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:: 2004 6 January :: 6.14 pm
:: Music: the music from mi hermanos video game. oh how he loves those video games

and today was? cold as usual.
maybe in more ways than one. yeah... so i couldnt really sleep last night . who knows why. maybe there were too many thoughts racing through my little head. so it was around like 1:30 and i was just lying on my stomach, one arm stretched out ahead of me and my chin resting on the other which was on top of the pillow. plus it was kinda cold. thats definetely not the warmest bed i've slept in. i want my bed back. its just sitting in some warehouse until we get a house of own. but i finally fell asleep and woke up really drowsy and went to school anyway. school started out crappy and i felt so damn alone and unhappy... but the day progressed and it got much better. lunch is good to me. no stress during lunch.. no more lunch time studying or getting homework done in lunch. i quit that cold turkey.not much happened today. in fact nothing happened today. just a normal... boring post. "live easy. die hard." and now i'lm gonna try and have a conversation with my favorite people. after a quick nap! see how i still spell favorite the american way?

love.

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:: 2004 5 January :: 12.55 pm

ohh dont you like the new backround?

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:: 2004 2 January :: 8.54 pm

** basics **
Name::Luan
Nickname::theres a lot. some new canadian ones too... Ti, Boo, Lulu, piglett
Location::la casa de mis abuelos
Gender::male
Birthplace::montreal
Birthstone::what's my birthstone?
Birthday::may 25th
Sign::gemini
Righty or Lefty::righty
Screenname::LTR4N
** your looks **
Height::around 5'3''
Weight::i'm comfortable giving this away! 115
Shoe size::around 10.
Hair Color::black
Hair Length::short-ish
Eye Color::brown
Size::of what? my eyes? they're big i guess
Glasses::si
Braces::no
Piercings::none
Tattoos::none
** fashion **
Where do you shop::i can shop anywhere. as long as they have my size
What do you usually wear::clothes
What kind of shoes do you wear::sometimes bball shoes sometimes casual shoes sometimes boots
Do you wear a watch::not really
Color you never wear::pink.. purple
Color you wear at least once a week::black and blue and white maybe even grey
Something you wear everyday::my glasses
Do you wear make up everyday::no i do not
Make up essential::nothing
Most cherished piece of clothing::if i had to pick one thing.. it'd be the black sweater
You wouldn't be caught dead wearing::a thong!
Do you wear belts::yes
Do you wear hats::its freezing outside. of course i do
How many pairs of shoes do you have::5
** music **
Favorite kind of music::i like it all. but not country
Least Favorite::country
How many CD's do you have::a lot
Last CD you bought::
Whats in your CD player right now::a mix i made
Do you download music::sure do
** Favorites **
Color::they're all good
Number::1
Season::summer
Ice cream::strawberry
Website::there are many
Quote::If there ever comes a day when we can't be together keep me in your heart, I'll stay there forever. (winnie the pooh
Store::the sports authority? mall stores are fun
Band::my boys from saves the day
Singer::stacie orrico
Rapper::pitbull!
Group::idk
Song::theres a lot
Movie::cool runnings. AND mulan
Actor::i dont have a favorite
Actress::i dont have a favorit actress either
Kind of movies::a funny movie with action and a romance in it all at the same time
Place to be::sth florida
Time of day::9 a night and on... but only if i'm out
Clothing Brand::the big sports brands.. adidas nike reebok.. even puma or pony.. kappa
Animal::shruggggggg
Food::the chicken i just had was wonderful
Holiday::xmas
Shape::i dont think about that
Restaraunt::what restaurant has been good to me? olive garden
Fast food place::they're all good
Boy's name::Tracey
Girl's name::Brielle
Word::"ummm"
Month::gotta be july cause theres no school
Candy::chocolate
** love and relationships **
Sexual Preference::girls
Boyfriend or Girlfriend::i'm single
Crush::ummmmmm
Do you believe in love at first sight::no not really
What do you look for in a guy/girl::a nice smile
Best physical feature::the overall package!
Best hair color::nothing blinding. dark.. but not necessarily black
Best eye color::light brown
** randoms **
Do you paint your nails::no
What color is your tooth brush::clear purple
What's on your desktop::its blank
Do you like roller coasters::sure do
Do you do drugs::no
Are you a virgin::yep
Do you have any pets::no i do not
What time do you go to sleep::lately its been like 2 in the morning

