i had lying to the man of my dreams

Your Inner Gangsta by crash_and_burn
What is yo name?
Yo gangsta name be	Capn' Whackin Cracka
You ride around in a	1964 Chevy Impala
Yo gang	The Meatloaf Pummelers
Yo shoes be	Cement blocks
Yo dubs be dis big, fool	834
How much money you got?	$6.16033404643796e+26
How gangsta are you, bitch?: 51%
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there had to be a reason for this
I don't even know why im updating. there is nothing to say. im so nervous about orientation tomorrow. i haven't felt this way in a long time... nerves like this and all. its crazy. good omens today. i won solitare twice in a row. that hardly ever happens to me. also when i was at the end... you know, when all the cards are in order and they're under the aces ready to go onto the pile? well yeah i had two out of four kings directly under their respective aces. that seems to be a good thing. ive decided that postal service songs are things i watn to live in. i serious could just melt myself into them and stay there... forever.also, they might be giants rock my socks. sorry im being so icky. (i can't spell. and im okay with that)


liz<-- i wish i could grow up and stop being so stupid. im afraid of my self more then childhood fears.

quizzile fo rizzile is my moodizzile.

Get to know the REAL you by crash_and_burn
Your Name
You Are A:	Nerd
Your Favorite Band/Song	Aerosmith - Walk This Way
You Like To Read:	Religious literature
You Firmly Believe In:	Love at first sight
Everyone Thinks You Are:	You don't have any friends
You Were Conceived:	In a cheap motel
You Will Marry:	The kid next door
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Your Husband Generator by Lady_Galadriel
Name
Your Husband Is
You Met	at a mates house
You Have	0 children
You Live	poland
In	a large house
You And Your Partner Are Best Known For	your GIANT shopping sprees
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At your ten year high school reunion... by robbiewriter
Your school name
Your name
Your job will be	Doctor
You will be worth	$193,154
Everyone will think you	are really hot
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riiiiiiiiiiiiiiight.

What do people really think about you? by Raven319
Name
Age
favorite song
Parents think	You're too sensitive
Strangers think	You're hot
Friends think	You need a friend with benefits
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interesting... indeed.

Your Suicide.. by Konstantine
Your Name/Username
Favorite Number?
Favorite Color?
Gender?	FemaleMaleUndecidedBoth
How will you commit suicide?	You will sit in the garage with the car on and “listen to the lullabies of carbon monoxide”
How many tries will it take?	98
When will you commit suicide?	October 20, 2027
What will your suicide note say?	This broken heart will never mend, so never shall I breathe again
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sounds like me, in a sick, twisted way. lol

What will your last words be? by cum_on_bitch
Your username
Your real name
Your sex
Your age
Your last words will be...	"FUCK YOU!"
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now that i could actualy see. im a meanie.

this really does sound like me.

Your True Nature by llScorpiusll
Username
The quality that most appeals to you:	Loyalty
In a survival situation, you:	Scream for help
Your hidden talent is:	Discrimination
Your gift is:	Fearlessness
In groups, you:	Act as host/ess
Your best quality is:	Your creativity
Your weakness is:	Your laziness
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What will your Funeral be like? by rashock
Username
You will die by:	Terrible animal attack while you were out hiking in the mountains. Seemed that you made good animal food, definately a closed casket.
Death Date:	October 20, 2062
Number attending your funeral?	88
How much will you leave to friends and family?	$4,866,570
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thats jsut bizarre.

even in spite of its sad twists and turns, im falling in love with life\'s happy ending.
Since i last updated i doubt anything has changed. i saw princess diaries 2.... i was okay.laura ellen and jill came over after that unbenounced to my mother.... ha. Justin and Sean were supposed to come over but justin feel in his kitchen and needed to get stiches. (i don't know whether that's an outragous lie or just Justin being well, Justin) i haven't done anything too productive in awhile. i went school shopping though! YAHOO. i love school supplies with a mad passion. i bought those fun spirals with the plastic see through-y colored covers. and lots of pens and pencils. that's about as eventful as it gets around here kids.

liz<-- tell you're friend veronica its time to celebrate hannaka... i hope i get a harmonic on this lovely hannaka so go and drink your gin and toxica it's time to celebrate hannaka. and go smoke some marijuanica. hahahahaha. i can't spell.. this i know.

