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2004 14 January :: 11.20pm
:: Mood: giggly
:: Music: always wantin u
2 months
me was sick today. me and ashley left early =]...felicia is transfering schools
but best of all tomarrow=two months with me hubby
best two months of my life
Jay Michael Cascadden..you are the best hubby n friend i could ask for..i couldnt get any luckier.. You are so amazin n nice n sweet n HILLARIOUS..oooOARNGE!! beep beep..my poster just fell..the right side of me is WEIRD..Haiiiir =P..i didnt hear u omg yer blind!! heheh we FUNNY =] i will love you forever naw thats way tOo shOrt !! LonGer!!
Thanks for everythin..thanks fer puttin up with me n being so good to me..all i can say is i love ya =]
Brittany
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Jay
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Forever
xx oo xx
brittany
xx oo xx
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LaLa91
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2004 14 January :: 5.50am
:: Mood: ________
:: Music: so good
hey hey lala herr
today was a _____ day [sorry i like doing that]
mia and christina r over and we r eating chipz n being men. bailey just left to get her braces changed [the colors]
ne wayz i feel like gettin my hair highlited lol not that ne of u care!
u know what... i looked in chris's wallet and all i saw was pics of calli grrr... she treatz her like crap n he still likes her... fag
but i still <3 him to daeth!! lmao! n hes gonna get me a stick for my b-day and im gonna get him one to n then when he givs me my stick i hav to write a thank you card made out of sticks. cool, huh??? lmao!!
ima go! hollA
(¨`·.·´¨)(¨`·.·´¨)
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`·.¸.·´ I LoVe YoU
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(_¸.·* .·* Love always, LaLa~
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2004 14 January :: 4.16pm
Hey yeah..this is Jilly on britts journal..shh she dont knwo it yet..lol..but yeah i jus wanted to say dat i luv you britt and i hope dat were still friends..
and yeah we need to talk..but i really do luvya lots!! =)
Jiggy n shocker say hey lol *kala n brenda* love ya
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2004 14 January :: 4.13pm
:: Mood: amused
Lol im jus sittin here doing NOTHING..watchin kala and brenda *jiggy* do thier exams fo this class..which i have no idea wat is is lol..but yeah..im bored..whew
Yeah we went to see mrs blume and miss conrad, and yeah miss wait i mean mrs beer, yeah she had detention duty so we really couldnt talk, and yeah shes giong to da game t nite so dat we can takl n stuff lol..and yeah mrs blume and me and jiggy had a really nice talk lol..she talked bout how her students were really annoyin t day and how she had a bad day lol..neways yeah im gonna get going..luv you all..FREAKS..woop!! ::no comment:: No i didnt ask you about ur mother..yesh u did..nu uh i luv apples..not u..woop woop!!
Lol srry dat was messed =)
Love..me!!
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2004 14 January :: 1.26pm
:: Mood: silly
:: Music: Some country music in da next room =)
Jus bored.. lol
Yeah i know dat i said dat i wasnt going to write in this thingy anymroe but yeah im like sittin here in uprights room *computer class* and yeah brenda is finishing her exam and arieanna is like playin on disney.com lol..so yeah i thought dat i woudl do this to give me somthing to do ya know..so yeah
Wow t day was really fun too..im really luving this exam schedule..too bad its going to end and soon =( oh wells lol
Today me and steve are talkin and he wants to talk bout wats going on cuz he talked to his mom last nite and everything and he says dat he really likes me n shit but yeah i dont know bout all of dat..i dont know bout him anymore
Yeah also t day was really fun..haha..and now im stayin after until like 5:00 and yeah den nicks mom is going to come and pick me up and take me to j high to go to my girlies v ball game..n den im going there yeah and den going home..fun fun =)
And wow..ya know im startin to become friends wif da ppl dat i was friends wif in like 7th grade..cuz yeah brenda *jiggy* was my locker partner and we were like best friends..and den we stoppped talkin after dat cuz she joined a diff group of friends..den she went back to he rother one..which ive been havin out wif all week..jamee is like being really weird lately..cuz of he rand mike but oh wells
And yeah guess who called me late last nite..at like 1 in da morning..Brittney..yeah she was all crying and all upset bout her mom and dad..they had gotten into a huge fight..and she was really shaky so i talked to her till bout like 3:00 3:30 and yeah it was great to hear from her again..were gonna get together this weekend maybe..but im not sure rite now cuz brenda n dem have a game and they want me to come over and go to it wif em lol
But yeah neways..i dont really have much else to say here rite now and im bout to help brenda cheat on her exam lol so yeah im gonna get going..
Megs i luv you too babe..
And brittany, u know dat i luv you more than life itself..tho its not da same anymore..you still mean the world to me..plz talk to me babe..i miss you =(
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2004 12 January :: 9.20pm
:: Mood: depressed
Well whew..i think i jus got dumped by stacey..and yeah maybe this one is fo good..i hate how she trys and makes me choose between her and my other friends..
And den brittany wont fuckin talk to me and dat fuckin sucks..but ya know if she dont wanna be friends anymore den fuck it..=( *tear*
And den my mom is fuckin drivin me nuts puttin me on this like weight contral program cuz im not as fuckin anorexic as she is..
