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:: 2004 5 July :: 9.54 pm
:: Mood: solid
:: Music: new found glory catalyst.. go ahead and say it. ill make those glasses contacts. hahaha

We're the kids in america
So yesterday was the fourth of July. That was fun. Brittanie, Jill, Shannon and I went to McCarthy to watch the fire works. Katie met up with us later which was wonderful and andrea from drama club was there which was even more sweet. Totally. When we had been at the park for maybe an hour ... i called sean and told him to meet us up there... him and justin got themselves together and toddled down to the park... but they couldn't find us. So like an hour later sean calls my cell phone and was like "we couldn't find you." well i'll tell ya, that made me feel like a million bucks. lol. There was no food there, the concessions were closed and brittanie and i shared a hot dog... yeah. OOh. i forgot one of the most... random parts of the night... we went to the stage and had the band ask Sean and Justin to come to the stage...goodness the embaressment. It was fun though, and for me... pretty daring. lol. The fire works were spectacular but the music they played during them was ... crap. patriotic country music... riiiiight. So once the fireworks were over we headed over to Brittanies... wading through the mob. We got to britts and realized we were all RAVISHING. so we walked to McDonalds. Now, we started walking at probably a quater to 11.... its a bit of a walk from britts to mcdonalds.. and the curfew for us from the villiage is 11... there were cops every where... do you see where im going with this?? We get to McDonalds at maybe five minutes to 11. Great.. we order and all that great stuff.. flirt with the cashier you know the usual... but then the shift manager comes out and is like.... ummm we dont havet he meat for that. And me well i was ready to FLIP i mean come on the fourth is about a good hamburger ... and at the time being i was getting my kicks from mcdonalds... ahh its a sad life i live. So im rantin and raving. I mean really its mcdonalds how to they RUN OUT OF MEAT?! how randomly bizarre is that!?!!?!? mcdonalds with no meat... it was... CRAZY. crazy. C R A Z Y. i really am stil getting over it. So he ends up giving me and jill what we ordered (double cheeseburger value meal) and shannon her chcken nuggets and britt gets a McChicken... and yeah i feel like a crap head for making her get the McChicken but comeo n... i realy wanted taht cow i hadn't had a hamburger in months.. LITERALLY.so we breeze out of that phsyc ward at about 11:10 .... my dad was picking us up at 11:15 and it was no past curfew... great. To get back to britts we had to pass through this parking lot full of cops it was like a mine field i was possitive i was going ot end up going home in a squad car. You know at the time i wasn't thinking because it was only 10 minutes after 11.. not like it was 1 oclock or sumthing... i mean really we are such ninnys. But we were scared we ddint' have time to think rationally. My dad picked us up and we all went back to my house and slept over. We hung out on my drive way until 2 am .... we talked about vaginas and tampons... it was... great. hysterical. liberating. I love jimmy as friend i really do. Its sooooooo awesome that since i dont have to worry about liking him i can just enjoy the conversation and his humor. Its wonderful.
So that was my fourth... great i know. We are the kids in the suburbs of america. we wonder around the streets seeking out greezy food... we think we're tough breaking curfew by ten minutes... life is rich. And all irony aside... we are lucky to live in america... as a girl i know im lucky to be able to hang out with th girls at night and just be wild... its freedom. Its awesome. its a way of life. God Bless America.

<<>> i went to mall.. for six hours got some cute shirst ... realized that i have a problem with constantly buying purses... it's a sickness really. Other then that.. nothing.

liz<-- JIll on the phone with her mom... trying to convincer her to let jill stay over at my house "but mom.. it's independance day... we are exsising our INDEPENDANCE! Please?"

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:: 2004 2 July :: 2.22 am
:: Mood: tired/annoyed
:: Music: none.. im being quiet

downtown lights'll be shinin'
well the past few days (monday on) my uncle came in from san deigo with his wife and daughter.... its been fun. we went to navy peir to the art musem. we did the tourist stuff.. but im so sick of eating out for every single meal.. i feel like a fatty... really it makes you feel fat. Yesterday night blair *my cousin* and i stayed at my aunt mary's house. That's fun. I love my aunts dog, bubba, he's a bassat hound. Im glad i stayed. Ellen (my aunt) is so high matience-y we were petting the dog and she was like "ooh... our dog's hair is so much softer, and oreo is so lean comapred to him" ugh she always has to win. its annoying. I know that they dont' read this so its oky.. im mean.. they can deal with it. i really dont know what else there is to say. on tuesday some people came over jsut hang out. Me and sean were doing some semi cuddling on the big chair in my basment. ... I know that he's probably reading this and im okay witht hatl.. i think. I really had fun... sean is... realy cool. i really like him alot. yeah... umhm.. goo "oooh" now like you're on the set of full house. i guess im done for now.... this is good.

