babysitting
Today i am babysitting. which is awesome b/c i jsut palyed barbies for the first time in a looong time. I miss my barbies, were i could control everything that happened to them.I could name them moniique... life was good. And messy. And istill played in the snow. Those were the beter days. You ddin't have to wrry. I hated it then... man is life ironic. youth is wasted on the young.hahahaha i am a youth with the best years of my life coming up on me buti jsut dont want to grow up today. It's life swell? happy everything to everyone especailly an unbirthday.

"because today i wasn'tjsut 11 iwas also 10,9,8,7,6,5,4,3,2 and 1. and the ti mes when i cry on momma's shoulder i'm 3 and the times when i forget to tie my shoe i'm 5 and today when i'mme i'm 11." FROM 11 which AMANDA THE SIXTH GRADER is reading for declamation.

180
today I did a 180, i'm half out of my crap tactular mood. I really am enjoying just beng content. I'm grateful life's not as bad as it could be. I am really hungry right now... yum food. Love is a four letter word, i must remind you all of that as "love sucks" week approachs. You know... as young as I am i've only been in love once or maybe twice... i dont think i count the first one. So definately one. I've had my heart broken once.. a real break and then had it mended. And i really thought this one would be around for valentines day. So too all of us out there... be mine.... yes. And smile, because laughter along with music heal the soul. I am glad that i am. And i believe that is all. I sound incredibly spacey at the moment, i knowi just don't keep myself on the same train of thought. -Liz
>< pinhead gunpowder... i think they sound just like greenday. Any one agree?? ><

i wish life were a song
uhg. i want to climb into an emo song and stay there. For ever. I realy don't like everything right now. It's been annoying and i'm all upset and i don't know what's wrong. I hate that feeling. i hate i hate i hate it. I feel someone died...but i haven't yet established whom. Hhahahahaha. There's almost ten million things i planned on saying yet as irony would have it don't remember a single one. Man doesn't this blow. My head is pounding. I've had a headache for the past week. There's homework piling up on my desk. And i'm wollowing in self pity.. never a place i like to be. So yeap i think i'm done. I saw win a date with Tad Hamilton yesterday and i thought it was nice. I really hatted though how they kept kissing it was uber annoying. And... on "RADIO AOL" they play relient k... does that make my day or what. And know that at least three ppl i know read this. (you know who you are) soo i guess i can't say some of the stuff i want. Cenorship:another reason things suck recently. Oh, and i did i go off on a tangent yet on how DUMB i think ppl are? Why is the news still all talk of Janet Jackson's breasts??? ppl, there was a primary like yeserday.. our president is slowly but surely being elected by the ppl ... and we are worried about breasts. Breasts are not the problem... bush is. Drop Bush no Bombs... i leave you with that. And go ahead, post some nasty comments calling me a dumb democrat of unpatriotic but i stand by what i say! ||tis nobler to live in the heart and soul that the rich,greedy man's world||

yester today and the day after
yester was snowflake.... wow . That was cool I loved it. Sean had fun.. he's usually soo... blah. Well jeremy was there which was cool. Me and laura were in the same group and we drove with ellen. Kielieo and i were in risk and NICOLE was our leader (i heart my friends) i'm tired. I was just debating with this kid who alicia knows about punk. Punks dead. Put away your safty pins, your nautical stars, nose rings, high tops, and anarchy sings because punk is dead ... its trendy. Yeap there i said it. Emo kids own you. yEP. Today: superbowl or should i say the stupid bowl hahahaha. Noone's home yet. darn. I didnt do anythng today.. and i dont think i left my house. wow. i babysat last night until about 3 in the morning so i slept through church.... darn! lol. Tomorrows monday... and i'm all energized... i hope this carries though. I wish school started at about one.. then i couls be awake till 2 then wake up at 12... man the homeschoolers get all the fun. I ache for summer. JImmy ticks me off. i dont think i'm talkign to him for awhile. I hate fighting with as much as i hate to cry in front of him. And now that i've finished my inconsistant rambling you are free to go... collect that 200 dollars. SORRIES for the typos im pretty sugared up . lol. Okay well i'm ouite

