): whers pogo at?
l40BelowSummerI (12:37:58 AM): i dont know
l40BelowSummerI (12:38:05 AM): but my house is on fire
Silenced x Kid (12:38:11 AM): whaat
Silenced x Kid (12:38:22 AM): why are you still on this then.. ruuuun bitch runnn
l40BelowSummerI signed off at 12:38:31 AM.
l40BelowSummerI signed on at 12:38:32 AM.
l40BelowSummerI (12:38:47 AM): no the stove is getting "cleaned"
Silenced x Kid (12:38:56 AM): ok lol
l40BelowSummerI (12:38:57 AM): but all its doin is burning all the shit
l40BelowSummerI (12:39:02 AM): and it smells sooo bad
Silenced x Kid (12:39:05 AM): thats what it does
Silenced x Kid (12:39:09 AM): yea i know its nasty
Silenced x Kid (12:39:34 AM): your supposed to do that durin the day with all the windows open
Silenced x Kid (12:39:36 AM): i think
Silenced x Kid (12:39:37 AM): lol
l40BelowSummerI (12:39:58 AM): all my fuckin widows are closed
l40BelowSummerI (12:40:01 AM): so im dieing
l40BelowSummerI (12:40:11 AM): can i die from like carbon dioxide?
Silenced x Kid (12:40:23 AM): yeah well thats why you do it durin the day so you can leave
Silenced x Kid (12:40:25 AM): and yes
l40BelowSummerI (12:40:41 AM): so if i go to sleep i could never wake up
Silenced x Kid (12:41:10 AM): i think it takes alot of it cus theres carbon dioxide everywhere.. but like carbon monoxide kills you idk
Silenced x Kid (12:41:17 AM): youll wake up shut up
l40BelowSummerI (12:41:22 AM): wouldnt that suck
Silenced x Kid (12:41:36 AM): yeah cus your the only one whos talkin to me right now*
l40BelowSummerI (12:41:55 AM): haha
Silenced x Kid (12:42:05 AM): oh and youd be dead
Silenced x Kid (12:42:08 AM): and tahts not cool
Silenced x Kid (12:42:09 AM): id cry
Silenced x Kid (12:42:11 AM): lol
l40BelowSummerI (12:42:16 AM): haha
l40BelowSummerI (12:42:19 AM): no you wouldnt
l40BelowSummerI (12:42:22 AM): i woudnt
Silenced x Kid (12:42:23 AM): oh yes i would
Silenced x Kid (12:42:30 AM): well you coudlnt
l40BelowSummerI (12:42:44 AM): it would kindof suck dieing
Silenced x Kid (12:42:53 AM): a virgin?
l40BelowSummerI (12:42:59 AM): yeah that too
l40BelowSummerI (12:43:02 AM): but jst in general
Silenced x Kid (12:43:05 AM): yeah
Silenced x Kid (12:43:09 AM): of anything other then age
l40BelowSummerI (12:43:22 AM): even that i mean just not being alive
l40BelowSummerI (12:43:25 AM): it would suck
Silenced x Kid (12:43:34 AM): yeah i know
l40BelowSummerI (12:43:35 AM): unless there is a heaven
l40BelowSummerI (12:43:38 AM): then itf be sweet
Silenced x Kid (12:43:47 AM): unless you got another chance..
l40BelowSummerI (12:43:50 AM): chill opn the clouds
Silenced x Kid (12:43:53 AM): haha
l40BelowSummerI (12:44:03 AM): lol
Silenced x Kid (12:44:03 AM): youd have wings
l40BelowSummerI (12:44:07 AM): and a halo
Silenced x Kid (12:44:10 AM): and them shoes
l40BelowSummerI (12:44:12 AM): that would be sick
Silenced x Kid (12:44:15 AM): sandal mothers
Silenced x Kid (12:44:15 AM): haha
l40BelowSummerI (12:44:18 AM): oo yeah
Silenced x Kid (12:44:46 AM): idk
Silenced x Kid (12:44:59 AM): you still dont look forward to it
Silenced x Kid (12:45:07 AM): your crazy if you do
Silenced x Kid (12:45:45 AM): thats crazy how out of all your options ..living is the only one you remember
l40BelowSummerI (12:46:15 AM): what do you mean?
Silenced x Kid (12:46:27 AM): like
Silenced x Kid (12:47:02 AM): you could die.. live.. not even be..not exist.. but eventually you will and living is the only one you remember.. or heaven.. idk
Silenced x Kid (12:47:03 AM): haha
Silenced x Kid (12:47:57 AM): like bein alive is the only one you remember and actually live cus you could have been in "heaven" before you were born.. like if there were other lifes and shit like that
l40BelowSummerI (12:49:22 AM): if i had another life why dont i remember?
l40BelowSummerI (12:49:24 AM): thats gay
Silenced x Kid (12:49:30 AM): exactly
Silenced x Kid (12:50:03 AM): you can only live one life at a time so you never know if there was another before this one
l40BelowSummerI (12:50:12 AM): thats gay
l40BelowSummerI (12:50:24 AM): i dont think theres more tahn one life
l40BelowSummerI (12:50:27 AM): its impossible
Silenced x Kid (12:50:50 AM): thats why your afraid of dying.. like not just cus your not living anymore and shit like that.. its that you wont remember anything that you learned or ppl you met.. things you did.. you gotta start over and not even recall anything
Silenced x Kid (12:51:05 AM): no its not.. you just dont remember anything so you cant imagine it being
l40BelowSummerI (12:51:09 AM): exactly
Silenced x Kid (12:51:25 AM): so it is possible
Silenced x Kid (12:51:27 AM): thats what im saying
l40BelowSummerI (12:51:27 AM): and i dont think theres another life anyway
Silenced x Kid (12:51:42 AM): well of course..your not a hindu
l40BelowSummerI (12:51:48 AM): lol
Silenced x Kid (12:51:55 AM): but its a possibility
Silenced x Kid (12:52:04 AM): you just dont revolve your life around living up to the next one
Silenced x Kid (12:52:32 AM): those ppl are dumb....that whole concept..DUMB
l40BelowSummerI (12:52:49 AM): haha
l40BelowSummerI (12:53:09 AM): no..
