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2006 3 January :: 5.09pm
:: Mood: confused
:: Music: nickelback : savin' me
seventy times 7.
I'm not happy, and its not my fault this time. The people that I feel like are my friends, the people that I feel like are my everything, are nothing. They follow their leader and I'm just there for their amusement. I'm making new friends this semester, ones that they will never know, they don't deserve to know them. Brand new says its best "Dont apoloize, I hope you choke and die."
:-\ goodnight.
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2005 19 November :: 10.44am
:: Mood: weird
:: Music: fall out boy : dance dance
I cant stop listening to the same songs over and over again. I also cant help but keep making the same mistake over and over again, and yet I still fucking care. For the record, I'm RIDICULOUS.
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2005 10 October :: 8.39pm
I miss my woohu!!!!!!
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2005 17 March :: 10.30pm
i miss my woohu.
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2005 8 January :: 3.47pm
:: Mood: cranky
:: Music: the pixies : i bleed
don't apologize, i hope you choke and die.
I'm so content, but at the same time I'm so unhappy. Is this possible? How can i be feeling two opposite feelings/emotions, so strongly? I'm lonely, but not necessarily for love, for a true friendship. Anyone that I've thought I would be able to trust has let me down one way or another, I have no one anymore, but myself. I just want that one person I can call up and turn to, no matter what, when, or why. I want that person I can tell EVERYTHING to and not have to worry about them saying anythign to anyone else. I have a best friend, who I love dearly, unfortunately I cant trust her..and that's where I get lost. The one person I thought I could trust I can't, it made me question everyone and everything. I'm so very unhappy & I just want to curl up into a ball, and never open up again. I'm off to work, I wish that building would burn down, so I wouldn't have to work there anymore, die steakhouse, die.
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2004 29 December :: 4.40pm
we're the coolest kids and we take what we can get, <3.
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2004 18 October :: 7.01am
it just makes me so mad, I can't live through another Victoria, or go through another case of that. I can't lose "him" to a friend, I'd die. I did that for 4 years of my life, I'm not doing it for another year. Im feeling so much regret right now, I just want to curl up in a corner and scream and cry and sleep and just never have to get up. And btw, I don't want to go to Beastie Boys tonight, I don't want to do anything. AHHHH! Alright, I"m done.
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