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2004 10 June :: 11.34am
:: Mood: exhausted
:: Music: Southside --sum1 n ashanti
Its all for yoo..all of it.
Well, Dat was an interestin b day. Didnt really do much. Hung out at home all day. Then went shoppin n dinner wif Jelly. [mah step dad] The one person that i hate more than any1. Comes home early, and takes meh out. weird.. =D
Talked to the wonderful Brittany Marie like all day 2. It was nice to talk wif her again I miss her, n' all we used to say n do. Also talked wif mah babii Ali jean!! dat was fun. And funny lol. *ur still preganet* heh I luhv them both soo much. <3. Also found out sum sad stuff that chelsie thought buot meh..=( im sorry
Well thats it. For now. I finally got mah gansta pix [by da way, we knw its not really gansta lol] on here [lmfa0 arial n tiff *fifi*] Wanna see it. I knew u did =p [dont mind josh w's finga in da pix lol.]
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2004 10 June :: 10.35am
:: Mood: happy
Happy b day to meh!!
NwVolleyballa: happy b-day
painted mote: HAPPY BIRTHDAY
Nw BizAller 20: HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
BecKy DaWn 2: happy birthday jillian:-D
SHOTglassvodka: awww happy birthday!
x0 obsession: HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
xXSnGirlXx: Happy Birthday!!
Chasesbay1718: HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!
SuN 2BaBE: happy birthday my darling!:-D
KiwiShake: wait happy b-day i love u
BlondieC x: HAPPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
RachL00: Happy b day skank!!!8-)
SwEeTsUgAkIsEz:HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY JILLANE
15 YEARS OLD WOOHOO, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH BABES!
Lower Core: happy bday beautiful babbiii girly
gLor c H ee R: Jillian Elizabeth Dahms i hope you have/Are having the bes birthday ever! Happy big 1-3
i luhv alla mah frienz, thanx to
every1 who made mah b day special. It means
a whole lot to meh, thank u all soo much!!
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2004 9 June :: 4.01pm
hey yall.. sowwy havnt ^dated in awhile!! this ones for you britt!! lol. [[my older sister that takes me to nifti places]].. um. this week has been well not that exciting. been @ baileys for 4 days in a row. we have vball camp at mariner.. learnin lots of shitt. baileys sister brooke takes us every day cuz shes coaching. i miss brittany.. she needs to come back now!!.
baileys pissed right now b/c rach lied to her mom and got her in trouble. lol.. i think every thign will be 0ok.. god, i need to go to california.. its fukkin awesome, been therr.. and i love it. i think thats where im a gonna move! lol <3333.. maybe my older sis who takes me to niftii places will live wif me and we can be "roomies".
g2g.. -x0x
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- you - are the only one that leaves
me > ` c o m p l e t e l y ` < breathless..
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2004 9 June :: 11.29am
:: Mood: drained
:: Music: `*piecez 0f mee
You know me better than i ever knew my self -*
Im s0 tired i wanna stay in the fcukin bed forever ..
Laurie PiCked me up.. n went to the m0viez..met brett,paul, grace, j0sh, n megan saw harry p0tter 3 -- reallie LONG n kinda b0ring =/
then megan left n the rest 0f us went bak 2 amber'z .. watched Monster again <-- krazii m0vie ! then went t0 sleep..
Waz lazy m0st the dayy -- then me n amber finally g0t up n went bike ridin -- i havnt rid a bike since i was lyk 8 .. n this guy was stalkin uS - l0l n then brett n paul came 0ver & we went bak to their h0use.. played f0otball g0 l0ng g0 l0ng - i am l0ng ... l0l .. a TENT !! .. n we played 0n bretts drumz -- can i bang on ur drumz? -- l0l .. n t hen we went n got Ice cream i g0t amber wild =] .. we g0t a sundae with everythin NON ch0clate 0n it - l0l eww... n we g0t piXxy stix .. lets g0 up there.. naw.. and hav sex.. OKAY! lol went home round 12iish
Went t0 sch0ol w/ amber.. that was reallie fun saw al0tta ppl i really miSsed .. after sch0ol me amber n sully went 2 bretts 2 swim.. amber leeft lyk 5 minutes after n then we all went n g0t ice cream again =] -- kan i bring the br0om -- kan i eat this t0mat0e-- l0l.. sully fed me ch0clate icce cream l0l thn my mom picked me up n we came hoome
sat a round all day =] lol then maddy came over n she was bein a real bitch n sayin abuncha shit 2 nick =/ ..