"i think i believe her,when she says: life could be so simple if we all just learned to pray."

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:: 2004 28 June :: 11.03 pm
:: Music: superchc[k]

for now can someone else please volenteer to say it\'ll be alright, it\'ll be okay>?
i love this song... Alright by superchic[k] its a good song. lifei s hard for everyone so lets blow it off for now. My uncles are coming in for my graduation party... wahoo. I guess. I get to hang out down town alot and sleep over at my aunt marrys which isn't nessesarily a bad thing.
i speak in code, or should i say song lyrics//

//im so sick of saying im sorry//i just hope you'd die. You're the kind of person i hope to never be, In fact, i want to find all the ppl like you and kill them. Just like i want to do to you. eat you up and spit you out// a taste of your own medicine, indeed//

liz<-- let it be

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:: 2004 24 June :: 11.57 pm
:: Mood: busy
:: Music: SoCo. Konstantine... yeah itll be on the whole time i type. its 10 min.

its always you in my big dreams
so today i went out to lunch with my mom i had a chicken panini which was delcious... yum. we then high tailed it over to the malll where we bought clothes for my mother.. yeah fun i know. No... my mom is.. well nevermind.. i don't think i need to record my thoughts on that today. Sorry loves. Well anywho... at the mall i got a lovely watch its weird... its digital and has a clear pink band.. the faces is sparkly.. and yeah it sounds tacky but really its not. i promise. lol. I bought grad gifts for jill and annie and courtney. Jill shall recieve a gift cert to the mall and annie and courts dress watchs from relic. Very chic lol. and that was all... yeah. Old navy was next on our shopping extravaganza.. it was great.... i purchased lots of wonderful little summer frocks lol. a really really really adorable pink cardigan that an really emo kid would adore and a nice little halter and the most adorable 2 DOLLAR boxers ever.. yes only 2 DOLLARS! wahooo. We picked up my pictures from walgreens. awesome i must say i am qute the little photographer. the only problem ist hat i forget the flash sometimes. lol. Omygoodness i almost forgot that yesterday i finally got a cell phone. im uber excited. post for the number. love you love me love life full time.

liz<--- "This is to a girl who got me into her head with all her f--ked up things hey maybe you could keep me up in bed. my konstantine. you spin around me like a dream"

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:: 2004 21 June :: 10.55 pm
:: Mood: party houd
:: Music: death cab for cutie

consider this updated
Okay i know i haven't updated in threedays. and for good reason.. i have no news.. i have sat in my house and did nothing! lol. Band was supposed to be today but i showed up at rice and the band room was locked. Geesh just the water polo kids were there... and they all looked at me like i was a crazy. I finaly called jimmy back. we got nowhere.. honestly what has happened to him???????? i don't know i dont. I have no news. Graduation party hoppin.. now that's the life... ditch the ones you odnt want.. like relatives.. and its guilt free... life owns hardcore. lol.


liz<-- Get out of my face.... bring it on sugar

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:: 2004 18 June :: 10.02 pm
:: Mood: tired/exciting/regrettful
:: Music: rk

CAMP
okay. i am finally home from Lutherdale. I met so many new friends i don't know what to do with my self. I had such a wonderful time especially eating. lol the food at camp is so WONDERFULLY AWESOME lol. Awesome is such a wisconsin word lol. I ate potato salad every stinkin day and i dont even like potato salad there is just something about the kind that they have at camp. Lol. I also have a new love for garbonzo beans lol. In my cabin there was only three other girls Brea,Katie and Rachael all from Shorewood. I stayed in a YURT which is basically just a circular platform tent, we even got free shirts that say "YURTS ... no better way to spend a summer" Our cabin picture turned out realy well, we all wore our shirts lol. I have 57 bug bites that might be contributed to the fact that on the last night of camp we all slept outside on the basketball court. hahahahaha. I have learned so much about my faith there was this evening worship on thursday night called "Human Video" It was a scene about bringing those close to you close to Christ. Krystal shared her faith story... which of course made me cry. LOL. oooh wow i forgot to mention to you the Abby and Danielle experience. Danielle was our couselor.. she is like my big sister i love her more then the big toe on my big foot. Then there was abby the arts and crafts lady who always was our sub couselor when danielle was away.. i love her so much. lol. I met this boy Justin at camp who was forced to go to camp because his church has to go because of confirmation....him and his friend Shauna.. i wrote both of them encouraging notes durning the week in arts and crafts with Abby.. i didn't sign my name or anything... but Justin knew. Shauna went home on Weds. which was parents night and Justin wrote me a note on thrusday telling me back off. I was a little hurt... i just was trying to be helpful... geesh. Justin was rediculously good looking. lol. I really thing that is all i have for week highlights. if i think of other stuf i will definately mention it... There was this evil life guard chris... but ill get that out later lol. polar bear swimming is the stuff. I miss camp tons. i drove home with Ellen and her pop and the whole time i talked about missing camp... how sad.

