cry me a riverrrrr
mmhmm the song is stuck in my head. whats going on people?

i've never understood the purpose of this thing really. so i dont know if im even using it right. w/e sometimes its fun to mess around with. schools been ok lately nothing fun but nothing super boring either. tomorrow i have volleyball practice until 6.. until 6!! on friday night! i might have wanted to go out you know? but uhh w/e. a walk to remember is coming to an end. its a shame cause i really was enjoying that class... last time i walked out there were people who cried. ummm we won the first basketball game.. pretty amazing stuff since none of us are that good and i'm the only one who actually knows how to play. and then the second game.. we were unlucky enough to go against a team that knew how to play. we were killed. i scored the only points.. thats how bad it was. a nice jumper and a smooth little lay up. i'm gonna dunk next game. ummm what next? summer is kinda far away isnt it? si it is. i look forward to it. but if i come you all better not be too busy for me. ok? i mean seriously.. seeing everyone like once or twice is not enough. but thats far away. i think i'm done for now. buuhhhhhhbye.

cars and calories
When I feel blue, I think of you
'Cause you're true wherever you are
Near or far, you still are my shining star
Sometimes it's mad, things get bad and I'm sad
Wherever you are there is light by my side
I feel alright
--Chau's profile

that girl has all this great stuff in there. i should really ask her if she's ok with me stealing all of it. but yeah that goes to all you great people out there.

so i went to school all sleepy and just wanting to climb back in bed. and i have to make an effort to wake up earlier now because if i dont my dad will miss his bus to get downtown to go to class. yup.. hes back in school. wants his pH.D so he can be a professor. funny thing is hes getting paid for this. not much though. not nearly enough. and my mom just might become a grocery store cashier. ohhhh the luxery(sp?). so moving on


in ethics and religious culture we are watching a walk to remember. she says it has a lot to do with values and such. so yay.. watching a nice movie in one class... weight training in PE and boring crap in every other class. i hate boring crap. stuff like public speaking. and omg i have suddenly lost my train of thought. so i have to end it here. au revoir mes amis. adios mis amigos.

and russia is like AHHH MOTHERLAND!!!!!!!
its funny. ok its not funny. but this is the 3rd time i have moved and this is the 6th school i've attended. biggest adjustment yet. and when i moved to Florida i was intent on keeping in touch with the people i left behind. didnt happen though. i was too young i guess. but this time i'm also intent on keeping in touch with all the people i left behind. very intent. and this time i'm gonna do it. dont worry about it. i'm gonna do it! sometimes its hard to find something to talk about but i'll look past that. and its weird. cause its been so long since i've heard the words 'i love you.' or even an 'i love you too.' but maybe i'm just asking for too much.

the sound of the TV is too inviting. adios.