all for the reason
hi i just got from work, heh i havent worked in such a long time that i forgot how to do simple stuff, yea so i made 9 bucks in tips and closed early, i wasnt able to talk to Nicole, heh i dont think she wanted to talk to me anyway, stuffs goin on....anyway i woke up today around 11:00 then left for the beach around 12 with Geori, D.M. and met up with isabella, and we hung out wow the water was cold....then we went to spiggs house and uhh u know brok the str8 edge code of honer...pat was there and so was joeys...we played some ukeleles....its was hot, then we left. i dropped off G and D.M. and then i headed off to work where i fuking had to work with this kid i really dont like, it was juts me and him the whole night. we got out pretty early tho ha! anyway oi'm here now looking at the parking ticket i got earlier today....ugh, anyway i g2g i'll c-ya

Bye
sincerly,
Hamon

too good to be true?
ok so today i woke up in a bad mood cuz i didnt think i was gunna get a car...and other reasons for home coming and all.....i ceaned my room and then me and my mom left to go to the dealership...we walked around...then we finally decided on the 2003 Mazda Protege. we purchased it for 13 G's...its an awesome car, it has everything i want in a car....i'll be driving it to school tomorrow....ohh yeaaaa :) anyway i went to alec's then rickys, then sebastian house to show off the goods and they all love the car

so yea i'm in a good mood....for now i'll c-ya :)

highlights: car
downers: girls

BYE
Sincerly,
Hamon

why do you call my name?
ok



today i woke up, and ate. i went to fairbanks to look for a acar- i was this close to buying one with my mother but there was sumthing holding us back...we had to sleep on it. when i got home i call nociole and ricky to plan how we were gunna get to homecoming. Meanwhile oto and alex came over and we all hung out and they played guitar and chilled while i got ready for the night ahead. i picked up Nicole...she looked beautiful...i then went to michelles house and we all met up there. we then all went to some restaurunt(i dont rememebr the name of it) where people dance on the tables and throw dishes on the floor. then everybody in the frigging restaurunt started dancing including my self and nicole and ricky and guna, lol we all started out our home coming a lil early in the night, We all arrived at O.H. at 10:00 fashionably late of course. now i didnt know anyone there so it was kind of akward, but all good. anyways we all started dancing and did our things....but as the night grew on nicole seemed to be getting more distant. i felt like i couldnt reach her....she was soo much mmore interested in hearing what this girl had to say then asking me if i wanted to dance or do sumthing else this went on intil 12:00, thats when we left to go to tis party at the HoJo at deerfriend beach. but then plans changed and the party was switched to a different location and then back again..at this time i'm getting really frustrated. anyways ewe didnt endup going to the partrty so then decided to go to the beach turns out that wasnt gunna work out either, basically i drove all the way to the beach for NO reason whatsoever. i felt bad cuz alex wanted me to call him when the dance was over but i forgot to call him and then he called rickys cell and he was upset that he could hang out with us but i couldnt pick him since i was too far from his house....after the "Beach" i drive nicole home.....i didnt even get to give her formal goodnight kiss or even bye how romantic....i dunno why its like that everytime. but only at her house. anyways then i dropped off ricky,gina,micheele and that other girl off at michelles, so now i'm here thinking about what i'm gunna do, ugh. to top it off my mom is pissed at me for coming home so late. w/e

Tomorrow- i might go back to the dealership to cheack out more cars or even buy one : )

i'm outttie

BYE
sincerly,
Hamon

its ok...it only hurts when i breathe
well itts 9:33 p.m. and i'm deciding to do my jounrnal entry early for the night cuz i would like to go to bed early do to sleeping problems over the week...i'm still kinda sick.

Yesterday- went to school, first day back from being home...lotta make up work, after school alex came over and then ricky and the jeff and edin, me ricky and alex left for rickys house and edin and jeff left. So me Ricky and Alex hung out at rickys until 5:30, then we left to go pick up Nicole, we then wasted 30 mintues looking for Ovation cuz the directions we had were bogus and i couldnt recall where the place was exactly, but anyways we got there and saw Moneen, good band....the TBS they were good but could have been much better, like almsot GODLIKE better. but its all good, then saves the day came on and played a great show, but they played like 27 songs seriously. anyway we left and hung out at dunkin donuts and the alexs dad came and we all went home. again i did no hmwk watsoever

Today- woke up, toom the bus to school and then stayed after to make up a french test....i hung out with anna cuz she stayed after too. then i elft and rushed home to see if i had to work or not, i got an anonomous messege from a guy who said i was fired, and for some odd reason i'm not on the schedule until tuesday....i'm gunna start looking for a new job..anyway we had practice and it was pretty cool, played some cool ass new songssssss..so now i'm here about to get ready to eat, but i'm out i'll c-ya later

Bye
sincerly,
Hamon

can i say?
ok its 10:43- i am still sick, and i have done NO hmwk all day...today started out BAD but now its still in the process of becoming good

see when i woke up, i had this thing still in my eye, i was sick severly, i had hmwk to do, i am missing work, and i didnt know if i was going to home coming, and i didnt know how i was gunna get to the concert tomorrow, and i dont get to see the matrix 3 tomorrow in the theaters

but now, the thing is out of my eye, i'm still fuking sick, i did some hmwk, and i have to still make uo the othe damn work, i might go to rickys home coming at OH i found a ride to TBS and i dunno i guess i'm still sick.but i have to go know to do french hmwk and such later.

better to be pissed off then pissed on
i am so sick, i cant go to homecoming, and i have to miss powerderpuff :( oh and i am fuking sick

theres a way...
wow i just finished all my hmwk, heh that like the first time this year that i just decided to do my hmwk by myself, EVEN MY FRENCH HMWK! ha! anyway ttoday was a lazy day

i woke up at like 1:30 then i just loafed around on the couch with the t.v. on. then my moms friend Eva came over and i talk to her about what i was gunna do after high school, anyways i decided to set-up my omnirax studio furniture set, which is by the way the coolest thing i have ever gotton furniture wise, it hold my stereo, speakers,t.v.,camera, my amps, and so much more ahhhh, anyways after that i cleanded my room. i didnt leave the HOUSE ONCE ugh, too much, after that nicole called and we made plans to go to the movies but she couldnt fdrive cuz it was araining but mommy wasnt home so i could drive but then it stopped raining so she said she could pick my up but i didnt have any $$ and then her mom said she couldnt go :( we were both bummed and had ntuhing to talk about for the rest of night so we said out goodnights, but we work tomorrow together, i think its feels akward but i dunno w/e heh, right now i feel like recordding music but i dunt wanna have to go over and over and belabor myself so i'm just gunna go.

BYE
sincerly,
Hamon