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2004 16 June :: 1.53pm
:: Mood: accomplished
:: Music: 3 dOors down _ kryptonite
nuthyn really___just bored
last day of school - woooo hoooo!
im eatin grapes =) yumm .. and theyre the red ones not the green ones..the green ones are too sour for me.. i like the sweet ones hehe =P.. ANYWAY i havent updated or been online or on the computer at all for quite some time. my dad suddenly took the phone wire away and hid it so i couldnt use his computer. so yeah i just didnt care enough to ask or do some chores so i could "earn" my right to use the computer. then i nicely asked him today if i could go on and he said yeah so YEAH..here i am. um so where to start.. how bout fridAy -
friday i had my english then italian finals. idk it was w/e bc i really didnt care that i wouldnt be seein those to fuckin teachers again. actually im glad. got home around 1 or somethin and just sat around. sam ended up callin me and we talked for a little bit until i started fallin asleep i think. so yeah. i slept all day then woke up the next morning around 9 maybe. did absolutely nothing saturday. nothing at all. sam called me i around like 10 or sumthin and that was about it. went to bed around 12. actually, i watched movies all day. DISNEY movies.. Lion King, jungle book, cinderella, umm.. the rescuers down under. yess.. i think i fell asleep to the jungle book. woke up sunday around.. 9.. ate somethin and then called sam and we talked for a little bit. eventually convinced larry to take me to go get sam at nanni's. got her around 12 and we went to the bank with larry and i got him to get us mcdOnalds. i said hi to everyone that passed and made larry "look bad" ..haha.. i witnessed about 80 mexicans pile out of this van. it was crazy. they just kept comin..they were at KFC.. niice choice i guess. uh got back to my house around 12:30 and ended up leavin for the babyshower around 1:30. got lost haha.. my dad was PISSEd.. then got there around 2:15 i guess.. idk.. stayed there till like.. quarter of 7. went to walmart aha yess.. i was "craving it.. i havent been there in soo long. uh got back to my house around 8 i guess. then sam got picked up at like 8:30 i guess..and i did nothing and then decided to watch mystic river. i fell asleep to that and then woke up at like 2 or somethin and got a shower. it was crazy..i thought it was like 7 and i freaked i thought i was gonna miss my final and everything. i was like NOOO. so i got out of the shower and the clock says like 2:45 and i was like "pheww" .. haha.. after that i couldnt really fall back asleep so i just chilled in my kitchen on the floor haha. all alone =\ . sam and eric were down the shore so i didnt really see them.. well obviously haha. i had math..ughhh i better have passed that! then biology - it was fun. im gonna miss mrs boxley. that class was pretty awesome. um got home and finished watchin mystic river. then idk.. i forget..probably slept.. uh tuesday history and then lunch. final for history was easy. finished with mad time to spare. then the bell took forever to ring. idk then whenver it did ring got sam and went down to her locker. she was debating whether to go to her math final or not and jess talked to her into .. so me and eric went to the auditorium then with like a half hour or so left sam and jess walk in. then that was that i guess.. dont realy wanna get into it..theres no need.. uh got home and went to the landlords house and then shop rite with my dad. he got so mad bc i put tampons in the cart and they cost like 5 bucks..haha.. he was like "you!..ughh..5 fuckin dollars for that thing" and i was like"yeahh.. well it does a lot of good " and he waslike "didnt you just buy a box" and i was like "yeah but sam was over and we both had it" and he was like "well wTf..why cant she use her own" and i wa slike "uh shes not gonna carry a box around..i use hers when im at her house" and he was like "yous two are both ree rees" and i was liek "uhhh..its not our fault we bleed" and he was like "yeah Ookay" ..haha !.. what an idiot! .. um idk..got home and watched a movie and tv and shit.. wasted time.. went to bed at like.. 10. got woken up by my step mom with the phone for me.. talked to sam for like a minute then couldnt fall back asleep bc max kept barkin. so i went and let him in and w/e then i fall back asleep and like 10 minutes later the alarm goes off. i hit snooze like 3 times but it just felt like it was goin off every 2 mintues. so i said fuck it and got up and got a shower. left the house at like 9:30 and got to school to sit in the auditorium for a half hour. took the drama final. chilled with sam for about 20 minutes then she got picked up like 10 minutes later. theni chilled with vanessa <--shes a crazy cool black chick.. lol .. uh then paul and rick came up so i me and paul went down and got tom ..well tried to. we sat in his class until his teacher kicked us out. then idk like 5 minutes later the bell rang and we walked out. said bye to whoever was around and then jetted..haha.. i just hope i passed..
i think im gettin job =) .. yess lol.. summer o4 hell yeahh.. cant wait no more..its finally here.. yesssss
alright well im gonna go - this is probably extra long =\.. ahwell haha.. later kids!