.. t0day is jillyz bday so im gonna go over there later on =]
I get s0 scared
that 0ne dayy y0ur
g0nna wake up
`nd reliSe wat ive
always knew -
y0ur way t0o
g0od 4 me `
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2004 9 June :: 12.33am
:: Mood: pleased
YaYaYaY!!
Its mah b day everyone!! =)
--Tho im only 15 its one big step to 16 lol
Guess wat everyone? i got a better b day present den you!!
..I get to see mah babii Brittany *mwuz* hehe.
<33 Jillane <33
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2004 9 June :: 12.26am
happy `15th birthday jillane elizabeth dahms..
y0ur 0lder then me n0w =/ .. i l0ve y0ou s0 much babii d0ll !!
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2004 8 June :: 6.10pm
:: Mood: happy
The two most impostant things in mah life rite here..
Thats mah best friend Brittany Marie *damn gansta* Gamester!! lol
And thats mah other best friend Ali Jean Maloney!!
I luhv y0o both more than anything in the world!! Dont ever forget dat!! *mwuz*
When I was running out of faith...
You still believed in me and never let me fall
And the times I lost my way...
You're the one who held me up and brought me through it all
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2004 8 June :: 5.58pm
KrAzEd BlOnDiE69: IM GONNA STAB U WITH A SPOON!!!!!
BaBii roO 2 9: IM GONNA DROWN U IN D ATOILET!!
KrAzEd BlOnDiE69: OOOO YA WELL IM GONNA STRANGLE U WITH A SOCK!
<3. memories.
i know now
i will never
find someone like y0u
so promise me
we will never let go
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2004 8 June :: 4.55pm
bored
First best friend: anna foley
First Job: havnt had 1 yett
First screen name: sunshine sumthin
First self purchased album: dont kn0w
First pets: Tasha muh pup
First piercing/tattoo: ear 4 yrz 0ld
First true love: =] Every1 kn0wz this 0ne
First enemy: codie
First big trip: dk
First play/musical/performance: 5th grade
Last cigarette: hate cigarettes
Last big car ride: lyk 2 weekz ag0 t0 Michigann
Last kiss: nick -- last time i saw him 2 thursdays ag0
Last good cry: that time after sunsplash =/
Last library book checked out: um it was called Last summer -- lol jay
Last movie seen: Monster
Last beverage drank: pepzi =]
Last food consumed: c0okie
Last crush: umm nick obviousily-- b4 that evan
Last phone call: mike
Last tv show watched: Vh1 last nite
Last time showered: yesterday
Last shoes worn: blak flip fl0pz
Last item bought: umm .. my white pantz
Last disappointment:
Last soda drank: lyk half hour ag0
Last ice cream eaten: yesterday -- sully fed me his ch0clate l0l..can i bring the br0om?
Last shirt worn: this one .. its kaelas black tank top
Last hug : Sully yesterday
Last time you told someone you loved them: brett yesterday
Last time someone told you they loved you: sully 0n myy messages =]
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2004 7 June :: 12.57pm
:: Mood: optimistic
Goodbyes are never easy..and that sucks..
Well lets see here..these last two days were really boring. Everyone had to work all day. So i decided to just stay home n do nuffin both days. =)
I started a new workout routine and so far ive stuck to it. But its only been 2 DaYz lol but still. Im hopin i can loss sum of mah fat ass. but who knows. I need to diet too. I hate how big ive gotten over the past 2 or so years i jus wish i could be skinny again.. ='( oh wells. Life goes on right..?
Workout Routine
20 min endurance run on treadmill
[thats 1.15 miles, 4.*sumpthin* laps]
20 crunches
water break [ lol =) ]
20 more cruches
20 mountian climbers
12 squat thrusts
its just a start, but should
help me fat ass a bit rite? lol
But neways. Urgh i aint got nothing planned for this whole week.. If anyone wants to do something then let me know, cuhz im already bored lol. So brittany Malissa Gloria Chad Becky Mike James or tiffany GET AT MEH!! lol. =)
Whew, not to be selfish but im glad Malissa didnt go to tennesse Cuz then i couldnt see mah lil babii forever!! Ick that would be HORRIBLE!! lol. But babes, i luhv you tons!! Thanks for being there for meh.
Well tahts it for today. I'll write more another time. Latah every1. =)
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2004 6 June :: 2.08pm
:: Mood: lonely
i wanna go home
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2004 5 June :: 11.59pm
:: Mood: drained
Now that u r in mah life, i am stronger within..