--- Poop is the Shit... all PUN INTENED!

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:: 2004 12 June :: 3.54 pm
:: Mood: tired/excited/disappointed/happy
:: Music: none, my CDs are packed

tomorrow
i am leaving for Lutherdale Bible Camp tomorrow. I am ... excited? Going with Jill, Britt, and Ellen... so it should be fun, I hope. Today i went to the mall with my mom i actauly had a nice time. I bought three THREE tanktops for me! and TWO yes TWO awesome CLEARENCE shirts that were only 8 dolla. lol holla dog. hahahaha. I bought jill's birthday present and that was exciting. i got her a mesh beach back from ae and a cute shirt. I took my mom out to lunch.. i had chicken tender which are my alll time favorite of resteraunt food. I still can't spell resteraunt... years of formal schooling and i can't spell... sad i know. Yesterday was my Potluck party... everyone h ad fun... right? a few ppl didn't show which kinda made me mad... it did say on the invite that you needed to RSVP. it really bothers me whne ppl do crap like that. I mean come on ... i'm having a party have the common curtusy to RSVP. but oh well. i am almost done packing for camp. And im tired. TIRED TIRED. im excited about camp. Im disappointed that ppl didn't show up to my party and im happy that i had fun at the mall. Hoping everyone the best for their week... don't go crazy with out me. lol.

--mcDonalds... oh man. it sickens me. I remember when it used to be just hamburgers and french fries and happy meals now you have salads and parfait... its crazy. Just leave my McDonalds alone.... please... atkins crazy world--

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:: 2004 10 June :: 12.29 am
:: Mood: not taking any of this for granted.
:: Music: dave matthews- my grace is gone

That's what it is to have a daughter, walking on egg shells half the time...
I was watching "My So Called Life" on Noggin last night and that's what Angela's Grandpa told her mom.. it was weird. to think that dad's are so shut out of big parts of their daughters lives... im not that close with my mom... but obviously i have to tell her stuff that i couldn't ever tell my dad... it's weird.. guys just don't ... i dunno have Guy Stuff.. i mean they do.. but you know... girls can be into it too. And this dave matthws album.. busted stuff.. i thik it sounds country on some songs. It's been awhile since i've listened to it... crazy. Okay. well band was yesterday and it was exciting not half as scary as i thought i'd actually really excited for tomorrow, we have band from 6-9... we're MARCHING! I feel so grown up telling ppl that im a freshman.. i know i'm at the bottom of the ladder again but still its exciting... i'm so old. Lol. Brittanie and jill and Katie... came over for a bit we watched you got served... which is always... soo funny.hahahahaha. and we ate pizza and had ice cream.. i love when its just us hanging out. a small group.. i don't take this for granted at all... this probably is my last summer of freedom... next summer ill probably have a job, i don't know how i feel about that just yet. lol. This summer is going to rock hardcore... next year, well that i'm not so sure about. but i have a feeling ill be okay. Ahh.. breathing... just to breathe... it's a BEAUTIFUL thing. : )

-- you know what's an oxymoron? A gay republican--- Will from Will and Grace.

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:: 2004 5 June :: 11.50 pm
:: Mood: using those thinking juices
:: Music: beatles-sgt peppers..