love yous
its all in your goodbyes
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THEhairybeast
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2004 7 June :: 9.20pm
:: Mood: bipolar
:: Music: thursday -- full collapse
full collapse
ok this is crazy _ im seriously goin bipolar or sumthin bc i was fine all weekend while sam kelly and eric were here.. then sunday it was me and sam.. once again FINE.. happy.. w/e.. then she left around..2?.. and i was fine till like 4 sumthin i think i was readin sumthin that was pissin me off then my step mom came in and was botherin me..just all of the sudden everythin was annoyin the shit out of me.. and i got like crazy ass mood swings.. and all day today i was pissed off.. at.. i dont even know what.. just sumthin bc i deff was pissed.. at like..the world.. and i really dont know what it was that ticked me off.. and im still pissed.. ah its crazy bc i really dont know what the hell is botherin me sooo god damn much.. and everyone keeps askin whats wrong and either giving up or gettin mad bc i keep sayin 'idk' cus i dont.. i mean if i fuckin knew dont you think id tell at least ONE person?.. idk ..im real.. lost like theres soo much shit ive been thinkin about within the past 24 hrs just.. STUFF..that i normally think about but not all at once constantly for hours..its just.. out of control.. and ill pissed..yeah.. but then ill think about sumthin and go off into thoughts.. i daze out into space like crazy now.. but anyway ill go off thinkin about sumthin good..then nice..and i catch myself tryin to smile and it just wont come out..then i go back to bein pissed..ugh its so confusing.. i feel angry at anything and everything that i come into contact with.. i just..idk why.. it feels like all the hate i have is building up and im gonna have to let it out on someone soon.. real soon.. i cant hit nobody so ill idk..ill like go play baseball with my dad or sumthin.. get away for a day and do stuff that takes mad strength to take my mind off the stuff that im forever thinkin about anymore .. i feel so helpless.. and confused.. and sad.. and yeah ill be pissed..think about happy stuff..get pissed again realize that i cant get happy not even for a second and get so frustrated i want to cry but i cant do that either!..its like.. WTF!.. i cant understand this at all.. i mean ill eventually figure it out..or itll just leave my head..and sadly none of yous can help..no matter how much you care or want to..i dont think you can.. theres real few ppl that i can talk to in these kinds of situations..and have them help.. its pretty much rare for that to happen.. if i cant even get it myself.. its hopeless....
i gotta think..but at the same time stop..
woo what fun i have in store..figurin this shit out =\
ugh
later guys --- for a while i think*
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2004 6 June :: 11.24am
:: Mood: hopeful
:: Music: billy joel songs are in my head.. anthony works in the grocery store..
weekend shzit
hm lets see
well thursday i got suspended from school so i couldnt go to school friday but i still went to the play.. yesssss.. we kick ass!! .. our play won best set.. cameo for actor .. best actress.. best director.. like everything except best female cameo and best actor and best play.. we kicked fuckin ass!!=D yeah we saw a few ppl anyway so its cool whether we won or not.. umm but eitehr way it was fun.. i didnt think id have that much fun.. i actually enjoyed that shit.. haha.. it made our class closer .. we all get along.. its so awesome i love it .. yesss lol well yeah afterwards .. well after running around and getting awards performing watching other plays.. after ALL that.. we all went back to my house.. well i dont think i can say "we all".. cus it was me my dad my step mom angie and sam.. woO hOo!.. aha.. but anyway yeah..
saturday - eric came over.. then a few hours later kelly showed up.. we all chilled wasted like an hour then went upstairs to smoke.. since kelly was soo eager it being her first time.. ahah.. it was fun.. all i know is i thought i was fine and i covered my eyes for like minutes and i got up and freakd out.. i went and sat in the rain and then came in and got in the shower fully dressed bc i didnt want to forget i was naked and then go in my room with eric in there .. ya know.. lol.. after i got dryed off and shit we all hung out and fucked around and then pagano showed up and we watched him and kelly smoke more.. then we all just hung out and picked on kelly.. mike got picked up around hmm.. 11?.. then my dad took eric home on his way to work around 12 .. then idk .. we got some food and then went to bed [ me sam and kelly ] ..
today - i woke up early.. had to let max in bc he was outside stuck around the tree like always.. stupid kid.. haha.. uhh my dads been doin yard work .. kelly got picked up around.. uhhhh.... 10:3o i guess... and then i watched tv came up here and got on the computer.. so boring when you know you got friends here but theyre still sleepin so you dont wanna wake them up..its soo tempting tho.. ahha.. but i resisted.. eric called around.. uh.. 11 and i talked to him until sam got up.. like 10 minutes later.. then they figured out some shit and now me and sam are gonna go find some food.. mmmm =P.. im hungry as hell.. well for the plans today i doubt ill be doin anything but if i do..youll know haha.. yessss 8).. but thats all i got sooo
peace out niggers
its all in your goodbyes
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2004 2 June :: 3.34pm
:: Mood: roller coaster mood swings =\
:: Music: tBs - the blue channel
cOld chiCken_____!