l40BelowSummerI (12:53:12 AM): you know whats stupid
l40BelowSummerI (12:53:16 AM): fuckin adam and eve
Silenced x Kid (12:53:22 AM): yes!
l40BelowSummerI (12:53:28 AM): that pisses me off that people believe that
Silenced x Kid (12:53:30 AM): how the fuck did they just get "put there"
l40BelowSummerI (12:53:33 AM): especially smart white people
l40BelowSummerI (12:53:37 AM): exactly!
Silenced x Kid (12:53:57 AM): they say all that..that god "put them there".. yet they dont agree on heaven
Silenced x Kid (12:53:58 AM): wtf
Silenced x Kid (12:54:01 AM): its one or the other
l40BelowSummerI (12:54:02 AM): like i believe in god and all but i still believe in evolution
Silenced x Kid (12:54:32 AM): yeah.. evolution is a fact.. you cant just be like.. no evolution didnt happen.. GOD decided to make ppl on this planet
Silenced x Kid (12:54:46 AM): and how is mary a virgin yet shes pregnant?..god put him there too
l40BelowSummerI (12:55:12 AM): ha
Silenced x Kid (12:55:17 AM): its like dude no shes a liar.. or its not her kid
Silenced x Kid (12:55:34 AM): idk
l40BelowSummerI (12:55:50 AM): im goin to go to church one day
l40BelowSummerI (12:55:57 AM): and really piss some people off
Silenced x Kid (12:56:00 AM): lol
l40BelowSummerI (12:56:04 AM): ill rip there religion apart
Silenced x Kid (12:56:08 AM): i could do that
Silenced x Kid (12:56:10 AM): i tried
Silenced x Kid (12:56:13 AM): i got kicked out
Silenced x Kid (12:56:14 AM): hahah
Silenced x Kid (12:56:15 AM): i twas funn
Silenced x Kid (12:56:16 AM): it*
l40BelowSummerI (12:56:18 AM): hhaha
Silenced x Kid (12:56:21 AM): dude
Silenced x Kid (12:56:24 AM): there cant be another life
Silenced x Kid (12:56:28 AM): bc
Silenced x Kid (12:56:36 AM): we always reproduce
Silenced x Kid (12:56:49 AM): so theres only this life
Silenced x Kid (12:56:51 AM): buut
Silenced x Kid (12:56:54 AM): you could be reborn
Silenced x Kid (12:56:58 AM): shit
Silenced x Kid (12:56:58 AM): nvm
l40BelowSummerI (12:57:03 AM): no i dont believe that either
l40BelowSummerI (12:57:09 AM): its to magical like
Silenced x Kid (12:57:21 AM): yeah true
l40BelowSummerI (12:57:25 AM): and i hope theres a heaven so i can chill when im dead
l40BelowSummerI (12:57:33 AM): i hope you just dont die and your just done forever
l40BelowSummerI (12:57:34 AM): haha
Silenced x Kid (12:57:39 AM): thats the fuckin argument..where do you go when you die
Silenced x Kid (12:58:00 AM): and its not like we can send someone in to explore
l40BelowSummerI (12:58:06 AM): lol
Silenced x Kid (12:58:09 AM): thats what we do
Silenced x Kid (12:58:13 AM): so were ignorant on death
l40BelowSummerI (12:58:13 AM): no one will EVER know
l40BelowSummerI (12:58:19 AM): exactly
l40BelowSummerI (12:58:26 AM): well...
Silenced x Kid (12:58:29 AM): well what about ppl
Silenced x Kid (12:58:36 AM): who died for a few minutes..but were brought back to life
Silenced x Kid (12:58:38 AM): like my step mom
l40BelowSummerI (12:59:00 AM): if we get higtech shit and we can bring people back after like an hour
l40BelowSummerI (12:59:01 AM): we could find out
Silenced x Kid (12:59:02 AM): its probably like ghost
l40BelowSummerI (12:59:06 AM): haha
Silenced x Kid (12:59:11 AM): yeah that fuckin movie
l40BelowSummerI (12:59:12 AM): that owuld be awesome
Silenced x Kid (12:59:15 AM): with umm
Silenced x Kid (12:59:18 AM): keether sutherland
Silenced x Kid (12:59:24 AM): idk its old
l40BelowSummerI (12:59:29 AM): i thought it was...
l40BelowSummerI (12:59:30 AM): patric
Silenced x Kid (12:59:35 AM): and julia roberts..
Silenced x Kid (12:59:37 AM): no that is
l40BelowSummerI (12:59:39 AM): swazee or some shit
Silenced x Kid (12:59:40 AM): thats diff
Silenced x Kid (12:59:45 AM): yeha ghost
Silenced x Kid (12:59:49 AM): but there was antoher movie
Silenced x Kid (1:00:15 AM): where they had stuff they could kill someone for like 5 minutes ..kill the body not the mind or sumthin..then bring them back and record data..
