what is you were sencible.

thats the question that begs that answer.

today i woke up around 8:00 and looked for my schedule, cuz i went to orientation this morning with justing, then we went to the beach on Atlantic Ave. then we went back to justins house sand some goood tunes. then i went backt o my house and made a couple of phone calls, cuz ricky and alex came back from orlando last night, and i talked to them for a lil while. then Anna called me, we talked about shyt that we could do tonite cuz its her b-day, but then i realized i already promised my mom i would go out with the family cuz its my mom's friends last day in the usa today and i would go out with them tonite, so then i had to break y plans anna, if there was any to begin with, its ok its not like she was angry, well actually she kinda was, anyways now i'm talking to her online, and she wants to go to orlando, screewwww that. haha i'm pretending that i got her a expensive present. anyway so me,tiff and mom and moms friend went out to mall (and i saw brian b and jeff g) , brandsmart, then went to the cheescake factory. now i'm stuck here w/e

tomorrow me and alex and ricky are probably hang out, do sumthing stupid but fun...god i'm a loser. anyways i'm gunna go practice some p-songs, so i'll c-ya later J

-peac-E

...she said nothing becuase she wasn't even there


yea... i just got back from justins house...its like 11:05...todays was alright/gay/good/eh

i woke up today from the sound of my sister screaming at me cuz i didnt clean her her even tho i fuked it up a lil bit lol, so i called my boss koray, no answer as usual, then i went back to bed, i felt bad about not cleaning the car soo i help tiff clean the out side and inside, then i ate breakfast, some how i ended up cleaning up my garage with her, then i ate lunch then headed off to justins house, w/o a car :( but i didnt have to walk, he was a real pal and got his mom to come pick me upwhich was cool. i got to his house and ali was there, unfortaunatly i forgot the hose which was dumb cuz the whole point was to swing with the hose, but w/e we went to the lake and had fun anyway. then we went in the pool, justin poked ali belly button a couple of tyme and me and ali swaped liscence stories. anyways after that we hung out and made ukeleles songs...ali left, and pat and becky came over, we went BACK to the lake and jumped of the bridge, and other shit, we ate and hung out in justins room and made MORE music, the 3 of us together have unlimited untapped power of music, heh we watch ripleys and watched this guy get sand pour on his eye and this kid fuking piano, then me and justin waited out side for my "high" sister to come pick me up...

i didnt check my caller id yet so id ont if anna had called today, i'm gradually getting over her which is good.

tomorrow go to the schools oreintation to change my speech class to auto shop 2, then i might go to the bach with my mom and her friend for her last day here.
me and justin were messing w/ haley with mastubation jokes, sry haley lol

Maroone Ford is having a sale this saturda and they selling cars for $10 i doubt its tru but me and my mom are going to check it out saturday.

Powerline might have pracitce, i dunno when rickys is coming back with alex

...overall it was a meteoaker day, i need justin to healp me make a website, then it'll be all good so i'll c-ya later J

-Peac-E

what a day....

yea what a day it was.

so i wake up and watch t.v. for like an hour as fuking usual, i wirote some new music on the piano and recorded it, then i cleaned out my sisters car so it would take away form the big dent i put on the side of the car...co i sat around the house like i was suppose to while my mom and her friend went to go pick up tiffany, but i couldnt take it...i had to go out and see her, so i took the beatn up can and drove to TCBY. i was guessing that she wasnt working cuz i didnt see her as i was driving by, i didnt have nerve to walk in. anyways i went home realy slowly, sep was there, and we were talking about how we should get like a cake or sumthing to welcome tiff back home. i mentioned that we should go to TCBY. great idea! so we drive there and we walk-in now there she was. helping anouther happy cuztomer but i'm not shure if she saw me, i definatly saw her though, she went in the back, maybe she did see me and thought i was hanging out with anouther gurl considering ewe havent hung out in like a week but the matter of the fact is , is that she probably doenst even car ha! anyway i was talking to that gurl shit i dont trmeber her anme but shes hot, i was talking to her to make it look like that i didnt care about anna hiding in the back avoiding, so i had to be reallll cool and ask the gurl if some one could write "welcome back tiff" cuz i knew anna specialized in that shyt, so then it was done after waiting, anna came out with the cake...as usual looking beuatiful...i told her i got my schedule, we both have french 3 togther first hour woop de fuking doo...she didnt sound enthussed, well just a lil....the worst part about my visit was the departure when she just said "see-ya later" wow, stabbed in the heart, reallll deep, i hope it wasnt b/c i was with my fucking sister and she got the wrong impressiong, maybe i should have done a formal introduction, w/e i told myself that i would get over this, and i'm going to, school is gunna start soon and i have othetr things that will be on my mind let along that have enuff stuff on my mind already.....so maybe i'll call her tomorrow, just like i'm gunna call my boss cuz he called me a couple of times on my cell while it wad canceeled so i didnt get hose calls he left some messges and i just now listened to them cuz before i didnt know the code for it...so tomorrow i will call him to see wats up.