i havent been on in a while.. bc my dad is actually "enforcing" his "sentence" on me.. even tho i didnt do what im gettin blamed for.. so lets see last time i updated i was goin to sams nanni's.. well we got there..went in the hot tub ..yess.. um chilled with her uncle and his friends..[ their like 19 to 21 i guess ] and her nanni.. and dont say thats korny cus its not it was fun as shit haha.. they were smokin and her fuckin grandmom took a hit.. hahahah!.. thats so awesome i love sams family! =) lol anyway our original plan was to go swimmin but it was cold as shit so we just sat out on the back deck and watched everyone smoke and drink.. this one kid george kept takin like crazy ass hits outta the bong they made and he was high as hell and we were messin with him..haha.. he was freakin out dude..it was great.. we were like "omg..you got sumthin in your hair".. and hed wipe his head..and wed be like "no no..its right there " and point..haha.. then he was laughin and he fell on the floor and he was like "ahaha i fell" and sam was like "dude what are you still doin on the floor..that was like 5 minutes ago" and he was like "i know.. " <--idiot haha.. then i said "negrotasticliscious" or sumthin and he was like "what? what?..testicles?? what?!" and sam was like "what are you talkin about..nobody said testicles..what are you GAY??" and he was just likel "whatt??" so lost..haha it was great.. her nanni came in when we wre inside on the computer and was like "do you two smoke pot?" and we were like " what? nooo" but smilin.. and she was like "your smilin..i think your lyin to me.. " so yeah she figured it out haha.. so they offered us the bowl but we said no bc we wanted to watch..we were amazed.. i mean her fuckin GRANDMOM was smokin ..hahah ah i love it lol.. so yeah we fell asleep watchin mall rats.. woke up had some AWESOME pancakes made by the coolest grandmom 8) yumm =P.. then we made 5 bucks each by movin rocks for Po[e?] (<--sam? .. ) and got picked up by her mom around 12?..i have no idea.. all i know is that me and sam had to change in the car ..haha OoO theXy..hahah.. hmm.. got some shit for the BBQ then went back to sams house.. chilled and did whatever.. went to bed around 1.. woke up at like 7:3o - 8.. eric showed up like a half hour later and we chilled and helped set up for the party.. ppl started showin up around 2 and we got down to business..lol.. um it was kind of boring at first..it was like boring ..fun ..boring.. fun.. all nite..back and forth.. then i got picked up around like 9.. i had fun.. me and sam chilled ALLLL weekend and got to end it off with a "famous" schindler BBQ haha.. yess.. fun fun fun.. then yesterday we had to stay after school till like 5 so we just went to her house afterwards..chilled and what not and i got picked up around 7 7:3o me my dad step monster and angie went out to dinner..then walmart.. yesss! ... came back home around 9 and did w/e.. school today and thats all.. we gotta stay after tomorrow until 8 so im goin to sams..then fridays the play so i think me and eric are ridin sams bus and just goin to the school around 6.. shows at 7 guys..if you wanna go.. hha i got a part =\ lol.. matter of fact..dont come.. ill get nervous..hahaa.. geeze
but w/e i gotta go
haha later ppl
xo -- vee
its all in your goodbyes
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2004 29 May :: 6.30pm
:: Mood: boo boop be doO
:: Music: nfG -- the bigGesT misTake
soO faR ..
ok well so far --
lets start with this:
"DIDN'T WE JUST HAVE THIS CONVERSATION THE OTHER DAY? ITS GOOD TO KNOW THAT WE MEAN THAT LITTLE TO YOU!
FROM: YOUR OLD TABLE =D"
<--looK familiar ladies?....yeahHhhh ill just leave that at that
^ fuckin GAY=D..
ANYWAY .. friday sam came on my bus and we went tannin ..haha yesss.. got back to my house and rode down to the abandoned house with ashley .. eric richie and nick were there.. pretty much just sittin on the side of the pool doin nuthyn.. uh so me and sam and ashley just walked around goin in like all the houses breakin shit.. then ended up leavin.. went down to spring road and smoked in some woods.. ha.. then road back and went back to my house .. after like 5 minutes me and sam decided to go walk across the field to the house and get eric but he was already comin half way so we met up with him in the middle..stood there for like 10 minutes until someone was finally like "ok ..what are we doin?.." and we went back to my house.. got the guys drinks.. [ richie and nick stayed at the abandoned house bc..well.. who knows ] but yeah after maybe 15 minutes eric left and told us to go to the house in like a half hour.. then ashley asked why he left and we told him the story about nick and shit and we went over there and they werent there so we looked for them walkin around all over the place but no sign.. of ..life.. haha.. so we walked back to my house and went in my room and like 10 minutes later or so the guys showed up .. uhh sam and ashley were up in my room so i went out back and got eric to upstairs..then hmm.. him and sam talked.. figured out what was goin on.. uh.. everyone was standin out back for like the longest time but then ashley came out so it was like.. sam on one side near my house.. with ashley ..then the guys over away near motion.. makin fun of ashley..haha.. =X .. i was just like walkin back and forth inbetween them all.. tryin to ease the "tension" ..haha.. eventually ashleys friends showed up.. then sam was out front and i went out there..and then went back out back to the guys and eric was like "ill be back..i gotta go get my stuff" and they rode away and sam was like "wtf..;(" then i explained to her and yeah..that was gay.. then his mom called and said she was supposed to pick him up at 7:3o so we went over to the house and got them.. the walk back to the house was sooooo QUIET!.. and just..full of anger.. haha.. got back to my house and sat around out back and then somehow sam and eric disappeared .. well went out front on my porch while me nick and richie were out back sittin on the ground talkin.. yeahh TALKIN.. lol.. it started gettin silent so i was like "you guys want some food?" and they were like 'drinks too?" or sumthin and richie was like "as long as i dont gotta talk to your step mom " so yeah i brought them inside and got them some pasta and drinks lol.. then us 3 were out back eatin or w/e and sam and eric came back from bein out front after like an hour...went inside and got some food then like less then 5 min later their ride showed up.. so yeah they left.. anyway somehow ashleys parents figured out she was stayin here [ bc she ran away and was hidin at my house shes my step moms oldest ] and they made her go home.. so me sam ashley her b/f scott and this kid rob stayed outside at motion waitin for their rides.. then they left and me and sam closed up the garage and went inside .. me and sam got bored .. went up in my room and smoked.. yess.. ugh it tasted weird as hell!.. >:P yucK!..dindt get high =(.. we werent really "in the mood" so we didnt smoke a whole lot haha..idk.. then we fell asleep some time.. woke up real early.. for no reason..just did.. ended up layin out for like a half hour.. then winded up ridin up spring road to 561 all the way to spring garden road.. all the way around up to where you come out on 73 at that church..went up 561 to the golf course and had to drink out of the faucet in the bathroom..haha.. we were desperate.. then we road back to my house.. soO tiring..haha.. well i could go a little more but i was hungry and thirsty=( .. only the tops of our legs got burnt and the bottom half of our legs are still pale..haha.. were like 5 diff colors.. ahh!.. =o!.. haha yesss.. well yeah were probably goin to sams nanni's to swim and sleep over then later on tomrrow back to her house..a movie with eric then back to her house.. cus monday theres a BBQ for memorial day!.. yessss!.. aha .. ill update some other day.. cus im not allowed on my dads computer anymore bc he thinks i made calls to the UK.. ahahhaha.. YEAHH.. let me tell you. . im always callin my buddies out there in eurOpe!.. =)
soo ill get at yous later;) hahah
paYce!