Wow, this weekend/the last week of skool..was.. amazing, wonderful, and soo much fun Im thinkin i did really good on woodruffs exam so that makes me really happy. That was friday. 1st hour. Then second hour, hung out in arkisons room. wif christine, and peggy and arkison and then kyle n derek n all of them. It was soo much fun But im soo going to miss them tons but peggy is gonna take meh christine n de out to arkisons house this summer So that outta be fun.
Then friday afternoon, was cedar point That was a fuckin blast. Ariel n I hung out most da time. im soo glad dat black bitch moved here hah. [Hooowww y0o doing? lmfa0] BIG BOOTY HOE lmfa0 shes da best. I luhv dat chick.
Then today, hung out wif kimmy court tommy david tasha n sum others all day. Ended up not going wif becky to the movies. oh wells i guess. We'll get together soon enough, were gettin really close lately, im glad!!
Im hoping to see mah bff Britt sometime soon. That would be awesome. And mah b day is on wednesday so im happy bout dat. [Ali jean, i got ur present in da mail earlier today, i fuckin luhv y0o babii gurl, thanks tons!! P.s. ur card was beautiful i fuckin loved it]
But thats enough for now, me n mah sissy *megs* got shit to talk bout, since shes finally home but she aint stayin..=( But we gotta talk, before i go to bed. Latah every1 i luhv y0o all.
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2004 4 June :: 9.38pm
i love mia.. to the stars and back
hey kayla this is mia..umm i just wanna say that im really sorry bout this hole thingy i meean i know that u were just trying 2 tell me that im being stupid n im sorry 4 saying that u didnt care when i kn ow u did ur els u wouldnt hav stopd me..n thatz how i know that ur my best friend n we hav been 4 3 yearz n 5 mounthz..i think around ther..but n e wayz i dont want all of that 2 change over a lil thingy like this...n i justr wanna say thank u so0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0 much b cuz i could hav just mad e a mistake that could hav changed my life in the worst way ever n im so happy that u told me not 2 n i dont even know what i wwaz thinkin if i didnt think u cared n if u dont think that i care 4 u n e more that ur nuttz b cuz i care 4 u more that the world.. n u should know that by now..n if u didnt well now u do i luv u kayla ur my best friend ever ur more importent 2 me than the air i breath..i dont know what i would do w/ out u n 4 i second i thought that u didnt care n i think that once im done writeing this im gonna go n slap that shit out of my self 4 thinkin that...well i g2g cuz itz like 3:09 n i g2 get ^ at 9:00 so yeah but i wont b able 2 sleep evry well w/ a big red mark on my face..lol..but really g2g now ttyl..~xox0xox0xox0xox0xox0xox0xox0xox0xox0xox0xox0xox0xox0xox0xox0xox0xox0xox0xox0x~
i love you bubyezz
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2004 4 June :: 1.35am
for a reason
i hate skanks.. friends are supposed to care.. i care. i did care. not ne more. she doesnt care. her life.her desicions. her stupidity. she will. she does. he say he cares. he doesnt care. why would he care? its only her. he leaves her. she cries. her best friends there. for a reason
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2004 3 June :: 4.48pm
:: Mood: flirty
Sleepin all day stayin up all night <3*
`* Heyy guyz .. s0 far summer `o4 haz been pretty dam g0od .. but i miSs fl0rida ='[
amber has guitar leSsonz & me & miSsay went 2 a lil c0ffe sh0p & g0t sm0othiez n Italin s0da .. =].. yum in m0re than 1 wayy .. lma0 .. walked bak - p0urin rain piked up amber went 2 starbux cuz i was hungry .. as always .. lol .. g0t br0wniez n frapz =].. then we went to the m0viez till b0ut 1 in tha m0rnin .. were lyk the onlie ppl in there =] hehehe saw raisin helen <--- cutest m0vie ever !
g0t up real late - me MiSs n amber jus sat r0und all day n watched m0viez.. n then theyy went 2 an art sh0w..n i came h0m n talked 2 nick m0st the night .. watched part of thiz m0vie b0ut thiz reallie cute lil gurl who g0t aten by her t.v... lol...poltregizt or somthing?? .. it was sad ! s0o i turned it 0ff n watched a diff m0vie - then g0t 0ff the f0ne r0und 3am n went t0 sleep
t0night d0nt kn0w what im d0in .. pr0bly hangin 0ut with mas0n n karly.. 0r g0 t0 miSsyz 4 dinner idk.. t0marr0w iz the m0viez with Brett n Trev0r n s0me ppl =]
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