I am back! Here is my birthday winnings:

-The abovely-mentioned CD from my widdle sister
-35 bucks from Gramma & Grampa T
-My very own laptop!!!

That last one is particularily exciting but it's in the mail at the moment. Unlike my previous one, it is not employed at Siemens running conveyor belt systems half the time. I'm kinda fuzzy on what the specs are for it, but it's customized and is a pretty nice machine.

Anyone wanna do something? If not I am condemned to rake the lawn and crap.

It is my birthday! I even feel 18.

I am going over to my grandparents later so I don't know if the thing I talked about with Rachel and Katie will work out... it might still... not sure.

I had a dream last night I had a big, hulkin' monster buddy. It was pretty awesome. We went to Meijers and he ate all the meat, and then we escaped out the back way up the hills.

Kurt Angle is crazy! Wow. Rey Mysterio is awesome. I wish I had pay-per-view, Wrestlemainia is on my birthday : (

The later I stay up doing this report on the effects of Oxycontin abuse, the more attractive it sounds : / Sigh, I need sleep.

I had an awesome evening. :) Things were kinda crappy until 7:00 rolled around. I defected to Jenison, bwa ha ha

Also, I commandeth thee, stop being angsty. I don't want none o' these poor-me's flyin around. Life is awesome, not everything depends on how people are treating you. God loves you, just remember that when people get you down.

Something I've relearned lately: life gets so much better when you let go and give up everything to God. I mean, some of the things I've wanted were just stupid, and it's great to be able to focus on things that really matter that God has planned for you and actually give you some fufillment. And even sometimes the things you give up that you cared so much about come back to you new and improved, without all of the grime you tried to put there yourself. Anyway, I'm probably not making sense, but it's great and I thank God for it.

'Tis a good day for METAL!!!

Bleagh | P

Toady was fun, me and Brett went bowling. We hung out with Jess and Pam and David there, and talked and had fun and generally annoyed Jess's boss (you know, that grouchy guy at the bowling alley that yells at kids a lot). It was pretty fun.

I'm sorry about my rant there, I was just really mad and blew stuff out of perportion. I do that a lot.

In short, if you haven't heard, I lost my job. Dang ol' economy.

MAKE ME A STEAK

If you do not I will have to eat your brains

Have a terrific night's sleep.

-the monitor lizard kisser

Just for y'alls pure infotainment, I will be leaving Rockford on May 31 for other lands. I might be back a weekend or so but maybe not. So, if you want, get all your hangouts with me for the entire ensuing year out of your system over the next two months and a half. I'll miss you guys. : (

Blah blah blah, some people are all talk

And now for the song mentioned above
You can find it here if you wish. I am not totally sure about the words but I think they're pretty accurate.

I always flirt with death, there ain't nothing I can do about it
I can face your threats and stand up straight and tall and shout about it
I think I'm on another world with you, with you
I'm on another planet with you

You get under my skin, I don't find it irritating
I always pay to win but I don't need to be rehabilitated
I think I'm on another world with you, with you
I'm on another planet with you, with you

Another world, another planet
Another planet, another planet oh no

Space travel's in my blood, there ain't nothing I can do about it
Long journeys wear me out but oh gosh, I can't live without it
I think I'm on another world with you, with you
I'm on another planet with you, with you
Another battle means nothing to gain
Another planet means bringing me down

Down with emo : P

EVERYBODY HAVE FUN TONIGHT,
EVERYBODY WANG CHUNG TONIGHT!!!!!