cherry cokes under this moonlit summer sun
bye bye summer. Slowly but surely school is creeping up on me. oreintation is on the 17th and my first day is on the 23rd. Im excited, im nervous, im upset, im ready, im confused. This summer has been pretty okay in terms of summers. Very different then last summer but still, a good summer none the less. i finally quit competitive marching band. my mom is so "disappointed" quite frankly i don't care that she's pissed. i hated it. she needs to realize its not always about her anymore. ha. her realizing that. it's funny. yahoo for farmer tans. well kids, that's it. im out...

liz<--i finally got the aslee simpson disc, heaven. its the first pop record i've bought in a loong time. i don't ljike the over produced cheesiness of it though. oh well.

vacations all i ever wanted... yeah, right.
i dislike---
sand. sun. whiners. stupid movies. feeling invisable. people who hate me for no good reason. opression.radio head. cold play. regular coke. sandy floors. dirty feet. sandy sheets. nasty blankets. getting my cell phone taken away. feeling disconnected. knowing you are unloved. sitting in the trunk of a mini van with golf clubs up yo ass. people who always get their way. steep sand hills. dirty people. old pizza. red vines. drunk people. cigar smoke. fighting. long car rides. did i mention feeling invisable? the pool being over crowded. being blamed for things that are not my fault. being asked questions i don't know the answer to. no one caring. my mother buying me the wrong pads. not having any bottled water. watching your best friend die on the inside. letting someone know that you don't care anymore. letting someone know that you have more faults then they could have ever imagined. Outlet malls. the gap. people who wear mini skirts. flats.sun burn. stupid teen magazines. espn. people who are in it for the wrong reasons. toddlers. feeling invisable.

vacation is--
sand. sun. whiners. stupid movies. feeling invisable. people who hate me for no good reason. opression.radio head. cold play. regular coke. sandy floors. dirty feet. sandy sheets. nasty blankets. getting my cell phone taken away. feeling disconnected. knowing you are unloved. sitting in the trunk of a mini van with golf clubs up yo ass. people who always get their way. steep sand hills. dirty people. old pizza. red vines. drunk people. cigar smoke. fighting. long car rides. did i mention feeling invisable? the pool being over crowded. being blamed for things that are not my fault. being asked questions i don't know the answer to. no one caring. my mother buying me the wrong pads. not having any bottled water. watching your best friend die on the inside. letting someone know that you don't care anymore. letting someone know that you have more faults then they could have ever imagined. Outlet malls. the gap.sun burn. people who wear mini skirts. flats. stupid teen magazines. espn. people who are in it for the wrong reasons. toddlers. feeling invisable.

ilove--
toddlers. outlet malls. sand. good music. a hot shower. good food. vickis garlic dressing. tan lines. aloe for my sun burn. sing a longs. companionship. funny movies. texas hold 'em. winning. uno attack. oinks dutch treat. Redamaks. twice. in one day. the fold. my mother. long car rides. walking to the beach. taking my own fish off the line. the smell of cheesy potatoes cooking. little girls with candy smeared all over their faces. secrets. freeze pops. brownies. dirty feet. thrid eyes. mood rings. out let malls. things on sale. long car rides.

vacation is--
toddlers. outlet malls. sand. good music. a hot shower. good food. vickis garlic dressing. tan lines. aloe for my sun burn. sing a longs. companionship. funny movies. texas hold 'em. winning. uno attack. oinks dutch treat. Redamaks. twice. in one day. the fold. my mother. long car rides. walking to the beach. taking my own fish off the line. the smell of cheesy potatoes cooking. little girls with candy smeared all over their faces. secrets. freeze pops. brownies. dirty feet. thrid eyes. mood rings. out let malls. things on sale. long car rides.


--indecision can kill man.i think im better off dead--

liz<-- me: why can't you stay up later? watch the rest of the game??
Jenny-- well let's see ... she's three years old. about yay high. blonde curly hair. her name... it rhymes with mace.
me-- ohh.

COME ON?? PLEASE.
Post anything that you want, and post it anonymously. Anything. A story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love, a hate -- anything. Be sure to post ANONYMOUSLY and honestly. Comment twice if you'd like. Then, put this in your journal to see what your friends (and perhaps others who you don't even realize read your journal) have to say.

DO IT NOW!

if i could live through these letters....
if i could i live on hearing your voice, i'd be okay./ It's reached the point of no return./ i miss you when you've only just left./ I miss you when i know/ there's only five minutes left. /love is a fickle thing.../ its not something you can control its a chemical reaction./ Don't say goodbye /i'll feel to0 lonely without you tonight. /Im sleeping/only to dream about you. /Right now i don't mind being tired./ i don't want/ to take you away/, but i want you all to myself./ If i only i could through your letters/.