Silenced x Kid (1:00:27 AM): they explored
l40BelowSummerI (1:00:27 AM): oo
Silenced x Kid (1:00:31 AM): i dotn fuckin know tho
Silenced x Kid (1:00:38 AM): it could have been a show
l40BelowSummerI (1:00:41 AM): ha
l40BelowSummerI (1:00:47 AM): i dont know i never saw it
Silenced x Kid (1:00:49 AM): or a movie in a movie
Silenced x Kid (1:00:52 AM): yeah i know
Silenced x Kid (1:01:10 AM): dude
Silenced x Kid (1:01:12 AM): when you think
Silenced x Kid (1:01:38 AM): and you "relive" the memory your thinkin of.. are your eyes open?.. cus i always do that.. and then i try to remember wher ei was lookin..but i wasnt wher ei was.. i was back in the memory
Silenced x Kid (1:01:40 AM): its so confusing
l40BelowSummerI (1:01:59 AM): haha
Silenced x Kid (1:02:22 AM): do you do that or is it just me?
l40BelowSummerI (1:02:37 AM): but then if you try to do it and htink if your eyes are open you cant do it
Silenced x Kid (1:02:43 AM): yeah!
Silenced x Kid (1:02:47 AM): bc you try to hard
l40BelowSummerI (1:03:02 AM): exactly
Silenced x Kid (1:03:20 AM): and you keep checkin back to see if your eyes are open .. cus the first time you didnt worry about that so you went in the thought.. but this time your tryin to pay attention to both and its like you gotta go all the way or it doesnt work
l40BelowSummerI (1:03:38 AM): yeah i hate that
l40BelowSummerI (1:03:42 AM): i quit trying
Silenced x Kid (1:03:51 AM): but then you forget what you were thinkin about
Silenced x Kid (1:03:54 AM): and do it again
Silenced x Kid (1:04:03 AM): i think a lot so i do it like every 10 minutes
l40BelowSummerI (1:04:11 AM): lol
Silenced x Kid (1:04:14 AM): i can do it when im talkin too
l40BelowSummerI (1:04:44 AM): haha
Silenced x Kid (1:05:23 AM): haha.. i have .. ideas about this shit.. that were talkin about.. like w.e its called
Silenced x Kid (1:05:29 AM): thoughts
Silenced x Kid (1:05:37 AM): what you think about.. there we go
Silenced x Kid (1:05:38 AM): haha
l40BelowSummerI (1:06:06 AM): lol
Silenced x Kid (1:06:29 AM): but then its just talkin tomuch
l40BelowSummerI (1:06:56 AM): what is
Silenced x Kid (1:07:18 AM): idk.. if we keep talkin.. were talkin up a storm tonite
Silenced x Kid (1:07:35 AM): more then weve talked all week lol
l40BelowSummerI (1:07:53 AM): ha
l40BelowSummerI (1:08:02 AM): yeah well im about to die
Silenced x Kid (1:08:10 AM): breathe in your mouth
Silenced x Kid (1:08:16 AM): and out your nose
l40BelowSummerI (1:08:25 AM): what will that do?
l40BelowSummerI (1:08:26 AM): kill me faster
Silenced x Kid (1:08:27 AM): and dont swallow
Silenced x Kid (1:08:30 AM): no
Silenced x Kid (1:08:35 AM): youll forget about the smell
Silenced x Kid (1:08:42 AM): i wouldnt do that haha
Silenced x Kid (1:08:53 AM): like id tell you somethin to do that would kill you faster
Silenced x Kid (1:08:55 AM): dick
l40BelowSummerI (1:08:56 AM): what about he carbon dioxide or monoxide!
Silenced x Kid (1:09:16 AM): im sure if there was enough of an amount to kill your alarm would go off
Silenced x Kid (1:10:08 AM): craig
l40BelowSummerI (1:10:19 AM): i dont have any
Silenced x Kid (1:10:29 AM): alarms?
l40BelowSummerI (1:10:31 AM): yeah
Silenced x Kid (1:10:33 AM): yes you do
l40BelowSummerI (1:10:36 AM): no i dont
Silenced x Kid (1:10:37 AM): its a law
l40BelowSummerI (1:10:43 AM): we took the bateries out of them
l40BelowSummerI (1:11:00 AM): i think one might work in the basement
Silenced x Kid (1:11:04 AM): you cant take the batteries out of the carbon dioxiode one.. theres no point.. it like never goes off
l40BelowSummerI (1:11:20 AM): ours did
Silenced x Kid (1:11:29 AM): are you sure it wasnt your smoke alarm?
l40BelowSummerI (1:11:30 AM): it was broken or somethin
l40BelowSummerI (1:11:32 AM): and it wouldnt shut up
Silenced x Kid (1:11:55 AM): idk..my smoke alarm goes off if you use the toaster
l40BelowSummerI (1:12:00 AM): we have three things...
l40BelowSummerI (1:12:07 AM): little round things
Silenced x Kid (1:12:13 AM): detectors...
l40BelowSummerI (1:12:37 AM): then whats a the thing for the carbon dioxide?
Silenced x Kid (1:12:56 AM): a carbon dioxide detector..?
l40BelowSummerI (1:13:04 AM): ahh
l40BelowSummerI (1:13:07 AM): forget it
Silenced x Kid (1:13:17 AM): sorry lol
l40BelowSummerI (1:13:20 AM): what ever kind of detecor i have dont have bateries
l40BelowSummerI (1:13:26 AM): so there useless
Silenced x Kid (1:13:32 AM): i see
Silenced x Kid (1:13:36 AM): well you wont die
Silenced x Kid (1:13:56 AM): im pretty sure you can smell carbon dioxide when its deadly enough
Silenced x Kid (1:14:08 AM): like youll know it ..i think it smells like gas
Silenced x Kid (1:14:20 AM): dude
Silenced x Kid (1:14:24 AM): dont worry about it
l40BelowSummerI (1:14:24 AM): i probably wont be able to smell it over the fuckin burnt shiiit
Silenced x Kid (1:14:36 AM): i know i thoughta bout that lol
l40BelowSummerI (1:14:45 AM): my head hurts so bad
l40BelowSummerI (1:14:56 AM): and this isnt helping
Silenced x Kid (1:15:08 AM): idk what to tell you
Silenced x Kid (1:15:10 AM): go to bed?