me thoO theXy! <--haha sam you know =P
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2004 26 May :: 6.41pm
:: Mood: sleepy
:: Music: none=\.. ppl are sleepin
*poof* be gone!
wow im really bored!_ online is like EXTRA boring and extra deserted today.. thats GAY.. but anyway i wanna make this a good update bc all my other ones have been shit lately.. =\
well what to say...
as you probably know [ bc i went and made it public ] me and sam were fightin .. and like last time and this time.. i went to jackie and danielle for advice.. bc i used to go to craig and all. .. but in all honesty, he just isnt help anymore..he could care less.. hes not really interested in sam stuff .. but anyway yeah.. so i talk to them about it.. get theyre feedback.. advice.. but me and sam always end up just either suddenly not fighting anymore.. orr like.. fixing it.. and i never go through with there advice and i feel bad.. and it does seem that i go to them only when me and sam are fighting.. and then its different when me and sam are cool again.. and they feel that theyre just some sort of back up friends.. and theyre not.. and i get what theyre saying..i do.. and i noticed it too..i just didnt think they did and i didnt really know what to do about it.. and it makes it worse that i dont use what they tell me .. idk .. but you guys are not some back up friends..and fine..ill prove that to you.. and im sorry i made it seem that way..
let me just put this on the record:
ME AND SAM ARE LOADED!!!!!
yessssss!! ..haha
ANYWAY..my stepmonster is about to make me a bacon cheeseburger!..hElls yess!.. idc how much i hate the bitch..i cant deny somethin with bacon on it!!=)..haha
15 min later -- i just ate that^ .. and EW.. it wasnt what it was shipped up to be.. =\ and ugh my back keeps itchin like crazy!!.. ughhhh STOP!..
ok well today started off really really gay and then just suddenly went fine.. i dont know what happened.. but i guess its cool now.. school was weird today.. it felt like a last day of school kind of day.. idk how to explain it.. and i really wanna make this a good damn fuckin update but i just cant.. its stupid how hard this is .. i dont even know why.. theres like a limit on what i can and cant say.. i really dont know what to say.. so fuck this
later you guys =\
xo -- vee
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2004 25 May :: 7.00pm
:: Mood: UGH
:: Music: thursday
what the hell!
OK THIS IS SUPPOSED TO BE MY JOURNAL RIGHT? AND A JOURNAL IS A PLACE WHERE YOU SPEW OUT YOUR THOUGHTS AND EMPTY OUT YOUR HEART INTO.. A PLACE WHERE YOU CANT GET CRITICIZED FOR WHATS IN HERE.. AM I RIGHT?..
WELL THIS WHOLE FUCKING THING IS PISSING ME OFF.. IM TIRED OF OF THAT FUCKING EXCUSE THAT EVERYONE HAS AGAINST ME..I THOUGHT IT WAS OVER YET IT JUST KEEPS COMING BACK TO HAUNT ME.. I CANT GET AWAY FROM IT.. I MEAN GOD..HOW CAN YOU NOT UNDERSTAND?!?!? AND I CANT EVEN SAY WHAT IM TALKING ABOUT BC THEN ILL MAKE THINGS WORSE..SO I CANT SPEAK MY MIND.. HOW IS IT THAT THIS IS FUKCING PUTTING GUIDELINES ONW HAT I SAY INMY JOURNAL?.. THATS JUST FUCKING GAY
UGHHHHHH IM SO FUCKING SICK AND TIRED OF THIS GAYY ASS FUCKING FIGHT ..GAY GAY GAY GAY GAY GAY GAY GAY GAY GAY GAY GAY GAY GAY GAY GAY GAY GAY GAY GAY GAY GAY GAY GAY GAY GAY GAY GAY GAYYYYYYYYYYY GAY GAY GAY GAY!!!!!!!!1
GOD DAMN FUCKING GAY!
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2004 24 May :: 9.32pm
:: Mood: oh shiTT!
:: Music: ha
vee in the hZouse!
freestyles bitch!!
yo my name is vee, im hairy as can be, but you dont know, i guess later im gonna have to show, youll see it all, youll be sorry you saw, its crazy as hell, just start to ring that bell, call the cops on my ass, take my shit, get the gas, run your little legs my way, then well see if you got somthin to say, dont hate, appreciate, you know you love it, thats MY stomach, your just mad, cus i fucked your dad, well no i didnt, but its funny that hes in it, but oh yeah hes seen it, hes just another "victim", he cant beat it, so duck for cover, be glad im not YOUR lover, cus its outta whack, and theres even some on my back!