Wow... I smelll.
So today... my last entry was after graduation i thnk and if it wasn't here's your update. It was okay. i'm glad that it's over. Okay, moving on. On Thursday night Jill, Ellen nd Britt slept over to prepare ourselves for camp. Poorest ellen. AHAHAHA. and then i had to babysit on friday and then i was on that over night for the girlscout bridiging... wow and half i've been busy. Jill Rock is my HERO . and so is BIG MISS LAURA. lol. Today was michele's party (yeah, she really does spell her name like that. IN YO FACE) soo yeah, there was taht i didn't go b.c just as I was pulling up all my chums were a leaving so i went with them. We passed white hen on the way ... and i got this ice cream .. it was an ice cream cone that was like snikcers.. OMYGOSH IT WAS SOOO GROSS NOT APPETIZING AT ALL.! so i threw it in the middle of the street and watched it get run over. then who do we meet but AMY DOVE! back from the dead.. or alabama that's about the same right? lol. I am soo tired tired tired.tired.and a half. Okay so amy was like "is that Elizabeth brice?" ooh geesh she ued my full name.. ooh gosh. and i was like "heck yes amy dove how the hell are ya?" and she was with dave..::swoon:: he's a sophie... hes a babe. But he's a sad kid.. we're gonna work on him though. i like him.. he seems cool. I sure hope you don't thikn i like him.. b/c i dont know him... you all go assuming.things... ass u me. uh huh. that's right. I saw you got served on Thursday night. it was a LAUGH AND A HALF. it was lame. but good... i guess if that's possible. you all need to se it. They don't say "You got served"as much as i thought they would ooh well.

"WHATS YOUR NAME?
.......Josie..........
JOSE? HO-SAY??"

never been kissed. hahahaha. Eisenhower.. mcauley walk. ooh yeas.

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:: 2004 31 May :: 3.01 pm
:: Mood: chipper
:: Music: sounds like showtunes?? i thnk it\'s a comercial.

im at laurens... hip hip hooray!
I am at laurens. it feels like i havent talked to her in ages. Wow. i forgot how fun she is. and how much i want to steal her parents, because, well, quite frankly, they are, the emtimome of COOL. lol. yeah. that was a ton of PUNCUATION.. just becuase it makes lauren mad. lol. no news at all. i think i might have updated like two days ago. im not sure. tomorrow is graduation so then i might have some more news. let's hope no1 is a streaking. or going comando under that cap and gown. lol. Im wearing an old outfit that i bought for courtneys batmitzvah. yeah. PART.Y... AT THE HERALD VIKING LODGE! WOOT WOOT. that's a whole lot of party.

liz<-- ::oh, i know there's a point i've missed. a stone or shrine i haven't kissed a mirror that hasn't met my fist but i can't help thinking that im due for a m i r a c l e.:: THRICE. ha hardcore at it's finest.

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:: 2004 30 May :: 12.12 am
:: Mood: alone : )
:: Music: davematthewsband

finally
my parents are at a party so finally i am alone. School is over. i graduate on TUESDAY. it's life swell? Thursday we went to great america.. that was..... a trip. heh. i had a reletively crappy time. but the circumstances couldn't have been much better lol.... it doesn't even make sense in my head anymore... don' feel inferior. lol. I got my sschedule for McAuley today... of course there's something wrong with it... of course, nothign with that stupid school ever goes well. lol. They forgot to give me a band period... GEESH. well that will be straighted out on monday which is good. I still didn't get my uniform and i dont thikn it's going to fit.. i have a feeling its going to be too big...
: ( ??? i dont know how i feel today. I guess no news is always good news, right? the yearbooks werer pased out.. there's quite a few mistakes in this book... partly becuase jon's a moron... but i won't get started i need to keep my blood pressure down lol. Hahahahaha. I miss chris... i won't see him ever it makes me SAD and a HALF. lol. i need to have some ppl rsvp for this party... i've gotten like two so far... its bad. ooh well. i don't there's muhc else to say except thank God i will be away from certain ppl next year.... phew..