Silenced x Kid (1:15:16 AM): i always say that
l40BelowSummerI (1:15:20 AM): i cant lol
l40BelowSummerI (1:15:26 AM): my head hurts to bad
Silenced x Kid (1:15:26 AM): why not
Silenced x Kid (1:15:32 AM): oh i see
l40BelowSummerI (1:15:40 AM): i need water
Silenced x Kid (1:15:45 AM): go for it
l40BelowSummerI (1:15:54 AM): its in the basement
l40BelowSummerI (1:16:01 AM): i dont feel like going all the way down there
Silenced x Kid (1:16:12 AM): i bet you its that chocolate on chocolate plus the oven..
Silenced x Kid (1:16:21 AM): is it really that far haha
l40BelowSummerI (1:16:25 AM): no chocolate is good
l40BelowSummerI (1:16:30 AM): no lol
Silenced x Kid (1:16:40 AM): i wouldnt go either
Silenced x Kid (1:16:46 AM): my feet hurt and everything
Silenced x Kid (1:16:47 AM): gym sucks
Silenced x Kid (1:16:53 AM): i feel like an old person
Silenced x Kid (1:17:18 AM): we went out last nite and i was ready to come home at like 9:30
l40BelowSummerI (1:17:18 AM): what do you do?
Silenced x Kid (1:17:27 AM): walk like a nigger
Silenced x Kid (1:17:32 AM): dude we walk sooo much ughh
l40BelowSummerI (1:17:35 AM): lol
Silenced x Kid (1:17:41 AM): thats all we did thursday
Silenced x Kid (1:17:43 AM): today we..
Silenced x Kid (1:18:03 AM): walked.. then played tennis for a fuckin HOUR.. then walked.. then played basketball
Silenced x Kid (1:18:08 AM): im gonna die
Silenced x Kid (1:18:41 AM): and i had to walk like 3 blocks to go where my dad was pickin me up
l40BelowSummerI (1:20:58 AM): that sucks
l40BelowSummerI (1:21:05 AM): i bet math wouldve been easier
Silenced x Kid (1:21:14 AM): no they have tests everyday
l40BelowSummerI (1:21:25 AM): ant said it was really basic stuff
Silenced x Kid (1:21:26 AM): and you gotta bring a calculator
l40BelowSummerI (1:21:28 AM): like 4th grade
Silenced x Kid (1:21:35 AM): hows he know?
l40BelowSummerI (1:21:46 AM): he had to go last year
Silenced x Kid (1:21:52 AM): oh i see
l40BelowSummerI (1:22:06 AM): and i think he was suppsoed to go this summer
Silenced x Kid (1:22:12 AM): well eric has basic math and they did PEMDAS on the first day
l40BelowSummerI (1:22:28 AM): dont know what that is
Silenced x Kid (1:22:36 AM): are you fuckin seroius??
l40BelowSummerI (1:22:49 AM): dead serious lol
Silenced x Kid (1:22:54 AM): holy shit craig
l40BelowSummerI (1:23:08 AM): what is it
Silenced x Kid (1:23:38 AM): order of operations.. please excuse my dear aunt sally.. parenthesis.. exponents..times divide add subtract
Silenced x Kid (1:24:15 AM): multiply*
l40BelowSummerI (1:25:23 AM): oo
l40BelowSummerI (1:25:36 AM): who calls that the pedas
l40BelowSummerI (1:25:39 AM): jesus
Silenced x Kid (1:25:44 AM): uhh
l40BelowSummerI (1:25:51 AM): im going to bed
Silenced x Kid (1:25:52 AM): all my teachere since 6th
l40BelowSummerI (1:26:04 AM): and im probably not waking up
Silenced x Kid (1:26:06 AM): good idea i was gonna do that lol
Silenced x Kid (1:26:09 AM): su
Silenced x Kid (1:26:10 AM): later
l40BelowSummerI (1:26:11 AM): so ill see you in heacen if there is one
Silenced x Kid (1:26:21 AM): haha" wait for me:-)"
Silenced x Kid (1:26:22 AM): hahah
l40BelowSummerI (1:26:25 AM): haha
l40BelowSummerI (1:26:28 AM): you cant wait
Silenced x Kid (1:26:29 AM): sex
Silenced x Kid (1:26:35 AM): well where are you gonna go
l40BelowSummerI (1:26:39 AM): wait!
l40BelowSummerI (1:26:47 AM): you think you could have sex in heaven?
Silenced x Kid (1:26:53 AM): yes
l40BelowSummerI (1:26:56 AM): niiice
Silenced x Kid (1:26:58 AM): but
Silenced x Kid (1:27:07 AM): youd prob get shunned on or w/e its called
l40BelowSummerI (1:27:11 AM): who cares
l40BelowSummerI (1:27:14 AM): ok
l40BelowSummerI (1:27:15 AM): later
Silenced x Kid (1:27:16 AM): yeah basically
Silenced x Kid (1:27:18 AM): bye
l40BelowSummerI signed off at 1:27:24 AM.
haha funny.. questionable.. wise.. thought provoking.. yesssss lol..