And den ive got fuckin exams EVERYDAY THIS WEEK..which is going to be fuckin hell..oh well im jus failing every class anyway..
And then all of this bullshit wif steve..
Ya know wat i dont give a fuck anymore..im jus gonig to drop all of my friends..move skools..and start all over..start fresh..but ya know..i bet dat wouldnt work either..ill jus fuckin screaw things up again..
Oh well im out..not dat any of you fuckin care..wateva fuck it..bye!! =(
P.s. im done wif this journal..i mean im not going to write in it anymore..so yeah enjoy this luvly last entry..depressed..sounds like the begining of the rest of my life..*how cheesy*
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LaLa91
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2004 12 January :: 8.30am
:: Mood: _happy_
escape
hey hey!! i hav great newz...
yepee!! which means now we go on to semi-final and hopefully we will go on to finals!!
i gotta go!!
luv
lala
ps we were kickin butt and takin numberz... YOU KNOW!
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2004 11 January :: 11.02pm
:: Mood: lonely
This entry is all fo brittany..
Okay this is fo britt..so yeah..here i go..
Okay for a while now britt things have been really different between us..and yeah just like today i was trying to talk to you and i would be like so you gonna talk to me and youd be like no and id be like okay and den like a while latah id say it and you be like no and den i was like well den ill jus go and ur like okay bye n everything..so yeah dat was really rude..how am i surposed to feel about that??
Yeah thigns are soo diff now..and i really hate it..i wish dat things could go back to da way they were before..wat happened between us? was it soemthing i did..or said? Come on dont even just say dat this is jus me dat feels this way cuz it cant be just me..cuz yeah thigns r really diff and im not just sayin this..it feels to me like you dont even care anymore.. =/
But wateva, i jus really wanna know wats going on here..cuz i miss you and wish dat we were da best of friends like we were before..plz talk to me..im dieing here without you..i luv you soo much..i dont know wat i would do without you..plz dont leave me..=(
P.s. im not jus sayin this to start a fight or nothing either so dont think dat either..and call me if you wanna talk..but im goin to bed..gotta lotta shit to think bout..=/
Love..Jilly!!
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LaLa91
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2004 11 January :: 7.14pm
herez mah sn again!!
hey hey
itz OoOunfOrgiv3nOoO
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2004 11 January :: 7.11am
:: Mood: _ok_
:: Music: 3min3m
_______
i got a new sn!! im me some time...
OoOunfOrgiv3nOoO
i love you
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LaLa91
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2004 11 January :: 5.39am
:: Mood: _yOU tEll Me
:: Music: unforgiven, fefe dobson
the good, bad & ugly...
bay. kayla, lilia, rachel, kristi, mia, katheryn, lacey, mark, meagan, heather, and anybody who's close to me i just want you guyz to know
Muahz
LaLa
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LaLa91
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2004 11 January :: 3.24am
:: Music: miss you [blink 182]
hey hey
i just got back from kayla's house... SO much fun. we hav so many inside jokes now!!!
the green man, movies over here, kids fallin down, gummy bears, chasing liberty, mandy moore and the hospital, white boyz,serious talks, blink 182, chris chris, ice cream, the phone game folding chairs, short, cold walks, uptown girls, mad tv, dot!! just to name a few. [lol]
i love her like a sister. i hope we can do something next weekend!! luv ya babe.
mUaHz
XOx0X0x0x
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`·.¸.·´ I LoVe YoU
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(_¸.·* ¸.·* Love always, LaLa~
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thoughtskill
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2004 10 January :: 4.23pm
:: Mood: happy
Everything is gonna be okay...
update..
wednesday wasnt as bad as i thought it was gonna be, everything turned out okay.
same with thursday...friday i went to daniel's after school n then ema spent the night..tis was fun. me and kevin had an intresting talk..=/..Today i got muh hair cut =] i love it..it cost a shit loud of money cuz i got it colored 2wice plus cut.=D and in about an hour im going to Jamie's house to spend the night...yay!
6 days ..
tons left to go.
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LaLa91
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2004 10 January :: 3.00am
:: Mood: __bouncy__
lacey n me'szz songy!!
u think im there
but im really not,
gone forever,
never together.
u want me there
it's pain i cannot bare
my love for u
i alwayz knew
it wasnt true....
You broke my heart
tore it in two
just like the picture i had of you.
so now itz over
i think this is the end
i hav come to a conclusion.
our love was a mere illusion.
[ me n lacey made that up!!]
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2004 10 January :: 2.57am
:: Mood: ______ u tell me
kayla goldman
hey hey laLA herrr...
i had sooo mucho fun at the movies. though i didnt c chris :( j/p he told me on the phone that mona almost got into a fight with rachel. ne wyaz it was justme n kayla and we had such a good time we saw chasing liberty but we were laughing most of the time!!! i luv ya girlie. [so me n lilia r tied huh?] [that has to be changed!!! lol]
lacey spent the nigth last night n now we're gonna try to make a journal for her!!!
g2b
hollA
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`·.(¨`·.·´¨)¸.·´
`·.¸.·´ I LoVe YoU
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(_¸.·* ¸.·* Love always, LaLa~
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