-liz-
"the kid asks 'what's punk' and i kick over a garbage can then he follows suit 'so thats punk?' he asks. 'No, that trendy' I say." -mxpx

wow
wow. today sucked. i mean sucked.... it was a suckfest. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. yeah. I've lost practically everything that i've come into contact.... ick ick ick. I hate school i hate to write an esay for my stupid reading test and everything is just icky lately. I was swearing a blue streak which makes me feel, bad and disconnected from my God... ugh. Grrish franks .... yes indeed. I FEEL FAT TODAY TOO! i hate it i hate it hate it!! and i got a new computer over the weekend which would be nice but... it doesn't work very well. hahaha. well i'm okay jsut a little cranky. I want a boyfriend i decided and darnit i want one now lol. I need to talk to God... BADLY. have you ever just had that crazy day where you basically screwed up everthing and then got a headache and tried to be a good friend? i can't be supergirl... but who's going to save me when my super man can't walk? Man, is it a good thing no1 reads these. B/c i sure do sound like a BLIBBERING IDIOT! hahahahaha indeed i do. And since we are on the subject of things that SUCK...... high school ugh. Thats all i have to say. my friends suck balls... actually only a few of them. My new hero is Jeremy who is the absoulute strongest human being i have ever encountered. Not physcially but mentally and emotionally he is soo ... great i love him.

-the incredible edible... Liz... the great oaf who needs to not be fat anymore.

i heart ppl who share. <3

two super days in a ROW
kids this is a record. I have had TWO not one but TWO superb days in a row. I found my dress for the 8th grade dance (its fushia with a black overlay and little black polka dots!!) hehehe. But james my faithful young stalion lol informs me of a girl. Ha. he was supposed to go to the dance with me if the didn't have a girlfriend and now he likes some girl who's in 7th grade... that kinda sucks but thats the only sucky thing. We took our graduation pictures today which rocked b/c i got out of class...! and i didnt' look like a super fashion victim. The math quiz today went extremly well. YAHOO!! i'm sooo darn excited! I shall have more reports for you all at a later date... very very exciting stuff this all is!! Later days dudes!

they are crushed... literally!
well yesterday my glasses were crushed. Argh. i Cannot see. which SUCKS lol. i have on my old glasses which are reminisant of boyish coke bottles hehe. I am feeling a tad dirty seeing as though my room is covered in STUFF! ahh! I had a band thing today and i sat next to this very cute boy named Kyle <3 haha. He's a year younger : (. ooo well. In my room the flowers are wilting and i didn't throw them out yet. yuck. no make that a double yuck. Lately it seems like everyone's on the fast track but me. God's a HUGE and part of my life but it's kinda toucgh to the be the christian i want to be when my friends are encouraging me to try spells that would get rid of my freckles. wow. Well i think thats all for now. I have Zero dollars right now : ( i am sad sad sad. I painted a green bowl at Katies CRACKPOTS party. It's a make your own pottery studio that owns!!hahahaha.well now i know i'm done. Even though it seems like i could talk forever.
-Liz ><> ::"Iwas crucified with Christ so that i no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life i live in the body is by the faith in the son of God who loved me and died for me" galations 2:20 it's sumthing like that. and from memory thats darn good.

today
well kids this is entry #2 and i must say this journal is suffienctly boring. I found that today everthing on my computer was deleted which sucked. School was quite well... schoolish. My german teacher said i was a drama queen which i suppose should be a good thing b/c i'm in drama club "MAAD" llooong story. Our inprov troupe is calle maad. I'm real tired today and i feel like school can be over. Graduation can't come soon enough. Ugh Ugh Ugh. How was everyone elses day?? drop me a line i would beyond love to hear from you all. I'm wondering if there's anything else i need to include in this entry entitled "today" and im thinking no. But my best friend might accept Christ real soon. wow does my life rock. School sucks but everything out side of school is coming up roses. lol. catch ya later dudes.

.. i guess this is it
um well hi. Journal by me. Scary scary i know. I'm liz and my user name is Thetheories only because i had nothing better to use. If you have a better idea u might as well share it jsut so i can feel like a loser lol. Well... now that that akward intro is over...
The title of this Journal is "hiding under my helmet of salvation" b/c thats what i'm doing ... i'm saved and i've got my helmet of salvation!hahahaha Talk Christian Music with me when ever... im ready and rearing!! hahaha. tell me when i bore u to tears i might be able the throw in a bad knock knock joke here or there