-me
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. pOrno style..feel it for a while..make your ass numb.maybe use my thumb..hit that shit..suck your tit..lick your clit..make it worth it.. touch my dick..swallow or spit?..idk you pick..its just w/e ..as long as were doin it..baby wOrk it..make your ass qwiver.. send you a shiver..how do you like that? keep it comin or take it back?.. can you handle this its your decision..i could go all nite, its in my religion, no buts about it, i wanna hear you shout it.. "oh baby go faster" i wanna be your master..
- me and nick
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i wanna eat lays wit ripples why you lick my nipples, i cant do it myself, i get more pussy than the keebler elf, im hung like a bull, and ill make you full, on a pedistal ill bend you backwards but still find ways to kiss your lips, not the ones between your hips, use your pnytails as grips while sip sip slurp dont burp its all ok, id fuck you 3 ways till sunday
-nick
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dont doubt it, just shout it, you know you cant do wit out it, im your addiction, your beleevable fiction, ill do you in the kitchen 69 switchen pull 180s on ladys like its my job, i aint no slob, ill butt fuck while eating corn on the cob
-nick
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from the 1 to the 4 to the 3 no you cant handle vee, shes an animal as you can see, runs deeper then the roots of an old oak tree, now she runs the squad wit me, makin all the niggas flee, intwine the rhyme shes fine its time ti drop the dime ...and shine
-nick
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yo vee i can spit to0...got them rhymes make u sick and blu ..you know what to do ..im dat girl hoos ghetto ..thuggin ..got ya man kissin and huggin ...my rhymes is tight...ridin ya man liek a motor bike
-theresa
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ill butt fuck while eating corn on the cob <--?!who deos that?,black people do yeah with biskits too, biskits and gravy,shop at old navy kb toys and what not i got chicken in this pot its a black ppls dream nd you get it with cream its free bitch so jump up
-me and nick... some interlude haha
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ok, let me tell you somethin, i go on diets of english muffins and stove top stuffings in turkeys bellys wit jellies to no end, im shopwin up old school can you defend, we march till the turnin point, bitch ill show you how to roll a joint cus 1 and 1 is 2 3 4, get your ghetto as out my door, ill exlpore like lois and clark, i got more animals than noahs ark, my timbs glow in the dark, im bout to embarc on a voyage and bun bo yage niggas, im out, peace
-nick
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this girl talkin shit ..wanna bust her lip ..stole my man ..slap her wit both hands ..she kno the deel ..dis nigga is reel -ill fuck her ass up shell be pissin in a cup make her bleed shell be gone like dis weed smoke her ass with no regrets ill make her seem like she some kind of pet punk her ass like what shell be blinkin and studderin like da da da da slutt <--yeah tahts all she can say till she see her last day ..shell be sorry she said anythin when i kill her cus she messed with me fuck that bitch throw her ass out the door cus shes the only one round here thats the whore!
-theresa and me
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yo ur bitch ugly as shit ..the only reason u wit her is cuz she suck mad dick ...she be lickin ya ass..rollin in da grass....nigga ill pass...she got no ass...so fuckin dirtty thinkin she tuff ...riddin around wit her lil puff puffs ..(wow)..got nutti left to say ...shes jus gay ...youll regret it some day ...YOUR BITCH IS UGLAAAYYY!
-theresa
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.shes got a bun in the oven, but the baker aint found, bitches got daddies, all over the town. pay up bitch, i gotta see my pimp, i did the dirty deed, left ur ass with a limp.spit or swallow, its all up to u, fuck her and chuck her, u kno how we do. make ya head spin, from the left to the right, fuck ya till the cows come home, make ya moan all night. at the car wash baby, sippin my pimp juice, nigger say waht? ur neck and my noose? oh what now, u think u's fly? nigger ill cock smack u, get some cum in ur eye. bitch lay back, ill do this nice and slow, up and down baby, aint no place i wuldnt go. sex ya up good, cuff ya to the bed, and when the games are done, ill let u give me head. cluck like a chicken, and ill crow like a cock, fuck u so good, ur granny will go in shock.
-jackie
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im poor as fuck, what can i say, "hey daddy, did u get the welfare check today?" "no son, wheres the mail man? "here comes another night eating out the trash can" "i heard tonight, the johnsons had fish, so grab urself a box and go make urself a dish." no food stamps, no money from the gov. 6 kids to feed, i shulda used a glove. lost my job, and the bitch is preg again, life jus sucks, can i get an amen? every month, strugglin to get by, as hard as work, a poor mans what ill die
-jackie
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damn bitch you aint got nuttin on me..all you got is that im mad hairy.. but ppl get over that shit i bet ill still get a guy to lick my **** that shit is crazy i wont even say it cus your man just had some of that and hes willin to play it hes been down there plenty of times its just sad cus he aint even mine you think your so sexy that your hot shit when your own man aint even feelin it and you STILL keep runnin your mouuth like its somethin to joke about when knowin all of it you still wont do shit cus your a pussy and if not then see me i mean shit man im hairy..whats to be afraid of its not that scary..i think your just a wuss..man stop hidin behind that bush get your ass out here and fight me and well see whos the one who might be this guy aint even worth it but its fun to see you squirt it i wanna see you cry even if he aint that guy fuck what its for i just want you on the floor its by my hand youll be gettin there maybe its just the hair its makin me like the hulk i mean i must got some extra bulk well fight this shit for real and well see who makes who squeal
-me hahaha
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u so hairy..its reely scary ..i wanna hide..hurts inside ..the thought of you ..makes me blu ...i jsu wanna DO YOU...i wanna fuck every hour every day ...jsu to here you saaaaaaayyyyyyy...you so HAIRAYYYYY!!
