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2004 23 March :: 12.42pm
Heart of Crystal
What is Your Heart REALLY Made of?
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2004 21 March :: 11.11pm
This is the dress that I want, and I'm gonna get it, someway. :-\
<3mandyy
p.s. opinions would be grately appreciated.
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2004 15 March :: 12.09am
:: Mood: sad
:: Music: outkast // roses
How do you say goodbye when you never want it to end?
Okay, so somehow I managed 16, almost 17 years without ever having to say goodbye to a friend. But unfortuantely things don't always stay so good :-(. After work tonight I went over Stephen's to say goodbye, because he's leaving tomorrow. I got there, gave him pictures, a letter, and the damn RISK game. Shoes were thrown and then we played Simon Says. I had to leave at 10:45, to make sure I was back home no later than 11, and that was that. As I walked out, I was like wow, not that hard. And then it hit me, who knows when I'm going to see stephen again, so I got into my car, and just cried, I cried so fucking hard. I hate it, saying goodbye sucks. SO all in all, tonight sucked...hardcore.
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2004 13 March :: 11.49pm
:: Mood: reassured
I'm not quitting, well not this week. I'm gonna give it atleast another week. Tomorrow I'm talkign to my manager about "the situation" and I think things might be okay? Lauren took a little 'consenses' tonight, and only one person (Maggie, ugh) said I should quit. And my manager said he isn't going to let me. That made me feel so good, I was starting to doubt things. A lot, I definitly thought that people there didn't like me, like I was still "the new girl" but I know that I'm not, and that's all that matters, right? right! So thank you Lauren, it meant a lot. Your message is saved on my phone too, cause it made me happy. Other news, this whole Mauricio crap is over, done blah blah blah. So yeah, things are looking up. Me and my mom are really good, and things with my dad are really good. Now that things are happy, Im waiting for the bad thing to fall down on it. I'm off to bed, this girl's got a headahce.
<3mandyy
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2004 12 March :: 9.46pm
So basically I've let her get to me, and I'm 99% sure that Im going to quit the restaurant. The worst part about it is that I'm so inlove with my job. But, work isn't suppose to be as sad and hard as it is, and I'm not suppose to have this many issues with people, well with them. So come sunday, I think I'm giving my notice. I'm not happy about this, but I can't leave work like I did tonight. And, I think getting the job might have been a mistake. I'm just sad cause I found something I truly loved to do.
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2004 10 March :: 4.10pm
I need a fresh start, a new place, a new everything. My mom is always talking about North Carolina and when I graduate, that's where shes moving, cause she doesn't want to take me away from here, cause it's where I've been my whole life, maybe we can move now. I think I'd actually like that :-\
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2004 10 March :: 4.10pm
I need a fresh start, a new place, a new everything. My mom is always talking about North Carolina and when I graduate, that's where shes moving, cause she doesn't want to take me away from here, cause it's where I've been my whole life, maybe we can move now. I think I'd actually like that :-\
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