brother wolf sister wolf

:: 2006 11 April :: 9.49am
:: Music: Cloud Cult

Cloud Cult is why I wish I could sing.
Bobby's got a spacesuit made out of squirrel skin. He's pushing downwards out and sucking upwards in. This is truth to him.

Gina burns her Barbie til it's unrecognizable rubber. Screw your D-size cups 'cause I'm a way better lover. This is truth to her.

Turn my stupid question marks into simple candy canes. This is truth to me.

P.S.
It's the feeling that you're falling but there's a fine line between falling and flying.

:: 2006 9 April :: 3.07am
:: Mood: frustrated

um......I like how I will be turning 19 in a little over a month, and I still act like Holden fucking Caulfield. I am so immature it's driving me insane.

:: 2006 8 April :: 10.59pm

I think my car is dying. It's doing this loud shuddering death moan that makes me uncomfortable driving it.

I have sadness.

Growl!

:: 2006 8 April :: 9.22pm

You know what? I will never take speed because I just took some fucking excedrin and my pupils are dialated and I'm really fucking antsy and I can hardly even type write. NO joke. Stupid wisdom teeth. Oh and PS when you're guyses wisdom teeth in did it make your jaw feel all fucked up and make it like hard to eat stuff you don't need a spoon for? Or should i go to the doctor or am I just being hypochondreaical? Anyway I've really got to burn off some of this excess energy so I'll catch you later.

shinigami

:: 2006 8 April :: 12.13pm

OMG, I just realized I am an aunt. Like, a real aunt, my cousin in Missouri just had her baby. O_O I have to call her!

:: 2006 6 April :: 10.31pm

So.

When's everyone's last day of school?

Mine will be either May 3 or 4. That first week of May is exam week.

5 Grrrs | Growl!

:: 2006 5 April :: 4.12pm

copycat reflections
So........in the style of Katie and Rachel, here we go.
I cheated and looked at my journal (not this one) cause I don't remember much.

A year ago I was a senior in high school. I was counting down the days to graduation, but I was afraid, as it says in my journal, of being "thrown into the real world without and job or a clue."

I was anxious to leave Rockford and never look back.

Now I'm sitting here, dreading my finals but looking forward to the week after. I'll be living back home for a month, during which I'm going to Illinois pick out horses for the upcoming camp season.

A year ago, I was in Illinois visiting my cousisns. And listening to the new Dead Meadow album. I was listening to it for the umpteenth time today, and I must say it has the essence of April. It doesn't have the heavy, humid air of May or June but it isn't bitter like March or February. It's just warm, full of hope and optimism for the days to come.

Ok, back on topic. I can't say next year will be much different from this year. I'll still be at Central, living in the dorms. Probably dreading my exams again.

Hopefully me and my friends will be apartment hunting. We'll be excited that we'll finally be able to just throw our weed on the kitchen table, without worrying about someone telling an RA.

Hopefully I'll have a real reason for being here, besides "What the hell else would I do?" or "My parents made me."

I was so wrong about this first year at college. I thought I'd be leaving home forever. I had it completely backwards. For the first time I realized I'm lost, that I don't know shit. So now all I have to do is find my way back home for the first time.

But tomorrow never knows, I guess.

:: 2006 5 April :: 8.09am

One year ago today, I was on spring break. I was excited about prom and waiting for my dress to arrive. I was going to graduate from high school soon and I was anxious for our physics trip to Cedar Point.

Today, I am tired and not on spring break. I am excited about my first year of college life to be over and I'm waiting for 8:15 to arrive so I can get ready for class. I am going to drive myself in my car to Aquinas College and I'm anxious for my two dogs downstairs to shut up.

One year from today, I will be in France. I will be excited about the next weekend trip Emily and I take and will be waiting for my turn in the bathroom after my host siblings. I will be going to class at a French university with students from all over the world and will be anxious because Emily wasn't feeling well last night and it must be hard to be sick in a foreign country.

A lot changes in a year. It's amazing. I never really stop and think about it but one year ago I was attending high school in Rockford, Michigan. Today, I'm attending college at Aquinas College in Grand Rapids, Michigan and I drive myself to school everyday. One year from now I will be attending university in Perpignan, France and taking weekend trips to Spain.

Wow.

I can't say I'm not a little scared.

:: 2006 4 April :: 5.59pm

Tom Delay's quitting congress!!! Woooo! Now let's all celebrate before he's replaced by another slimeball.

http://www.cnn.com/2006/POLITICS/04/04/delay.election/index.html

Angel_Bob

:: 2006 3 April :: 10.46pm

My name is Rachel.

I am cool.

I steal people's husbands by having hot icons like the one I have now.

I also do it by having ones like these:

Yep.
Read more..

Yeah. I'm cool.

:: 2006 3 April :: 9.29pm

I spelled the word "happy" incorrectly on Kyle's celebratory entry.

I feel stew-pod.

In other words, check the 'con.

P.S. Hannah: "They made Evita look so nice but she was the supreme dictator of a fascist totalitarian government. If anybody's crying for her, it's because she's wiping out their families. Everybody did love her though. I have to give her that. Nice tennis shoes."

My family is awesome.

P.P.S. Kyle, remember that totally awesome present I gave you that one year? How was that anyway?

4 Grrrs | Growl!

:: 2006 3 April :: 12.19pm
:: Music: Monster Magnet-Dopes to Infinity

Fuck!
It's snowing outside. Fuck. FUCK!!! I hate you Lake Michigan!

Oh and happy birthday Kyle.

[edit 3:49]
If I lived in Canada I'd be fuckin' pissed.
http://news.yahoo.com/s/nm/20060403/wl_nm/marijuana_dc_4

Growl!

:: 2006 3 April :: 9.25am

It's someone's birthday today.

Hap[p]y day of birth.

:: 2006 2 April :: 9.43pm
:: Music: Warren Haynes-Glory Road

Hi again friends. I'm procrastinating homework again.

Rachel, WYCE just played more grocery store porno music. I thought you should know.

My roommate had a boy over yesterday and he didn't leave till 5 am. Now she's got another boy over but he lives 3 hours away and is in the Navy. She is such a hoebag. Ha ha, just kidding Melissa. I heart you. Even though you're not reading this.

Um yeah. I think that's it.