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:: 2004 1 January :: 12.25 pm
:: Mood: -------------
:: Music: -------------

good bye sunshine
all of this was written on the plane on a napkin cause i was bored.

- i leave, you might miss one person. Luan leaves, he misses too many people.
- i wasnt done yet. i left unfinished.... again.
- its about to get colder. because i flew away.
-what a lonely flight this is, just me and two empty seats.
- you talkin smack?
- but i am le tired
- you shake it like a poloroid picture while i drink Dr.Pepper on flight 468.
- get low
- Harry Potter was in peter pan
- did you like my presents?

FINALLY you get your summary:

i got to miami on xmas eve and edgar and his padre cam to pick me up. we went to his house and then the office depot center to go to his friends church thing. and then we went to andrews where we ate and went online. not a bad start.
on Christmas day i went to church at st. john's my old parish and then came back. and then left again and didnt come back for a while. it was super special.. i'm a lucky guy.
the 26th is a blurr to me. i know half the day was with Miss Birney.. but what did i do the other half? maybe it'll come back to me.
on the 27th we went to play bball with altan. he beat me in 1 on1 like 11 to 4. thats not important. he had like a 6 inch height advantage... maybe less and the boy plays dirrty. its like prison ball with him. someone has to teach him to play without fouling. next time when i'm into it and not sick i'll get him. oh and i went down low to guard him and whats he do? he throws the ball at my face... really hard too. it hurt for a while.
ok on to the 28th. that was bball with edgar and sadidand that was fun... then sadid really wanted to go work out so we went to the mission bay gym. get me some tape... because i'm ripped.
december 29th: i was supposed to take miss Briana out for a nice lunch and maybe a small walk but daddy said she was grounded so i said awww.and then off to the movies with Allison and we got to meet miss Felicia. watched the water boy... again. and then there was supposed to be another movie but it blew over and i got sad. muy triste.
finally on the 30th went to ball up sunil and did that. and then peter pan with Danielle and Christina. i liked that movie.. and harry potter was in it. after it though it made me realize that i would actually have to leave soon and i didnt want to leave the theater... ever!
last day was just a chill out day and went to sameens to watch bruce almighty. good movie.

and thats how the cookie crumbles.

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:: 2003 20 December :: 5.07 pm
:: Mood: joyful

theres more to it than presents!
...behold, an angel of the Lord appeared to him in a dream, saying, "Joseph, son of David, do not be afraid to take Mary as your wife; for the Child who has been conceived in her is of the Holy Spirit. "She will bear a Son; and you shall call His name Jesus, for He will save His people from their sins."
Matthew 1:20-21

not that the presents are bad. everyone enjoys gifts right?

yesterday was good! went to my cousins orchestra concert thing.. he was like the smallest guy there. he's got some skills that kid. he's one of two people in his grade (7) to make the symphonic band. it was good stuff. he had a solo. Xmas music and such and then the chorus singing christmas songs too. but it wasnt a normal chorus it was like a small chorus like maybe 12 girls and 4 guys who were all at least in like 10 or 11th grade. some of the girls were really hott ;-) that made it more enjoyable. one problem i found with that school was... well you hadda be prety rich to get in. really nice school but full of mostly rich french people.

**EDIT**
NOOOO i edited and added this really cool part about a fancy sink but it all got erased. grrrr! well yeah that was yesterday for you... Xmas music, eye candy chorus girls, and a fancy sink.

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