-theresa haha
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erry boddy in the world wanna kiss meh ..( erry body in the world wanna kiss me)...here comes the 2 to the 3 to the 4 ..errybody wanna fuck dis whore..im da one make u come baq for more..here comes the 6 to the 7 to the 8 ..will you be my prom date?..ill make ur night heven ..im open like 7-11...
-theresa
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touch me once,..dont be scurred..dont run from me..im the voice unheard..bitch MAKE it heard.. do what you got to to hear that word..yeah you know waht im talkin about..its that one you always want me to shout..spit the truth if its good..get my turn if i could roll my tongue get it up its what its all about i gotta get you yours no wait fuck that bitch whered i put my clothes at? grab my shirt i changed my mind
u make my head hurt ...make my head spin ..no matter what shit u do i jsu cant win ..youll be my bitch ...ill show u when ..you learn to grow up hwo to be a fucken MAN...you lick floors ..u eat concrete ...u like between my toes lick the bottom of my feett... ill show you how a real man tends to eat you gotta take a lesson cus hun yours aint a blessin im sorry but you suck you cant even get me in the mood to fuck let alone suck your dick man am i your first chick?..
- me and theresa
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word around the crack house, is ur fucking all these guys, bitch whats happening? so much for being shy.. wat the hells ur problem? u think ur big and bad? bitch please get serious, ur dads the only lay u ever had. keepin it in the family, nice job u hoe, and when u hit puberty, put u on the corner to earn some doe. bring home that bacon, while openin them thighs, man of steel is bumpin, in his superman disguise. the whore house is callin, they are askin for u, requesting a school girl, preferably a jew. down to the synagogue, to put on ur show, take it off nicely, give the rabbi his evening blow. shlam shlam shiskabob, but it on a stick, swing that bitch to and fro, lubricate that dick. down to the ghetto, with ur booty shorts in hand, dressing like a hoochie, fucking niggers is the plan. got to keep up, with them chicken headed nigs, doing anything for a dollar, some as thin as twigs. walkin to the catholics, to the priests is where ur at. but since ur not a boy, none will hit that. the nuns all want a piece, but to the monks is where u go, ur an underpaid leg opener, in simple terms ur a hoe
-jackie
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what you see is what you get never forget whos the man wit the master plan, i cant stand to see the black my misunderstand the techinical difficulty of the minoritys ways to best block the governments feld of veiw, uptight like a jew, must have a loose screw cause me and you we aint kool and we never was, ill show you what disrespect is all about right here im gonna let it all out, you took away what wasnt yours and im takin it back as sure as buildings have doors, cause wit out someone like you the world would be so much better, and i wont let her give up so quickly, when the situation gets sticky you jus need to hold on, and prove wrong the lost cause of what went wrong, im madder then a pervit wit pausy tryin to draw a vigina on an etch and scetch, i never learned how to sing but id hope to show you up one day, im rhymin to melodies, emo like d/c's screamin infedelities, but hands down this is the worst night of your life, jackie is obsessed with pubic lice, but i wont think twice if it comes down to it id save you before i saved my self, and if words wont break the wall then im afarid this world will fall with the rest cuase no one knows best but the iner shadfow of your sole forgotten long days ago
-nick
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these white ppl are crazy they be rhymin to songs like 'yeah ms daisy" shes the shit right now shell fuck you then fuck a cow shes my all time idol she gets a kick out of midol shes a crazy ass hick but hey she sucks dick so its all good she can come to my hood fuck that bitch on credit i bet i can wet it
-me
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anyone else care to join? .. let me know and ill add yours =)
ah i love bein white its soo fun haha.. at least we dont get pressure for bein corny with our rhyms..hehe.. hahahaha
yesssss!
FREESTYLES IN A CHAT --
Causeway2nowhere (10:27:00 PM): vee
Causeway2nowhere (10:27:26 PM): this isnt a mens club you dont come and go as you please ou do waht needs to be done and you leave
xwishUp0nastaRrx (10:27:47 PM): oh dee.
Causeway2nowhere (10:28:01 PM): i came at her stomache
VoicE x unhEard (10:28:01 PM): u say nicks the man but he aint 1/2 as cool as peter pan if u ask me thats the man he can fly he aint just some tall guy who goes 2 overbrook man he beat captn hook and runs never land it aint even hard but nicks my last card
VoicE x unhEard (10:28:07 PM): so i guess im beat out on the street cus i SUCK
VoicE x unhEard (10:28:12 PM): man what the FUCk
VoicE x unhEard (10:28:14 PM): haha
VoicE x unhEard (10:28:16 PM): idk
VoicE x unhEard (10:28:17 PM): :-\
xwishUp0nastaRrx (10:28:20 PM): vee
xwishUp0nastaRrx (10:28:22 PM): chill my nig
xwishUp0nastaRrx (10:28:24 PM): it takes time
Causeway2nowhere (10:28:26 PM): who did you just come at?
xwishUp0nastaRrx (10:28:27 PM): ur a first timer
xwishUp0nastaRrx (10:28:29 PM): u u loser
xwishUp0nastaRrx (10:28:30 PM): lol
Causeway2nowhere (10:28:33 PM): o ok
VoicE x unhEard (10:28:43 PM): haha
VoicE x unhEard (10:28:47 PM): ok
VoicE x unhEard (10:28:48 PM): lol
Causeway2nowhere (10:29:43 PM): but peter pan dont understand the the true meaning of being a man, he dont bring home the bacon, he still just little, in his land there is no clocks, one more amatuer rhyme like that and ill rock your snot box
xwishUp0nastaRrx (10:30:02 PM): snot box?