later
<3
fuckin party dudes.. yeahHh man*
read my info bitches!!.. =)
its all in your goodbyes
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2004 12 July :: 11.10pm
:: Mood: who cares
:: Music: w.e that audioslave song is
yeahhhhh*___
uh.. its been awhile since ive done a good update.. since ive been home long enough to write too.. so.. well incase you didnt read my last "update".. ive been livin it up at sams house for the past week and a half.. almost 2 weeks now.. we did a whole bunch of shit.. lets see if i can remember.. lol =\
hm
tuesday - movies.. aroundddd.. 5:3o ish? .. idk.. we saw that tom hanks movie [ the terminal ] .. it was really good .. id watch it again ;) haha .. well my dad was bein gay and sam had no money because she spent it all at the mall the day before or sumthin.. but anyway that left my dad havin to give up mula for both of us.. and he only gave up a 2o .. so the tickets cost like.. 17 fuckin bucks.. for 2!!!.. ughh sOo gay.. that left us like 3 bucks and the chick was givin me my change and she was like "would you like to lend some money to the jimmy fund?" or somethin and i was like.. "um.... *counts only 3 dollars*..*shakes head no*".. so the bitch like throws my tickets at me.. haha.. grrreeeaaaattt.. lol.. anyway so were left with 3 bucks and hungry stomachs..i figured get gummy bears and have like.. 15 cents left over.. plus get a big box.. but noo sam wanted the new harry potter tiny ass box of freaky flavored jelly beans.. haha.. that was an adventure =) .. haha.. and one of melissas friends.. lauren? or somethin.. she was workin there and she told us all the kinds NOT to eat.. but we ate them anyway bc we just HAD to find out for ourselves..haha .. but it was fun.. then afterwards jesse picks us up .. on the way back to sams we come to these railroad tracks and jesses like "im gonna jump it" .. so were like ok.. then hes like "no i cant.. it goes up on this side.. ill flip the truck".. but at the end he speeds up and does it anyway.. haha.. it was awesome!.. after that we went back to sams and me living there began!!.. lol
wednesday -- did nothing bc we had to watch her brother bryan .. basically just me and sam chillin.. lol.. fun fun fun as always =)
thursday -- hm.. eric came over and we all hung out.. i forget if we went anywhere.. probably not
friday -- went to erics for the camden fire works.. went with.. sam eric gretchan kevin brenda big john mrs p john cory richie aunt diane .. andd i think thats it.. saw some black ladies boob.. and me sam eric and richie messed with ppl as we were waitin to get out of fuckin camden.. crazy traffic lol
saturday -- went to erics and then got dropped off at berlin fire works with me sam eric and richie.. ran into my step monster and angie.. walked around..
sunday -- went to erics then got dropped off at super G and walked to donio.. on the way behind the chinese restaurant there were 3 chinks playin frisbee and the one through it all far or sumthin and he was like "oh maaa gahhhh!!" haha.. it was funny as hell.. then we walked around and decided to go to jess's house.. sat on her porch and talked a little bit.. then left after runnin to the corner to see tara and aj and ppl.. went back to the hill and saw jess sue and bean.. then got a spot and eventually saw more ppl.. bob dole tweet ant kate sam katelynn craig ritz and some other ppl sat with us for a little bit.. then jess and aj sat with us for some of the fireworks..then we walked through wyndam hill to this street and waited for brenda to pick us up..
monday -- eric came over and we went to jesse's parents for a bbq.. basically peeled some corn, went swimmin, then watched tv the whole time.. nothin special lol
tuesday -- [ 1 week me bein there!! .. haha ] .. uhh.. whatd we do whatd we do.. hmm.. oh yeah.. we had to stay home bc we went out "8 days in a row".. so me and sam just hung out.. went in the woods?.. i forget
wednesday -- nothing.. watched bryan again and just hung out
thursday -- i got picked up extra early [ like 9 ] and went to go get papers for summer school then back home to get some clothes.. then went back to sams at like 1:3o .. then it was me her and eric and bryan too.. we just hung out then her mom came home.. then we just hung out more.. haha.. went no where
friday -- um.. cleaned..then went to the movies with eric to see spiderman 2.. then back home all early and shit.. GAY
saturday -- went to erics then the mall then back to erics and chilled for a little bit.. then back home
sunday -- nothing.. me and sam road mountain bikes all day and ran into an old friend.. bret.. talked to him and some ppl for about a half hour thennn.. went back home and made lots of raviolis and ate lots of ice cream and shit..
monday -- got up early.. got picked up by my dad.. [ me and sam ] .. went to winslow and got my papers for summer school signed and got shit straightened out.. then went to erics and picked him up.. then to glassboro high.. the line was extra long so we went to my aunts and no answer..then to pal joey's for hoagies.. chilled .. talked.. then back to glassboro high to wait in line for like.. 2 hours.. then back to my aunts for a little bit until we realized it was 3 sumthin and my step mom had to be at work.. so we rushed out and left.. went back to my house and chilled.. pretty gay bc sam and eric disapeared for like a half hour and shit.. it was just gay.. but w/e its over..
yesterday -- went to hammonton walmart to get stuff for the pool and shit.. got some burger king.. yessss .. thennn to my step moms grandmoms.. got to drive the car 8) .. um.. then to seidmans for like an hour.. then to berlin walmart and got my cameras developed and got some stuff for summer school and shit.. then back home to clean my room a little bit.. it was funn.. i got to drive.. i did good.. im proud.. haha..
today -- nothing.. my last day off ..just chillaxin lol.. i gotta eat somethin tho im hungry as fuck.. well i guess thats it.. i got summer school tomorrow.. and tomorrws mr reynolds bday!!.. tell him happy bday!!! ..