Also tomorrow i am going to justins to meet up with pat and maybe chris and haley and ali to go lake swinging off his gigantic tree behind his house, we'll do that for a while then after that i dunno wat, cuz i dont have a CAR!!!!! shyt

i dunno what i'm gunna when school starts i moight have to ask josh for a ride...hopefully he'll say yes...

but now i'm gunna go cuz i have to uhhh go
c-ya

Peac-E

nother day
things are changing
people are changing
except......

everyone is moving to live journal wtf noooot cool

ahh its been a couple of days
(since i've written in here, and talked to her

she called me, but i always just miss her calls now that i dont got the cell.
it doesnt matter anyway

so heres wats been going on.....couple of days ago i went to mizner with pat, chris and justin and we all just did some ANARCHY lol

then we did dumthing after that the next day

today i woke up, went with justin and ali and haley anne to justins house ,then to the mall and then went to mizner, then went to the beach, then went to big louis then went to the rooftops then went back to justins house, soooo it was alright

i got a piano

Tiffany comes back tomorrow that means i got to give back the car wow thats gunna suck. ummmmm

i am determined to figure out wat makes me tick, and eliminate it. for good this time.

no job, no girl, no money
life is good


things are changing
people are changing
except......me

-Peac-E

keepin up w/ tha s.o.b.'s
uuuuuughhhhh, its 12:50
half awake, half asleep

watching CONAN... earlier tonite i watched American Wedding eh...

Alisa's asking me to sleep over her house on the 7th..i dont know what that's all about....but i know that i WANT that guitar.

Ricky's leaving tomorrow to go to orlando for 4 days...

very very soon i'm on a mission to get the powerline sign for a stage prop.

after the movie i went BACk to TCBY and went to see is she was working, i dotn beleive she was cuz she wasnt visable in the window. see earliershe wanted to somewhere on her break but since i dont have a cell phone, i got confused on where to go and i could reach her, she must have changed her loaction or sumthing cuz i was corcling the plaza for like 15 min str8. i called her cell a couple of times but no answer, she usually turns it off during work so i'm thinking w/e.

i dunno wat i'm doing tomorrow...all i know is that tiffs coming home on the 5th and that means i have to have an explantion and her car ready and i have no transportaion anywhere. that sucks soo bad

anyway, thats my life today i'm going to go waste my time...fuk it

-Peac-E

just another day in paradise...
11:30, just got home....from TCBY, ugghh god...

today i turned in some applications forsoem restaurunts, then went to the consignment gallary to pick up some $$$ then i ran some more errands, after that i went to Ale'x to hang out for a while, then went to Pats to practice, but it was not a good practice, after that we just hung out then played 007 for a lil bit, Pat kicked all our asses....this is where it went wrong....

i dropped off jose, then alex, instaed of going home like usual i went to TCBY to see her, w/o callin, but hey i dotn got a cell anymore. anyways, i drove by a couple of tymes b4 walking in...i had to gain some courage. so then i walk up to the window, she sweeping, she looks beautiful, anyway i tap on the window and she smiles, i smile, but we were mouthing words, i couldnt come in, cuz they were closed. she asked me why i hadent called her the last couple of dayz, she obviouslt doesnt realize why, cuz i would never just not call her. so i told her that it got cancelled, she didnt believe me, then she went in the back. i left. i lost. now i'm in the missle of no where, but i'm home. tomorrow i dont know what i'm gunna do. maybe call KORAY my boss. this sucks, it sucks to be me...again...as usual...like always. ha i'm gunna go, hating myself a lil. all i can say is that, LIFE GOES ON pretty stupid but so iseverything right now, doenst make it wrong though. i miss DAD

-Peac-E