"stay or leave i want you not to go... but you should"

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:: 2004 24 May :: 10.51 pm
:: Mood: undecided
:: Music: mixclusives volume FOUR!

graduation
well today today. last night kiel and i were on the phone for the better part of two hours.. all the while i played "Otto's magic blocks" its a wierd game that reminds me of Booh Bahs. we talked about leaving.. about saying goodbye.how tough it's going to be with me going to a different school. ahh.i wrote this rather lengthy speech to all of my friends and read to them during lunch.. cried al ittle ... definately. This is my life.. in words... verbal shorthand. i won't try to describe the feeling of hte moment or what was in the speech.. it's not something we need to dwell on anymore. I just hope that they all know how much i will miss them and how much and i care for and love them all. I think its crazy how ive gotten soo close to six girls that are so radically different from eachother. Life is so weird.. but everything happens at once for a reason. i know this know. I know that i'm going to have a good summer... in fact i am sure of it. I wil it make it rock hard core. I'm looking on the bright side of things again.. she's Baaaa aaa ck! lol. catch ya later homefries.

liz

-- the good love fights for everyday.. all you need is want you want is ,all you need is LOOOVE.--

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:: 2004 23 May :: 12.26 am
:: Mood: creative
:: Music: thrice

weekend
Okay, so they've collected our books at school. The count down to graduation has really started. Next week we'll do nothing... at all. we have six flags to look forward too on thursday and the yearbook monday. Mr.Olsen let me take the "Flowers For Algernon" test... i lied to him about 8th perioud after our day of drama club performances... i told ms.ebel that he knew i was there.. needless to say he had no clue where i was.. so he had a cow and told me that the test we took in class that day i wasnt allowed to take. Great. But i took it... i probably did poorly seeing as though it had been two weeks since i had read the book but oh, well. Speaking of tests, the constitution test was on friday.. i got a 93% not bad at all. Im not one of those ninny's wo complains about not getting a's all the time.. i would have liked a 100 but at least i didnt fail and i dont have to retake it. Yesterday (friday) i babysat for a few hours and then went to Annmaries. I think im in trouble with the ppl i babysit for though because when the got home i was online with one of their daughters.. ha. Annmaries was fun we went to the park.. kinda.. it's right next to her house but it started to rain so we wnet in. It turns out her brother is the seventh grader i hit on on my way bakc to TIP from the media on weds. hahahahaha. he's cute. lol. today we went to britts me jil shannon and lindsay. that was fun until britt started getting mad because lindsay spilled water all over the floor.. yeah linds was being stupd.. poor britt. linds and i were going to throw her underwear out the window. hahahaha.i just got home so im tired. i will definately update soon and fill you on how our public takes the yearbook. Everyone who has seen it.. like student council and the teachers saw it and said they loved my dedication to mrs.bartlett.. who was our heath teacher who was diagnosed with cancer and died. The irony of that is that she was the HEALTHIEST person you could have ever met.. the woman never even had the flew.. its jsut ironic. But yeah. on awards night i got an award from yearbook a plaque and everyhting.. very fancy shmancy.. i was excited.. hahaha. i also got some acedmic excellence award.. what a bunch of who hah. lol. i got a patch for honor band and then we at some good cake and spiked punch. yeah we saw the yearbook at our last meeting..forgot to mention that.. i liked it. only one typo that wasnt' our fault,,, a name got cut off. YES!! i did!! LOVE ... AAH.

"where have you gone joe dimaggio? our nation needs ya, ya know?" - beatles.

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:: 2004 17 May :: 10.43 pm
:: Mood: gray
:: Music: fm static

there will never EVER be enough ben and jerry\'s
my parents fight too much. some one beat me with a hammer. thank you... come again.

--aiming my hatred at you--

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:: 2004 16 May :: 10.27 pm
:: Mood: hot
:: Music: none

8th grade dance
okay the dance was on friday. it was actualy fun. i thought it was going to be lame but it turned out to be a really awesome time. So, i'm glad i went. i got a lot of complements on my dress.. and i got my pictures back today. i don't know if i like them... i look creepy in a lot of them. soo that's not good... but oooh well. I still had fun. sanfrantello's was great. everyone was behaved and everything like that, i was worried it would be a mad screaming fest and we'd get kicked out... luckily we didn't. I've (of course) got some gripes about the dance.. but hey i can't ever have a good time lol. i really wish i would resist verbalizing what went wrong... i jsut wish .. it didn't . But im okay. Im just glad that maybe next year things will be different... i'm not saying i ddin't have a good time b/c obviously i did. i had a wonderful time. i just think that maybe certain elements were holding me back ::hey drop me a line... if you want to talk about it, obviously too many people read this thing now adays...:: okay well i guess that's all? i'm really not sure... hm... ::smiles:: we're almost done woot! woot! -liz

"if you feelin like a PIMP --- come on brush yo shoulders off, ladies who's PIMPs too come on brush yo shoulders off... got some dirt on my shoulder... could you brush it off fo me?" - jay z.... hahahahah alyssa.

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