<3
its all in your goodbyes
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2004 7 July :: 7.28pm
:: Mood: artistic
:: Music: radios on in the other room
guess its been awhile..
hi guys!!..
im sure no one is reading this considering im not online and i havent been for like a week now.. buuut its worth the shot.. im not really gonna update with details bc i dont feel like it and i dont know if i can remember.. im sure sam already did and if not i will when i go home..whenever that may be.. uhh ive been over here since..last tuesday nite.. and i dont think ill be goin home until i have to start goin to summer school so yeah.. thats not for at least another week so its w/e right now.. hm.. ill do this real fast bc i dont really have anything else to say..
tuesday- saw a movie.. the terminal.. it was goood.. lol i <3 tom hanks ;)
wed- nothin.. watched her brother all day
thurs- eric came over a little bit after summer school and we all hung out here
friday- went to erics and then to camden at the waterfront for fireworks with erics family and shit
sat- went to erics then fireworks at berlin.. ran into my step monster..ahhh! haha..its cool they were awesome fire works =)
sun-went to erics then to donio for fireworks..that was cool too i guess.. idk
mon- umm.. eric came over then we went to jesse's parents for a bbq cus it was freds bday [ jesse's dads ]
tuesday- did nothin..watched movies and shit here at sams
wed ( uhh that would be TODAY ) .. watched lots of movies and did NOTHING..ATE.. haha.. now were about to go rap some eminem shit..haha 8) .. anyway who knows what were doin tomrrow.. i think erics comin over and then were goin to see Troy.. who knows.. im sure it will change by then but if not oh well.. no big deal.. i guess thats it.. i doubt ill be updatin for a while again soo .. whenever i get home im sure i will ;) bye kids
laterrr
<3
how come?
2 never thought wed make it out alive |
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2004 28 June :: 3.12pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: ataris
yawn__
ugh im so tired .. but i have a feeling if i take a nap i wont wake up till like.. 2 in the morning and my lifes so boring i might miss something.. lets see..its monday.. what could i miss?.. oh well.. still .. i think i got summer school in a few days.. [ my dad called and left a message with someone.. so WHO KNOWS.. hes tryin to say they dont have summer school for gym.. UH they better!.. im not fuckin doin math.. FUCK NO..its bad enough i gotta be goin there for 2 hours everyday.. imnot gonna go and have to think.. or waste my one chance to fix it doin somethin i cant fix..no way dude ] ... so i wanna try to use the days i have left.. i probably wont..but still..its a nice idea.. i still havent done shit and im about to go down the shore for a week or somethin..but i cant bc i gotta be back here.. and someone will get mad if i suddenly disappear.. but that shouldnt matter shes fine chillin without me.. soo hmm..what else is new.. duuuude i made the best fuckin cheese burger.. it was perfect.. yum =P..and hey oh yeah i cant complain..at least i had fun for like an hour or 2 last nite.. and i was alone ..hahahaha.. im the biggest loser!! .. oh well nuthyn big - la la la la laaaa im sooo bored and i keep yawnin..oOo cookies!...mmm they look good.. i think theyre here for me.. oo! yessss.. ok well im tired as hell so thats all i got i guess
nothin special.. as usual
later
<3
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2004 26 June :: 7.10pm
:: Mood: overheated, tired, and pissed
:: Music: elton john _ your song
pollosco party and such*
ok so im not there.. but i did plan to be.. its just report cards came just in the nick of time.. and my dad.. oh my dad.. he of all people had the most power.. all along he was sayin no and it had nothing to do with my grades... well they were probably more fuel to the flame but mostly he said no because it was a senior party.. oh what a loser and a party pooper.. me and sam talked for 2 days trying to think of ways around his reasoning.. and all along it was only because there would be drinking and smoking at the party.. oh so what.. like i havent seen any of that shit before?..and get this.. he goes.. "theyll get drunk and take advantage of you" .. ha!.. yeahhh right dad, please. dont confuse yourself, nobody "takes advantage" of me .. sober high OR drunk.. it doesnt happen. i mean he seriously has me mistaken for someone else.. and even if they did "try".. he doesnt think i would kick someones ass?.. or have friends who care enough to kick theyre asses for me?.. COME ON MAN.. he just thinks so much of me yet so little. he says im a failure and all this shit. but then he says he thinks im having sex one minute.. i could be taken advantage of the next.. paaleeasse dad.. you dont even know where i stand with these people! or with anyone for that matter.. just stop assuming.. so there would be drinking.. they graduated..theyre FINALLY done school.. of course theyre gonna get wasted.. smokin pot.. like you didnt do it when you were younger?.. and someone high is easier to fuck up then anyone else.. people dont try to rape kids when theyre high..they laugh theyre asses off and pass out.. i mean i cannot believe that after all that.. he says "youll get taken advantage of".. my god man have you gone mad?.. oh father dearest you have so much STUPID worry goin through your head that it doesnt count for anything.. your making me miss out on fun.. its good cold heartless fun.. not a rape fest.. i cant explain it anymore its over anyway now.. i mean why do i even bother?.. fine.. youve kept me from goin to the polloscos for a fuckin party.. so im deff not missing out on anything else..im goin out as much as i want this summer.. you dont wanna drive or let me.. TOUGH bitch.. i had this shit planned for at least a month now.. and you knew about it.. so it wasnt a last minute thing.. or ..or a spur of the moment gotta get there NOW deal.. you knew plenty ahead of time.. so w/e.. im fuckin goin out and your not gonna have a fuckin problem with it.. =) .. and its only fuckin 7 and im bored out of my mind when im sure i could be at erics havin sooo much more fun.. its your fault dude.. you suck at life
well enough complaining.. its hot as balls in here i feel im gonna strip soon.. haha.. ok well supposedly im gonna have 6 weeks of summer school..i still gotta go down to the school and figure the shit out and all.. so my mom said shed just come up some time in september for a week and take me out and get to know me and shit.. i said thatd probably be better bc i can easily get her to take me and whoever i want to come with out no questions asked.. cus thats what shed be here for.. itd be easier for me to be comfortable if i could bring like sam and eric the first time. . and stuff like that.. i hope.. id be myself at least.. like if i brought sam.. i forgot to tell sam about this.. well i really couldnt she was at erics already when i found out .. soo yeah.. if you read this sam ask me about it.. ifyou dont already know lol.. ok well im gonna go find somethin to do..