Causeway2nowhere (10:30:08 PM): its nigger lingo
xwishUp0nastaRrx (10:30:11 PM): is that ur nose
xwishUp0nastaRrx (10:30:11 PM): ?
HarleQuin521 (10:30:12 PM): hahaha
HarleQuin521 (10:30:16 PM): "nigger lingo"
VoicE x unhEard (10:30:18 PM): haha
Causeway2nowhere (10:30:19 PM): like "ill hit you in your nose"
VoicE x unhEard (10:30:21 PM): niiice
xwishUp0nastaRrx (10:30:25 PM): ok i thought so
Causeway2nowhere (10:30:26 PM): idk
Causeway2nowhere (10:30:30 PM): i just rymed
xwishUp0nastaRrx (10:30:40 PM): indeed
xwishUp0nastaRrx (10:30:42 PM): whose turn is it now?
Causeway2nowhere (10:30:47 PM): you
Causeway2nowhere (10:30:50 PM): or mr. dan
xwishUp0nastaRrx (10:30:55 PM): dan want to rhyme?
Causeway2nowhere (10:30:57 PM): if he wants to "swing the bat"
xwishUp0nastaRrx (10:31:03 PM): shut up bioootch
Causeway2nowhere (10:31:06 PM): lol
VoicE x unhEard (10:31:34 PM): bitch please you aint got nuthyn on me like always "oh man shes hairy" palease get over it cus its old shit your still a tall guy who pretty much could reach the sky if you jumped its nice can you hump? idk .
VoicE x unhEard (10:31:47 PM): its a waste cus your so tall you reach sapce
Causeway2nowhere (10:31:48 PM): haha lol
VoicE x unhEard (10:31:49 PM): space*
Causeway2nowhere (10:31:54 PM): can i hump?
Causeway2nowhere (10:31:59 PM): lol
xwishUp0nastaRrx (10:32:03 PM): lol
VoicE x unhEard (10:32:11 PM): well idk..can tall guys hump?
xwishUp0nastaRrx (10:32:14 PM): hahaha
xwishUp0nastaRrx (10:32:17 PM): she came at ur height!
VoicE x unhEard (10:32:18 PM): im sure its awkward
xwishUp0nastaRrx (10:32:20 PM): DEEEEEEEE
xwishUp0nastaRrx (10:32:27 PM): hahahah
(10:32:51 PM) fallingdownemo has entered the room.
xwishUp0nastaRrx (10:32:53 PM): is it my turn yet?
VoicE x unhEard (10:33:01 PM): sure go ahead
VoicE x unhEard (10:33:02 PM): wait
xwishUp0nastaRrx (10:33:04 PM): ok
VoicE x unhEard (10:33:05 PM): lets see what nicks got
xwishUp0nastaRrx (10:33:11 PM): hes got nothing but blanks
xwishUp0nastaRrx (10:33:15 PM): i mean
xwishUp0nastaRrx (10:33:19 PM): oh forget it.
Causeway2nowhere (10:33:20 PM): only a cripple cant hump, which is exactly what youll be after i come up..in it,you may say it but you cnt sing it, and no ones on your hair, your stuck on the matter like you got lucky there, well truth to the fact your ryhmes is
Causeway2nowhere (10:33:22 PM): wack
Causeway2nowhere (10:33:24 PM): that was ass
HarleQuin521 (10:35:58 PM): I got the crabs and their itchin the kitchen. Need some lo'lo or razor for the fixin. So many STD's their all a mixin. Did I get it from Jackie, did I get it from vee?
HarleQuin521 (10:36:07 PM): Hell no nucca I got it from cindy. That's right boys and girls get the hell away, cause she's got the drip and she sure as hell cant lay.
Causeway2nowhere (10:36:23 PM): ha
Causeway2nowhere (10:36:26 PM): the drip
Causeway2nowhere (10:36:29 PM): lol
VoicE x unhEard (10:36:34 PM): haha
VoicE x unhEard (10:36:57 PM): shit man he didnt get it from me.. its still "like a virgin" for me..
HarleQuin521 (10:37:03 PM): hahah!
Causeway2nowhere (10:37:06 PM): lol
VoicE x unhEard (10:37:32 PM): 8-)
HarleQuin521 (10:37:37 PM): nigger please, peter pan aint got shit, he's to busy ridin captain hooks dick
VoicE x unhEard (10:45:26 PM): sean connery hes the man-nonery he makes jackie so hot man hee what a nut hed give it in the butt he like sit like that and what! hes got a cat
xwishUp0nastaRrx (10:47:10 PM): wat the hell
xwishUp0nastaRrx (10:47:11 PM): man-nonery
xwishUp0nastaRrx (10:47:14 PM): wat are u trying to say
xwishUp0nastaRrx (10:50:06 PM): we got nick in one corner, and vee in the next, trying to be cool, lackin the respect.
xwishUp0nastaRrx (10:50:12 PM): talkin shit, like they kno how it is, we got hairy mcdoogle, and jolly sucks on his own jizz.
xwishUp0nastaRrx (10:50:16 PM): tryin to come at the one and only james, niggers ill kill my rhymes put u both to shame!
