Red Skies
Hey i just got home, and i'm reading other people journal entries

my moms yelling at me to go to bed so i'm gunna make this quik

Highlights:
i made $14 tonite
i put up my christmas lights
plan on having practice tomorrow for POWERLINE
Geori,Emi, D.M., and alicia stopped by to relieve me from insanity

Downers:
i got a $171 ticket
i was lonely at work until the girls cmae by :)
its cold
alex is leaving tomorrow
i need a girl to chill with

i'm going to bed.....i'll update later i'll tell you about the "Party"

Peac-E
-Hamon

taking a chance
today we had out first exam, mine was french 3 mad hard

i went to alexs today and we went christmas shopping.

i broke up with jessica yesterday, i feel kinda bad but she kissed another guy so it was her fault.

ummm tomorrow i have my american history and eight training exam.

i made 12 bucks tonite.

tomorrow i work

i'm hopin G-baby can hook me up

and i feel bad for not writing more specific in here but i'm in a rish and i g2g i'll write bettder next time i promise...later

Peac-E 0ut
-Hamon

watch your mouth
ok no more keeping you in suspence if you were

tonight everything comes out...althought some things are better left unsaid,

this is my start of my brand new journal method...so just bare with me

first i wanna say i came back because i got tired of just moping around and waiting, i took charge, whether things change in the next couple of days or not doesnt matter anymore, i realized that life is based on properties that exist only beccuase you make them exist, whether you want it to happen or not. just to deal with it. anyway...

i had an awesome thanksgiving

me and nicole are no longer uhhh how shud i say this, a couple anymore....but its ok, it wasnt meant to stay

i recently started dating a new girl name jessica, she's been in some bad past relationships and wants to prove to me that she can be a great and honest girlfriend...which is cool i guess.

i still work at the ice cream store but i'm looking for a new job

me and pat are discussing plans for powerline and figuring out wat were gunna go, member wise.

cars great, exams are coming up soon and i have to study and pass this stuff. it important my mom says

alex is getting involved with this new girl named emily, hopefully she wont turn him into a sell-out i dont believe she will...same goes for ricky and gina

christmas is coming up sooon and i recently today lost $50 cuz i'm an idiot.

so now i have to work my ass off for christmas $$$.

my birthday was pretty kickass with hamonfest2003. i'm sorry to all those who missed it.

i dont have much left to talk about, but i hope i can keep on wirting in here and just you know, try and make it like any other teenager. i think i'm slowly starting to get better at this thing they call life, but who knows maybe tomoirrow i'll have a real bad day and think the opposite, we'll just have to see. till then

Peac-E 0ut
-Hamon

My Triumphant or pathetic attempt for forgiveness
here we go

i'm back yes i'm back

there is soo much top talk about

but first lemme explain why i'm writeing in here

can't make ends meet
i am an embarresment
i am a jealous person
i am a hateful person
i am the cream of the crap
i am the one no one remembers
i am the one who laughs last
i was onced loved
i am a pensive person

i am HAMON

it only gets worse
i
give
up

today i went to school, learned nothin cuz i'm an idiot, skip 7th hour with oto,jose,alex,jeff and justin to go to alexs house to watch porn and eat. i dropped off justin and jeff off at home and then got into a huge fight with my sister. josh Mc came by and we just talk about what we have been doin csicne the last time we saw each other, i got a b in french but my mom doesn care and then i left for work with good intentions, arrived late but still in good spirits but as time rolled on i stated just.....you know what i dont even see the point of typing out all of this meaningless SHIT i said it up there i guive up i know this sounds dum but FUCK EVERYTHING