<3
its all in your goodbyes
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2004 24 June :: 2.03pm
:: Mood: ugh
:: Music: yeah NONE
who the fuck cares
im waitin for sam to get back from watchin her movie. . so while im waitin i have a few quizzes i guess..
from sue's to sam's to mine.. -->
[ i got 2 versions.. idk.. ]
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and..
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hmm what others can i puT... ?
FROZEN QUEEN/ KING
You dont want love to come through to you. You like
it the way you are. To be unreachable, no need
to show feelings. Hiding everything inside you.
You are already used to it. You say yourself
that you dont need anyone, that you stand on
your own two feet or that you dont have time
for these things. But in reality you are scared
to get hurt. You feel save where you are: by
yourself, nobody can hurt you there. You
invent your own relationship in your dreams.
You just need to know that you COULD get a
partner.
Thats it.
PLEASE VOTE, I want to know what you think about my
quiz, I worked hard on it.You can always
message me or tell me how I can improve that
quiz. Ill sure write back.
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.. ha.. ha..thanks?
i guess thats it.. sams still not back but oh well my comps bein gay.. better get this in before i lose it all and get even more pissed off
bye
<3
---------- 5:51 pm..
hmm.. well lets see.. startoff with a convo with this girl.. keep in mind i dont know who she is.. she was in a chat and IMed me once..thats aobut it..
BaByGrL4u2EnVy16 (5:39:58 PM): wast ur password
Silenced x Kid (5:40:10 PM): for what?
BaByGrL4u2EnVy16 (5:40:21 PM): just asking
BaByGrL4u2EnVy16 (5:40:33 PM): wat is it
Silenced x Kid (5:40:37 PM): my password to what?
BaByGrL4u2EnVy16 (5:40:47 PM): to ur s/n
BaByGrL4u2EnVy16 (5:40:54 PM): and ill give u mine
Silenced x Kid (5:41:12 PM): no thats ok
Silenced x Kid (5:41:13 PM): haha
Silenced x Kid (5:41:16 PM): are you crazy?
BaByGrL4u2EnVy16 (5:41:21 PM): no
BaByGrL4u2EnVy16 (5:41:32 PM): can i have ur password plz
Silenced x Kid (5:41:48 PM): why would i give you my password?.. that makes no sense
BaByGrL4u2EnVy16 (5:42:01 PM): ill give it back to u
Silenced x Kid (5:42:14 PM): no thanks
BaByGrL4u2EnVy16 (5:42:23 PM): plz ill give it
Silenced x Kid (5:42:48 PM): im not givin you my p/w..im not that stupid
BaByGrL4u2EnVy16 (5:43:17 PM): plz am not gona do anything to ur computer
BaByGrL4u2EnVy16 (5:43:27 PM): i mean wat can i do?to it?
Silenced x Kid (5:44:03 PM): i still cant give you my p/w.. well you can change it so i cant get on my s/n.. orr you could go on my s/n and mess with ppl.. you could go on my s/n and get my friends s/ns off my b/l.. theres plenty you could do
Silenced x Kid (5:44:04 PM): so no
BaByGrL4u2EnVy16 (5:44:35 PM): why would i do that
Silenced x Kid (5:44:49 PM): bc you can..if you have my p/w
Silenced x Kid (5:45:02 PM): why would i give you my p/w?
Silenced x Kid (5:45:07 PM): why would i do that? lol
BaByGrL4u2EnVy16 (5:45:17 PM): i dont know plz
Silenced x Kid (5:45:33 PM): well idk either ..so no
Silenced x Kid (5:45:38 PM): you must think im an idiot
Silenced x Kid (5:45:38 PM): lol
BaByGrL4u2EnVy16 (5:45:47 PM): no ur smart
Silenced x Kid (5:45:53 PM): why do you care what my password is?
BaByGrL4u2EnVy16 (5:46:04 PM): cuz am ur best friend
Silenced x Kid (5:46:17 PM): areyou kidding me?
BaByGrL4u2EnVy16 (5:46:25 PM): no u r
Silenced x Kid (5:48:11 PM): um.. riiight.. well im still not givin it to you
ok.. on the other hand.. report card.. i got it.. =(
english - final exam=86.. fg=78
drama-fe=94 fg=100
w/h-fe=74..fg=83
bio fe=76..fg=77
mathfe=57..fg=63
italian fe=84 fg=85
gym=56
=\.. so im prob not allowed to go to sams this weekend.. which means no party for me.. mann.. i relaly wanted to see everyone and get out of the fuckin house!!. . ugh.. i suck.. plan is to go to lindenwald for summer school [ yeah 200 bucks..ugh ] and make up gym.. bc its easier then math.. its 5 credits and i hve 25 even right now.. i need 27 and a half to be a sophmore.. so hopefully ill pass that.. how hard can it be? =\.. then who knows.. i tried real hard in math and i still failed so fuck that.. ill prob be grounded for a while.. which deff sucks bc i havent been out of my house since summer started.. before that actually =\ .. and i saw sam on .. sat? -sun.. wow.. i still havent seen eric .. which i guess thats my fault bc i had my stupid idea .. ugh.. GAY.. and i still wanna have a good time..ya know?..its fuckin vacation.. what do you expect??..
w/e im screwed
later
<3
its all in your goodbyes
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2004 22 June :: 10.37am
:: Mood: moody
:: Music: sugarcult - memory
wow - who woulda thunk?!!?! =D
ohhhhh myyyyyy gooooodddddddd becky!
i would have never thought this but guessss whaaaatttt!!!!!!!!!
im ugly..... and i have no balls.... and im a lesbian!!!!!!!!.. =O!!!!!
like OMG.. i think im gonna.. .. im gonna....
