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2004 10 January :: 4.23 pm
:: Mood: happy
Everything is gonna be okay...
update..
wednesday wasnt as bad as i thought it was gonna be, everything turned out okay.
same with thursday...friday i went to daniel's after school n then ema spent the night..tis was fun. me and kevin had an intresting talk..=/..Today i got muh hair cut =] i love it..it cost a shit loud of money cuz i got it colored 2wice plus cut.=D and in about an hour im going to Jamie's house to spend the night...yay!
6 days ..
tons left to go.
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2004 7 January :: 8.03 am
Its over-*
Winter vaca that is.
Ah, tis was fun.
I don't want to go back to school.
I don't want face him.
I don't want to live another day without you.
I don't want to wait 6 months.
I don't want this to be over.
I don't want this to last any longer.
I don't want to spend another second worrying bout this.
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2004 3 January :: 2.42 pm
Hey ....
Whats been going on...
I hung out with geoffrey and andy wednesday night, thursday night, friday night, and this morning before geoffrey left. i had tons of fun..last night we built sand castles *wink* it was great =P
he left this mornin round 11 to go back to Indiana (where he lives)..
I miss him already.
<3.
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2004 2 January :: 3.24 pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: miss y0ou...
.the worlds a ugly place...
but your so beautiful to me.
Last night was the shit.
I talked to Jay for a while round 9iish..than i hung out with Geoffrey -n- Andy. Tis was fun. We hung out till 11ish..than i got home and called jay again ..he didn't feel good =[ we talked till 12:30 or 1 n then he went tO sleep n so didd i. i love him oh so much <3. i want to see him soon..
its been 5 days since ive talked to kevin. i called him a couple times, he's never home. i miss him. blah.
i talked to *michelle marks* last night..i love her! ..we might hang out tomarrow! <3333
i talked to court to yesterday..i misS her tOo.
<3.
Jilly is at her cousin's..i hope she comes back soon...
jay calls me punkin
i like it.
<3.
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2004 1 January :: 4.50 pm
`Never again...
`Hubby is MEAN.
Its 2o04..weee...
So last night, emily came over (i invited kevin daniel n kimmy but no one else showed..big surprise.) we went to subway n the movie store n than ran 'round the neighbor hOod. we met thez 2 guyz..there realley kool..were gonna hang out again latah. One of 'em is from indiana and tha other one lives around the storms feild, but he's here every sat. cuz his gramma lives a few houses down..
thats it.
later.
<3.
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2003 31 December :: 6.14 pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: jays song
...
So Cal 1449: my wifey brings all the boys to the yard and they're like she's better than mine, damn right she's better than yours, you could borrow her but i love her too much!
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2003 30 December :: 11.29 pm
:: Mood: silly
:: Music: ULTIMATE YOU!
me n kimmys convo..
BlOw BuBbLeZ 23: im like to my mom..can daniel spend the night and shes like no and i said why not and she said CUZ HE HAS A PENIS!!
XoDrummerGurloX: LMAO
XoDrummerGurloX: lol!
BlOw BuBbLeZ 23: lol
XoDrummerGurloX: i asked my mom if daniel can spend the night and she walked away lol
BlOw BuBbLeZ 23: LOL
XoDrummerGurloX: :-P
XoDrummerGurloX: we need to chop off daniels penis so he can spend the night
BlOw BuBbLeZ 23: yesh i know!!
BlOw BuBbLeZ 23: u grab a knife..ill hold em down
XoDrummerGurloX: OF COURSE YOU GET TO HOLD IT!
XoDrummerGurloX: GOD DAN
BlOw BuBbLeZ 23: lmao
XoDrummerGurloX: *DAMN
BlOw BuBbLeZ 23: well u get to keep it
BlOw BuBbLeZ 23: after we cut it off
XoDrummerGurloX: no no...we will cut it in hald
XoDrummerGurloX: u can keep the end
BlOw BuBbLeZ 23: yay!!
BlOw BuBbLeZ 23: do i get the balls to?
XoDrummerGurloX: i dont want that leaky thing in my house
BlOw BuBbLeZ 23: or can we keep them on?
XoDrummerGurloX: lol!!!!!
XoDrummerGurloX: balls can be dangerous luckily there is 2 one for me one for u!
XoDrummerGurloX: (wow that rhymed sorta0
BlOw BuBbLeZ 23: LMAO! yes!!
XoDrummerGurloX: WOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
kimmy had it in her journal so i had to add it in mine =]
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2003 30 December :: 3.30 pm
:: Mood: silly
:: Music: Better off alone *cranium bob*
weee heee deee!!!
Hey..its Jilly on britts journal..
Britt i jus wanted to say dat i luv you oh so much sweetie..ur da best ever!! Never forget it!!
Best friends forever!! No matter wat!!
Love..Jilly!! =)
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2003 29 December :: 6.59 pm
:: Mood: sad
what goes around, comes around
Jay told me to write in here,
anything for hubby.
today was okay, i guess. I didnt feel good at all.
i wonder where daniel is!!
lookey lookey!::
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2003 24 December :: 4.50 pm
:: Mood: sad
Hubby is mad at me.
Merry Christmas eve, everyone.
Today really sucked...
blah.
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2003 21 December :: 11.25 am
Today Jilly is coming!!!!!!! i cant wait, shes probly gettin off her plane right now! i <333 you jill!
i <333 jay!!
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2003 16 December :: 11.04 pm
<3!
Rockergurl217: either way, i love you
So Cal 1449: no u dont
So Cal 1449: cuz im using up all the love in the world to love u
=] <333333333333333
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2003 15 December :: 11.09 pm
im sick...blah.
theres nothing to say.
today=one month.
i love you jay..
<333. im sorry ..i wish i could make things better.
love ya daniel, dont worry bout this thing. it'll be okay..
i love you kevin =]
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2003 14 December :: 9.13 pm
:: Mood: frustrated
:: Music: hands down..
and at any moment i could loose it all..
Everything right now is so great.. I have JILLANE ELIZABETH DAHMS..who i love so freeeakin mucho much! Who i am seeing in *6* days for the first time in so-long .. and i have my *jay* who i love oh-so MUCH! and at any moment i could loose it all.. ive lost soo many things before. i really need to hold on to these two. jill cuts herself more and more now. she did last night. and jay talked bout killin himself again tonight..god dang i swear to god if either one of them or both kill themselves im fukin killing myself, they are my everything. its jus so fuckin scary though. please, dont leave me you guys.
<3.
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2003 14 December :: 5.33 pm
:: Mood: full
:: Music: green eyes
for jay..
I LOVE JAY SO MUCH!! HES SO SWEET N GOD HE JUS MAKES ME FEEL SO GOOD BOUT EVERYTHING!! when im talking to him or around him i jus feel like everything is okay. everything is more then okay, everything is perfect i love him so much. hes so funny.
1 month tomarrow!!!
<3333333333333333333333333333333*
i love you jay. i really doo.
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