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2003 30 September :: 12.16am
:: Mood: who knows anymore
:: Music: OutKast "Hey Yall"
shake it off
i just got doing my french hmwk with my mom woohu,
before that i was at work 4 and 1/2 hours
before that i was at home worting music
before that i was on the bus going home
before that i was getting on the bus with regret
before that i was talking to her
before that my heart started beating fast again
before that i thought of her and wondereed why she wasnt if first hour
and before that i realized that i'm not strong enuff to change...."what' the fuck 'ever"
this is me
i guess i can try and try but this feeling ohhh i abhor, maybe i can just live a life of debauchery b/c that one regret, this is making agressive ahhh
WAIT ok lets try this...everytime i see her i'll just think about where i'll be in 5 years instead of thinking about all the stuff we did, hmmm this is working already...i got some ideas in my head this is cool. i'm gunna go cuz it time to fuking sleep for real sorry for being fatuous all this time, maybe my next hournal topic wont be about this extrenuous, useless, overrated thing called love
-Peac-E
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2003 29 September :: 10.47pm
Krysta
Just come home, to your friends. Please, you belong here, and you're wanted back. I'm worried about you, I'm worried that your scared and alone, or that your happy away from your friends. Krysta, just please call, i'm getting sick thinking of where you could be. I love you Laca Laca.
<3mandyy
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2003 29 September :: 3.44pm
Tickles are amazing <3
It seems that I'mworking alot, maybe just because its all consecutive. 11 hour weeks really isnt a lot, considering the crap i get paid. I'm leaving in a half hour to go to work, 5-8:30, oh thats fun, then i come home and i have atleast two hours of homework. I wonder if Blake or Solange are working tonight, their my two new favorite people to work with. My wrist hurts so much, i stopped wearing that thing and it just hurts a lot now.
Krysta, wherever you are, i hope your ok, some of us are really getting worried. Come home gurrl <3 :-\
I'm out..until then...try and take a step into my world
<3mandyy
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2003 27 September :: 12.20pm
My wrist hurts, i decided to bowl today anyways..it was ok. i guess.
tonight is stephanie's bday party, i'm excited, i guess. lauren...shut up <3<3
i'm out, this was pointlses...until i'm back..try and take a step into my world
<3mandyy
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2003 26 September :: 10.59pm
:: Mood: sleepy
:: Music: look below
This is so how i feel...=-\
Everybody's talkin'
But they don't say a thing
They look at me with sad eyes
but I don't want their sympathy
It's cool you didn't want me
Sometimes you can't go back
But why'd you have to go and make a mess like that?
Well I just have to say
Before I let go...
Have you ever been low?
Have you ever had a friend that let you down so?
When the truth came out
Were you the last to know?
Were you left out in the cold?
'Cause what you did was low
No I don't need your number
There's nothing left to say
'Cept I never thought it'd hurt this much to be saved
My friends are outside waiting
I've gotta go
Have you ever been low? (have you ever been)
Have you ever had a friend let you down so?
When the truth came out
Were you the last to know?
Were you left out in the cold?
'Cause what you did was low
What you did was low
What you did was low
What you did was low
I walk out of this darkness
With no sense of regret
And I go with a clear conscience
We both know that you can't say that
Here's to show
For all the time I loved you so
So...
Have you ever been low? (have you ever been)
Have you ever had a friend that let you down so?
When the truth came out
Were you the last to know?
Were you left out in the cold?
'Cause what you did was low
-Kelly Clarkson..I love her so much...gah!
<3mandyy
(no update tonight, just can't right now..)
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2003 25 September :: 11.00pm
:: Music: hillary duff <3 she rocks, right marissa <3 =D
I want the rain to come to wash away my troubles
my wrist hurts bad, tomorrow's jew night..but im only jewish one night. sunday my boss is having me work...he's sinning, all for me. haha.
saturday night stephanie's partay <3 happy bday gurlll
<3mandyy
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2003 25 September :: 3.37pm
in reponse to my previous entry..i talked to hasko, she gave me some excuse...i cried infront her, didnt want to do that...and she was nice, i guess.
I got the most exciting news today but I'm not allowed to tell anyone, but i cant wait until 9:00 tomorrow I'm gonna be all smiles <3333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333
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