Causeway2nowhere (10:50:28 PM): but there wasnt one james
Causeway2nowhere (10:50:30 PM): there was liek 4
Causeway2nowhere (10:50:34 PM): or more idk
Causeway2nowhere (10:50:36 PM): im not a fan
VoicE x unhEard (10:51:12 PM): hes the man
VoicE x unhEard (10:51:16 PM): get over that dude
VoicE x unhEard (10:51:24 PM): hell fuck but hes never in the mood
VoicE x unhEard (10:51:25 PM): hes old
VoicE x unhEard (10:51:28 PM): hes cold
VoicE x unhEard (10:51:31 PM): let it go
VoicE x unhEard (10:51:34 PM): hes too slow
VoicE x unhEard (10:51:38 PM): he cant satisfy you
VoicE x unhEard (10:51:45 PM): hell only make you cry you
VoicE x unhEard (10:51:49 PM): he sucks at goin down
VoicE x unhEard (10:51:56 PM): man he cant even find his way through taht down!
VoicE x unhEard (10:51:59 PM): town*
xwishUp0nastaRrx (10:52:40 PM): wat the hell? comin at me all ruff, tryin to act like u both the stuff. sit ur asses down, and step right off, vee braid ur back hair, nick turn ur head an cough
VoicE x unhEard (10:53:54 PM): VoicE x unhEard (10:53:39 PM): ill braid it right..can you come help me tonite? idk if i can reach it.. oh sistter sister preach it..im a hairy ass mo fo.. oh damn i guess i came back too slow:-\
Causeway2nowhere (10:54:53 PM): ill caugh and ill sneeze right in your face, spreddin my disease like pepper spray mase, jackie dont want none, cause im too hot to hanlde, put down your gaurd and your weak ass i wll man handle im the one the only
Causeway2nowhere (10:55:05 PM): i know niggers still rockin sauconys
VoicE x unhEard (10:55:17 PM): what a corny ass line.. that shit aint devine..all i know is that im hairy..and man that shit is scary..but hey that i still go that old guy beat..shit he does he even still got meat?..i got more mo jo then that slow mo
VoicE x unhEard (10:55:32 PM): hes a old ass geriatric..wait..isnt his name rally patrick?
man i think thats all i got
eh its enough.. later kiddos!!!
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2004 23 May :: 8.39pm
:: Mood: just a tad bored and a little jumpy
:: Music: a blaCk sOng is stucK in my head - slOw mOtion..
teXas chAinsaw mAssacre
first of all ^ wasnt even that sCary.. im mOre scared now then i was during it.. haha.. just cus i cant believe that family was THAT AIR HEADED.. lol .. the dude was just mad cus he was ugly so he took it out on everyone else.. and thats fucked up what they did .. stupid hicks.. ha i mean id be sCared shitless too if some ugly dude with a chainsaw was chasin me too .. but why go back for your friends? ..well in the beginning sure bc you dont know that some crazy ass hill billies are out to kill you .. but once you figure that out shouldnt it be every man for himself.. im not sayin ditch ppl but you can run on your own two feet and so can they.. if they trip o well.. theyre the idiots who cant run.. and sure id probably want you to come back for me if i fell but.. if im a goner then im a goner.. once im gone i just wasted your time bc hes gonna get you now.. and im already dead so i cant help you.. so you came back for nuthyn cus i died anyway haha.. IDK im just talkin out of my ass.. ahwell.. hmm lets see.. well guess what -- kelly came over yesterday for a few hours .. she got online and was like "hey.. do you wanna hang out if i can get a ride over?" and i was like "sure i dont mind" and she said "ok see ya soon" and like a half hour later was at my door.. haha.. we just talked for the few hours and yeah.. pretty fun for a last minute out of nowhere type thing.. and for the boring level of my house.. uhh im not sure if sams still "mad" at me.. i dont even know.. its w/e.. bc its not even a big deal..she just made it one so yeah.. anyway it seems like nobody is online.. all the girls are away..and i rarely talk to much of them anyway.. and all the guys are away or seemed to suddenly sign off.. and im eating this water ice so i gotta finish this so i can eat it before it melts.. its soo hot here that its giving me a headache =\ urrr i want air conditioning!!!!
well i guess thats it.. idk what else to say
ohhh yeah i completely forgot about what happened today.. haha.. um well basically my brother jesse and my sister ashley came over.. we chilled for a little bit [ yeah i "chilled" with my family haha ..at least tehyre not all my best friends =) ] but anyway yeah we hung out and screwed around and started watchin some of sCary mOvie 3 till jesse's ride got here.. then after he left we went to the movies to see shreK 2.. yessss.. i met ashleys boyfriend sCott after the movie..then played tag with angie in the lObby.. haha =P dOrk that iam.. hehe.. then got picked up by my pOps and listened to led zeplin on the way hOme.. drOpped off ashley and came back here to watch the mOvie.. aha yess.. thats about it.. mOre interesting shit happened in less then 24 hours then it did in the 3 or some days that i dindt update.. how pathetic.. =\
later kiddOs.. <3
xo -- vee
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