<3333 do we see what im getting at?? it's getting crazy. i hate liking boys ... it's insane.

liz<-- vacation tomorrow. gone for a week. band camp the week after that. no shit, i didn't memorize my music. : /

bandwagons and cramps
I think i believe her. when she says life could be so simple if we all jsut learned to pray.

i love that song. I hate boys that every girl likes.. you know what i hate more?? i hate falling for them : ). its a bad thing to thnk you have a chance with a guy light years out of your league. Today shannon and i went to austins. austin is this kid who is friends with jills cousin drew.. and his crazy friends were over. must say ... i had fun i just dont think they did. poor kids. i dont know if i should give this link to tom or austin or anyone else for that matter... im feeling crazy like i should but you know how i am.. i am crazy (or as tom likes to say goofy) ooh wow these horrendous cramps will not go away... i woke up today doubled over in pain... i told a million tylenols.. and went to bed for three hours.. woke up to the smooth sounds of usher.. yeah. he's a hottie. lol. school starts in less then a month... im pretty excited. band camp starts the week after vacation (im leaving on friday!!) im really not too excited for band camp.. no no no not at all. but it'll be cool because all the cool band people will be there! lol. i got the new taking back sunday cd.. very cool indeed the old one is mia. and i know that brittanie didn't steal it lol. well thats it for this entry. i assure once school starts this will be come interesting again... i hope.

liz<-- Jesus is like the glue that holds my life together jsut sometimes in the sum the glue starts to melt and the peices pull apart and im feeling rather unglued.

its been quite some time
i haven't updated in a while jsut because ive been busy. hanging out with my friends and relishing in the fact that i am a teenager with no real responsiblity lol. Ive hung out with jill shannon all week. we have hung with tom a lot too. i really dont thikn he's such a bad kid. i really don't. even though he did get me in some major trouble. he was at my house yestrday and my mom found out and boy was she pissed. she told me that im not allowed to hangout with him. at all. it sucks. needless to say we say him later that same day : ). Ha. Im spending the weekend at my aunt mary's so im sure that im going to miss something good. i hope not. i really do. that will probably be fun... probably. oh yeah, im over sean. ... so how do you like those apples.

"fo shizzle my nizzle fo rizzle bizzile."

everything ... <><
i am such an icky person... i feel tears stingying my eyes thinking of what kind of things ive represented today. i did things that i really dont want to.. i met tom at mccarthy park with jill,shannon,britt and jimmy. he' really fun but he;s really into shannon and he's a year older then us and waaay more advanced... like you know. and .. this isn't good. everything right now. for every step ahead i go two steps behind. i want to cry and be someone different right now. really i do

premature
i am the prefered friend.. with five friendly calls since i am back from band camp. i got incredibly sick. ick ick ick... i just couldnt' stop puking. i keep listenignto the fold... i think im gonna kill the Cd for myself... please no... please.

liz<-- i am still getting over meeting brain and matt. ooh swoon. www.thefoldmusic.com

I MET BRIAN PITTMAN!
Wow. TODAY I MET BRIAN PITTMAN FROM RELIENT K!!!!! its insane .... insane .... insane.... i love it. i met matt thessian too... wow that was crazy. Ellen, Laura and I went as well as Mrs.Hart... it was awesome. We all made shirts with song lyrics on the back and on the front it was like mrs... whoever. i was Mrs.Pittman, ellen- Mrs. Thessian, laura- Mrs.Douglas. wow.we got matt to sign our shirts just as he was about to go back stage... it was crazy.. he was super nice. We met brain and he hugged me (!!!!!!!!!!!!) wow. i might never take a shower again. lol. it was amazing. im so glad i went. before relient k played this band called the fold played. They were so awesome i bought there CD after the show... it's great. '


ps---- i know i am a teeny bopper... suck it up solider!

KKK
My aunt had her triplets!! YAYAY!!!!!The KKK.

Kaden James- 16 1/2 in. 3.7 lbs. 4:26 pm.
Kaleigh Grace- 19in. 5.3 lbs. 4:26pm
Kevin Liam- 19 in. 6.8 lbs 4:28 pm

all three born at Northwestern hospital. OMG.

I got to see only kaden b/c my aunts sisters were up seeing maryellena nd kaleigh and kevin. Kaden is soo tiny he looks so fragile. So perfect, so peaceful. i am so excited for these little lives. i cannot wait. and im so happy for maryellen she was born to be a mother. and my uncle kevin well he's just plain awesome. and when they're four they can go to preschool at mcauley i could be their teacher! that owuld be PIMP. lol

liz<-- i finally finished the da vinci code. man the ending.. it sucked.