LAUGH MY FUCKING ASS OFF HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
gee thankkkssssss "meliss" ..like i havent been told that shit before you fuckin imigrant..
and would i care if any "meliss" told me this shit?..uhh i think not.. you just wasted everyones time.. the only reason i commented back was to see who you were and you couldnt even get THAT right.. so yeah..
fuck you=)
oh no wait im a lesbo right?.. ha .. mAYBE later?! =P
aww how sweet! hehe
i love you tooOoooo soOOoo muchhh!!! <333
byeeeeeeeee sexyyyyyyy
aLways aNd fORever*
<3 vee
ha. . you fuckin faggot
anyway -- um nothin really to update about since the last one.. besides that dumb shit^ lol.. my dad said "dont think your gonna be on that thing 10 hours a day.. i dont THINK so".. so im sure hell be more strict about me bein on the comp..or hell just end up takin it away=/.. then my summer WILL be hell.. at least on here i can try to make plans with ppl.. with out it.. ughhh ... not even cool.. so he better not!.. id be sooooo pissed.. id go to florida for more then a week.. screw sittin here and doin nuthyn.. i mean SHIT..im not old like him.. i am still a kid.. i do wanna be lazy.. its my fuckin vacation im not workin or doin w/e it is he expects me to be doin instead of bein online.. fuck that.. as soon as i get my job thats all the work imdoin.. he needs to stop bein so fuckin hard on everyone.. just cus hes gotta work still... ok YEAH he as an excuse to be hard on my step mom bc she dont do shit and she doesnt give shit for the shit shes got.. that my dad gives to her for basically..FREE.. at least he HAS to give it to me..im his kid.. he has no choice =) lol.. and i do stuff around the house..just not.. often.. at least not as OFTEN as he sees "often".. .. but w/e.. he hasnt takin the comp away yet.. but still... its only 11 and hes not even home so who knows what will be "enforced" when he gets back from wherever.. ahwell.. ill just sleep my summer away.. and maybe i can just go with my aunt carol for a while down in wildwood..then come back up here for little things ..like eric and sams bdays.. or goin to florida..you know.. or to see sam and eric lol.. i know she wants to go down with me a few times so ill come back and get her..or them both..idc lol.. my aunt carols cool enough.. either shell take me or lee will if my dad wont.. see the GIRLS are the cool ones in my family.. but oddly enough i dont have many girl friends..bc i cant stand fuckin girls and i have just what i need in sam and the few from school that ilike..and in my family..im GOOD.. haha.. see .. ^^^^ girls just cause stupid problems..theyre not worth it... NO OFFENSE.. if i like you enough to care you know who you are so dont be offended by my statement=) haha.. ohwell
im done for today..maybe even for a while if i get.. "grounded" ..i guess you could call it that
later dude
<3
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its all in your goodbyes
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2004 20 June :: 6.28pm
:: Mood: disappointed
:: Music: ha, wouldnt you like to know
i studder and stumble like ive got nothing to say__*
i just ate some american flag sugar cookies and they were good as hell.. mmm =P
so i guess i should tell you all the exciting things that ive done since ive been out of school.. well ..god its just so much to tell i really dont know where to start.. hmm how about the day i sat at home sleeping, doing nothing?.. or the other really rememberable day when i was on this thing all day.. =O or when i watched little kid movies until i, once again, fell asleep for a day. aha what fun!.. =D.. well who cares. at least i dont got school. anythings better then doin that. ugh. the only thing i did so far was yesterday around 5 picked up sam and came here and chilled...basically did jack shit..but then again, i got to use a fire extinguisher so i should be happy.. cus me and sam were making a "bon fire" or w/e and i through in a bottle that i got out of my garage and there was oil in it so it got out of control .. so i got the extinguisher and it didnt work at first bc the fire started up again..haha so i kept sprayin it for like 20 seconds and then yeah.. it smelled bad too.. and it was soo cool bc sam spit on the ground and it was like "sssss" [ sizzled ] and it turned into like jelly.. so i got a bucket of water and spilled it and all of it just stayed like didnt get absorbed or anyting..it was awesome as hell.. then after disposing of the evidence and closing up the garage we went inside and started watchin a movie or somethin. but i was like "oo i wanna make a friend" and i got the phone and called my mom.. but it was late and no one answered. so then i went through my phone and called.. uh.. dave and nick and craig..none of which answered.. we left gay messages in real high pitch voices sayin there names..like daaaaaavvvveeeeeeee.. all faggish .. haha.. uh then sam was like "whats your voicemail message sound like?" and tried callin it but my phone wont dial out bc the account expired.. so i called it on my regular phone and these fuckin black ppl answered.. hahaha.. it was great..we were sittin there listenin to them for like 5 minutes..then theyd hear us laughin or somethin and try makin fun of us..ha like we cared.. lol.. then sam whispered "niggerrrsss" and they were like "oh no way bitchh..ill kickk yourr asss" and they got theyre big brother on and he was like "oh yo word is bon yo..who da fuck dis??" and yeah haha.. then i was talkin to them in an english accent and they hung up on me.. so i called back and got a voice mail so what else could i do.. i left a message.. i blarred headbanger music and screamed into the phone..and i paused the music after it kept sayin "your gonna dieeee" a few times.. and wasliek "get the picture?"..haha.. it was great.. and yeahh thats about it.. nothing special.. everything that happend probably could have gotten us killed or in big trouble but w/e.. haha..
im gone.
later
<3
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